My Goddess

The most difficult answer in the world is not the answer, the entanglement must be the choice.

Cheng Shuixin seemed to have expected all of this a long time ago, Su Yifan couldn't answer the frivolous question.

In fact, this is no longer a matter of choice, but a situation that Su Yifan has been worrying about recently.

If there is anything that can cause these people to fall apart, the difference in career and interests is one factor, and another important factor should be just like what Cheng Shuixin said, Su Yifan's inclination determines everything.

Such a choice was too difficult for Su Yifan, even cruel.

As if she had already expected that Su Yifan would not be able to answer, so after waiting for a few seconds, Cheng Shuixin said to herself again: "I can finish what I have said today, I know this will make you unhappy. I hope you can understand me."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Shuixin turned around and gave Su Yifan a hug.

"I like you, and I really want to monopolize you, but I can't do that... Then let's go back to the state of good friends, I hope you can understand."

Su Yifan never thought that Cheng Shuixin used her rationality to defeat her sensibility again, leaving herself speechless.

"I don't want to be the chosen one." Cheng Shuixin murmured in Su Yifan's ear, "I want to choose by myself. So let's talk about other things. Sorry, I like you, but you can't be my world."

Su Yifan froze in place. After the relationship between the two became close, he had imagined many times what would happen after he confessed his love to Cheng Shuixin.But she never thought that it was Cheng Shuixin who confessed to herself, and finally denied her own feelings with her usual rational attitude.

Cheng Shuixin put her face next to Su Yifan's ear, and kissed his face lightly again.

"Take me home, I want to be alone, and you need it too."

Su Yifan, who was hugged tightly by Cheng Shuixin, felt his heart was about to break, he silently accepted the sweet but bitter kiss, and then let go of his hands.

Behind Cheng Shuixin, the city at night is shining brightly.It's like countless boundless wings rising from behind a girl, extending to the distant sky.

The two of them got home all the way, Cheng Shuixin didn't speak anymore, she still held Su Yifan's arm, even when she was sitting in the rough car, she snuggled up to Su Yifan.During this period, Su Yifan turned his head to look at Cheng Shuixin countless times, and found that her gaze was clearer than usual.

Such Cheng Shuixin is the one Su Yifan likes.

Cheng Shuixin let go of Su Yifan's hand after walking all the way to the neighborhood.

"Go back and have a good rest, there is still something to do tomorrow." Cheng Shuixin looked at Su Yifan who had been gloomy all this time, and smiled lightly, "The future we are facing is still very uncertain, what else can we do if we talk about it now, besides making ourselves tired Woolen cloth?"

Su Yifan looked at the girl beside him, he finally knew what the problem he had to face was.

Su Xiaoqing had told him many times, and he had been deliberately avoiding it at that time.Finally, there came a day when he had to face it by himself.

This is an unavoidable problem, and it is also a difficult problem to solve.

Cheng Shuixin left the question to Su Yifan.

——Since the initiative to choose is in your hands, the problem is naturally yours.

There are a lot of people at the entrance of the community, and the night in June is suitable for enjoying the cool air. There are always many old men and women who are prying around like radar.Cheng Shuixin asked Su Yifan to stop here, and took the schoolbag from his hand.

"See you tomorrow."

Su Yifan looked at Cheng Shuixin's usual smiling face and nodded silently.

"okay, see you tomorrow."

Alone without a car, Su Yifan walked home along the road he was familiar with, and called Su Xiaoqing on the way.

"Qing... Xiaoqing, what are you doing?"

"you guess."

"I can't guess..." Su Yifan felt a little depressed, he admitted that Cheng Shuixin thought more and deeper than himself, but the more he was like this, the more he felt that he really messed everything up.

"Waiting for your call." Su Xiaoqing giggled on the phone, "What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

For Su Xiaoqing, even the slightest fluctuation of Su Yifan's mood is too easy for her to notice.

"Then let me guess..." Su Xiaoqing's tone was still relaxed, "You met with someone from the radio station today, right? Why, the conversation wasn't very pleasant?"

"...Xiao Qing."

"how?"

"Is there anything you don't know?"

Su Xiao smiled lightly: "Yes, for example, who do you think is better, Cheng Shuixin or Yang Bingbing?"

"........."

Su Yifan found out that even though he would be teased when chatting with Su Xiaoqing, his mood suddenly became less heavy than before.Although Su Xiaoqing may have her own loneliness and depression, when facing Su Yifan, she can always actively mobilize Su Yifan's mood, cheer him up and make him happy.

Being interrupted by Su Xiaoqing, Su Yifan felt that his hard-pressed appearance just now was a bit silly, and his attitude was also obvious - that kind of struggle and hesitation was clearly telling Cheng Shuixin that there was indeed more than one thing in his heart. people.

"Ding Xiaomei told me about you in the private room today." Every time Su Xiaoqing teased Su Yifan, she would only say a few words, and would never say more, "You are really easy to be involved in the conflicts within the radio and television center." Poor hateful child."

Su Yifan said helplessly: "I don't know why they came after us, maybe Cheng Shuixin acted too catering to them."

