Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 3168 225. Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water (Qin Furong’s thoughts about her children)

"No... I should be the one thanking you. Thank you for forgiving my absence these years, and thank you for letting me experience the joy of being a mother..."

Although Tan Furong was very reluctant to leave, she didn't want Cao Yunfei to stay in this unreal mirror image for too long.

Although I have the ability to make people feel the beauty of looking through the mirror, I cannot let people stay like this forever. Sooner or later, I will wake up from my sweet dreams, and the cruelty of reality will appear more naked and bloody against the backdrop of my sweet dreams.

Here, for the first time, Tan Furong felt the feeling of being a mother, that kind of happiness overflowing from the heart. When she watched her son continue to grow and regarded herself as the only reliance in life, that kind of feeling of being loved by others. The feeling of need is so good.

At this moment, she finally realized why Shangguan Zhenzhen must give birth to him, Cao Yunfei, even if she risked her life and gave up on her appearance early...

Because nothing can replace the satisfaction and happiness of being a mother.

I used to be somewhat resistant to the word mother. After all, given my status, it was impossible to marry into a serious family and have children...

Since you can't do it, don't have too much hope. Extravagant hope shouldn't stay in your heart for too long. If it lasts for a long time, it will accumulate into heart problems.

Therefore, knowing that you will never get something in this life, in order to seek some comfort in your heart, you will try your best to slander it. Only in this way will you not feel too pitiful.

Tan Furong knew that it was not good for her to be like this. She couldn't eat the grapes and said the grapes were sour, but what could she do?

Let me ask, who in this world would marry a woman from a land of fireworks? Those respectable people, not to mention wives, even concubines, they have to weigh in their hearts.

Tan Furong has long seen through the pretentiousness of those people who value fame and wealth, and look after the powerful. If she really wants to give up her career for them, she is afraid that she will not be willing.

Those hypocrites and conspirators all have diseases in their hearts. They feel that others are scheming against them. Because their hearts are not clean, they feel that everyone is the same as them.

How can we live with such people? I can't get the sincerity at all, and what's left is the loneliness of being a widow.

I have so much talent, but I have to be locked in a cage because a man can't use it, just to gain a good reputation?
  Bullshit! This kind of life is not what I want at all!

When Tan Furong met Cao Linran, she once had a thought that if she didn't want a man, having a child would be a good choice.

And while she was actively preparing for this matter, Third Uncle Tan seemed to notice something fishy and asked him abruptly.

"I see that you have been a little unusual recently. You are particularly proactive in picking up customers. Moreover, the people you pick up are all literati with excellent reputations in our Quan clan. Do you have any other ideas?"

Tan Furong knew that her little thoughts could not escape Third Uncle Tan's eyes. The guy looked at people and things very viciously. As soon as he opened his mouth, he was basically convinced that he really believed it.

But Tan Furong didn't want to admit defeat immediately. She was somewhat lucky and began to be vague and careless——

"What? I've become more proactive about my work, but you're not willing to do it anymore, right? I used to be too lazy to pick up customers, so you missed me, but now that I'm more proactive, you miss me again... What exactly do you want me to do? "

After Third Uncle Tan stared at Tan Furong's face suspiciously for three seconds, he said quietly: "When something goes wrong, there must be a demon. I really don't want you to behave in such a sudden change... I am the one who has given birth to you for many years. You I still know his personality clearly."

"What's my personality?"

"That's all, you know you are in a very special state now..."

"Who?" "Qin Ruoluo? At first she thought about something that she knew would not be understood by the world. She also knew that as long as she spoke, she would definitely be opposed by all forces, so...she chose To do it silently...that would be to have an affair with your father..."

Hearing this, Tan Furong suddenly froze. In response to Third Uncle Tan's accusations, Tan Furong fell silent.

"I...that's all...you can think whatever you want..."

Seeing that Tan Furong was showing off her attitude, Third Uncle Tan sighed helplessly, and he kindly reminded -

"I'm kindly telling you, don't do stupid things! Some things are not as simple as you think. If you want a child, I would like to ask, have you ever asked that child that he was not born in this world? Are you willing to be reincarnated in this Paradise Pavilion? Some things cannot be achieved by your wishful thinking. Have you really considered the consequences? "

As soon as these words came out, Tan Furong was stunned, and she began to take a new look at the fact that she wanted this child.

As for having a baby? At first, she just thought it was too troublesome. After all, a child is a seed. What kind of field you sow will produce what kind of results.

I would like to ask, after being born by my mother, have I really been happy living in this Paradise Pavilion?

Thinking about my life these years, it is ridiculous and not worth mentioning...

If her children were to have the same life as hers, she would rather not have this child.

Looking back on herself from birth to now, she cannot say that her life has been without happiness, but it is undeniable that the environment she lives in is too harsh. She has wanted to commit suicide more than once. She cannot see the slightest bit in life. hope.

If you don't want to have a life over again, why would you let a child experience it over again?

Do you have a grudge against this child? I gave birth to him because I wanted to satisfy my ability to love someone. If I couldn't get love, at least I could endure family affection...

But right now, it seems that I don’t even have the ability to protect my family...

It was because I was too young and thought of things too simply.

Love is not wishful thinking, so why isn’t family love the same?

It is easy to give his child a life, but it is too difficult to let him live in the sun more every day and feel happiness and joy all the time.

If after he was born, he knew that his life was so unfortunate and it was worth it, then it would be best if the child did not reincarnate in his belly.

I don’t want to be an irresponsible mother, let alone a mother who can’t even lift her own child...

Parents should be the most proud role models for their children, but with my status, how can I be called a role model?

and so……

Some things are just something to think about...

(End of this chapter)