Moe Journey
Chapter 0184
The manuscript fee for June came out, and I can only say that it was terrible, and I couldn't bear to count whether there was 6 yuan.
So I contacted a job. The trial period is three months, which is much more tiring than the official period. So starting from this month, during the three months of July, August, and September, I guess I can only update once (7 words). There are two updates, although I am very sorry for everyone who subscribed, but...
I also need to survive.
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'Looking at me crying, He Yi smiled and said [That's it, cry to your heart's content, don't mind other things, it doesn't matter if you don't need acting skills, aren't we friends? ]'
"He Yi has always cared about me since then, as long as he can come, he will come to my house every day. He Yi is very good, and he can always play [friend] so realistically. '
"Actually, I was thinking that the grandma who has been taking care of you, accompanying you, and liking you all the time stays by your side because she knows the real you!"
'real me?When I was young, the words Jin Quan once asked me flashed in my mind, where is the real me. '
"Hey, He Yi, do you know what a 'real me' is?"
"The real... you?" He Yi showed a subtle smile and said, "That's right, well, if the real me knows something, I will tell you~"
'The real me, what is.The real He Yi.What is it? '
'but.Even He Yi wanted it, and suddenly moved to France. '
"I'm sorry,..., although I really want to stay in Japan. But I can't because of my parents' work." He Yi looked at me worriedly and said, "..., it doesn't matter if you don't have me here?"
"He Yi, you still really love to worry. Haha, it's okay."
"Really? I am very grateful to you. Thanks to you, I have learned a lot of acting skills. Most importantly, I am really happy to be with you." You can say this, smiling with tears in the corners of your eyes.
"I am also very grateful to you, because of He Yi, I can be so happy, thank you!" The young Elric showed a very charming smile.Said: "Thank you, you can always play my friend."
At that moment.The smile on He Yi's face froze for a moment, and then slowly became gloomy. The young Elric, who didn't notice this, continued: "Didn't you say that? The real He Yi is What kind, I thought about it, the real He Yi is indeed a very good actor..."
'I was interrupted before I could finish my sentence. Elric looked blankly at the boy in front of him through this body.
"Shut up." He Yi sullenly exuded a terrible breath, "Enough is enough!"
"Eh? He Yi?" The young Elric was very confused, so he stretched out his hand to touch the boy in front of him, but he was slapped away.
"Really, it's a pity, you really only have acting skills." He Yi raised his head, looked at the young Elric with a very pitiful look, and said: "Your [real appearance] I originally prepared other answers to the question, but it seems that I was wrong, the real you is just an empty shell!"
"Except for acting skills, you have nothing, just an empty shell."
After leaving this sentence, He Yi left. '
'However, seeing He Yi leaving, I didn't leave the airport immediately, but stood quietly. '
"I've seen the expression on Hippo's face before he left. It's the same as Jin Quan's expression. It's like..."
'The look of being hurt! '
The young Elric leaned weakly against the wall behind him, and murmured, "Strange, could it be that I have hurt many people so far?"
Walking home in a daze, then lying on the bed, the young Elric stared blankly at the ceiling and murmured, "I need to apologize."
However, it seemed to be a hallucination, and it seemed to be his own imagination. In front of the young Elric, a voice appeared.
[It's useless, even if you apologize, your apology, anyway, didn't you apologize with your heart?You will only apologize in vain, won’t you?】
'No...sincerely? '
"Long time no see, Jin Quan."
"You...do you have anything to do with me?...student."
"I want to apologize to you."
"Eh?"
"Sorry, I just used acting skills to be friends with you before."
"...Forget it, don't worry, I won't be happy even if you apologize to me or something. How can a person like me have good friends?"
'Jin Quan's expression was very disappointed and terrible, as if he had lost hope in life. '
[Look~ Sure enough, it can't be conveyed, because you have no heart, so you can't convey anything~]
"Really sorry."
'Sure enough, I can't convey anything, because everything about me is acting. '
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'A few days after that, my mother came back to this room, because I heard from her that she had a disease called 'cancer', I didn't know what it was when I was young, but my mother always looked very weak look. '
'Are you playing a patient? 'The young Elric thought silently, and then he began to play a relative [well-behaved, sensible, son who takes care of his mother] such a setting.
Gradually, the mother's gaze towards Elric became more and more gentle, but at the same time, her health became worse and worse.
Time passed gradually, and finally one day, the mother lying on the hospital bed called Elric to her room and gave her final instructions.
And looking at such a mother, Elric just showed a shy smile, and asked: "Hey, my lord, I played [the well-behaved son]. How is it?"
