I am not mentally ill, I am the actor with a thousand faces

Chapter 410: Zhuge Liang in "The New Three Kingdoms"

at this time.

When Li Yun returned to the set of "The New Three Kingdoms".

The feeling of confusion came back to me, and the feeling of playing a role came back.

Entering the state
And at this time.

It’s not because of Zhuge Kongming’s feelings.

It's a feeling from Lu Bu.
The feeling of that troubled times tiger general had not completely left his body, and the remaining part of him was still in Li Yun's body.
at this time.

Most of his consciousness no longer exists, but the hegemony in his heart seems to want to witness the end of the Three Kingdoms War.
but it does not matter.

Soon, his feelings would be replaced by other feelings.

It feels like the civil official Zhuge Kongming.

at this time.

Li Yun closed his eyes and opened them again, and found himself in a thatched cottage.

The person in front of me was an elegant young man with a feather fan and a long scarf.

He was looking at Li Yun in front of him lazily.

You are back again.
Back to this chaotic world.

Yes.

I am back.

When Li Yun returned to the familiar thatched cottage.

I was a little confused. I didn't know how many times and with what identity I had come to this thatched cottage.

I used to be a minister of the Han Dynasty
In the late Eastern Han Dynasty, a hero took the reward for the head of the Yellow Turban rebels.

Civil officials, military generals, peddlers, and butchers.

I have come to Zhuge Lu in various identities, met Mr. Kong Ming, and become the 'common people' seen by Mr. Kong Ming.

Today, who I will be, right, who I will be today.

It’s Mr. Kong Ming in front of you.

The fourth year of Guanghe reign of Emperor Ling of Han.

Langya County, Yangdu County.

When he was 3 years old, his mother Zhang passed away.

When I was 8 years old, my biological father was no longer around.

At this time, the still young Zhuge Kongming was very calm and numb. He had known about birth, aging, sickness and death since childhood, and he knew that this was the law of the cycle of nature.

Mr. Kong Ming.

Such a calm person.

Li Yun was so calm that there wasn't even the slightest ripple in his heart - because that kind of extremely intelligent rationality was also impacting Li Yun's brain.

Because of this rationality, I understand the principle of the cycle of nature. I was too early to realize it, and lost too much emotion.
Li Yun wanted to be sad, because if he put himself in his shoes, he should be sad, and that was the way it should be.

At this moment, Li Yun felt his own emotions and tried to tell himself that he should be sad.
But that emotion was taken away.

Li Yun felt a little unbelievable.

When I was acting in the past, it was always the characters that gave me emotions.

It's their feeling
This time, Kong Ming deprived himself of his emotions because of reason and intelligence.
When he was young, Zhuge Kongming took his younger brother to live with his uncle.
But the good times did not last long. When I was 17 years old, my uncle also passed away.

Since then.

Kong Ming then began his years of seclusion.

Walking through the years.

A young boy.

From childhood to adulthood, we have been constantly losing.

And in Nanyang, there appeared a young man who loved to recite "Liangfu Yin". His talent and intelligence were unmatched. He read the book a hundred times, and gained some knowledge of literature, history, mathematics, and the Eight Trigrams. He has been working hard in Nanyang.

Over the past ten years.

Zhuge Kongming met many people, including refugees, Yellow Turbans, scholars, and warriors.

People who want to achieve success
There were refugees who were forced to become Yellow Turban bandits. They came to Mr. Wolong to ask for food and water. If Kong Ming did not give them, they would not do anything. They just wanted to survive. After Kong Ming gave them a bowl of water and rice, the Yellow Turban bandit left.
On this day, when Kong Ming saw the Yellow Turban refugees again, they were already the heads of the warriors who had made great achievements.

The warrior also respected scholars like Kong Ming the most. While chatting and laughing, he did not forget to share his dried meat with Kong Ming. Then he left to fight the rebels again.

Attack the victims who can no longer survive because of harsh policies and excessive extortion.

hero.

Troubled times.

An era of emergence.

The sky is dead, and the yellow sky should stand.

Cang Tian is indeed dead, but it is difficult for Huang Tian to be established. Kong Ming is too smart and he understands this point.

He knew that these people would either die or starve to death or become the heads of people who were rewarded for their merits.
In this era, there is no need for them to survive.

Kong Ming became a dragon in the Sleeping Dragon, who had no right to ask questions of the heavens.

