Crossing the line

Chapter 133 Spreading wings
She was desperate to find a fulcrum: "Do you still love me?"

His eyes were filled with sorrow: "I love you very much, but because I love you, I can't continue with you."

Yun Yuwan has always hoped that he would love her as much as she loves him, with a love that is strong and deep.

Only at this moment, she actually wished that he loved her just a little bit.

That way he wouldn't be afraid of her crossing the line, wouldn't be trembling with fear about when she would leave, wouldn't be afraid to rely on her and trust her, wouldn't be afraid of betrayal or inattention.

You can marry her.

Why can't two people be together the more they love each other? There is such a truth in the world.

How could the Creator create such an illogical thing? Didn’t He ever think about this contradiction?
She crossed the boundary of foster siblings to pursue him, thinking that her parents' resistance would be the worst case scenario.

However, I didn't expect that the real iron wall was on Wen Yangzhi.

She stared into his focused and deep eyes, feeling that every word she spoke was passive and slow, like a mountain rising waves: "So we really can't get married?"

Wen Yangzhi stood before her with a towering figure like a mountain. At this point, he could not help but admit:

"I don't want to get tired of you after we get married and waste our current love. I can't accept becoming a secular couple with you."

After all, there was no one in the world he loved more.

He loves her, only her.

I don't want to see myself looking disappointed in her in the future.

He just wanted to pamper her, love her and let her act like a spoiled child forever like he did now, and didn't want one day to find her annoying, noisy, or tiring because of her fickleness.

Yun Yuwan lowered her head and a tear fell from her eyes.

She tried so hard, thinking that since they loved each other so much, there wouldn't be any twists and turns.

But their love is anchored in a sea without water,

How can we get on board and move forward?
But she just raised her head to speak to him.

I don’t know if it was God’s mockery, but there was a wedding being held in the banquet hall upstairs and a melodious wedding march suddenly sounded.

The broad melody swirled into her ears, her whole body stiffened, and she met his gaze. She didn't know when, but his eyes had turned red, with a mature and calm helplessness.

She couldn't control her tears.

Everyone thinks that clouds are light and fluttery, and seeing Yun Yuwan happy might also make you think that she is relaxed.

But in reality, a cloud weighs at least 500,000 kilograms.

The weight of 500,000 kilograms was now all on Yun Yuwan's thin shoulders, forcing her to fall down in the rain.

She said softly with tears in her eyes: "Wen Yangzhi, I feel very uncomfortable."

He said hoarsely, "I know."

Wen Yangzhi strode forward, pulled her over, and held her tightly in his arms.

Yun Yuwan leaned in his broad arms.

Wen Yangzhi listened to the wedding march to cover up her crying.

Perhaps she should hate him, hate him for being irresponsible, hate him for being with her but unable to give her a future, hate him for never being honest in order to covet the three months with her.

He tightened his arms around her, but he really loved her so much that he was unwilling to give up the chance to be with her.

Yun Yuwan hugged his waist, but she became more and more aware every second that there was no future for her with this man.

Now she keeps crossing the line, he can tolerate it, she makes a mess of his things, he can follow behind to pick up the pieces. But later, when their love fades away, he might feel impatient and think she has crossed the line when she touches his things.

There are too many things. Now she cannot accept gifts from friends of the opposite sex. In the future, if she says one more word to others, will he think she is being unfaithful?
Even now, he couldn't even get married, so she had been wishful thinking all along.

She didn't want to be trapped in self-admiration forever, with only one person giving, and then become a disgusting person and become so cheap.

After a long time, she finally became so quiet that there was no sound at all.

Her voice was even gentle, she looked up with red eyes and spoke to him:
"I'm going home first. You can come back later. I want to be alone for a while and think about the future."

Her thin palm fell on his face.

Wen Yangzhi's voice was low and hoarse: "Okay."

Yun Yuwan let go of him. Her steps on the cobblestone path seemed to be more and more grounded in reality, and the wind she breathed felt freer the further away from him it was.

She didn't walk slowly, but she left without looking back.

Wen Yangzhi stood behind her and watched her leave.

Yun Yuwan returned to the old house and immediately went to look for her suitcase. Without any delay, she calmly and quickly packed a few necessary things, then opened her phone to check the flights for that night. She had missed the flight to Belgium, but fortunately there was a flight to London.

She packed her things out of Wen Yangzhi's room, not taking up any space in his room, and erased all traces of her. Suddenly she remembered that she also had things in Lujiazui, so she asked the driver to wait downstairs as she was going to Lujiazui.

