When I meet the brilliance

Chapter 145 Past events
At some point, Jing Yu's gaze, which had originally been on the stage, had been fixed on He Qianshen, and she quietly watched him slowly drink a glass of wine.

"Later, due to the exclusion of the villagers, my mother took me away from there and came to S City. We lived in a dilapidated and gloomy old village in the city. My mother worked several jobs every day. She wanted me to continue my studies. After working so hard day by day, my mother passed away. Gradually, I began to have the idea of ​​not wanting to live."

He Qianshen smiled faintly when she said this. Although she didn't show any emotion, Jing Yu felt sorry for the person in front of her. She didn't know if the wine she had just drunk had made her a little drunk. At this moment, she just stared at the person in front of her and couldn't say a word.

She couldn't even hear the singing not far away, only the soft voice of the person in front of her.

"Then I met you," He Qianshen paused in his low voice and looked at Jing Yu. His deep eyebrows and eyes were filled with deep emotions, and Jing Yu was slightly stunned.

He Qianshen smiled gently, as if reminiscing. He took off his glasses and put them aside, his gaze becoming far-reaching. "I have never seen such a pure and bright smile. It was like a beam of light that brightened up the darkness before my eyes, but I clearly knew that I was not worthy."

He Qianshen drank another glass of wine and looked at Jing Yu with a hazy and gentle gaze.

"Later, I had a high fever and was lying in a rented house without sunlight. The thought of committing suicide became more and more serious. I thought that I should not die in this strange S city. My parents were buried in the mountain village, and I should go back there. So I rode my tattered bicycle to the train station, but I met you again and almost bumped into you. You sent me to the hospital. In the tossing and turning nightmares, I heard your voice, gentle and soft, ringing in my ears. When I regained consciousness, I realized that what you told me was a fairy tale."

Jing Yu was startled, and her originally hazy eyes became a little clearer. She stared blankly at He Qianshen, as if some memories that were about to be forgotten a long time ago were about to be picked up by her, but her dizzy head could only grasp scattered things.

At this time, He Qianshen's voice sounded again, low and gentle.

"Blessings and curses, you said I could make everything better, because of your good words, my life was on the rise, but people like me are greedy and insatiable, and gradually developed a desire to covet light, so I... spied on your life."

He Qianshen's last sentence was spoken with a tone of desperate persistence. He stared straight at her reaction, his eyes seemed to carry some unclear powerlessness and dejection.

But Jingyu's consciousness was a little fuzzy. She moved closer to He Qianshen and tried her best to hear what he said clearly.

He Qianshen smiled softly, but he was not afraid of anything at this moment. He talked to himself: "I have been to Xia University many times. I have seen you take classes in bright classrooms, eat in the cafeteria, host programs, shoot promotional videos, and attend events where you participate. I have watched your live broadcasts many times... I thought that this was the end of my life, but I didn't expect you to pay attention to me because of my voice. How could I be so worthy of this."

"That day at the gate of Anjia County, I saw you early, so I pointed you out to Nan Nan, who was covered in dirty water. Then I had the opportunity to talk to you. Perhaps from that time on, I became greedy and didn't want to be just a bystander, so I approached you step by step, but at the same time I had to lie to you. This feeling made me anxious about gains and losses. The more I wanted to possess you, the more I was afraid of losing you."

"Yuyu, I like you. I like you so much that I am willing to do anything."

These were the words she heard before she completely lost consciousness.

……

Jing Yu rubbed her temples to relieve the headache. After she felt a little better, she looked at the time. It was 11:20 in the morning.

Her stomach rumbled, making her feel even more dizzy.

Yesterday... she drank because she was angry, and then she met He Qianshen, who seemed to have said a lot of things. Jing Yu tried to recall, but it was intermittent, and after a while she grasped a key point and suddenly got out of bed and ran outside.

"Oh, you finally woke up. Wash up and get ready for dinner. I made porridge for you."

Zhuozhuo's voice came from the kitchen. Jing Yu hurried over, grabbed Zhuozhuo's arm and asked her hurriedly: "Zhuozhuo, do you remember when we were in college, we were followed by someone when we took a shortcut to a snack stand?"

Zhuozhuo didn't think for long before nodding, "Of course I remember. From then on, we walked the main road honestly. Why are you asking this suddenly?"

“Someone helped us that night.”

"Well, you helped that person later, and you even said at the time that you hoped that person could get through the difficult times."

Jing Yu was stunned by Zhuozhuo's words. The words she heard last night and the memories of the past were intertwined in her mind. She suddenly let go of Zhuozhuo's hand and murmured, "It's him, it's actually him..."

Zhuozhuo was puzzled. "What is he? Yuyu, what are you talking about?"

Jing Yu looked up at Zhuo Zhuo, her eyes moved slightly, and after a few seconds she replied softly: "That person is... He Qianshen."

"What? Oh my God? Is this true? Who is that person? He Qianshen?" Zhuozhuo tried hard to recall, but she had only seen him once, and it was at night. The light was dim, and she couldn't even see his appearance clearly.

Jing Yu pursed her lips and said, "I didn't recognize him..."

In her vague memory, she only remembered that incident, but she couldn't remember what that person looked like at all. At that time, that person had a high fever and his voice was extremely hoarse, so she couldn't match the vague person in her memory with He Qianshen. How could it be? All this made her unable to accept it for a while.

Zhuozhuo suddenly let out a cry, then stared at Jingyu with wide eyes and said something that forced Jingyu to pay attention.

"Did He Qianshen tell you this? Could it be that he started liking you at that time? Oh my god, we seemed to be freshmen at that time, and now it's been almost six years."

Jing Yu pursed her lips, as if she didn't know whether the image of He Qianshen expressing his feelings to her last night was just emerging in her mind at this moment, or whether she was deliberately ignoring it. But Zhuo Zhuo's words at this moment made it impossible for her to avoid anything anymore. She lowered her eyes, not knowing how to digest the shocking words he said.

When she didn't know, she was already in his life. So everything that happened later seemed to be her initiative, but was actually his careful planning. It turned out that he liked her so much. No wonder he helped her in everything after she went to Fansheng, and when she was doubtful, he made up other reasons to dispel her concerns.

Jingyu was very confused, but at this time, Zhuozhuo's voice rang out again.

"He sent you back yesterday, his eyes were so gentle. Hey, Yuyu, what do you think? Do you still like him?"

(End of this chapter)