Kaiyuan Merry

() Li Xiuer temporarily put aside her wild thoughts about Wang Wei. Anyway, since her aunt has decided to use power to seduce Wang Wei, she can really see this person clearly by seeing whether he will be tempted. Of course, Li Xiuer does not want Wang Wei was tempted by power. After all, the Wang Wei she saw today fully satisfied all her fantasies.

Handsome, elegant, gentle, magnanimous and many other words can be used for him. He has a convincing temperament, but he is not too old-fashioned and boring. I think this man is very real.

But this is not the time to think about Wang Wei. She feels that it is a very lucky thing to meet Wang Wei today. She must tell her aunt her impression of Wang Wei when she goes back, so that Change my aunt's prejudice against Wang Wei.

She took Wang Wei's painting with great care, and came to her mother, and looked at her mother who seemed extremely leisurely from a distance. She had to admit that this was really a very beautiful scene.

That dark blue long gown doesn't seem to be worn on the body, but it seems to be wrapped around the body. The high breasts are exposed a lot, and the delicate snow-white is really enough for men to look at and want to wear. It is exquisite. Her collarbone is so beautiful, the taste of kissing it must be a wonderful enjoyment.

Although her white and slender breasts are covered by a long gown, they are faintly visible and arouse people's imagination. The most important thing is that her lazy posture lying on her back on the green grass really has an indescribable beauty, a kind of "Song of Everlasting Regret" In the middle, the feeling of "the servant is helpless to lift up the delicate and weak, and it is the beginning of the new Cheng Enze".

This kind of mature and lazy beautiful young women is the best choice for men to enjoy their sensual desires at any time, because they no longer have the youthfulness of girls, but still have the vitality of girls. At the same time, their maturity The beauty is like a delicate red apple, waiting to be tasted by others.

Princess Jinxian is only 28 years old this year, which is the most glorious age in a woman's life. Unfortunately, her beauty seems to be imprisoned in the luxurious Taoist temple like a palace, and no one appreciates it.It just so happened that I was seen by the painter Wang Wei today, which inspired him to write a poem and make a painting.

Unknowingly, the sun has already slanted to the west, the sunset glow is brilliant, and the sky is covered with that golden color, and under that brilliant golden color, the beautiful Qujiang Pond is shimmering, and the reflected gorgeous halo will bring The whole world has become like a dream, and the center of the whole world is that touch of dark blue.

Princess Jinxian seemed to have really become a golden fairy at this moment, and all the beautiful scenery became a foil under her beauty. She stood up, threw away the willow branch, stretched herself, without any There is no longer any smile on the groomed cheeks, only deep loneliness.

She doesn't know what is the meaning of her life. She doesn't like cultivating Taoism like her sister, who likes to exercise power, likes to make friends with literati, likes to intrigue, likes to enjoy the pleasure of dominating others, and likes to enjoy the feeling of being superior.

Her younger sister is unwilling to lag behind in everything. She cultivates Taoism and wants to truly become a fairy, live forever, make friends with all famous literati, and make those literati prostrate in front of the first beauty, Princess Yuzhen, and write hymns for her...

The two most famous poets in the history of the prosperous Tang Dynasty at that time both had an inexplicable relationship with Princess Yuzhen. One was called Wang Wei, who was recognized as the emperor of the world, and the other was Li Bai, who was an undisputed wine master. Banxian.

But Princess Jinxian is not interested in these things. She doesn't like intrigue for power, because she was trembling in the chaotic court political struggle in her early years, and she was afraid that she would die because of her brother Li Longji's involvement. In order to avoid the struggle, Staying away from politics, she chose to become a nun.

She has an instinctive aversion to politics, power, and struggle, but Princess Yuzhen is just the opposite. Because she used to have no power, she was controlled by others, but now she has to work hard to gain more power, so that she can deter others and prevent others from bullying her sisters.

Princess Jinxian doesn't have much interest in literature, she always feels that those poems that cannot touch her are of no value, because no matter how gorgeous the rhetoric or the profound intention of the poem, it has nothing to do with her.

When many women began to follow the trend, wearing the inner red and green "peony dress", and substituting themselves into the role of "red peony", enjoying the atmosphere that fits with poetry, Princess Jinxian felt that It's boring.

