Moe Journey

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'My lord mother, is an actress, very very famous, a superstar. Elric sat silently on the sofa, looking at the woman who was sitting on the floor reading the script, "She is a very, very successful actress, so, in my young heart, she was my idol object. '

'So, facing my mother and my habit of [acting], I just regarded it as a game between mother and child. '

"Although my mother at that time often had to go to some movies to make a cameo, but as long as she was at home, she always played something with me. However, sometimes..." Elric looked at himself The broken toy under my feet, feeling the tears on my face and the wrinkled little face again, it came again, this feeling is like the [autoplay] feeling of passing the plot in the No.1 game.

"..., what are you doing? It's too noisy!" The mother with braids and triangular glasses pushed open the door and walked in with a serious face. Today, she is playing the role of a Spartan mother and lonely son. However, when I was young, I didn't agree with my mother's acting skills, but looked at the toys on the ground crying, and said: "My...my favorite toy..."

'Yes, I occasionally find this kind of thing that messes up my acting skills. 'Elric watched his mother's stern expression gradually soften, and then stood in front of him with his knees propped up,' and often at this time, my mother would always say that. '

"... What kind of mood are you in now?" Mother smiled.Looking at me expectantly.

"Should it be called... [Sadness]?" I raised my head and looked at my mother with a trace of uncertainty.

"By the way, the current mood is [sadness]~" the mother smiled.He said very happily: "Don't forget the feeling just now~"

'Yes, always. Elric stared blankly at the familiar face in front of him, "It's still like this, my mother will always make me feel the emotions that come out suddenly.It's all about acting. '

"Yeah, just now was [anger]." "Just now was [surprise]." "And just now was [happy]."

'[angry], [surprised], [happy]. 'Elric looked at the TV in front of him, and it was playing a TV series in which his mother played the heroine,' and when I was young, I watched my mother who made amazing acting skills in the TV series at will. , I think it's really amazing, so I recorded all these emotions as acting skills. '

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'then.I entered kindergarten. Elric looked at the classmates and kindergarten teachers in front of him, and listened to the mothers of other children, "Do you think that's the [beep-] son?" "Yeah. [beep-] also By the side, ah, what a cute kid" commented, 'I feel very excited. '

'However, the source of these excitements is not that you can meet familiar partners, but...' Elric looked at his body with an uneasy gesture, 'I am just excited, just myself and my mother can be happy every day. With so many acting skills and so many people, what kind of acting skills should we perform every day? '

’ It’s just that when I ask people [what do you want to play? ], [What kind of acting are you doing] but didn’t get any useful answers, and even after the other party just wondered what I was doing, I thought it was very strange. '

'And after going through that incident, I realized that I am different from other children. Elric looked at a group of kindergarten students in front of him discussing the game of playing Ultraman and monsters, and naturally remembered the past, "Yes, Ultraman, monsters, that is... heroes and villains. '

'I was very excited, thinking that I could finally perform with everyone, so I was very happy to participate, and then under the condition [the person who loses in the boxing game will become a monster], I lost and acted in the monster. '

'I acted very seriously, with a ferocious face and a crazy demeanor, so serious that everyone felt scared. '

'However, in the middle of the game, the lunch break ended, and everyone ended [acting] without warning. '

'Only I haven't stopped yet, continue to play the monster, and rushed into the classroom, it's just because my monster has not been defeated by Ultraman, so shouldn't it be a matter of course that I should continue to destroy it? '

'Of course, I was scolded by the teacher, and the teacher invited my mother to the school. '

'Mother apologized very seriously. '

'I feel uneasy watching my mother being scolded together. Could it be that my acting skills are wrong? '

At this time, the mother smiled and said to the teacher, [I will let... play a role that will not cause trouble to everyone in the kindergarten]. '

'In the next few days, the students in the class still had a sense of fear of me, which made me very confused. I asked my mother anxiously, is acting a bad thing? Why did I make other students fear me? '

'My mother said to me very seriously, it's just that other people don't realize that [person] belongs to [actor]. Other people just don't realize this. Objectively speaking, if a person is suddenly given a script, If you are the leading actor and perform on stage, ordinary people will definitely panic, but [actors] are different, no matter what stage, I can perform seriously, even if someone says my performance is bad, I I will continue to act, because I love acting deeply. '

'At that time, a gust of wind blew, and the petals were flying around my mother, which made me lose myself, and I said [I, too, like acting the most]. '

'My mother said to me very happily, [Really?Then we are the same~]. '

'At that time, I naively thought that these words and those things were my mother's love for me, but I didn't notice it at all. It was just my misunderstanding. What's even more ridiculous is that I still wanted to Be, someone like her. '

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'In kindergarten, I observed for a while, and then figured out what kind of [acting] people would be liked by everyone, so I decided that the role I needed to play was...'

"Hey, that's it for now, you bullies! You disrespectful bullies! Fight me!"

'Yes, at that time, I chose the role of an envoy of justice, and as I expected, I found it very popular. When I was in kindergarten, my popularity among my partners immediately rose. '

' After a while like this, I have become the [worship object] of most students in the kindergarten, the [best baby] in the eyes of the teacher, and after I handed the umbrella to the students in need that day, I was drenched in the rain I ran back home and couldn't wait to tell my mother that my acting skills were successful. '

'However, when I got home, I found that there was no one at home. I suddenly said, yes, my mother said a few days ago that the next role she will play is a strong and hard-working female college student who lives in a single dormitory. , so she went out to rent a house to experience life. '

’ So I sat on a chair in my wet clothes, looked out the window, and waited for the nanny to come and cook. '

'Then, I fell ill, because I didn't dry off in time after being exposed to the rain, so I had a fever. I don't remember how many degrees, but the only thing I remember is that I was already in a daze. '

'By the way, now that I think about it, today seems to be my birthday? 'Although his body was weak, Elric, whose spirit was still extremely clear, looked at the development in front of him with a sneer, like a movie that he was forced to watch.

"Madam, the young master has a serious fever, and it's the young master's birthday today, why can't you put down what's on hand and come back to see the young master?"

"Huh, Mama Liu, give the phone to..."

As I expected, with the sound of the phone at the door and the sound of the door being pushed open, the nanny at home, Mama Liu, walked into my room slowly with her mobile phone, then pushed me, and said [Master] , Madame wants to talk to you]. '

Elric, who propped himself up and sat up, held his mobile phone to his ear as if he had found a treasure, and asked, "Mother?"

"Hey,..., do you know? Mom, the next role I will play is a single female college student living in an apartment, so ah, sorry, mom needs to consult a female college student about her usual feelings And behavior, and, I managed to ask a writer who draws shoujo manga, and I want to talk to him about creating characters, sorry, mom is now, I really don’t have extra thoughts to play your mother So, just take some medicine and go to bed early, and you will understand? The importance of character creation, because,... I also like acting, don’t you?”

"Yeah." Elric nodded, and then said, "I know."

Even so, Elric was wondering why he had the expression of "sadness" that his mother often said?Obviously, there's no need to be sad, is there?

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