Fortunately, Wen Wei and Zhao Qin were not there, so there was no need to waste time explaining.

When I left the old house, I looked towards the quiet building from afar. Only a few lights were on at the door.

Ravens live alone, keeping out all of their own kind and those of other species, and drawing a boundary line that no one is allowed to cross.

In fact, she should not have stepped into this place a long time ago. She was also cheap and brought trouble upon herself.

The other party hadn't expressed anything for six years, which meant that he didn't need her, but she was still in a hurry to return home, as if she had received some oracle. From the beginning, she was self-righteous and took herself too seriously, thinking that she could make the other party fully commit to this relationship.

Even marriage is impossible.

Yun Yuwan went to Lujiazui to take down the photo frame facing the bed, took away all her clothes and jewelry, and called Zhu Nongzhang to help keep them.

Zhu Nongzhang was called out and was still confused: "What are you going to do?"

"I'm going to Europe." She said calmly and gently.

Zhu Nongzhang was shocked and glanced at his watch: "What time is it? If you want to go, go tomorrow. Besides, I have a cocktail party tonight. Aren't you going?"

Yun Yuwan smiled and said, "It's too late. Maybe next time. I'll definitely ask you out when I return to China."

Zhu Nongzhang thought this was too sudden, especially shortly after the proposal: "Did you... have a fight with Wen Yangzhi?"

Yun Yuwan just said politely and gently: "No, it's nothing, I just had something to do in Europe and had to go back. Please keep my things for me first, and I will come back to get them from you when I return."

Zhu Nongzhang certainly wouldn't refuse such a small request: "Then I'll take you to the airport. I just happened to be driving here."

"Okay." Yun Yuwan gathered her hair and looked as radiant as usual, with no sign that she had just cried.

Zhu Nongzhang helped her lift the suitcase: "Which airport are you going to? Do you want to buy something to bring with you?"

"Hongqiao, there's no need to prepare anything else." She smiled.

She suddenly thought of the half-immortal, and said that she would fulfill her vow when it came true. She paused for a moment:
"Why don't you send me to meet that half-immortal? There's still time, and I want to ask some more questions."

Zhu Nongzhang felt like something had happened, but he acted as if nothing had happened: "Okay, this is just on the way across Hongqiao, I'll take you there."

Arriving at the alley, Yun Yuwan knocked on the door not long before Banxian's daughter opened the door and shouted when she saw her, "Mom, that beautiful lady is here to fulfill her vow."

The half-immortal seemed to have guessed it long ago and waved: "Come over."

Yun Yuwan turned around and glanced at Zhu Nongzhang.

Zhu Nongzhang felt something was wrong, but he couldn't say it: "Go ahead, I'll wait for you outside."

Yun Yuwan nodded and followed Banxian in. Banxian asked, "Did you break up?"

Yun Yuwan replied, "Yes." The half-immortal sat down, holding an old tea bowl in his wrinkled hands, and got straight to the point: "Actually, when I calculated for the first time, I didn't ask the immortal. After hearing what you said about your situation, I roughly guessed it."

Yun Yuwan didn't understand why there was a witch who would smash her own stove, so she just smiled and said, "Are you kidding me?"

Banxian's voice had a slight accent: "When you wrote your date of birth, I saw that he was four years older than you. It's likely that he wasn't in your school circle. And you said you knew him for seven or eight years, so it's probably that your parents knew each other."

No wonder Banxian asked directly if the family knew each other.

It turns out that it is a skill of knowing people, not calculation.

The other person's old face was expressionless: "There is one more thing, you probably don't know it now."

Yun Yuwan was puzzled: "Don't know what?"

Banxian was like a pool of stagnant water, "You said your families are old friends, and your mother has done a favor to their family, but the boy's mother disagrees. In fact, it is unlikely. This kind of union is usually blessed. You can try to find out what kind of relationship your mother has with his father."

Yun Yuwan was originally listening calmly, but suddenly she froze: "…Is there a problem?"

Banxian just remained silent, his eyelids half drooping: "You need to ask yourself what the specific situation is."

Yun Yuwan was puzzled: "How do you know that their personalities are incompatible?"

"Because this boy is 28 years old and has never been in a relationship." The other party was certain.

Yun Yuwan just realized this, but she didn't expect that someone who had never met Wen Yangzhi could see this so early.

He even reminded her early on that there was something wrong with this man.

The immortal took a look at her outstanding appearance and her high-quality and exquisite clothes:

"Logically speaking, the boys who are suitable for you are most likely outstanding. For such an outstanding man, no matter how much he likes you, it is impossible for him to have no women around him. If he is not outstanding, he will find another one, let alone an outstanding one?"

