Kaiyuan Merry

() "It's Xiu'er, what did you call me?" Princess Jinxian didn't turn her head, her tone was indifferent, as if she was treating a stranger, it was hard to imagine that Li Xiu'er was her daughter, but Li Xiu'er seemed to be used to it, she usually Although she was also taciturn during the day, she often played the role of talking in front of her mother, while Princess Jinxian listened silently, but she didn't know if she really listened.

Princess Jinxian is just looking at the infinitely beautiful sunset at this time, enjoying the quiet and serene beauty at dusk. She often likes to think about life, and she feels that she has already reached dusk, and her body may still be in the golden age of a woman. age, but the heart is already old.

Princess Jinxian likes all things that make people sad and melancholy, as if the beauty of the grand tragedy can make her truly empathize with her. Over time, when sadness and melancholy always fill her heart, she finally forms her desperate heart .

But the most important thing is that she is confused about the real reason for her sadness and melancholy. Maybe she feels that life is too boring, because no matter how noble her birth is, or she lives a wonderful life and enjoys the admiration of thousands of people, she always dies in the end. Yes, what's the point of all this?

Therefore, Princess Jinxian often envies her younger sister, not because of Princess Yuzhen's huge influence or her title of "No. [-] Beauty in the Tang Dynasty". state of vitality.

For example, Princess Yuzhen's long-term goal in life is to achieve Taoism and become a fairy, no matter how bad it is, she will live a long life, so she devotes herself to cultivating Taoism, taking care of herself every day, and working hard to maintain her health. This makes Princess Yuzhen, a 25-year-old woman, young You have to look like a young woman who is double ten.

And Princess Yuzhen has many short-term goals, for example, she wants more power, wants to have a greater reputation among literati, wants all celebrities to sing praises for her, kneel in front of her and lick her toe……

Recently, my younger sister has her eyes on a man, that is, the famous talented Wang Wei, whose appearance is even more "white in youth and graceful in grace", but Princess Yuzhen wants this budding young man to bow down for her. Already excited to start the layout...

Although Princess Jinxian was a little surprised why her sister with a strange personality was eyeing Wang Wei, she didn't care too much. She just felt sorry for Wang Wei, because she didn't think that a teenage boy could To escape from the claws of his sister who is determined not to give up until she reaches her goal.

Thinking about it, Princess Jinxian fell into the endless cycle of thinking about life again. If there is really a bullet box like "Do you want to understand the meaning of life" in this world, it will definitely appear in front of Princess Jinxian , when the time comes, an ancient princess will appear in the Infinite Streaming World...

Li Xiu'er was very used to her mother's reaction. She felt that her mother was often in a daze, trapped in her own world, ignoring anyone, not caring about anyone... Such behavior is not good.

It would be great if my mother could enjoy having fun and playing like my aunt, even if she devotes herself to cultivating the Tao. Unfortunately, Princess Jinxian seems to have found another way and embarked on the path of despair she built. She shut herself in her own spiritual world, so she often behaved When he came out, he was very lonely and melancholy. <The carelessness shown by the young girl is to win the pity of the man... She doesn't think that there is really anyone in this world who can understand her thinking that has risen to the philosophical level.

If someone asks her, why are you in a daze, she will seriously say that she is thinking about life, and then the person who asked the question must have smiled disapprovingly.

There is nothing to think about in life, isn't that the way it is.

Many people will think about what is the purpose of life, but they will throw away this boring question in the end, because it is a waste of time, thinking so much, it is better to do it down-to-earth, and work hard for success in the worldly sense .

It's a pity that Princess Jinxian is not an ordinary person. She is a princess who has no worries about food and clothing, enjoys glory and wealth, can spend wantonly, and enjoys sex as she pleases. In her eyes, other people's struggles seem so meaningless and worthless, because those things, She is within reach.

So she was very confused, she continued to think about the purpose of life, and then plunged into the horns, and she is still confused and unable to come out.

"My lord, here is a painting that depicts you. Do you want to admire it?" Li Xiuer handed the painting to Princess Jinxian, her tone full of anticipation.

As a result, Princess Jinxian didn't even respond, as if she didn't hear her daughter's words, while Li Xiu'er stood aside, as if patiently waiting for her mother's answer.

After a long time, Princess Jinxian said with interest: "I'm not interested, Xiu'er, don't you know that poetry and painting are boring? Those paintings have no beauty at all. What ethereal artistic conception is all It's a bluff. Anyway, I don't know how to paint, and I don't like painting."

