Moe Journey

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'After graduating from kindergarten, I went to elementary school, and because of the kindergarten, I continued to play the role of [Justice Messenger]. Sure enough, people around me accepted this role. '

'So, I became friends with a classmate named Jin Quan, he played a kind of silly cowardly character, so he was always being bullied, and I always went to save him, because of this...'

"...Student, thank you for helping me all the time."

"It's nothing, I just do what I should do, I can't forgive those guys who bully people!"

"Then, classmate, can you be my good friend?"

'good friend?Yes, at that time, I thought that Jin Quan was proposing [two people to play good friends], so I agreed with a smile. '

'Since then, Kim Chuan-san and I have been acting as [good friends], and in my eyes at that time, Kim Chuan-san's brilliant acting skills surprised me,'

'However, because of this, I had a question at that time. '

"That, student Jin Quan, stop playing the role of being bullied!"

'Yes, he played the role of the perfect best friend just by saying [we became good friends] to me. When I was young, I felt that he, like me, could [consciously play] people. '

’ But what Mama told me is that people are either consciously enacted or unconsciously enacted.If you are aware of acting skills.So why play such a hard role as someone who is being bullied? '

'so.Facing Jin Quan who was puzzled, I said this...'

"So, if you hate being bullied, then play another role!"

"You... what are you talking about?" Jin Quan looked very puzzled.Then he looked at me inexplicably.

"What did you ask me? Because you played [the best friend role] with me, didn't you do well? Then you would do well in other roles?"

"You said, playing the role of a good friend? That is to say,... Is it because of my acting skills that my classmates and I are good friends?"

"Huh? Of course, isn't it Jin Quan? You played the role so well? Huh?"

'at this time.I stopped what I was doing, and looked suspiciously at Jin Quan in front of me. He was shaking his thin body, wiping his tears with both hands, and speaking intermittently. '

"It's too much, obviously I really want to be good friends with you, but you actually said that it's acting, it's too much!"

"Eh... eh? Why...why? Why is it too much, because aren't everyone here for the show?"

"How could it be a show!!!" He was always cowardly.Jin Quan, who spoke in a soft voice, roared loudly this time, "It's too strange. Acting skills and so on, those are not everyone's acting skills! Only... classmates will do this! If, if all of these are... ...As for your classmate's acting skills, where is the real you?"

'real me? '

’ And then, I never spoke to him again after that, and during that same period, my mother was away a lot for the character. '

'After that, I entered a small theater because of my mother, and there, although my acting skills were often praised by the director of the theater, but because my mother was a star, I was still talked about by people around me Then, knowing that I met him, He Yi. '

"Idiot, why are you jealous of others because you are not good enough? If you feel unwilling, try to be better than..." He Yi pointed at me and said to those around me who were talking about me.

'Afterwards, as He Yi mentioned, we two young actors, who were completely beyond the level of the people around us, became [friends], and then we learned acting skills together. '

"The setting is different every day. There are talkative gossip aunts, older brothers and scumbags who have played with their sisters, black and dao brothers and anti-bone boys, and female high school students. Our acting skills are not only amazed by the old people in the troupe. , and even some newcomers to the troupe looked at us in surprise. '

'Yeah, he's been playing my [friend] since I met He Yi, and then I got into a small car accident and it wasn't a big deal, just got scratched on the bumper, but, you know After hearing the news, He Yi rushed into my ward very excitedly and asked about my injury. '

After learning that I was fine, He Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and sat on the chair looking very tired. '

"He Yi, it's amazing! It's super amazing, the acting skills of [friend] just now."

"You guy, are you still talking about these things?" He Yi looked at Elric with a twitching corner of his mouth, then looked at his confused expression, sighed helplessly, and said, "It's nothing."

'Not long after, I heard my mother's mother, that is, my grandmother and my mother, arguing. '

"Why did you change your place of residence again?"

"Well, because I want to live in a room that fits the character."

"Can't you live at home and create characters occasionally? Even if it's for..."

"No, I'm in [The Bachelorette] now, and I don't have time to play [Mother] in order to be in that role."

"You... don't tell me, acting skills are more important to you than house monsters!!"

"That's right, of course, everything I have is for acting, I'm the only person who can only survive like this."

'At that time, I was very confused. I was thinking, what role would I play at that time?A rebellious son?still……'

'I don't understand it myself, but I know that my grandma will always be by my side, but I didn't get what I wanted. '

'Grandma passed away. '

'At that time, I didn't even know how to vent the uncomfortable feeling in my heart that I didn't know. Then, He Yi said to me [Now I'll give you 10 minutes to perform a sad cry]. '

'Then, I started to cry, and I weakly called my grandma's name...I cried very sadly. '

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