The whole world just wants you to love me

"Dad, shall we go down for a walk?" Chu Qiao asked with a smile while gently holding his hand.

Father Chu didn't react, he just smiled foolishly, as if he was responding to her.Chu Qiao helped him up and walked outside.

Father Chu didn't resist and kept his eyes open, allowing her to support him and left the ward.

In the corridor outside, Xu Shan was waiting, and when she saw the two people coming out, she said cleverly, "Miss, I'm going to get the wheelchair."

Chu Qiao nodded her head in thanks, and helped Chu's father into the elevator.

After going downstairs, I came to the garden behind the nursing home.

The wheelchair had also been pushed down, and Chu Qiao helped her father sit up again.Although the weather was cloudy, it was still hot, but there were trees in the garden, so there was a shady place, Chu Qiao raised her eyes and said, "Dad, the weather is a bit hot, but the air outside is good, I will push you to go there for a walk. "

Father Chu just laughed.

Chu Qiao pushed her father and walked into the garden.

There are towering green trees on both sides, the sun shines through the gaps in the branches, and casts mottled light and shadows, very sparse, and little by little spots of light fall on the tops of the two people's heads and on their bodies.Chu Qiao was in a calm mood, and slowly pushed her father for a walk on the boulevard.

After walking a few steps, Chu Qiao stopped for a while.

She stepped forward, took out a handkerchief, and wiped the sweat off her father's forehead.While wiping, she smiled, "Dad, it's really hot. I know you don't like summer, but I don't either."

Chu Qiao still remembered that Chu's father said it countless times in the past.

His favorite season is winter.

Because Chu Qiao was born in winter.

That cold season should not have been longed for, who would expect a chill.Chu Qiao often catches a cold, and minor ailments are always present. Every winter, the frequency of relapses increases.Due to many reasons, Chu Qiao doesn't like winter.But when her father picked her up and told her that winter was his favorite season, Chu Qiao felt extremely happy when he said that, and made her believe it, and felt that winter was really the most beautiful season.

"Father, when do you think you'll be back this winter?" Chu Qiao asked softly, and Fu took another step, pushing Father Chu forward.

Slowly and steadily, the two moved forward.

It's just that apart from the sound of the rollers of the wheelchair, only Chu Qiao's voice echoed intermittently.

Chu Qiao took her father for a stroll in the garden and turned back. Because of the heat, fine sweat dripped from Chu's father's head.When he returned to the ward, the nurse immediately brought warm water to wipe him off.Chu Qiao took the towel, smiled and said, "I'll do it."

She squeezed the towel and wiped her father's face, but she did not dare to use force.She held her father's big hand and wiped every finger carefully.

Looking at the time, it's almost time for dinner.

The dinner was brought in, four dishes and one soup, it was very rich, and it looked very delicate.

Chu Qiao took the bowl and held the spoon, and came to feed Chu's father, mouthful after mouthful, slowly.However, Father Chu ate in a hurry, as if he was starved to death.He didn't even want food, he was fed a tablespoon of white rice, and he immediately opened his mouth and ate it.

"Mr. Chu didn't eat well at noon, he must be hungry." The nurse said from the side.

Seeing her father wolfing down her food, Chu Qiao said softly, "Dad, why don't you eat well again? What should you do if you're starving? You must eat well in the future. You taught me before, so I won't be able to remember? If you are disobedient, I won't come to see you in the future, understand?"

Chu Qiao whispered while feeding the meal, "Eat some food, Dad, don't just eat..."

This bowl of rice was very embarrassing to feed. Father Chu ate half of it, and seemed to lose his temper. With a slap of his big hand, he spilled the plate, and as a result, the soup also spilled all over his body.So he was in a hurry to wipe off the stain for him.After finally feeding him a meal, accompanied by a nurse, he took a bath and changed into clean clothes.

Although he was still wearing the blue and white striped hospital gown, Father Chu looked much refreshed after taking a bath.

Father Chu sat back in the rocking chair again, the chair shaft swayed slightly, and his curved figure seemed to be arched, so thin.

Chu Qiao also washed her face, and she came to Father Chu's side.

"Let me comb your hair." Chu Qiao said, taking another comb.

She stood behind her father, combing his hair with a comb.In Chu Qiao's memory, her father once did this kind of thing for her.It's ridiculous to think about it now, Father Chu, who is considered capable in the mall, actually combs her hair.But now that I think about it again, I was truly blessed without realizing it.

When combing her hair, Chu Qiao realized that her father's hair had turned gray since no one knew when.

