the last witcher

"Third brother, how are you doing there?" I knew that going on like this was not an option, so I might as well make it clear that the other party was just a character created by my subconscious mind, "Yo, you still know everything." The third child is still that I always answered in a sarcastic tone, "Seriously, how are you doing there?" I sighed and repeated the question just now. "How do I answer you, what is good and what is bad?" Jianguo seems to like to answer questions like this, "Hehe, you are not really Jianguo, otherwise the other party will come up to beat me, you are just created by me Jianguo, really, the third child has been dead for a long time." I gritted my teeth, and said the conclusion I had drawn in my heart, "What else?" The third child asked with his hands folded in front of his chest, looking foolish. road.

"Third brother, I have been greatly influenced by you, just like when I was young, I used Han Yuliang in "City Hunter" as my idol, and determined to be a capable and capable chivalrous man. , I take Napoleon and Hitler as idols, and I hope to conquer the world. When I grow older, I hope to become some decent characters in Jin Yong's works, sweeping away those hypocrites and petty people in the world. After meeting you, I want to be like you Excellent, and then I want to be the boss. But to be honest, I may never be able to surpass you. For a long time, I have been your shadow. You are better than me in everything. Everything I do, but It’s just imitating you. Take the characters in Yoshiki Tanaka’s "Legend of the Galactic Heroes" as an example. You will always be the miraculous Yang, the magician Yang, but I can only be Julian. This is the biggest difference between you and me. But I am very confused now, whether it is career, love, family or other things, I can’t see the direction, so you appear in my subconscious. Even so, I still want to hear from you, what should I do in the future What to do?" I unreservedly told the third child who had been shaped by my subconscious mind the knot that had troubled me for a long time, and expected myself to give myself a satisfactory answer.

"Jia Shu, don't look down on yourself so much. If I compare with you, I really have nothing different. Let me talk about you first. You are independent, capable, willing to endure hardships, able to give, and know how to care for others. You can also be considerate of others, and your ability to learn new things is far better than mine. The most important thing is that you and I both have language talents and eloquence. The reason why you feel that I am the light and you are the shadow The main reason is that the family background is different. If you think about it, if my parents, grandparents, and grandparents are not behind me, and if I don’t have a registered permanent residence in the imperial capital, how much better can I be than you? I can be sure Let me tell you, I am not even as good as you in what I do. I cover up everything with unruly, but you are down-to-earth, following me step by step, you don't know, your appearance makes me very stressed , In fact, you are too dependent on me, and you believe too much in what you see and hear, so you came to the conclusion just now. We are two people who are not in harmony but walk together at night, fighting each other , although it is difficult to distinguish between the two, but you will not be afraid. By the way, you just made a metaphor, saying that I am Yang Weili and you are Julian. Then let me tell you, according to the novel you quoted, it is the most suitable for both of us. The only relationship is, I am Reinhardt, and you are Siegfried, you will always be my best brother and friend, no matter who leaves the other, it is as if our souls have been drained, so your confusion , I can understand and have a deep understanding. But I hope you can remember that you should be high-key when you are a person and low-key when you do things. Do it boldly, because you are stronger than me, don't be impulsive, and I will always watch you in the sky." The third child answered my doubts very calmly.

When I heard the third sentence "I will always watch you in the sky", I couldn't believe my ears. Countless possibilities popped up in my brain, and the possibility closest to the truth is , The person in front of me is really the third child.All my actions were captured by the third child, "I planned to happily relive the past with you, but it's my last wish when it's done, but I'm afraid you won't be able to get out, brother, you still have a long way to go in the future Long, don't be blocked by the small obstacles in front of you. Remember your original dream? I want to be a diplomat, you want to be Bill Gates, then do it. In China's current environment, you can do both. Because there is no other country that has so many opportunities like China. It can be said that China is exactly the same as Japan before the Meiji Restoration. If you like history, you should If you can seize such a great opportunity, don’t be confused, move forward, never regret, never look back, live your own splendor, in the future you will become the target of others to imitate, that’s all for now, youngest! I It's time to go, you should get up to eat, I didn't eat very seriously last night, go drink a bowl of soy milk, see you in heaven, youngest!" After saying that the third child hugged me tightly, he slowly faded out my sight.

"Get up and eat, Shu." The fourth aunt's voice suddenly sounded beside her ears.Is it really a dream?Isn't the subconscious mind at work?But this is unscientific. I rarely dream. After I had 32 teeth at the age of seven, it can be said that I almost never dreamed. So what is the one just now?Reluctantly, I opened my eyes, picked up my glasses from the pillow and put them on, and saw Sigu sitting at the Eight Immortals table with a smile, calling me to have breakfast.

I touched my face, it was a little wet, it should be the last moment, I couldn't bear the departure of the third child, after I calmed down, I really don't know whether it was luck or happiness, anyway, the brain functioned a little abnormally, and there was a short circuit.Just when I was about to sort things out, Fourth Aunt said, "Did your friend say goodbye to you?" "How did you know?" I was a little surprised, "What don't you know, that was his last Wish." Sigu said to me with an attitude that is normal, "Huh?" I looked at Sigu suspiciously, "Your friend committed suicide, and logically he should go to the [-]th floor of hell, but God has the virtue of good life , I think you have a deep brotherly love. After God let your friend escape from the sea of ​​suffering, I will meet you for the last time, and then your friend will re-enter the six realms of reincarnation. I am just adding to the icing on the cake by coincidence, borrowing flowers to present Buddha, hurry up Come and eat, the soy milk is going to be cold." Sigu still said to me with a smile.

to be continued