the last witcher

"After the ups and downs, Guo Yu soon fell asleep. I felt an inexplicable emptiness when I lay my pillow on his not-so-broad chest. Maybe the more exciting and intense the investment, when it was over, deep in my heart I will feel more and more extreme emptiness, the feeling that people can't grasp tomorrow and see the future, which almost makes me suffocate.

Before I could suffocate my old lady, Guo Yu who was on the pillow suddenly opened his eyes, and then his whole body twitched violently as if being electrocuted.I quickly left his chest, and I saw the black eyes in his eyes turned upwards, and white liquid gushed out of his mouth continuously.

Thanks to the relevant knowledge I learned in college, after seeing Guo Yu's condition, I quickly grabbed the pillow and stuffed it into his mouth to prevent him from biting off his tongue due to convulsions.Then, with great effort, I pushed his body into a side-lying position so that he wouldn't be obstructed from breathing because he spit out too much secretion.

The process of Guo Yu's convulsions was very short. After a while, I felt a hot current flowing from his lower body, and I knew it was all right.

I know that the instigator who caused Guo Yu to be like this is myself, but at that time I really didn't expect that he would end up like this. If I knew, I would never let this happen.

Guo Yu secretly wrote more than one love letter to me in the sophomore year of high school, and I didn't refuse or accept his feelings.Like trophies, I collect all the things these admirers gave me as capital to show off in the future.

It’s just that I didn’t expect Guo Yu to be so persistent, writing letter after letter, until later, he bought a large bouquet of bright fire roses almost in a daze, knelt on the ground, hoping that I could become his girlfriend .

Just when I was at a loss, my classmate Yaohua walked over, snatched the rose from Guo Yu's hand, threw it on the ground, and stepped on it. "The toad wants to eat swan meat, so why don't you take a piss and treat yourself like a bear." As the rich second generation, Yaohua didn't care about the other party's feelings at all.

Looking at Guo Yu's eyes that were about to burst into flames, Yaohua continued to mock him, "If you want to catch up with our school girl, you have to go to Korea at least a few hundred times, you know, toad?"

Guo Yu, who couldn't bear the temptation, stood up and resisted, but was knocked down by Yaohua, who was far superior to him in every aspect. "Are you convinced?" Yaohua asked Guo Yu arrogantly while riding on Guo Yu's body.

"Go to hell!" Guo Yu yelled in shame because he was controlled by others, bit Yaohua's arm casually, and refused to let go of anything.

"Seonima, let go, do you hear me!" Yaohua's arm was bitten out of blood, but Guo Yu refused to let go, and in desperation, Yaohua hit the mop on the ground hard On Guo Yu's head, once, twice, three times...

After this incident, I never saw these two people again.Later I heard that both of them had transferred schools. It was not until I saw Yaohua again after graduating from university that I learned what happened from him.

Because Yaohua hit too hard, the mop hurt Guo Yu's brain nerves, and the result was intermittent convulsions and incontinence.For this reason, the Yaohua family took out a seven-figure compensation to settle the matter.And Guo Yu's family took him to study while he was being treated. Whenever it came to this point, Yaohua always said that he was sorry for Guo Yu, saying that he was too reckless back then. If he had the opportunity, he would definitely apologize to Guo Yu face to face.I just smiled at the time, thinking that men are really interesting, and it's unreasonable to be able to fight like this for such a trivial matter.

I didn't realize until now that Yaohua also had a crush on me at that time, but seeing Guo Yu who was inferior to him in everything, he planned to get it first, and I didn't agree, so he stepped forward to stop it.It's just that the two full-blooded children didn't know the depth, and they started fighting without saying a few words.

After so many years, there were two passers-by in my life, one became my ex-husband, and the other was lying beside my bed. Is there anything more unreliable in the world than this?

I lowered my head, looked at Guo Yu who was curled up and crying, and thought to myself, is this man really the one who had a crush on me when I was young, and now under the arrangement of fate, he has become the real son of my bedside person?My eyes are full of confusion!

Just looking at Guo Yu's helpless appearance, my mother's love was inspired.Use the pillow towel to wipe off the stains at the corners of Guo Yu's mouth, then put his head in his arms and stroke his hair gently.

"Will you despise me for this reason?" Guo Yu asked me in a low voice, like a child who has done something wrong, with his head down and not daring to look directly into my eyes.

My eye sockets are a little wet, you know that Guo Yu's current problems are all caused by me, how can I be so cruel that I despise him.I couldn't say anything, I just felt the heart-wrenching pain, that kind of physical pain, which made me choke up.

"I will treat you well." Kissing Guo Yu's forehead, I made a promise to him, because this is the only way I can make up for him now.

I don't know myself, what exactly did that night bring to me? Physical pleasure or spiritual shock.But what I do know is that since that night, my life has changed qualitatively.

I became less vain, and no longer thinking about everything but myself.In order to prevent Guo Yu from being intruded by outside rumors, during the days when I lived with him, I basically lived a reclusive life.All the purchases were done by the nanny who had accepted bribes from me, while I hid in Guo Yu’s home, cooking for him, doing laundry for him, and even fantasizing about giving birth to him. Parenthood.

When I'm idle and bored, I even feel that the last failed marriage is definitely a threshold that I must go through in my life. The purpose is just to create such a node, let me reunite with Guo Yu, and redeem Yaohua and me Clear away the sins of the past.

As time goes by, I, the so-called "grandmother" in this city, has gradually faded out of the public eye. I believe that as long as time passes, I will once again appear proudly on the stage like a phoenix reborn from the ashes. before the eyes of the public.In order to realize this ideal, all I can do is to bear with all my might, try my best to change those problems in my body, and make myself a qualified wife. "

Speaking of this, Bingbing stopped with eyes full of longing. For the first time, I felt that this woman whose face was more than half destroyed exuded an indescribable light.Very kind, very warm, maybe this is the power of hope!

But before I finished appreciating it, the light in Bingbing's eyes gradually dimmed, and my heart sank immediately, knowing that what I was going to describe next would definitely not be a good thing...

to be continued