One by one, the silvery white, the original black, all faded away.

Father's hair is very thin.

Chu Qiao's hand holding the comb trembled slightly, her eyes were also suffocated, she only combed a few times, and then stopped.

It is clear that when I visited my father last month, I could still see some black-haired ones, but they all turned white in just one month.Chu Qiao suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, she didn't know how much time was left, and if there would be a certain day, even he would disappear.

Chu Qiao took a deep breath and collected her emotions.

Chu Qiao put down the comb, pulled over a small chair, and sat down at her father's feet, "Dad, shall I read the newspaper to you?"

Chu Qiao took the newspaper again, found a page of news, and read it to her father word by word.In the past, Father Chu loved to read newspapers.At that time, Chu's father's eyesight had already begun to fail, and occasionally when he was free with her, he would ask her to read the newspaper to him.

Chu Qiao read a page of the report, then turned the page, and suddenly saw a report about Everbright Enterprise.

Everbright is Jiang's family business, which is the company where Jiang Yanyu works.

Looking at the words on the newspaper, Chu Qiao's eyes were a little blurred. She gently put the newspaper down and placed it on her lap.Looking at Father Chu, she said in a very soft voice, "Dad, do you know that Jiang Yanyu, he is back."

"Time flies. It's been five years. I didn't expect five years to pass like this." Chu Qiao didn't know who she was telling, maybe it was to her father, or maybe it was to herself, "Yan Yu, he is going to study in the United States." , and came back after successfully finishing his studies. Just last month, I didn’t have time to tell you, I went to his birthday party. He didn’t study journalism, but changed to another department, and now he is in Everbright gone."

"Actually, I know everything, I know everything." Chu Qiao murmured, her eyes were a little red.

Chu Qiao lowered her head, tightened the newspaper in her hand, pursed her lips, and said after a while, "Dad, I have no regrets, I have no regrets."

"Really." Chu Qiao uttered two words, almost from the bottom of her heart, as if she was deciding herself.

And suddenly, Chu Qiao felt some weight on her head.

Chu Qiao looked up in surprise, only to see Father Chu reach out and touch her.Father's hand was no longer as warm as it used to be. It was rough and pressed against his face, with a clear sense of thickness. Chu Qiao felt a little painful when he pricked it, but she felt it was very close.

"Dad." Chu Qiao called him softly.

Father Chu opened his mouth and let out a babbling sound.

Chu Qiao couldn't hear his voice clearly, but for some reason, she couldn't laugh anymore.

Father Chu looked very at a loss, his face that had always been a foolish expression, there was no smirk, and he just looked at Chu Qiao with a loving gaze.

Chu Qiao lowered her head, and hugged him helplessly in front of her father.

She didn't allow herself to cry, but forced all the tears back into her eyes.

After a while, Chu Qiao calmed down, raised her head again, glanced at the time, and smiled, "Dad, let me read you another piece of news. After reading, it's almost time, I should go back , see you next time."

……

And in the corridor outside the ward, someone stood outside.

Through the small glass windows on the four sides of the door, I saw the situation inside.

Mo Zhengyan stopped silently, saw Chu Qiao lying beside Chu's father, saw her red eyes, saw her continue to pick up the newspaper and read to Chu's father.He didn't go in to disturb, just stood in the corridor and waited.He took a cigarette, lit it and took a drag.

When the smoke was almost exhausted, the door suddenly opened from the inside.

Chu Qiao's figure flashed inside the door with her satchel in her arms.

When meeting Mo Zhengyan, Chu Qiao was also taken aback, not expecting him to be outside.

"Didn't you go to another place for a meeting?" Chu Qiao asked in confusion, remembering what Xu Shan said yesterday.

"It's over early and I'll be back."

"Oh."

Mo Zhengyan breathed out a cloud of smoke, he stared at Chu Qiao's eyes, the eye sockets were still a little red, "Chu Qiao."

"kindness?"

"I want to go somewhere, but I can't find the way."

Chu Qiao was silent, she was a little confused, and her eyes were even more confused.But amidst the white mist, seeing his deep eyes, that voice floated over together with the smell of tobacco he exhaled.

"Tell me, how can I get to this place." Mo Zhengyan's finger pointed at the position of Chu Qiao's left chest through the air and some distance.

There is where the heart is.

Chu Qiao felt her heart beating violently at this moment, and the smoke was still held between his fingertips, which made her choke a bit.

"Mo Zhengyan, smoking is not allowed here." Chu Qiao said so abruptly.

The answer that is not an answer, but in another way, cut off the only way out.