The whole world just wants you to love me

Underground lover, can't see the light.

These eight characters are undoubtedly heavy boulders, falling in Chu Qiao's heart.She looked at Jiang Yanyu who was sitting opposite, with delicate and handsome facial features, but there was no sunshine between her brows.Even his eyes were full of anger, and his expression was full of questioning, asking her to give a result.

Today, it seems that there is also a need for a break.

If this is the best result, then the thought should be cut off between them.

Because, it's not what it used to be.

Therefore, Chu Qiao smiled faintly.

She didn't deny it, but she didn't admit it, she just said, "If you think so, then so be it."

Hearing what she said, Jiang Yanyu's eyes tightened.

He was so angry that he blurted out unintentionally, "How could you be so self-willed and depraved?"

"Fallen?" Chu Qiao murmured, her expression still indifferent.

Jiang Yanyu frowned, only then did he realize how bad he was, how much his words hurt her, he was so annoyed, he hurriedly apologized, "Chu Qiao, I'm sorry, I just..."

"I know, you didn't mean it, I didn't take it to heart." Chu Qiao accepted his words, with a more elegant smile on her face.

There was a moment of silence, during this lunch break, it seemed that only the sun was the brightest.

It's so bright that people don't want to shoot directly.

Jiang Yanyu calmed down a bit, and after he thought about everything again, he suddenly thought of something, and he immediately raised his eyes, his eyes were shining brightly, "Chu Qiao, do you have any difficulties?"

Chu Qiao smiled and shook her head, "No."

"Don't lie to me again, can you?" Jiang Yanyu growled, and the next sentence felt like gnashing of teeth, "You just said that you and him were together five years ago!"

"So what?" Chu Qiao gently put down the coffee cup.

"Tell me! The real reason why you are with him!" Jiang Yanyu's voice was extremely suppressed, and he stared at her earnestly with solemn eyes.

At this moment, Chu Qiao was in a daze.She just felt that the sun was so bright, even though the air-conditioning was turned on in the cafe, the scorching heat still seeped in through the glass.In that midsummer, when Chu Qiao ran forward to find him with such urgency and desire, when Chu Qiao was full of expectations, all her desires were placed on one person, and this person did not give her a chance to speak.He took a step ahead and said everything, leaving her with no room to continue, and she could only smile at his gaze.

At this moment, Chu Qiao could only smile.

"Chu Qiao!" Jiang Yanyu stretched out his hand and grabbed her.His fingers clasped hers, holding her firmly in the palm of his hand.

There is a moment of warmth, but I can't miss it.

Chu Qiao's indifferent eyes pulled herself away from his hand gently and without a trace.

Chu Qiao said, "Yan Yu, I have finished what I should say."

The rest, the rest, those that have not had time, or those that are hidden deep in my heart, let those all fade away.

"It's almost time, I have to go to work, I'm leaving first." Chu Qiao said softly, then got up and left the table.

At the window, Jiang Yanyu was still sitting there, not moving for a long time.

Until the cup of coffee in front of me lost its heat and finally cooled down.

He just clenched his fists.

But there was a burst of chest tightness and irritability for no reason, and he didn't know how to vent the haze in his heart.

Jiang Yanyu turned his head and looked out the window. The afternoon sun was so hot that the whole city seemed to be boiling, and a layer of gas floated up.And those sunlight pierced into the bottom of his eyes, as if they were going to burn him to death.Only then did Jiang Yanyu taste a bitter taste, which probably wasn't the taste of coffee.

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"Miss."

"Secretary Xu."

After get off work, Chu Qiao walked out of the company building, turned a corner, and headed for the special car.Chu Qiao was a little absent-minded, so she didn't pay attention to the front.When Chu Qiao heard the familiar female voice, she looked up and saw that it was Xu Shan.Xu Shan smiled and opened the car door for her. Chu Qiao nodded politely and got in.

The car drove slowly, but Chu Qiao remained silent.

Xu Shan said from the side, "Today, my husband has an important meeting and went out of town, so I didn't come to pick you up."

"It's okay, work is important." This was Chu Qiao's typical way of answering.

Chu Qiao looked ahead, watching the car pass the traffic lights and go straight all the way.

