The European Emperor’s character remains standing

Chapter 181 Starlight is like tears, longing is eternal
After delivering the letter to the young deer, the two of them temporarily reached a consensus, turned around and left, closed the door, and left the rest of their time to each other. Even if they had a lot of words they wanted to say, they had to wait for the other to finish reading the letter.

A few minutes ago, Lin Shilu heard a knock on the door and hurriedly wiped the tears from her face. Her red nose, bloodshot eyes, and slightly heavy nasal tone all revealed the fact that she had just cried.

She lowered her voice and spoke cheerfully to disguise her nasal tone, then opened the door and asked the person who came in, "What's wrong, Youzi?"

"This is the letter she wrote to you." Zhu Qingyou stuffed the letter in her hand into her hands, and while she was stunned, she closed the door herself, "I'll be standing outside the door. After you finish reading the letter, if you have anything else to ask or say, just come and ask me."

The door was closed, and she felt as if she had collapsed. She leaned against the door, her heart pounding due to stress and tension. She tried to take deep breaths to ease the feeling, but she was still nervous and even had some sweat on her palms.

An Zhe'er originally had a strong curiosity, but after Zhu Qingyou left, he didn't want to go out at all. He even locked the door of the guest room after she left. He felt very stressed!

In order to relieve the pressure that had been following her like a shadow, she not only opened the soundproof barrier, but also opened the terminal to play the music in her favorites. While trying to cover up her mistake, she muttered, "What the hell is going on!"

"It's really strange. The pressure is so great. Now I still have a creepy feeling of being seen through, as if all my secrets are exposed. I haven't done anything bad in the first half of my life. At most, I wrote fan fiction, sent knives, and occasionally missed updates."

"No, really not..."

She clasped her hands together and rubbed the goose bumps that had arisen from her. The music was still playing, but the unconscious feeling of guilt that came from being seen through still surrounded An Zhe'er.

At this moment, the bamboos separated by a wall are quiet and peaceful.

She didn't know how Lin Shilu would react after reading the letter. The channel of empathy between him and Xi Ling had not been broken yet, and the other party's mood was intertwined with his original feelings.

Boundaries are blurred at this moment and identities overlap at this moment.

Because they didn't know the result, after handing over the letter, they also handed the initiative to Lin Shilu and waited for the verdict to come.

Before the deer cub opened the door, the letter that the two people cooperated to deliver and the other party's attitude were like a hanging sword that could fall at any time.

But they did not regret sending this letter, nor did they regret giving the initiative to Lin Shilu. No matter when and where, the initiative was always in Lin Shilu's hands.

They are each other’s anchor.

Only with the anchor point did Xi Ling not get overwhelmed by years of longing and endless loneliness, and only with the anchor point by her side could she gradually regain her sanity and become a normal person again.

Outside the room, Zhu Qingyou and Xi Ling were waiting for the verdict. No matter what would happen after the door opened or what the other party's attitude would be, they would choose to accept it.

At this moment, the two of them were in the same mood, representing only one person. What Lin Shilu was thinking about was Xi Ling, not Zhu Qingyou.

Zhu Qingyou has always known that the most special person in Lin Shilu's heart is Xi Ling, with whom she spent nearly a hundred years in the secret realm, rather than Zhu Qingyou whom she mistakenly met after many years of reunion.

In the other person's heart, as long as for a moment, I am not Xi Ling but Zhu Qingyou, that is enough.

Even if Lin Shilu treated their reunion after many years as their first meeting, it didn't matter. It would just give her a new opportunity to refresh her impression on the deer.

If I think of it one day, it wouldn’t be bad.

With this thought in mind, Zhu Qingyou hugged her knees, closed her eyes, and waited for the deer's verdict with Xi Ling.

In the room, Lin Shilu immediately activated the soundproofing barrier after receiving the letter. He did not move again and just stared at the envelope in his hand.

After a long while, she leaned against the door, buried her head in her knees, hugged her knees with her hands, and burst into tears, crying and shouting: "Why did you come just now? I have been waiting for your news, but you just didn't reply to me. I finally saw you once, and you left again, you liar who didn't keep your promise."

I don’t know how long it took, but the sound in the room gradually weakened!

Lin Shilu wiped her tears and prepared to read the letter. Her falling tears soaked the envelope. She wanted to open it in panic, fearing that her tears would wet the words and make them unclear. But the more she did this, the more nervous she became. She even lost her balance and dropped it to the ground.

She picked up the letter. The surface of the envelope was blank, with nothing written on it.

After learning how to make envelopes with An Zhe'er, Zhu Qingyou was worried that there was not enough time and that Lin Shilu would be upset, so she did not write the three words "To the little deer" on the surface.

