Chapter 246

Sheng Sinian had never thought about this problem.

Because for him, ever since his video was posted online when he was a child, he no longer had his own life.

It is undeniable that the video had a huge impact on Sheng Sinian's life.

It even caused him to be troubled by traffic for a long time afterwards.

Sheng Sinian felt as if his life was filled with countless pairs of invisible eyes.

He is no longer himself, but a carrier of everyone's attention.

He fell into a strange mood.

The psychiatrist said he was suffering from adolescent depression.

When the mind is sick, there is no effective cure.

I can only care for him and accompany him through this time.

However, Sheng Sinian's condition did not improve despite being accompanied by his family.

He has a secret that is difficult to tell, because he asked to be kidnapped.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to answer this question right now."

Sheng Sinian has never seriously thought about his future life. If the goal is to have no worries about food and clothing in the future, then there is nothing wrong with everything he does now.

If Lin Suisui didn't want to leave Xuancheng, he also had a hundred ways to protect her.

But now, she asked him, what did he want to do most?
Once...someone also asked him.

"Master, what do you want to do most now?"

Sheng Sinian's memories emerged bit by bit.

The nanny's face gradually became clear.

Sheng Sinian sat quietly among a pile of toys, his eyes unfocused. After a long while, he whispered, "Auntie, I saw on TV that if I'm kidnapped, I'll be taken to a place where no one can find me."

"I really want to be kidnapped now."

He still remembered the panic-stricken expression on the nanny's face the moment he spoke the truth.

Thinking about it now, perhaps the nanny felt scared because she thought that she, a little kid, had seen through her inner thoughts.

No one would think that a child would say such a thing.

So, the nanny took me away in a hurry, sent me to the man, and threw me to him with a look of horror.

"This kid is so scary. Where's the money? Give it to me quickly! I want to leave here. I don't want to have anything to do with this kid ever again! God, he is so scary."

horrible?
Who is more terrifying?
Sheng Sinian didn't understand.

Because he was too young, he didn't really understand the meaning of scary.

He only knew that everyone in this world scared him, and he just wanted to hide somewhere where there was no one else.

Who is more terrifying?
"Well, if you say so, then I can only keep my thoughts to myself for now. Sheng Sinian, if we really want to start over, I hope that you can continue to do what you like, and so can I. This is fair."

Lin Suisui said, she looked into Sheng Sinian's eyes, "I don't know why, but I always feel that you have a sense of self-sacrifice, which is why I said at the beginning that we should sort out the relationship.

I can understand why you are concerned about Bai Tianyu's case, but who would sacrifice their life and devote themselves to a dead person's case? The price you paid for Bai Tianyu's case is not something a normal person can do. "

Sheng Sinian didn't say anything.

"I don't know if you think of me as your second Bai Tianyu. Anyway, I don't want you to do this for me, because I have a clear vision for my life. I want to stay in Xuancheng and become a lawyer.

This is my ideal, and my partner doesn't need to sacrifice for me or do anything for me. I am strong, and I hope he can believe in my strength." Lin Suisui's voice was not loud, but it was very powerful.

Just like when they were very young, that little girl grabbed his hand in the dark.

"Brother, it's great to have you by my side. Because of you, I'm not so scared anymore."

Sheng Sinian used to think that even if Lin Suisui couldn’t remember his childhood, it would not have any impact on him.

But now, he suddenly felt a little lonely.

So many memories, so many things, but now I am the only one who remembers them.

"You've grown up."

Sheng Sinian sighed and looked into Lin Suisui's eyes, full of tenderness, "When I was a child, I was obviously very timid."

He tightened his grip on Sui Sui's hand, which was warm and powerful.

"Stay a little longer. If you want to know about your childhood, I will tell you."

Sheng Sinian seemed to have given up his previous persistence, but he became more gentle.

She knew that if he insisted on saying nothing, it was to protect himself.

Sheng Sinian has never done anything to hurt himself.

Even when investigating Bai Tianyu's case.

And...she really doesn't want to leave now.

"It's not the first time we've slept in the same room anyway, you can take as long as you want."

She walked back confidently and was about to sit down when Sheng Sinian suddenly exerted force and pulled her into his arms.

"Do you know that it's easy for you to arouse a man's desire to challenge by talking like that?"

Sheng Sinian's voice was hoarse and sounded a little different from usual.

However, nothing happened in the previous few times, which made Lin Suisui let down her guard. She looked back at Sheng Sinian without any concern, looking fearless.

"Challenge? Challenge what?"

Her eyes were full of innocence.

Thinking of how she once fought alone in a dark world, Sheng Sinian felt even more heartbroken.

After separating from the timid little girl, he was curious about what kind of life she led afterwards.

However, he later started a new life and he did not deliberately look for the little girl.

Nor did she expect that she would struggle in darkness forever and grow up on her own.

If I had known then...

What will become of everything?
Sheng Sinian didn’t know.

Perhaps, Sheng Sinian did not have a clear love for Lin Suisui at that time, nor did he have such a firm desire to be with her. Even if they met at that time, they might not necessarily be together.

But the only thing he was clear about was that every minute and every second he was alone with her, he was going crazy for her.

“Lin Suisui.” He called out in annoyance, “You know, I was almost driven crazy the last few times. And we are husband and wife, it’s legal, so even if I really do something to you, no one will come to save you even if you scream your throat out.”

Sui Sui felt like he was scaring her and couldn't help laughing.

"So you're going to let me scream my throat out?"


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