Snowy Night Kiss

Chapter 32 Whose little girl is hiding here?
She was much more refined than when she was in school, leaning lazily against the white piano, the fur coat on her shoulders loosely falling to her shoulders, and the dark black suspender dress outlining the rise and fall of her chest. The spring light suddenly leaked out, the eyes coming and going were sticky, but she seemed unaware, and smiled carelessly under the numbness of cigarettes and alcohol.

It’s only been less than three months, but there’s such a huge difference, as if a whole lifetime has passed.

Jian Yi hesitated and didn't dare to go forward. Lin Qingruan looked her up and down, sneered, and walked towards her slowly.

Lin Qingruan asked: "Did you tell him about what I told you during the day?"

Jian Yi shook his head.

Lin Qingruan breathed a sigh of relief and nudged her with her elbow, saying in a friendly tone, "I'm telling you this because we're close to each other. We're the only two people who know each other in this place, so we have to help each other."

Jian Yi understood Lin Qingruan's intention in an instant.

She was forming a clique, and probably this plan had been planned since that Christmas candlelight dinner.

Jian Yi took a step back: "Qing Ruan, did you pull me in on purpose?"

Lin Qingruan smiled slightly: "Aren't you short of money too? And judging from the fact, I'm a little envious of how good he is to you."

"Did he give you money? Did he buy you a car? Did he buy you a house?"

"you shut up!"

Jian Yi clenched her fists, and the blood began to flow backwards. She suddenly thought of the reason why Bai Lin, Qing and Ruan always tried to match her up with Jin Yanchen.

The last few words came out almost through clenched teeth, "Don't measure me with your dirty values."

"Then what do you need? Feelings?" Lin Qingruan laughed sarcastically, "How can you talk about feelings if you don't have money? If you don't have money, you can't even have food to eat. If you don't have money, you are just a poor creature who has been kicked out of the house by your biological parents and has nowhere to go."

"If I hadn't given you two connections, do you think you could keep up with Jin Yanchen?"

Lin Qingruan looked at her hopelessly: "Jian Yi, why do you always seem so naive and gullible around Jin Yanchen? Before you met him, you could see through all the pros and cons. Even in the worst opportunities, you could calmly choose the best path for yourself."

"There is a best way in front of you right now, why do you reject it?"

"Lin Qingruan."

Jian Yi had never called her name in such a serious tone before. Her tone became heavy, and her emotions wavered only for a moment before returning to her usual cold and calm state.

"I didn't follow Jin Yanchen because of your introduction. Your sincerity has completely disappeared, but mine hasn't."

"Whether you believe it or not, I will tell you."

With a snap, the lights went out. The drummer in the band struck the drum set at his feet, and the brisk bass drowned the words in a wave of indulgence.

The musician picked up the microphone and slowly sang the first line:
"I told all the lies, and you believed them all." "I simply love you, but you always don't believe it."

Jian Yi's face fell into darkness. Her eyes became soft in the darkness where no one could see. Her armor was removed. When she thought of him, even her words became gentle unconsciously.

"It wasn't the first time I met him, nor was it the first time I loved him."

After she said this, she turned and left, and Lin Qingruan's figure gradually disappeared from her mind.

Having experienced too many separations and endured many abandonments, Jian Yi had long been numb to these emotions. She could not even find a trace of sadness, because when she approached every relationship, she was already prepared to leave.

Lin Qingruan often said that she was a cold-blooded monster, born to deal with strings of cold data.

That's why when I saw her with Jin Yanchen later, I felt that she loved him like crazy and recklessly.

The body may not be free, but the soul always has restricted areas.

Jin Yanchen is her only pure land, and she is unwilling to let money, power and worldliness taint him.

So when Jin Yanchen asked her what she wanted, she just shook her head silently. She didn't want anything, and just came with her sincere heart.

This world is too noisy, and true love has become waste paper. Jian Yi pushed open the heavy door, stepped on the scraps of paper on the ground, and ran out against the wind.

She staggered, took out her cell phone from her arms, and made the first call of the new year.

The call was quickly connected, and she choked up as she asked her first question, "Grandma, how can I repay you?"

"Of course I'll repay you with my heart," Grandma Jane replied.

Tears filled my eyes, and the black clouds turned into a thick fog that was impossible to see clearly.

Later, the fog was cleared away, and a figure came in a trance, wearing a three-dimensional tailored coat. When he squatted in front of her, there was a familiar smell of tobacco.

She felt a slightly rough touch on her face. He was using the agarwood beads on his wrist to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Jian Yi felt her heart soften and she wanted to cry in front of him.

Jin Yanchen hugged her and leaned close to her ear to coax her helplessly, "Whose little girl is hiding here?"

"Let me comfort him."

(End of this chapter)