Lin Shilu used all his strength to control his trembling fingers, carefully tore open the wax seal, and pulled out the letter inside.

She read the contents of the letter quickly, and finally fixed her eyes on the last few paragraphs. Tears unknowingly soaked her eyes and blurred her vision.

His voice was hoarse and nasal: "Liar!"

Unable to control his depressed mood any longer, Lin Shilu said in a hoarse and trembling voice: "You are a liar..."

"I really want to ignore you, but I can't do it."

"Then I will trust you again."

"Don't lie to me this time."

Lin Shilu's tears wet the letter paper full of words. In the blurry vision, it seemed as if Xi Ling was standing in the light, and her semi-transparent figure appeared in front of him. He leaned forward and hugged her, whispering in her ear: "Okay, I will definitely not break my promise this time!"

This was an illusion she saw.

But the reality was that she looked at the envelope and started crying again unconsciously, her tears soaking the letter. It was as if she heard a voice first, then looked up and saw a picture, she forced a smile, and shook hands with the non-existent person.

Xi Ling, who was far away in the unknown place, seemed to sense something and said to Zhu Qingyou, "I seemed to see Xiaolu crying just now. I hugged her to comfort her, but she said I was a liar and even made a pinky promise with me."

"Am I going crazy?" she murmured.

Zhu Qingyou raised her head from her knees and said, "Maybe not."

At this moment, a dark light flashed in her eyes. The real her might be even crazier than Xi Ling, but it was all suppressed under the surface of her reason and in the lake of her heart. She put all her madness and fantasy in shackles and cages.

A sentence suddenly popped up in Zhu Qingyou's mind: bamboo is hollow, and her heart seems to be the same as bamboo.

But it is different. The green bamboo is elegant, noble, and tenacious, while she has too many unspeakable words in her heart. All the reasons are unspeakable, which indirectly made her what she is now.

The real her is not like the green bamboo, nor is she as cold and aloof as she appears on the outside. All her desires and thoughts are locked in her empty heart, with only one color.

The door behind her opened, a slight noise reached her ears, and she returned to her normal self.

That wasn't just a disguise, it was just one side of Zhu Qingyou. It was a subconscious reaction, a side that both of them wanted to hide.

Before the door was completely opened, Zhu Qingyou quickly stood up and controlled her facial expression. Her eyes were gentle, hiding all her negative emotions.

The two shared the same vision. Xi Ling looked at the person in front of him through Zhu Qingyou's eyes. Zhu Qingyou relayed what Xi Ling wanted to say to Lin Shilu:
"She said, she's sorry for breaking the appointment. But it's okay, we still have a long future together." She didn't know what kind of emotion she was feeling when she said this, her heart was broken, but when her eyes met the tears on the other's cheek, she felt nothing to worry about.

Her best friend was crying, and she couldn't empathize with her, but she wanted to do everything she could to make her smile.

No matter who she is in the other person's eyes at this moment, as long as she is no longer sad.

She really wanted to be the best friend of the other party, and then tell Lin Shilu: "Good girlfriends, share weal and woe! Although I can't fully understand your feelings, I really don't want you to cry again."

The words came to my lips, but I couldn't say them.

So, Xiling spoke one sentence at a time.

Xi Ling said: "Are you willing to wait for me?"

Zhu Qingyou repeated: "Are you willing to wait for me?"

Both of them were at a loss for words. They had never tried to comfort a crying person, either in the past or now, especially when that person was the family member they cared about the most.

The partners that one recognizes in one's heart are family members without blood ties. This is what young teenagers think in their hearts.

Lin Shilu looked at the person in front of her. At this moment, the person standing in front of her was Xi Ling and Zhu Qingyou, but she only saw Xi Ling. She asked, "What would you do if I said I don't want to?"

Zhu Qingyou felt upset, but she still asked Xiling to say something, and then she repeated Xiling's answer to Luzaid. Only in this way could she convey her thoughts and allow them to communicate.

"Then I will do everything I can to make you say yes. There is something I really want to say to you in person, but I am afraid it will be too late."

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I shouldn't have used those two fragments of my initial memories to test your feelings for me. I know that doing this will make you hate me, but if it happens again, I will still do it.

I am such a person, and it is too late for you to regret now. Because we have made an agreement in the past, until now and in the future, I will not break the agreement, and I hope you can always fulfill the agreement between us. "

"I am a very selfish person, so I really hope you can wait for me. I will definitely come back."

Lin Shilu finally smiled. She wiped away the tears from her eyes and replied, "Now that you've said that, do I still have a choice?"

