Chapter 245

When his true intentions were suddenly exposed, Lin Suisui felt as if his whole body was on fire.

"She's not a guest. I didn't invite her in. She came here on her own. Also, I was drunk and couldn't drive, so I asked her to drive me back. Luckily, the hotel we dined at was owned by Shengshi, and there was my spare business car parked there, so I didn't take her car. I wanted to come back earlier, but I couldn't leave because of Nie Tiancheng's face."

Just like a husband who reports his whereabouts to his wife obediently.

Sheng Sinian recounted all his plans for the night.

"Why are you up so late?"

If he hadn't been very clear that Lin Suisui didn't want to develop a real relationship with him, he would have almost misunderstood that she was his wife now.

They still have the same relationship as before between Sheng Si Nian and Lin Sui Sui.

If things had developed as they did back then, they would have probably been a real couple by now.

"I...I, actually..." Lin Suisui's heart was full of contradictions at this moment, but she felt reassured by Sheng Sinian's words.

At the same time, I thought of Jin Mengmeng's words and felt uneasy.

"I was actually waiting for you to come back."

Sheng Sinian was slightly stunned as he didn't expect Lin Suisui to say this so directly.

"Sheng Sinian, I have something to tell you."

Sheng Sinian looked at Lin Suisui in front of him and always felt that she seemed different from before.

"About what you told me before, about our relationship."

Sheng Sinian's heart skipped a beat.

This was the first time that Lin Suisui went to a boy's room. Before, when she couldn't see clearly, she had never casually entered Sheng Sinian's room.

Now you can see it, walking into someone else’s private space openly.

She felt inexplicably nervous and her heartbeat quickened.

Sheng Sinian's room is decorated in black, white and gray. The room is very large, with automatic curtains in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling windows. There are two pots of green plants beside the bed, which are the only life in the room.

Sheng Sinian walked to the sofa by the window, sat down, looked at her and said something very seriously.

"Now tell me, since you are so serious, you must have thought it through. No matter what decision you make, I will respect you."

Although he said so, in fact, Sheng Sinian was not confident that he could really let Lin Suisui go if she still insisted on drawing a clear line between them.

In fact, about childhood...he still had many, many things to say that he hadn't told her.

"Sheng Sinian, I know I'm in a lot of trouble right now, and I'm going to investigate my mother's case, which will probably take up a lot of my time and energy. If I choose to continue our relationship, it may cause you a lot of trouble... If, I mean, if, I also want to start over with you. Are you willing?"

Sheng Sinian was stunned.

Because just now he was still thinking about what to do if Lin Suisui decided to leave him.

Unexpectedly, what Lin Suisui said next was completely opposite to what he thought.

"If that's the case, we might need to think about what the consequences would be if our marriage was made public, and this kind of thing might cause trouble for your acting career..."

These are Lin Suisui's concerns. She knows Sheng Sinian doesn't care, otherwise, Sheng Sinian wouldn't have said before that he would take her abroad to start over.

Sheng Sinian has already decided that he is willing to be with her even if it means giving up everything he has now.

But she didn't want to. She didn't want to leave Xuancheng, and she also didn't want Sheng Sinian to give up his favorite career.

Today, Jin Mengmeng and I watched Sheng Sinian’s interview, and she suddenly realized that Sheng Sinian’s career as an actor is not just about helping his former brothers find the truth.

Perhaps, somewhere in his heart, he truly loves acting.

It is precisely because of this that he can devote himself wholeheartedly to producing one work after another.

She also specifically watched some of the works that Sheng Sinian had carefully filmed. The way Sheng Sinian created and portrayed the characters in those works was definitely not something that could be done by someone who just wanted to act.

He was able to act out the role because he truly understood the protagonist's thoughts and personality, and even experienced it all.

If such an actor did this in order to complete a task, it would be too far-fetched.

"I...if the biggest problem is my career, I've already thought about it..." Sheng Sinian was a little flattered. He had already thought about it if Lin Suisui agreed to start over with him.

Then he could completely give up his acting career.

He did not think that this was a sacrifice; rather, it could be said that this was more of an equal exchange.

"No! If you say that, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Lin Suisui suddenly stood up, said this angrily, and started to leave.

Just as Lin Suisui took a step forward, Sheng Sinian suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

"Lin Suisui, speak clearly. What do you mean?" Sheng Sinian was a little anxious.

He didn't understand why Lin Suisui suddenly changed his mind.

For the first time, I even felt a little angry.

"Sheng Sinian, if the price of starting over means sacrificing some aspect of our lives, then forget it. This is what I was most worried about at the beginning, and this is why I hope we can sort out our relationship. You are a public figure, and you have worked hard in this circle for so many years. Everything you have now is the result of your hard work. You don't have to give up all of this for me."

But I want to.

Sheng Sinian didn't understand why Lin Suisui was so obsessed with this.

Perhaps it was because, for too many years, he had not properly considered how to treat the things he really liked.

Is there anything he really enjoys?

He even had doubts sometimes.

From birth till now, the only thing and person he is sure to like is Lin Suisui. Whether it is the sense of security he gained from being with her in his childhood, or the comfort and ease of getting along with her as an adult, the heart-pounding feeling he has for her is the only emotion he can be sure of.

He can give up everything for this feeling.

He couldn't express these thoughts.

After all, he had never mentioned any of this to his parents.

To the outside world, Sheng Sinian is successful. He is standing under the spotlight and is radiant. He can be confident in front of everyone.

However, only I know how lonely and desolate I feel in the darkness.

That feeling can only be relieved by being with Lin Suisui.

This is his secret.

"Sheng Sinian, I just want to ask you one question. If we are sure to be together in the future, what career would you most like to do in the future?"


Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like