First of all, she doesn't like peony flowers very much, or she doesn't have anything that she particularly likes to care about. She strives to make everything just right. Therefore, that kind of bright red and green dress may look extremely gorgeous to others, just like peony flowers. It was so luxurious, but in Princess Jinxian's view, that kind of dress was too gaudy and had no sense of beauty.

In addition, those women who are vying to be "Red Peony" are even more stupid. They are just a group of followers. No matter how imitated, they can't become "Red Peony". Moreover, is it really interesting to follow the trend of a prostitute?

Princess Jinxian is really lonely and melancholy, and she often feels like she doesn’t know what to do in the world. Now she can enjoy the glory and wealth at any time, and has no worries about food and clothing. Her elder brother is still the king of the country, and her younger sister also has great influence. She's pretty good, so the safety issues that had plagued her in the early years are long gone now.

But Princess Jinxian is by no means as highly exposed as "Red Peony", so she is definitely not the kind of person who "has countless people who praise her, but who doesn't know her sadness", so she is very interested in "Red Peony". "This poem has no feeling at all.

She was not the red peony loved by everyone, but a purple magnolia blooming alone in the mountains, indifferent, sad and unforgettable. <If you often have leisurely worries during the period, the melancholy of the golden fairy princess has already been integrated into her bones. She has lost her direction in her life and has no hope in her heart.

Desperate, she is so numb, day after day, year after year, she doesn't know how long this turbulent and confused life will last, she has no pursuit, no memory of the past, no idea about the future .She even had the idea of ​​suicide, but she didn't want her sister to be sad...

She can stay by the pool all afternoon like today, playing with willow sticks like a fool, while staring blankly, as if her whole body has become an empty shell.

She sometimes felt that it was a mistake for her to appear in this world, so boring, so strenuous, and so lost.

She has indulged, enjoyed, and pursued, but after reading all the prosperity, she seems to have lost all sustenance in the end... As a woman, she has never really loved a man, because she feels that the word "love" It was so hypocritical, when she asked those men whether they loved her, she would always get an affirmative answer, but when she was in the most embarrassing situation, no man was by her side, only her dearest sister, who will always be with her.

What is the meaning of being alive in this world?Why do people live?She often suffers from thinking about such questions, and finally falls into deep confusion because she can't think of any answers.

Just when Princess Jinxian became more and more depressed because she saw the beautiful sunset and began to think about the value of life, and finally got nothing, her biological daughter Li Xiuer came to her.

Princess Jinxian always has a sense of alienation towards this daughter who doesn't even know who her father is. Probably the painful experience of giving birth made her have no interest in being a mother. If it wasn't for her sister's insistence, she would really Will kill the child without pressure.

A child is the so-called symbol of the crystallization of love. She has never had any love, and she doesn't think there is any need for the existence of this accidentally born child. In her feelings of extreme indifference due to too much experience, it seems that even a woman's nature xing, have been stripped.

She has no love, no hatred, no joy or sorrow for Li Xiuer, just like treating a strange life, but she has injected formalistic maternal love into Li Xiuer according to the behavior of mothers in this world. In fact, she has not treated Li Xiuer at all. Take it to heart.

For what can a man who has lost all hope and is filled with great despair feel passionate about?

"My lord." Li Xiu'er called softly, she never called Princess Jinxian an intimate "Aunt", but the most solemn and respectful name, but she could call Princess Yuzhen affectionately "Little Aunt".

However, Li Xiuer is really sincere and filial to her mother, because everything that Princess Jinxian treats her can be regarded as the behavior of the most competent mother, or the behavior of the most incompetent mother. This is not contradictory, Princess Jinxian Li Xiu'er was brought up according to the standard mother's way of raising children, but the mother's love from the heart was lacking in the process.

I have to say, this is really a very strange thing.

But Li Xiuer felt that a mother's love is deep and reflected in various actions, but it lacks some nasty ways, and the nasty ways... this is what my aunt is best at, she always Do something weird to Lee Soo Ah.

Li Xiu'er was wrong, Princess Jinxian didn't have any deep maternal love at all, she just raised children according to the instructions...

When it comes to deep maternal love, Wang Wei’s mother, Cui Shi, is the one. Don’t look at Cui Shi’s indifference, as if she has reached the realm where all the four elements of Buddhism are empty, or Taoism is too forgetful, but in fact, her love for her children is far away. Extraordinary mother.

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