'Yes.Both Jin Quan and He Yi can't understand me, that's because they don't dedicate their lives to acting like me, but.If it is a mother, yes, mother, you must understand me, right?because.Aren't you like me, there is nothing else in life except acting? '
'However, what makes me very confused is that my mother, who obviously watched my performance for a while, smiled happily and seemed very satisfied, why, why are you looking at me like this now? '
' Am I doing something wrong?Why are your eyes... so sad? '
'I don't understand, what did I do wrong and why.Why even the mother who taught me since I was a child, who, like me, has nothing left in her life except acting.Are you going to deny me in the end? '
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"What's the point of you showing me this?" Elric slowly opened his eyes, then looked at the person standing in front of him, and asked coldly.
"Oh, you are so out of touch." The person who looks exactly like Elric, but is completely black is looking at Elric with a subtle smile, and said: "I just want to Take a good look back at the past."
"And then?" Elric, who looked at the person in front of him indifferently, sneered and responded indifferently: "Do you think these things can drive me crazy?"
"Oh, how could it be? In fact, I am surprised that I can only read these superficial things from your heart. I am more curious about the depths of your heart." The black figure used The very angry tone teased Elric, as if he couldn't wait to make him angry.
"It's meaningless." Elric glanced at the black person calmly, "It's nothing more than an evil object who wants to take it away, but it's a pity that this is my body, and my fit is definitely better than that of my body." Your compatibility is much higher. In addition, you should be the consciousness generated in that mass of black energy. It was shattered by Levitan and others just now, and the damage to you is not small. Therefore, I want to Do I get angry and create an inner gap?"
"Tsk, so I don't like you very calm person? Sure enough, since you came to this world, you have been acting? From the time you met Erza to explaining Leier, you are always Acting as a reliable senior?" Black smiled, frowning and said casually, "But in fact, you don't have a heart at all? Whether it's in front of Erza, or in front of Leyle, or in front of Tabasa , tsk tsk, I'm afraid, the one who killed you madly in those nights is the real you~"
"Oh." Elric sneered, and then said contemptuously: "Do you think it will be useful to me if you continue to say these things after I know your purpose?"
"Of course it's useful~" The black figure smiled happily, as if his little idea had succeeded, and said with a smile: "I'm completely different from the garbage-like evil you know~ because, I But the evil in this world~"
"Sah, let me think about it, ah, that girl named Yuling, do you still remember?" Seeing Elric's smiling face froze, Hei Ying said happily, "Ah, that child is really pitiful." Well, you were deceived by the big brother you believed in~"
"There's nothing...!" Elric lowered his head, then looked at the black figure in front of him gloomyly, and said with a hint of cold warning: "I won't let your name come out of your mouth!"
"Oh~" Soi Ying waved his hands, and then said indifferently: "How can it be that it's not because of you that she died?"
***************************************************** ***************************************************** **********(To be continued.)
So I contacted a job. The trial period is three months, which is much more tiring than the official period. So starting from this month, during the three months of July, August, and September, I guess I can only update once (7 words). There are two updates, although I am very sorry for everyone who subscribed, but...
I also need to survive.
************************************************** ************************************************** **********
'Looking at me crying, He Yi smiled and said [That's it, cry to your heart's content, don't mind other things, it doesn't matter if you don't need acting skills, aren't we friends? ]'
"He Yi has always cared about me since then, as long as he can come, he will come to my house every day. He Yi is very good, and he can always play [friend] so realistically. '
"Actually, I was thinking that the grandma who has been taking care of you, accompanying you, and liking you all the time stays by your side because she knows the real you!"
'real me?When I was young, the words Jin Quan once asked me flashed in my mind, where is the real me. '
"Hey, He Yi, do you know what a 'real me' is?"
"The real... you?" He Yi showed a subtle smile and said, "That's right, well, if the real me knows something, I will tell you~"
'The real me, what is.The real He Yi.What is it? '
'but.Even He Yi wanted it, and suddenly moved to France. '
"I'm sorry,..., although I really want to stay in Japan. But I can't because of my parents' work." He Yi looked at me worriedly and said, "..., it doesn't matter if you don't have me here?"
"He Yi, you still really love to worry. Haha, it's okay."
"Really? I am very grateful to you. Thanks to you, I have learned a lot of acting skills. Most importantly, I am really happy to be with you." You can say this, smiling with tears in the corners of your eyes.
"I am also very grateful to you, because of He Yi, I can be so happy, thank you!" The young Elric showed a very charming smile.Said: "Thank you, you can always play my friend."
At that moment.The smile on He Yi's face froze for a moment, and then slowly became gloomy. The young Elric, who didn't notice this, continued: "Didn't you say that? The real He Yi is What kind, I thought about it, the real He Yi is indeed a very good actor..."
'I was interrupted before I could finish my sentence. Elric looked blankly at the boy in front of him through this body.
"Shut up." He Yi sullenly exuded a terrible breath, "Enough is enough!"
"Eh? He Yi?" The young Elric was very confused, so he stretched out his hand to touch the boy in front of him, but he was slapped away.
"Really, it's a pity, you really only have acting skills." He Yi raised his head, looked at the young Elric with a very pitiful look, and said: "Your [real appearance] I originally prepared other answers to the question, but it seems that I was wrong, the real you is just an empty shell!"