Li Xiuer couldn't help but said: "But this is Wang Wei Wang Mojie's painting. I happened to meet him in the pavilion just now..."

Princess Jinxian interrupted impatiently: "Wang Wei is just a budding young man. I really don't know what he has to be praised. I'm not your aunt. I have no interest in Wang Wei. What kind of literary talent is there? , What is so talented, what is so beautiful, what is the meaning? In the long river of life, there are too many people like this.”

Li Xiuer looked frustrated, how could she be like this, she took the risk of being hated by Wang Wei to come to this painting, but in the end her mother didn't buy it at all, all her efforts were in vain.

The more Li Xiu'er thought about it, the more wronged she became, and she even started to cry. If it was an ordinary mother, she would definitely comfort her daughter with nice words, and it would be best if she hugged her into her arms...

It's a pity that this golden fairy princess who patronizes to think about the meaning of life, seeing Li Xiu'er crying weakly, didn't even feel a wave in her heart. She first mechanically thought about what the role of a mother should do for her daughter when she is crying. What, she thought for a while before she said in a soft tone: "Xiu'er, tell me, whatever you want, I will satisfy you."

Well, as long as all the requirements of her daughter are met, should she be considered a competent mother?In short, Princess Jinxian raised Li Xiu'er like this from childhood to adulthood, without any trace of maternal love, but raised her daughter mechanically in strict accordance with the role of mother.

"I just hope that my mother can take a look at this painting!" Li Xiuer finally acted willfully, but her tears still fell like pearls. For some reason, she hated this lifeless mother, and she even hoped The mother can beat and scold her.

But in Li Xiuer's 13-year-old life, Princess Jinxian never did this. She never beat or scolded Li Xiuer, because she didn't care too much about everything about Li Xiuer. As long as she satisfied what her daughter wanted, she should be a Competent mother, she always thinks so.

Seeing Li Xiuer like this, Princess Jinxian seemed to be touched by a string in her heart. Maybe it was the natural influence of blood and family affection, maybe it was Li Xiuer's pear blossoms with rain that could really arouse a woman's maternal love...

It's a pity that her heartstrings quickly returned to the original, and she felt that she was really boring. Don't look at Li Xiu'er in this appearance so cute, but after 50 years, she must have become the face full of wrinkles and no sense of beauty. the old woman?

That's right, that's what Princess Jinxian thinks. Her thoughts are always confusing. Which mother would think of her daughter's 13-year-old appearance when her daughter is 63 years old?

When she thought about it like this, she felt that time was like water, and the world was impermanent, and her daughter's crying, that pear blossom with rain, was no longer the beauty of the beginning.

This world is so cruel, this world is so meaningless, and people can never break free from this cage. No matter how brilliant human beings are, their ending cannot escape the fate of extinction.

Just like the thriving Great Tang Empire, it has gradually become so dazzling. Kaiyuan Kaiyuan seems to have really opened up a new era, but its result still cannot escape the fate of extinction.

Of course Princess Jinxian can't know the future, but she doesn't like poetry, poetry, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but only loves to read history books. She has already discovered that in the long river of history, there are so many dazzling dynasties, so many amazing and brilliant people , but they can only be regarded as waves.

There is no eternal empire in this world, only endless reincarnation, no matter what, it develops upwards in a spiral form, and at the peak of its prosperity, it tends to weaken, and in its decline, it tends to end.

Everything returns to nothingness.

Everything is meaningless.

Why are there so many people who can't see through it? What are they still struggling with? No matter how hard they struggle, they can't change it. Everything has been stipulated by the script. Even if someone can improvise, the result is just the end of the play.

This is Princess Jinxian's pessimistic and desperate thoughts. She even always thought that she was a complete pessimist, so now she can face everything optimistically.

When she was most desperate, she didn't choose to end herself, she just wanted to watch this cruel world with a cold eye.

Those who think the world is wonderful and beautiful, but they don't realize that it operates in a precise and cold manner like a machine. The various theorems and laws discovered by human beings all prove this point.

No surprises, only despair.

But at this time, Princess Jinxian still took over the painting from her daughter, just to act as a substitute for the role of mother. She thinks this is an optimistic behavior, because she obviously feels that being a mother is meaningless, But it still proceeds according to the role of mother - anyway, there will always be children to continue this race, so what's the impact of losing one of her?

She opened the picture scroll, and that touch of dark blue made her freeze for an instant, and she suddenly felt that maybe Wang Wei was the opportunity for her to change.

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