My Goddess

Twilight has just fallen, and the world is still full of noise.Busy cars are coming and going, people and their eyes are scanning the world, each in a hurry.The lights illuminate the streets, as well as various places in the bustling forest.No one noticed that on this street, a girl imprinted her first kiss on the boy's face.

The girl who is proud, confident, independent, and even flying, answers with actions at this moment.

This was the answer Su Yifan had been waiting for for a long time, but it was also an answer he had never dared to think about.

Su Yifan, who was walking slowly following Cheng Shuixin's footsteps, stopped, and the colorful world faded away in his eyes, leaving only a girl beside him.That man is full of charm, with a red-faced smile, who was once powerful, but now snuggles up to him, telling him how beautiful the answer is with bold actions.

Taking the initiative to kiss Su Yifan lightly, Cheng Shuixin showed shyness, turned her head and lowered her head.

Maybe it's the power of alcohol that makes her so bold, maybe it's being pampered yet again today.

Holding Su Yifan's hand, Cheng Shuixin found that the boy whom she kissed seemed to be frozen in place.

Although her face was blushing, Cheng Shuixin still smiled and shook the arm that took advantage of her.

"Hey, don't you need such a big reaction?"

Ever since Cheng Shuixin took the initiative to kiss her just now, Su Yifan has been stunned in place.

It's not like Su Yifan has never fantasized about such a scene, he even thinks that one day, he will be able to embrace Cheng Shuixin proactively like that night, see her eyes and her smile, and be melted by those beautiful things.

Su Yifan never expected that it would be in this bustling street, at this hour when the sky was about to get dark.Cheng Shuixin took the initiative to kiss herself and said that she liked her.

If time can be turned back, Su Yifan hopes to rewind and experience it again, and then again, again and again...

The short-lived and shocking happiness comes too fast, and people have no time to feel it.Su Yifan suddenly returned to his soul under Cheng Shuixin's shaking, and then looked at the girl who was close at hand, not knowing what to say.

Seeing Su Yifan's gaze on her face, Cheng Shuixin finally felt a little shy, turned around and said in a low voice, "Scared you?"

Su Yifan tried his best to make his brain's cpu work barely, and replied with difficulty: "No..."

"Really... huh, this is the first time you haven't told me the truth, right?" Cheng Shuixin dragged Su Yifan to a bench by the street and sat down. The schoolbags of the two were piled up by their feet, like everywhere in this city. The visible student couples are holding hands side by side, watching the cars coming and going.

Toddlers walk down the sidewalk holding balloons and being nursed by their parents.

Elderly people supporting each other walked slowly.

Some people are depressed, some people are happy, and more people look at their mobile phones with blank faces and look around, full of hostility and awe.

In those gazes that were looking at his own heart, Su Yifan felt that he saw a world with richer layers.

The two sat quietly for a while before Cheng Shuixin said slowly, "Look, I finally became the worst female subordinate, doing such shameless things to please the boss."

Although Cheng Shuixin was trying to laugh at herself and make jokes, Su Yifan couldn't laugh.

Cheng Shuixin kept holding Su Yifan's hand, as if she didn't want to let go for a moment.Su Yifan's silence was expected by her, so she didn't stop and continued talking.

"You asked me if I like you... Actually, you are much more confident now than before. Shouldn't you have known that none of us dislike you?"

Su Yifan didn't keep silent this time, he looked at Cheng Shuixin, and said with difficulty: "You... are different."

Cheng Shuixin smiled, and her smile made the shyness and anxiety just fade away quickly, and she was the Cheng Shuixin who usually lifted weights lightly.Nothing can hold her back, nothing can make her timid.

"You are wrong, in fact, I am no different from other people. I also dream, and I hope to find a man who is dedicated, handsome, rich and tasteful to love me. Just like the two DJs on the radio station today, In essence, I am no different from them. I don’t feel wronged at all to say that I have a vixen mentality. Our inner aspirations are similar, but I have not yet reached the age where they need to choose. I still have time and youth to squander. They have already Almost gone."

"Prince Charming is always a girl's dream, if you do it too much, it will affect your real life." Cheng Shuixin's voice was a little cold, blowing into Su Yifan's ear in this warm evening, "Actually, I really met you There is no difference between those vulgar women I used to, it's just that I conceal it better."

Su Yifan finally calmed down completely. Cheng Shuixin's lips rubbing lightly was too powerful. To him, it was like a tragic air raid. It took a while to calm down before he could adjust his state.

Listening to Cheng Shuixin dissecting himself with a calm almost indifferent attitude, Su Yifan always felt a little distressed. He wanted to open his mouth to refute a few words, but felt that he didn't have the right position and words.

Cheng Shuixin is always like this. After doing something exciting, she always returns to her normal state faster than others.

