Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 3169 226. Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water (Cao Yunfei is overwhelmed with negative emotions, and Tan Furong comforts her with heart)

Although her time as a mother was short, it still satisfied Tan Furong's heart.

Don’t be greedy for too much of any good thing. If you are too greedy, it will become an obsession. You will become obsessed with this, and you will gradually sink and lose yourself...

Isn’t this the process of man’s fall? I have seen too many powerful people indulge in beauty, money, fame and wealth, and get deeper and deeper until they completely lose themselves.

And I don’t want to be the same person as them. Although I am moved by my identity as a mother, this identity does not belong to me after all. It is time to let reality pour cold water on me...

As for Cao Yunfei - I just gave him a candy at the right time, which was considered as compensation for his childhood.

Although these compensations are nothing more than enough for Cao Yunfei.

Cao Yunfei slowly woke up from his dream, and saw that his mother's face had turned back into Tan Furong. He was startled, and then his face suddenly dropped, showing extreme disappointment to the naked eye.

"How could it be you..."

When Tan Furong saw this, she felt a little uncomfortable. Is this still the good son who had a long love for his mother and son?
  But she pretended to be cold and said: "What? Are you disappointed when you see me?"

"Also...it's not that..."

After all, Cao Yunfei is an adult and knows that some words can hurt people's feelings, so he just pays attention to his words. It's just that the disappointment that can't be concealed on his face won't disappear so quickly.

Tan Furong sneered coldly: "Don't pretend to be like me! To be honest, you are really not as cute as your brother~especially when you were a child..."

After saying that, Tan Furong pinched Cao Yunfei's face hard with resentment.

Cao Yunfei was caught off guard and Qin Furong pinched his face hard, which was really painful.

After he reacted, he fiercely put away Tan Furong's hand and said angrily.

"Do you really think of me as your son? Just pinch me when you say pinch! Or really pinch me~ It hurts so much! And - don't replace my brother with me. Although I like him, I hate other people's words about me and me the most. He makes comparisons."

Tan Furong couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, looking like she was causing trouble, deliberately teasing Cao Yunfei——

"Huh? Are you even jealous of your brother?"

"Isn't that nonsense what you said? It's because my brother is too good, so... I will have a hard time in the future because of his role model. My relatives at home compare me with my brother in everything, in front of me. I always say this is not good and that is not good; although my ministers dare not comment on me in front of me, they always secretly compare the two of us in private... Of course I know how powerful my eldest brother is! How could I possibly How can he compare to him? He is such an upright person, and he always puts the interests of Western Xinjiang first... I can't catch up with him. I also know that I am not good for others, but when others compare me to this, I feel a little uncomfortable. .”

Hearing this, Tan Furong didn't say anything, and smiled in her heart, thinking: It seems that the relationship between these many children is not peaceful. No matter how good the relationship is, once there is a competitive relationship, there will be conflicts. "Haha~ I'm a little surprised that you still have such thoughts~ Speaking of which, you are much more powerful than my brother. Apart from other things, let's just talk about your physical condition..."

"If possible, I hope that the frail and sick one is me, not my brother. He is the best candidate to be the king of Western Xinjiang than me. I was forced to this position, passively taking the position. Taking the initiative and taking the initiative are two different things. I will never be as good as my brother..."

"Which step?"

"I don't have to give up anything for Xijiang... I... am not that noble and upright, nor do I have my brother's complete dedication."

Cao Yunfei revealed his true feelings to Tan Furong from the bottom of his heart. He did not even dare to say these words to Wu Xuanyue because he was afraid that if he said such words, the other party would think that he was weak and timid, which would affect his future career. The other person’s position in their heart.

And this kind of thing can only be said to one's own mother——

Because there is only one person in the world who will tolerate you infinitely. No matter what you do is right or wrong, good or bad, heroic or cowardly, your mother will accept it all.

Although Cao Yunfei said something about hating Tan Furong for playing the role of his mother, in fact he didn't even know it, and he hadn't completely stepped out of the role.

Everyone has their own dark side. No one lives in the sun all the time. When you turn your back and look at the shadow under your feet, you realize that there are times when you are lower than dust.

This is also the time when a person is most vulnerable and needs someone to understand.

Not everyone in the world can infinitely tolerate their own negative emotions...

Cao Yunfei lowered his head and sighed, then said the words he had been holding back for many years——

"It's because my brother has a body like his that he can still maintain Western Xinjiang well, be diligent in government affairs, and love the people. And with a body as good as mine, it's natural that I should do better than my brother... I just need to do a little bit If something is wrong, people will point out and make comments, especially those relatives in my family who will use the topic to their advantage..."

Looking at Tan Furong who was in a depressed mood, she couldn't help but feel a little sad. After all, she was also the mother of the other party. She was deeply involved in the drama, and it was difficult to get out of the role.

"Why should you pay attention to those relatives who don't think highly of you at all? They don't like you from the beginning. They think that your existence will harm their interests, so how can they accept you happily? In the egg Finding faults often occurs among relatives who are full of malicious intentions. They hate to see you live well, especially because they think that without you, everything in Western Xinjiang should belong to them. You compare with them. What's the truth? Don't you think it's ridiculous that the relationship between you and Wenran is affected because of the nonsense they said? They are not comparing you, but disgusting you, don't you understand? It's not that Wenran has done so much Well, it doesn’t matter how bad you are, as long as you are alive, they will feel uncomfortable and cause all kinds of trouble for you.”

Cao Yunfei suddenly raised his head and looked at Tan Furong in surprise. He never expected that she would say this to him. In the past, she would not pay much attention to him, and would never speak more than two sentences to him...

"No...didn't you say that just now? I can't compare to my brother..."

"You are indeed not as awe-inspiring and cute as you were when you were a child~ But I didn't say that you would be the king of Western Xinjiang without being awe-inspiring! Cao Yunfei - listen up, you are very good, you don't have to listen to those flies and mosquitoes buzzing in your ears It's endless, just think that what they say is nonsense. You can't control what others say, but you can control whether you take what others say to heart! If you don't take it to heart, no one can hurt you! On the contrary, If you take it to heart, it is really a scene those people want to see..."

(End of this chapter)