Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 3279 338. Mirror Flowers and Water Moon (Song Yingzi’s pain of not being understood by her family)

In an instant burst of emotion, Song Yingzi finally vented all her grief, anger, forbearance and helplessness over the years.

When Song Ziyu heard this, his eyes trembled slightly. He was not shocked, but very sad.

He knew that it was not easy for his sister. He heard those unpleasant words from the prefect, and she knew how humble her sister's status was.

All the scenery that outsiders see is just an appearance. As for my sister's real life, it is unknown.

But what Song Ziyu knows is that if his life is not easy, how can his sister's life be any better?
  It's just that no one said it, everyone knew it in their hearts, but they didn't want to pierce this layer of window paper...

To put it bluntly, everyone in their family is selfish. They are unwilling to pay for their own conscience. What they are unwilling to admit is that everyone's happiness is based on the value of squeezing their fourth sister.

If one person stood up and said a word for the fourth sister, it would be equivalent to giving up the benefits brought by Song Yingzi's sacrifice alone.

Obviously everyone looks like a vampire, lying on the fourth sister's body to suck blood, but everyone doesn't want to admit that they are such a hateful character, but they always try to persuade the fourth sister to be more open-minded. Who has a good life? In any case, you have no worries about food and clothing. Although there is no dignity and freedom, at least it is much better than the life in your hometown before.

The words that the eldest sister often puts on her lips are: "Xiaosi, people must learn to be content. How many people envy us girls from poor families who can live the life they have now? You must know your current worth. , I guess our county magistrate will raise his head and look at you with a smile, why? Isn't it because you are the prefect's aunt? Where to put this, your identity, your title, whoever listens carefully should be careful Waiting? Not everyone can sit in this position! Besides, there are so many girls in brothels, how many of them can reach your current outlet? "

The second child continued what the eldest said: "Isn't that right? We have all been here before. The four sisters have tried their best to maintain your current position. If the four of us sisters hadn't joined forces, you would be living a prosperous and prosperous life now, Xiaosi. How did it come about? Do you know how difficult Lin Xian'er's life is now? She has lost the beauty she had when she was young. She squandered money when she was rich and didn't save any capital. Now she is reduced to a street girl. , just like that, her business is getting worse day by day, and I heard that she is infected with an illness and will die soon. Can you imagine that the famous courtesan of that generation would end up like this? "

The third child also hurriedly echoed his sister: "What the two sisters said is absolutely true. So, Xiaosi, you must cherish the opportunity now. Your top priority is not how to get freedom, nor how to get along with the eldest lady." In a confrontation of strength, how can we poor people fight against people from rich families? You should think about how to give the prefect a man and a half woman now. This is how you survive. After you have a child, you Now that we have hope, the days in the future won’t be so difficult.”

All the words were consistent, urging Song Yingzi to compromise her current life and stop having unnecessary thoughts.

All these statements sounded like they were for Song Yingzi's consideration, but in fact everyone had their own little calculations in mind.

At this time, the old mother also spoke. She didn't know what kind of life her daughter would face, but from what her sisters said, Song Yingzi was just a ungrateful girl who was just looking for trouble while she was living a good life. , making trouble unreasonably.

The old woman followed her daughters and taught Song Yingzi a few words -

"Xiao Si~ People are alive and cannot be so energetic. You must know that the life of your generation is much better than that of ours. Did you know? Every time I go back to my hometown, the people in the village treat me very well. Well, let me tell you that I gave birth to a capable girl. It would be a great honor to marry into the magistrate's house. The county magistrate and the township magistrate also received me and treated me kindly. I will be honored like this for the rest of my life as an old woman. The result is unimaginable. It is worth it in my life. This is the first time that I feel that it is good to have a girl! You Song Yingzi is the pride of our old Song family!" Hearing this, Song Yingzi couldn't laugh or cry, and her heart was already cold. Half a piece.

I know that my life is not easy and I have a lot of grievances, so I just want to complain to the people around me. It's not for anything else. I just hope that someone will listen to my current situation and say a few words for myself.

result……

Not only did not one of the people closest to me speak from my own point of view, they actually stood up and rebuked me one by one, saying that I was not satisfied and that I didn't cherish it.

Haha~ Only you know how your life is going. You all have husbands and children, and you live a happy and respected life.

and I? It's like a bereaved dog. In the eyes of the prefect, he is just a plaything. If he is in a good mood, he can tease him a few times. When he is in a bad mood, he can come to him to vent his emotions. This is still a good state. If he feels that the prefect is treating him When he was not interested, he didn't even have a chance to see the prefect. It was commonplace to stay alone in an empty room. How could he stay up after long nights?
  When I think of the suffering of these years, I dare not think about it.

The third sister said that having a child is a serious matter, so why wouldn't she want to have such a plan? But can I have this child if I want to?
  Every time after he went to bed, the prefect would definitely ask someone to bring him a bowl of ginseng soup and watch him take it with his own eyes. Only then would he be satisfied.

No one has said anything clearly, but in fact everyone knows in their hearts what this bowl of ginseng soup is...

Because of my humble status, I am not even qualified to give birth to a child. From this incident, I can see that the blessing of having a child is not available to everyone, just like people like me are not worthy at all.

The most outrageous thing was far more than that. What the sisters had no idea was why the magistrate had set herself up as a concubine and had never considered letting her into the house as a concubine.

Because the purpose of the magistrate buying out the rest of his life is not at all to allow him to continue his heirs and continue his incense.

His real purpose was to take a fancy to the attributes and functions of Song Yingzi's other beauty...

How humble my life is, there are some things I can't say to others, because I won't say them to my face.

Especially the people closest to them, they have no idea what they have experienced as outsiders...

(End of this chapter)