"Actually, the so-called difference is not selfishness?" Cheng Shuixin didn't let go of Su Yifan's arm, and said slightly, "Everyone's position in others' hearts is different...we hope to be different, but we want to Let yourself be the one who is more important to others.”

This is also Cheng Shuixin, the Cheng Shuixin that Su Yifan is familiar with, the cold and mature Cheng Shuixin.

"Although it's not appropriate to say these things now." Cheng Shuixin smiled self-deprecatingly, as if mocking her own calmness, her tone was still surprisingly calm, "I think you should know better than me. You have more problems to face than me , I can easily tell you that I like you. I really want to try my best to deny it, but this is a fact that I can't change. What about you? I know you used to think I was pretty good, but now? Look around you Everyone around, which one of them is not better than me, and doesn't treat you wholeheartedly? Do I still seem so important?"

After saying "like" easily, Cheng Shuixin finally mentioned this cruel fact.

"Have you ever played "Heartbeat Memories"?" Cheng Shuixin suddenly mentioned a game series that Su Yifan knew. At this time, she seemed to be talking about things that had nothing to do with her. One of them is excellent. So the relationship between the girls becomes very delicate. There will be emotional bombs, and once it explodes, it will affect everyone’s favorability. This setting is very close to reality, and it is indeed such a thing in life .”

Cheng Shuixin's words made Su Yifan regret why he had to ask that question just now, he knew he couldn't say Cheng Shuixin.Most importantly, what Cheng Shuixin said made sense.

Everyone will be affected by uneasy emotions. In the world that only belongs to two people, there are still uneasiness and various troubles. It is really naive to try to keep all the girls happy.

"Before answering your question, I was thinking about this." Cheng Shuixin looked at Su Yifan calmly, her eyes filled with the wisdom and calmness that a girl of her age should not have, "Once I say it, you know that you will feel it in your heart." How difficult is it?"

"Don't talk about others, let's talk about Yang Bingbing. Do you know how many people's ideal dream lover? She has a family background that no one can match. She is pure and kind, and she is super beautiful. Even her body is so perfect. Especially for you Unconditional trust... Do you know? She came to me for shopping that day and suddenly told me that she wanted to give you a birthday present. How shocked I was at that time? I don’t even remember the exact date of your birthday, but she always remembers it Are you willing to leave such a good girl behind?"

Cheng Shuixin was as sharp as usual, and directly asked Yang Bingbing's question.

In the past, Su Yifan would not hesitate to answer such a question that we are just friends.

At this moment Su Yifan really hesitated.

"Yang Bingbing and I are really not on the same level..." Cheng Shuixin shook her head with a wry smile and said, "That day she said she wanted to give me something for my birthday, and I thought it would be something like a designer handbag at most. Later she told me It was Buffett's lunch ticket, and I immediately felt that I was too small. She is such a girl, she even takes care of my mood when she asks you to go out to play, do you think you have the heart to hurt her, or should I have the heart to hurt her?"

"Like these two words are heavy, do you know now?" Cheng Shuixin looked at Su Yifan, her eyes were as firm as ever, but she was a little disappointed, "Where is Junior Sister? As long as you want to speak, Junior Sister can put yourself Put it on a plate and give it to you? Oh, don't say I'm vulgar, it's a fact. Zhang Yao's luck is to meet you. She needs someone who can protect her and not covet her talent. For her, you It's perfect."

Su Yifan originally wanted to say something, but now he is completely speechless.

Cheng Shuixin knew herself too well, she didn't accuse herself of being greedy, and she didn't say anything to let her choose.

Cheng Shuixin just told herself calmly, how heavy the meaning of the word "like" is.

Quietly watching Su Yifan sink into deep thought, watching the expression change on his face, Cheng Shuixin's eyes gradually softened.

She watched this boy change from an ordinary boy to what he is today. Although there is no radical change, this change is enough to amaze her.

"Actually, you don't understand that you have changed a lot of things."

Speaking of this, Su Yifan felt distressed: "I always feel that I haven't done anything well, and everything is terrible."

"No, no one can do better than you." Cheng Shuixin said quietly, "You may not think so, but I can see it."

This time Su Yifan didn't say anything more, Cheng Shuixin didn't praise her much, every time it made him feel happy from the bottom of his heart.

Regardless of whether those compliments were sincere or fake, he was really happy.

"For the things you have worked so hard to change, I can only tell you that I am starting to like you now." Cheng Shuixin's voice was still gentle, but her words were not tender at all, "But this is really not enough I don't want to be the kind of woman who wants to please you for the sake of my future, and I don't want everyone's relationship to collapse because of me."

Su Yifan understood Cheng Shuixin's words, he looked at this girl who once made him feel that even a frown and a smile could make others own the whole world, and he was not happy because she told him that he liked it.

"Look, I can tell you the answer." Cheng Shuixin looked at Su Yifan, her tone was somewhat similar to that of the business-like woman she used to be, "Such an answer can ruin everything we have now, do you think it's worth it?"

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