Actually, who said.

Kong Ming is emotionless.
He has emotions, but those emotions are covered by his overly rational inner self.
Because he knew that even in this chaotic world, he couldn't do anything. Nothing at all.
A golden age of heroes.

Isn’t it also a time of chaos?

Li Yun has experienced everyone that Kong Ming has seen
From a mighty warrior, a wise scholar, a Yellow Turban refugee, to a vicious bandit.

These are the lives that Li Yun has experienced.

For a warrior, helping the country to quell the rebellion, selling his dragon-slaying skills to the emperor, what's so strange about that? It can even be said to be a very proud thing, and being loyal to the Han Dynasty is a sign of loyalty! If no one sees it, he can kill innocent people and take credit for it, in exchange for merit, fame and fortune, isn't that wonderful?

For scholars, the Yellow Turban Rebellion led to widespread famine and poor harvests, which deprived our family of the delicacies of land and sea. This was a great crime. The Yellow Turbans were great bandits and the source of the chaotic times.

For the Yellow Turban refugees, exchanging children for food, there is no way to survive, how can the heaven treat me? How can I treat the heaven! I just want a way to survive.
The vicious bandits under the banner of the Yellow Turbans do not have the courage to provoke heroes and heroes, but they are brave enough to take advantage of troubled waters and draw their swords to attack the weaker ones.

Everything in the past reappeared in Li Yun's body. Their personalities, figures, thoughts, everything was intertwined. They all felt that what they did was natural and correct.

What's wrong with that?
At this time, Li Yun no longer knew where he was or where he was.

Is it Zhuge Lu in Nanyang, the hotel where the filming was done, or somewhere else?

Refugees, bandits, warriors, and scholars.

These people changed their identities over and over again.

Born in the Three Kingdoms
Fuck heroes.

Fuck the chaotic world.

Fuck getting ahead. Li Yun only saw people being treated like grass, wild dogs in troubled times, living here, waiting for the day when death will come.

This cruel era is so cruel after losing the filter of heroes.
Most people who love the Three Kingdoms probably dream of becoming "heroes" in this chaotic world full of strife.

Not to mention the truth that one general's success is the result of the sacrifice of thousands of soldiers.

Simply saying that when this becomes a part of this era, the role you play is not necessarily that of a hero, but rather the head slaughtered by heroes and used to achieve success.

In such an era.

How can there be any reason for people to yearn for it?

At least Li Yun would no longer have any reason to yearn for the so-called heroes of the Three Kingdoms.
At least Zhuge Kongming almost despaired of this era.
Because he had seen enough, he wanted to change.

There is a desire to change.
But in this era, his desire can change very little.
what should I do.

How to do it?
until one day.

He heard from somewhere that there was a different lord, a.
A lord who is willing to accept refugees.

It's funny to say that.

To these heroes, refugees are nothing more than able-bodied men or medals of honor for their achievements.
The people, in this era, are a joke, a burden, food rations, killing innocent people for credit.
Their existence is as humble as that of ants.

And at this time.

But there was a lord who was willing to see those refugees.
Those humble existences with broken homes.

I am a commoner, working as a farmer in Nanyang, trying to survive in this chaotic world, not seeking fame and fortune among the princes.
But I see the benevolent king——

But I see the benevolent Lord who has compassion for all living beings.
Those lowly people who live in troubled times.
What should we do?

What to do
The moment he saw Liu Xuande, all the compassion and emotions he had accumulated in the past burst out in his heart.
If it were him, Kong Ming would not be willing to be a "Wolong".
Even if it's not the 'right time' yet.
The arrival of Liu Bei.
Li Yun felt the emotion that belonged to Kong Ming in his heart. The emotion that was about to take action was very clear and real, and there was also an impulse.

No, Kong Ming, it's still three years away from the 'right time' you calculated.

Now is not the time for you to leave the mountain.
However, when faced with Liu Xuande's "three visits to the thatched cottage", Kong Ming was completely unable to suppress the impulse in his heart.

Mr. Kong Ming.

Can be with me.

Go to serve the people of the world and bring a world of benevolence and virtue
I do.
Wolong, for the first time, let his emotions and feelings override his wisdom and rationality.
at this time.

Li Yuncai woke up and found himself in the bed in the hotel.