"It's good to get used to the normality of society." Su Xiaoqing said, "Sometimes you have to learn to get along with people with strength. Yang Bingbing told me about you going to Linhai to negotiate with Zhao Yutong, and I think you did a good job. Like today's incident, if you have made your attitude clear from the beginning, and you can even be a little arrogant, those few people probably won't be so unscrupulous."

Su Yifan smiled wryly: "I really want to... Cheng Shuixin has been asking me to bear it, so I'll just listen to her."

Su Xiaoqing said with a chuckle: "You're such an obedient boy... How did Cheng Shuixin feel today? The little girl suffered a lot of grievances, are you alright?"

"It's okay." Su Yifan finally thought about why he called Su Xiaoqing, and suddenly asked, "Xiaoqing, do you think I don't know girls very well?"

Su Xiaoqing didn't expect Su Yifan to ask this question, this time she really thought about it before answering: "Actually, it's not that you don't understand girls, nor do you understand their hearts. You can always do things that make girls feel better." If you are touched, you will come forward at the right time. From the perspective of a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, you have almost nothing to criticize now, so you don’t have to worry about it.”

But Su Yifan still felt distressed: "Xiaoqing...the problem is that I feel stupid now."

"Why do you think so?" Su Xiaoqing wondered, "You failed to forcefully kiss Cheng Shuixin?"

Hearing Su Xiaoqing's rhetorical question, Su Yifan almost lost his breath: "Student Xiaoqing, you really think highly of me..."

"I just said no." Su Xiao said with a light smile, "Even if you really want to kiss Cheng Shuixin, she probably won't resist too much."

Su Yifan's heart was shocked, what Su Xiaoqing said was too true, she was the one who really understood the mentality of herself and those around her.

"Actually not..." Su Yifan sighed, he really didn't want to talk about these things with Su Xiaoqing, especially after Su Xiaoqing kissed him that day, "I think I did something stupid today."

Su Xiaoqing's heart of gossip came immediately, and it was the kind of raging gossip fire that would not go out: "Oh? Tell me quickly."

Su Yifan thought for a while, and then told about everything that happened between the day he came out of Zhongjing International and the day he sent Cheng Shuixin home.

For Su Xiaoqing, Su Yifan really trusted him without reservation, he didn't omit any details, and told Su Xiaoqing everything exactly.

Hearing that Cheng Shuixin finally took the initiative to kiss Su Yifan, Su Xiaoqing let out a very low exclamation: "Ah..."

It wasn't until Su Yifan repeated what Cheng Shuixin said to himself that Su Yifan concluded: "Actually, I shouldn't ask Cheng Shuixin that question today... Although she admitted that she likes me, I always feel that the distance between us has grown further. "

Su Xiaoqing was silent on the phone for a while, and said, "Where are you?"

"My house is downstairs."

"Wait for a few minutes, I'll go find you."

Su Yifan looked around the intersection and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you at K Ji."

Su Xiaoqing said that a few minutes was really a few minutes, Su Yifan had just finished queuing up in the K diary to get two strawberry sundaes, and the black BMW was already honking at the door.

Holding two strawberry sundaes, Su Yifan quickly walked out of KFC and got into Su Xiaoqing's car.

"Eating such a hot food at night..." Su Xiaoqing complained, but she took the sundae honestly and started digging, "I became angry with Cheng Shuixin, and the little girl was moved?"

Seeing Su Xiaoqing's smiling face all the time, Su Yifan was already in a happy mood, but when Su Xiaoqing asked him a question, Xiao Su's expression became bitter again.

"I don't know... At that time, I just asked casually, but I didn't expect her to answer me."

Su Xiaoqing agreed. From what she knew about Cheng Shuixin, if she encountered such a problem, there were at least a hundred different ways to avoid it, which would not make the person who asked the question feel embarrassed.No one expected that classmate Cheng Shuixin, known for her wit and bravery, would directly answer Su Yifan's yes, and use such a realistic way to defeat Su Yifan's army.

"Don't be so depressed." Su Xiao patted Su Yifan's shoulder lightly, "For you, isn't such a dark answer infinitely better than no?"

Su Yifan looked at Su Xiaoqing seriously, and met her gaze.

Su Xiaoqing's eyes are still like the stars at night without light pollution, so deep that it is easy to sink in and cannot be pulled out at a glance.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, Su Xiaoqing suddenly stretched out her hand, and gently rubbed Su Yifan's face.

"Are you willing to face your true self?"

Su Yifan's expression was very bitter, and he naturally returned to the original way of addressing Su Xiaoqing.

"Miss Qing... I just found out that I'm a bastard today."

"Don't say that about yourself." Su Xiaoqing looked at Su Yifan, her eyes flickered, her voice was gentle, "You always try your best to leave your best to others, and you deserve the best."

This is really what Su Xiaoqing can say. Compared to other people, Su Xiaoqing is the whole world in his concept.

Cheng Shuixin said that Su Yifan cannot be her world.Su Xiaoqing always told Su Yifan repeatedly that this was not a problem for her at all.

Su Yifan felt that he really didn't understand women's thoughts.

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Please continue to give the applause to Xiao Cheng

At the same time ask for a red ticket

I'm still sleepy after taking the medicine, I really want to rest...