"Except for acting skills, you have nothing, just an empty shell."
After leaving this sentence, He Yi left. '
'However, seeing He Yi leaving, I didn't leave the airport immediately, but stood quietly. '
"I've seen the expression on Hippo's face before he left. It's the same as Jin Quan's expression. It's like..."
'The look of being hurt! '
The young Elric leaned weakly against the wall behind him, and murmured, "Strange, could it be that I have hurt many people so far?"
Walking home in a daze, then lying on the bed, the young Elric stared blankly at the ceiling and murmured, "I need to apologize."
However, it seemed to be a hallucination, and it seemed to be his own imagination. In front of the young Elric, a voice appeared.
[It's useless, even if you apologize, your apology, anyway, didn't you apologize with your heart?You will only apologize in vain, won’t you?】
'No...sincerely? '
"Long time no see, Jin Quan."
"You...do you have anything to do with me?...student."
"I want to apologize to you."
"Eh?"
"Sorry, I just used acting skills to be friends with you before."
"...Forget it, don't worry, I won't be happy even if you apologize to me or something. How can a person like me have good friends?"
'Jin Quan's expression was very disappointed and terrible, as if he had lost hope in life. '
[Look~ Sure enough, it can't be conveyed, because you have no heart, so you can't convey anything~]
"Really sorry."
'Sure enough, I can't convey anything, because everything about me is acting. '
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'A few days after that, my mother came back to this room, because I heard from her that she had a disease called 'cancer', I didn't know what it was when I was young, but my mother always looked very weak look. '
'Are you playing a patient? 'The young Elric thought silently, and then he began to play a relative [well-behaved, sensible, son who takes care of his mother] such a setting.
Gradually, the mother's gaze towards Elric became more and more gentle, but at the same time, her health became worse and worse.
Time passed gradually, and finally one day, the mother lying on the hospital bed called Elric to her room and gave her final instructions.
And looking at such a mother, Elric just showed a shy smile, and asked: "Hey, my lord, I played [the well-behaved son]. How is it?"
'Yes.Both Jin Quan and He Yi can't understand me, that's because they don't dedicate their lives to acting like me, but.If it is a mother, yes, mother, you must understand me, right?because.Aren't you like me, there is nothing else in life except acting? '
'However, what makes me very confused is that my mother, who obviously watched my performance for a while, smiled happily and seemed very satisfied, why, why are you looking at me like this now? '
' Am I doing something wrong?Why are your eyes... so sad? '
'I don't understand, what did I do wrong and why.Why even the mother who taught me since I was a child, who, like me, has nothing left in her life except acting.Are you going to deny me in the end? '
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"What's the point of you showing me this?" Elric slowly opened his eyes, then looked at the person standing in front of him, and asked coldly.
"Oh, you are so out of touch." The person who looks exactly like Elric, but is completely black is looking at Elric with a subtle smile, and said: "I just want to Take a good look back at the past."
"And then?" Elric, who looked at the person in front of him indifferently, sneered and responded indifferently: "Do you think these things can drive me crazy?"
"Oh, how could it be? In fact, I am surprised that I can only read these superficial things from your heart. I am more curious about the depths of your heart." The black figure used The very angry tone teased Elric, as if he couldn't wait to make him angry.
"It's meaningless." Elric glanced at the black person calmly, "It's nothing more than an evil object who wants to take it away, but it's a pity that this is my body, and my fit is definitely better than that of my body." Your compatibility is much higher. In addition, you should be the consciousness generated in that mass of black energy. It was shattered by Levitan and others just now, and the damage to you is not small. Therefore, I want to Do I get angry and create an inner gap?"
"Tsk, so I don't like you very calm person? Sure enough, since you came to this world, you have been acting? From the time you met Erza to explaining Leier, you are always Acting as a reliable senior?" Black smiled, frowning and said casually, "But in fact, you don't have a heart at all? Whether it's in front of Erza, or in front of Leyle, or in front of Tabasa , tsk tsk, I'm afraid, the one who killed you madly in those nights is the real you~"
"Oh." Elric sneered, and then said contemptuously: "Do you think it will be useful to me if you continue to say these things after I know your purpose?"
"Of course it's useful~" The black figure smiled happily, as if his little idea had succeeded, and said with a smile: "I'm completely different from the garbage-like evil you know~ because, I But the evil in this world~"
"Sah, let me think about it, ah, that girl named Yuling, do you still remember?" Seeing Elric's smiling face froze, Hei Ying said happily, "Ah, that child is really pitiful." Well, you were deceived by the big brother you believed in~"
"There's nothing...!" Elric lowered his head, then looked at the black figure in front of him gloomyly, and said with a hint of cold warning: "I won't let your name come out of your mouth!"
"Oh~" Soi Ying waved his hands, and then said indifferently: "How can it be that it's not because of you that she died?"
***************************************************** ***************************************************** **********(To be continued.)
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