"It seems not." Xi Ling seemed to have just reacted, a little late. She had already identified the person in her eyes as Xi Ling. Zhu Qingyou didn't care much about this, she just hoped that the other party would stop crying.

"Then let's make a deal. You have to wait for me for a while. I will be back!" Xi Ling said as she stretched out her right hand with her little finger slightly hooked. Zhu Qingyou also repeated the action after she stretched out her hand.

"Well! I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes." Lin Shilu stood in place and stretched out his left hand to respond to Xi Ling.

"When you come back, I will have a good talk with Sister Ci about your leaving without saying goodbye. I will also ask you to make up for the birthday I never celebrated in the past ten years and give me a gift."

Xi Ling smiled and said, "Okay."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhu Qingyou used the passage between the two of them to have a private conversation, and they finally came to an agreement, ending the conversation with Lu Cub.

She represents Xi Ling and also herself.

Zhu Qingyou smiled at Lin Shilu. The stone that was blocking her heart suddenly became clear, and the sour emotions were blown away by the wind. She smiled gently and said, "Good night, sweet dreams."

"The moonlight will always shine on you, help you dispel nightmares, and will join all the stars in blessing you to realize your wishes soon."

"Although it's dusk yet, you probably haven't had a good sleep for a long time. Drink a cup of warm water later, take the blessing of the moonlight and her expectations for you, and go to sleep!"

"Don't worry, the moonlight will protect you tonight."

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Zhu Qingyou's ability has nothing to do with the moon. Her ability is the same as her original body, but this does not prevent her from sincerely hoping that the deer cub will not have nightmares. She also hopes that the moonlight that protected her in childhood can also protect Lin Shilu.

Even if he doesn't protect her, or even if he lets her bear the nightmares that Lin Shilu has every night, as long as she can sleep peacefully.

Of course, it is still hard to say about Xi Ling and Zhu Qingyou's abilities now. Zhu Qingyou's abilities are fundamentally the same as Xi Ling's, while Zhu Qingxuan's are similar to what Ye Pingqing is good at.

What can be revealed is that, just as An Zhe'er sensed, the side effects of the ability gave him a sense of being seen through a secret.

Zhu Qingyou went downstairs to pour a cup of warm water for Lin Shilu and knocked on the door: "Here!"

"Adding something sweet might help you feel better, but I think what you need more is a glass of warm water." She was right. Compared to a glass of sweet water, Lin Shilu preferred a glass of warm water.

"If you wake up, you can send a message to call me. I will tell them that your dinner has been postponed. Whenever you wake up or feel hungry, you can call me and I will cook for you."

"You can specify what you want for dinner. You can also make a reservation now. You never know there might be a surprise." Zhu Qingyou blinked suggestively. The deer held the cup with both hands, and the temperature of the water warmed his palms through the wall of the cup.

She understood the hint, "Then I want to eat hot and sour shredded potatoes. Not crispy, but soft and sticky. The color of the dish should be more orange. You should know that it was made for me when you first learned to cook."

"I don't think that fried potato shreds was a failure. On the contrary, it was delicious as I remembered."

"Any more?"

Zhu Qingyou wrote down the detailed requirements of the young deer on the terminal. On the other side, Xi Ling was also recalling the process of making the shredded potatoes. However, her memory was quite old and she hadn't cooked for a long time, so there might be some deviations.

Now it seems that this deviation will cause the conversation time agreed upon by the two to be pushed back a lot.

"Spicy lotus root shreds, tomato and Chinese toon noodles, improved version of heavy-tasting kelp, thousand-layer tofu, and when you come back I'll also eat pork belly stewed with Chinese toon."

At the end, it was too much to write, so Zhu Qingyou simply turned on the recording mode of the terminal and said, "Okay, I'll write it down."

"Want some more soup?"

It's not that difficult, but it will take about an afternoon to find the taste in memory. The two of them may have to work together to discuss it after the fawn falls asleep. As for the topic discussed before, that will have to be postponed.

They both agreed that it was not as important as cooking.

Xi Ling now felt that she had no negative emotions at all, and only had one thought: "Why didn't I cook more dishes in the first place so that I would have more choices."

"No, we'll eat together when you're done."

After these words were spoken, Zhu Qingyou felt as sweet as spring flowers blooming and honey sprinkled on them; Xi Ling felt particularly resentful because she could only cook but not eat, which was simply a torment.

Zhu Qingyou simply couldn't suppress the smile on her lips and the sweetness in her heart, "Okay, go to sleep, and leave the rest to me."

She turned and went downstairs, walking with the wind.

Before she even walked into the kitchen, Zhu Qingyou's confidence was pierced by a needle. She sighed, "Next, let's explore the delicious food in our memories together."