I'm sweating profusely.
Next to him is the transparent figure of Mr. Kong Ming.
This famous official of the Three Kingdoms
The thoughts in his mind were the same as Li Yun's. The "emotions" that had been taken away also surged up in an instant. The rationality brought by wisdom could no longer suppress his emotions.

"Mr. Kong Ming, it turns out that you are also capable of emotional choices, and you are also capable of making decisions that go against your own rationality. The general trend of the world and the wishes of the people are so great. Especially when I myself become one of the people you pity, I can empathize with you completely."

At this moment, Li Yun looked at himself in the mirror and murmured.
Mr. Kong Ming's emotions are so great, but Li Yun's emotions are completely different from his.
Even though he had personally experienced all the people of the world, as a military general, as a Yellow Turban, and even as a lord, and had put himself into the shoes of all people, Li Yun was still Li Yun after all.

Li Yun will not do anything out of pity for the people of the world.
"But we still have one thing in common. If I had to choose a lord at that time, I would definitely choose Liu Bei instead of Cao Cao or the Little Overlord of Wu."

Working under a benevolent ruler, at least you won't be blamed for stepping out of the door with your left foot. I would rather let the world let me down than let the world let me down.
I just need a lord who is emotionally stable.
A person who will not kill his subordinates at will.

Otherwise, what would be the point of conquering the world?

Li Yun is very selfish.

In such troubled times, the only real truth is to survive. The only real truth of survival is to survive, to exist, and to continue by any means necessary.

Things like world domination and greed are nothing but empty in the end. Nothing is more important than survival, and the same goes for everything.

"Perhaps your idea is more suitable for my era. In this respect, you are much smarter than me."

"How dare I? Mr. Kong Ming. I am just a person who will do whatever it takes to survive. But if I am given a chance to make achievements there, I will not refuse such an opportunity. But everything comes first for my survival."

"I'm different from you. I'm not great. I only make choices that are beneficial to my survival. That's all. I don't like this fucked up era. It's not conducive to people's lives at all."

Li Yun murmured at this moment.

Then the body and Mr. Kong Ming's feelings merged into one.

That feeling of confusion reappeared.

The feeling of not being able to distinguish between role and self was entangled and surging in Li Yun's heart.

At this moment, filming is still going on on the set of New Three Kingdoms.

Liu Bei really had a hard time during this period.

Cao Cao unified the north, used the emperor to command the princes, and replaced Dong Zhuo's position.

Cao Cao also gives people the feeling that he has finally transformed from a dragon-slaying boy into a dragon.

Liu Xuande went from being a young man selling straw sandals to a wandering lord who did not even have a main city of his own and could only depend on his cousin Liu Biao.

He does not have any of the courage he had when he drank wine with Cao Cao and discussed heroic matters.

History is like that.

When they were fighting against Dong Zhuo, the three heroes fought against Lu Bu with such majesty that Cao Cao could only watch from the sidelines.

But the current situation is that Cao Cao has already completed his ambition of unifying the north. Even Yuan Benchu, who was a third-generation official for four generations, was defeated by Cao Cao. Liu Bei can only live in the south.

It seems that apart from occupying the title of the orthodox Han Dynasty, Liu Bei has no other advantage over Cao Cao.

He is not even as good as Cao Mengde.

Not as good as the Little Overlord of Eastern Wu.

Shu Han was the weakest link among the Three Kingdoms.

But Liu Bei happened to have a famous general whom even Cao Cao envied, Guan Yu, who was loyal to his lord after passing through five gates and killing six generals.

Everyone in the Three Kingdoms has his or her own charm.

"Sometimes I find it hard to understand why those famous generals like Liu Bei, even though I was much more powerful back then."

At this time Chen Jianbo Cao Cao teased.

Now he has completely become Cao Cao.

"Maybe it's because Liu Bei looks like a protagonist, so he can exude an air of dominance, and then the generals around him bow down to him."

"Maybe"

In fact, even Liu Hewei, the actor who plays Liu Xuande, himself, is not quite sure.

What is the real charm of Liu Xuande?

How on earth did he have the ability and charm to summon heroes from all over the world to fight for him in the Three Kingdoms?

Liu Hewei didn’t understand that.

Maybe it's out of kindness or goodness? Or maybe it's something else.

Who knows.

In short, Liu Hewei himself felt like there was a veil between him and the character he played.

There is no way to fully understand that part.

(End of this chapter)