Generally speaking, no matter how deeply in love, it is normal for a man to have one person by his side and miss another person in his heart.

A woman can remain faithful to the man she loves forever, but it is difficult for a man. It’s not impossible, but it’s basically impossible for a man to do so.

Therefore, if you can’t fall in love, then there must be something wrong.

Yun Yuwan recalled the stars in the sky.

The person on the other side continued: "I asked you if he had a genetic disease, and you said no, and you didn't notice anything abnormal when living together, which means the disease is not physical, but psychological."

Yun Yuwan really didn't understand: "Then what do you mean by asking me if he likes to be clean?"

Banxian began to light incense: "I'm asking you if he has mysophobia. Mysophobia is actually a manifestation of a mental illness. In the final analysis, it's because of our incompatible personalities. From your body language, I can feel that you value self-esteem and won't embarrass yourself or force yourself to accommodate a man. Since he has problems, it's highly likely that we won't be able to succeed."

Yun Yuwan: "..."

Materialism, this fortune teller also talks about science.

Yun Yuwan wanted to wipe the non-existent sweat off her face: "Then you lit incense and chanted a spell last time."

Banxian: "Add a little atmosphere. Don't let you feel that your money was wasted."

Yun Yuwan: "..."

I also know the sense of atmosphere.

She wanted to get up, but the other party stopped her:
"But generally speaking, if you come back to fulfill your vow, I will really tell your fortune."

This time she refused: "It seems that I have nothing to count."

Banxian said directly: "Let me calculate your fate for you."

Before she could refuse, the half-immortal began to chant.

Yun Yuwan saw that there was still time, so she decided to wait and see what she wanted to keep in suspense.

This time, the incantation she chanted had a more rhythmic tone than the last time. Even Yun Yuwan could vaguely hear which deity she was asking. She started with the Lord of the East, then the Emperor of the East, then the Land God.

After a while, Banxian opened his eyes and said, "Your fate is related to water."

Yun Yuwan was puzzled: "What water?"

Banxian said calmly: "Three drops of water."

Yun Yuwan just thought it was a little ridiculous for a moment: "Wen?"

The other person just pointed to the river passing by the window and said, "This is it."

The river is surging.

Yun Yuwan looked outside and happened to see the advertising signboard by the Huangpu River.

It is an advertisement for Wens Bank.

She was silent for a moment, then smiled politely: "Okay, I understand."

Zhu Nongzhang was waiting at the door when he suddenly received a call from Jiang Yingyu: "Did you invite Millie to the cocktail party?"

Zhu Nongzhang said slowly: "Millie is flying to Europe tonight, I can't invite her."

Jiang Yingyu stopped moving and asked: "Flying to Europe now?"

"Yes."

Jiang Yingyu asked: "Which country?"

Zhu Nongzhang was bored and kicked the moss on the wall of the old house in the alley: "I heard her say it seemed to be London."

Jiang Yingyu had just seen the proposal ceremony on the Internet and guessed that he was proposing to her, but he flew out of the country in the blink of an eye, which meant that the proposal was not successful, and there might even be a dispute.

Millie is going abroad directly.

He immediately asked, "Where are you?"

Zhu Nongzhang looked around at the people coming and going in the alley: "We are going to Hongqiao, and now we are in an alley. Oh, she came out."

Yun Yuwan came out of the house.

Zhu Nongzhang quickly asked: "How is it?"

Yun Yuwan was speechless: "...You cheated me out of another 5,000 yuan."

Zhu Nongzhang: “?”

Jiang Yingyu on the other end of the phone asked: "Can you send me your current address?"

Zhu Nongzhang said quickly, "We will be at Hongqiao soon. If you want to come and see Millie off, you can only wait for her at the airport. It's better to go directly to the airport."

Jiang Yingyu replied with a "OK" and hung up the phone.

Immediately start checking flights from Hongqiao to London.

When Yun Yuwan heard Zhu Nongzhang talking about his itinerary, he asked cautiously, "Who is it?"

Zhu Nongzhang took down his phone: "Jiang Yingyu, he said he would come to see you off."

Yun Yuwan breathed a sigh of relief. She really didn't want to see Wen Yangzhi now.

Just then her cell phone rang, and Wen Yangzhi sent her a message, asking if she was feeling better.

Yun Yuwan didn't want him to notice her leaving before she entered the airport.

It was as if nothing had happened. The message he sent was gentle: "Come back later. I want to be alone for a while."

(End of this chapter)