"..." Xi Ling was silent, and then tried: "If I say that I may not be able to restore it, what will you do?"

"Haha, how could that be? We only have one afternoon, there's no way we can't restore it." Her smile was cold. She had to succeed, there was no failure!
"The sharing between us will increase in the future, which may blur the perception of reality, double senses and different environments. I will get lost on the way to buy groceries next time, but it doesn't matter."

"I will try my best to synchronize your feelings with mine, and you should also try to relax as much as possible. I haven't tried whether the sense of taste can be shared during the sensory sharing, but it's not impossible."

"She is looking forward to this dinner. You will do it, right? Of course, I will also try my best." Zhu Qingyou accurately grasped Xi Ling's soft spot and spoke like the devil's whisper.

You can only succeed, not fail, this is the subtext.

Taking a step back would mean falling into a cliff and the possibility of endless disappointment. This was the situation of the two.

A dilemma!

"Let's go buy some groceries... When I was still here, I cooked more than 20 dishes for Xiaolu. The ones she chose were her favorites. There's no reason why I can't do the same."

Xi Ling made up her mind and prepared to cook with Zhu Qingyou: "Let me make it clear first, I haven't cooked for more than ten years, and I may not be as good as you. So I can only do my best. We will cook together, you help me correct and cook, and I will look for the taste in my memory."

"I may not be able to control your body because it is your body, not mine. The previous incident does not count, so I can only give you verbal guidance as best as I can."

On the way to buy groceries, Xi Ling tried her best to explain the pros and cons as clearly as possible.

During this process, Zhu Qingyou was trying to amplify perception, strengthen the channel connection between the two people, and enhance sharing.

Then the pole hit...

There was no one around Xi Ling, but she was in a bustling street market. The sensory impact brought about by the enhanced sharing was far more than that. She even felt a slight dizziness, which referred to her sense of direction.

It is afternoon now and the food is cheaper, but not as fresh as in the early morning. As time is short, Zhu Qingyou chose the supermarket.

She opened the terminal and said, "Voice navigation to the supermarket."

Terminal Intelligence: "Navigation has been provided for you!"

When she arrived at the supermarket, the aisle between them was opened as wide as possible, and their shared senses reached their highest point. The unique luck of a deer cub favored them both.

Xi Ling's consciousness briefly descended upon Zhu Qingyou, just like a person with two consciousnesses controlling the body. The originally out-of-control sense of direction returned, and even his ears and eyes became sharp.

The body that originally belonged to Xi Ling fell into a sleeping state after losing most of its consciousness.

Zhu Qingyou is the dominant force in the body's consciousness, and Xi Ling can only control it for a short period of time. She cannot do it as before, otherwise this violation will be discovered and will bring more severe punishment.

Now, the two share one body.

Zhu Qingyou controlled her body and selected ingredients as usual. Xi Ling looked through her vision and suggested, "Some ingredients and seasonings may have run out. Go to the seasoning area later and I'll see if there's anything you need. If you have them at home, you don't need them."

When Xi Ling started talking, it was like Zhu Qingyou was wearing headphones. When she was concentrating on the conversation and selecting ingredients, her perception of the outside world was reduced.

"understood."

Zhu Qingyou replied in her heart, and Xi Ling could also hear her thoughts. She noticed the details and reminded her, "You just bought this, and the list of ingredients on the terminal has not been checked yet. Don't forget."

The deer cub's daughter deserves the best of everything. She is a micro-group pet, not a real group pet. The one on the floating island is the real group pet. I won't hurt her. This is just a sweet story. Why should I hurt myself?

Sister You’s mood is so complicated. What is she thinking?

I really want Sister You to kill Xi Ling and become Lu Cub’s best friend. (In the extra chapter, there is a small plot about Lu Cub or Xi Ling losing her memory, so that Sister You can take the position and fulfill her wish. But Gui Gui disagrees and is still thinking about it.)
It's so complicated, I can't figure it out! What on earth is Sister You thinking?

Could it be that the new is not as good as the old, and no matter what means she uses, she can't defeat Xi Ling. She can't be the best friend in Luzai's heart, so she just gives up?
Daily regrets are really hard to write, and the plot hasn't even reached the middle. If the emotions of Youzi, Luzi and Xiling are not handled well, the following plot will not be connected well, which is so troublesome!

Sister You also got the benefit, having dinner together, oh, no, it should be a night snack. But there is another possibility, the folded ears will come out to look for food, thus having a snack.

A daily story of a holographic online game, the main plot is puzzle analysis of Ling, the interspersion of food is indispensable, as are friendship and feelings.