the last witcher

The fourth aunt did not wait for the other party to fall, she had already moved behind Xiaoying, hugged the other party with her left hand, and shouted at me: "Are you watching the fun? Why don't you hurry up and help me!" I shook my head Like a rattle, he still rubbed the place where the fourth aunt had just kicked with his hands, thinking that this must be a test, and I wouldn't be fooled if I killed the little master.The fourth aunt may have seen my worries, and continued to shout to me: "It's over, what are you doing there?" Hearing what the fourth aunt meant, she probably didn't lie to me, so I strode up behind them Because when the fourth aunt was helping Xiaoying, Xiaoying's body had already tilted a lot, and the fourth aunt rushed over to help Xiaoying when her center of gravity was unstable. As a result, the fourth aunt was led by Xiaoying Falling back, I appeared and solved the big problem, and I heard "Plop, I'll go!" I sat on the ground with my buttocks, while Sigu and Xiaoying sat firmly on my body, muddy. Coal, let me come here to dare to be a backer, and ten thousand grass and mud horses are crazily drifting through ing in my heart.

"Please, that senior beauty sitting on my stomach, can you please stand up? If you press it down again, your papa will almost be squeezed out by you." I said helplessly to the fourth aunt who was awake. After thinking about it for a while, he pressed down cruelly, "You're making fun of your fourth aunt again, you little bastard, I just realized what Weier is called a senior beauty." It seems that every woman knows her age It is secretive.Well, I'm self-inflicted.Then Sigu stood up and helped Xiaoying who was leaning against my chest. I rubbed my belly with one hand and my buttocks with the other, and helped Sigu lift Xiaoying to the bed in the side room Lie down, then limped and followed Sigu back to the living room.

"Si Gu, after Xiaoying wakes up, will she return to her previous appearance?" I asked Si Gu, "Are you kidding me? If you can see immediate results, what do you need the hospital for?" The black-clothed devil can't do anything, but what is the purpose of your Zhu Youshu just now?" I asked persistently, but the fourth aunt just looked at me and smiled, and didn't answer my question.

Until today, I can understand what the fourth aunt's smile meant at that time. It was a helpless state of mind, just like I showed the fortunes to friends in the reader group. I must say clearly what I can say, and I can't Yes, I will always type the word "hehe", no matter how much you ask, there will only be "hehe".Sigu's smile is equivalent to my "hehe", the difference is that Sigu knows that I will understand in the future, and some readers will never understand the meaning of my "haha", but the same thing is that Sigu and I are very helpless .

In fact, what the fourth aunt did was to make a small hole in Xiaoying's completely closed heart. As for whether she can get out, it still depends on her personal will.I also came into contact with many people with similar experiences in the later period. To sum up, there are the following types: The first type is those who are optimistic by nature. They use self-deprecating methods to temporarily explain what happened to themselves, and then they will Hide these shadows in the deepest part of my heart, and after I can fully bear the negative impact of this matter, I will take it out and put it under the sun, reflect slowly, recall slowly, savor slowly, summarize slowly, slowly Learn slowly - this is the best way;

The second type is those who can't hide things in their hearts. They catch people telling others about their misfortunes, but they rarely mention their faults. The sympathy at the beginning, and the disgust at the end, made him think he was the most pitiful and innocent person in the world, and let everyone find out that as soon as this person appeared, he would experience Tang Seng's mother-in-law and mother-in-law in "A Chinese Journey to the West", rambling, etc. People are not worthy of sympathy, because they don't know how to change their own destiny by their own efforts, and pin their hopes on the public opinion of the outside world, which really proves the sentence: Poor people must have something to hate;

The third category is people with heavy worries. Strictly speaking, the third category can be divided into Type A and Type B. Type A is very worried. After encountering unbearable things, they will silently hide all the unbearable things. Wake up, what should I do the next day, tense my nerves tightly, but at night, my thoughts flood out like a tide, making me unable to fall asleep. Depression, severe cases even have mental problems; type B is the kind of people who worry more, just like Xiaoying, after encountering unbearable things, they build a wall in their hearts, which may be unbearable. Looking back, it may be self-protection. In short, it is to completely lose contact with the outside world, so as to protect oneself from harm. This is also a typical example of acquired autism.

The fourth aunt used Zhu Youshu to open a hole in Xiaoying's heart, hoping that Xiaoying could slowly return to reality, let her know that there is still light in this dark world, and at the same time let her understand that this bright world Here, there is still darkness.Light and darkness are always complementary and indispensable.But I really couldn't comprehend this level at the time, I just simply believed that right is right, wrong is wrong, kindness is kindness, and evil is evil.The conclusion is that I was completely wrong, because there is no good or evil in the world, people have too many thoughts in their hearts, and conflicts of interest are great, so the so-called good and evil appear. Perhaps in Buddhist terms, the environment is born from the heart.Therefore, I have always been proud of being a bad person with a conscience. After all, only smart people can be bad people.In the final analysis, what do people live for?My answer is ---- interests; and what is the relationship between people?My answer is exploit and be exploited.Don't say that I am realistic. The reality is society, not individuals. At the same time, I am also proud of being able to use others and being used by others, because using others and being used by others can prove that I still have the value of existence, and I will not be rejected by society. Elimination, that's all.Of course, the above is only my personal opinion, if there is any similarity, you are plagiarizing, lol!

Just after my fourth aunt and I worked together to put Xiaoying on the bed, I heard fourth uncle yelling outside, "I'll go see what's wrong with your fourth uncle, it's so early in the morning, what's the matter? You look at Xiaoying here, remember to call me when she wakes up." After speaking, the fourth aunt turned around to go out, when she reached the door, she turned her head and continued to say to me: "Don't be naughty." , It seems that the fourth aunt knows me very well, so I nodded to the fourth aunt, as I agreed to the fourth aunt's request, and the fourth aunt walked out of the side room.

to be continued