Xu Shan said suddenly, "Miss, I will pick you up at one o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

"En?" Chu Qiao's mind wandered to nowhere, and she asked a little question.

Xu Shan was surprised, "Have you forgotten?"

Chu Qiao turned her gaze away from the passing blurred scenery, Xu Shan said, "Tomorrow is the weekend, the first weekend of every month."

Chu Qiao suddenly woke up, she was slightly annoyed, and said softly, "I remember."

On the first weekend of every month, she can visit her father in the nursing home.

Father Chu fell ill after the accident five years ago.Later, his life was in danger at one point, and he almost failed to save his life.Later, he finally pulled him back from the gate of hell, but he was still in a daze, and even a little unconscious.According to the doctor, it was caused by being incapacitated after being stimulated.Mentally unable to accept reality at all, so I chose to escape.

Father Chu is sick, and it can be said that he is crazy.

In the past few years, Father Chu has been living in a nursing home in the suburbs of Los Angeles.

Chu Qiao hoped that her father could live in Jingyuan with her, but because of Chu's father's physical condition and mental illness, he might not be able to take good care of her, so she could only stay in a nursing home.In addition, Chu Qiao was originally a person who couldn't help herself, and Mo Zhengyan's words set the rules, making it impossible for her to refute or resist.

The facilities in the sanatorium are very complete, and it can be said to be advanced.All the medical expenses, including food, clothing, housing and transportation, including herself, including Chu's father, were all paid by Mo Zhengyan, how could Chu Qiao ask for more.

Chu Qiao could only be grateful that her father was still alive and well.

The day before was sunny and hot, but the next day ushered in cloudy weather.Accompanied by Xu Shan, Chu Qiao came to the nursing home. She almost couldn't wait to go to the ward where Father Chu was.

It was a separate room, a suite, clean and tidy.

It's just that there is no communication equipment in the room, only beds, chairs, tables, and some simple furniture.

The white walls and the tiles on the floor are all white. When you open the door, all you see is this white.It was obviously very hot outside, Chu Qiao was standing at the door, but inside was a gust of cold wind, making Chu Qiao shiver slightly.

"Miss, are you cold?" Xu Shan noticed it.

Chu Qiao said, "The air conditioner here is too cold."

Xu Shan took a look, "This is a central air conditioner with a constant temperature, so it shouldn't be cold."

Chu Qiao walked in casually, "Secretary Xu, go and open the window."

Xu Shan immediately walked to the window and opened the closed window.Normally, if no one was around, the windows here would never be opened, for fear that the patient would accidentally fall down.At this time, everyone is here, and nothing will happen.

After opening the window, there was a gust of hot and humid wind, covering the cold air in the room.

When Chu Qiao's vision gradually widened, she finally saw her father sitting in the rocking chair with his back facing her.

Just seeing that old figure, Chu Qiao quietly had a sore nose.It was an indescribable feeling, which made her unable to explain it clearly, but in the past few years, every time she came to see her father, Chu Qiao always felt this slightly sour feeling.Her steps were quicker, and she rushed to Father Chu's side immediately.

Chu Qiao looked down at him, and slowly squatted down beside him, she looked at Chu's father's dull side face, her smile was so sour.

At this time, Xu Shan quietly retreated, leaving only the father and daughter alone.

"Father." Chu Qiao called out to him very softly, as if she was afraid of disturbing him.

Father Chu didn't feel it, and still had a dull expression.

"Dad." Chu Qiao yelled again, and went to shake his hand, it was a big cold hand.

After calling a few times, Father Chu responded, and he turned around.

Father Chu stared at Chu Qiao in a daze, and after a while, there seemed to be light in those chaotic eyes.

It took a long time for Father Chu to open his mouth slowly, but he just smiled with the corners of his mouth open.

That burly face that was once high-spirited and imposing was now emaciated, wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, and even his arms were surprisingly thin, so there was no heroic posture in those days.The him in front of her now is just a patient, an old man, the one she loves the most, and the one who loves her the most.

Chu Qiao held his hand, and in his smile, she also smiled, "Dad."

That was her only close relative.

her dad.