Living with a beauty

Thinking of this, I was shocked, and immediately understood a lot from Liu Xue's words. I originally thought that the reason why Liu Xue lived here for a while when she was a child was because her parents were traveling around and thought she was cumbersome, so they kept her at her aunt's house .

Now it seems that Liu Xue's parents were also in Beijing at that time, but maybe they had no time to take care of her because of work, so they let her stay at her aunt's house temporarily.

At this time, I couldn't help looking at Liu Xue, and said unwillingly: "Then...then you can't just say that you have no future in Beijing, can you? Besides, you are doing well in Beijing now..."

I was a little nervous because I absolutely didn't want Liu Xue to leave like this.

But as soon as the words fell, Liu Xue's eyes dimmed like an extinguished lamp.

A bad feeling came over me, and after a while, I heard her voice coming over somewhat faintly.

: "If I say...I don't feel like living in Beijing right now..."

Liu Xue said this in a low voice, but it was like a strong cold wave hitting me head-on, making my cheeks ache slightly.

I was stunned by what she said, and a feeling of dizziness surged in my mind.

At this time Liu Xue paused, sighed lightly and said: "Little Zhang, do you know why I didn't want to go home? Because I don't have any friends at home, I don't know why everyone doesn't like me, So I wanted to change to a new environment, so I came to Beijing alone."

"But... I am not young now, am I... The me now...should think about the future.. Isn't it..."

What Liu Xue said left me speechless.

When I first met Liu Xue, Liu Xue expressed that she was unwilling to go home. It turned out that it was because of this reason, but now that Liu Xue has said such things, it does not mean that she has been shaken now and has plans to go back. Do you mean it?

A sense of fear appeared out of nowhere, I couldn't help looking at her, and asked word by word: "Are you going to leave too?"

I don't know why I said "Leave too", but Liu Xue trembled slightly after hearing my words.

After a while, Liu Xue shook his head and said in a daze

: "I don't know, I don't know what to do, my mind is so messed up."

Liu Xueyue said that his emotions became more and more agitated, and the circles of his eyes obviously turned red.

There was a pain in my heart, and I subconsciously wanted to speak again, but Liu Xue suddenly calmed down, and she lowered her head slightly, and said in a depressed tone

: "Little Zhang, I want to be alone for a while... is that okay..."

Liu Xue's words made me stuck in the words that were already on my lips. After a while, I sighed, nodded lightly and said, "Okay."

After I finished speaking, I looked at Liu Xue, dragged my body and walked towards my room step by step.

When I reached the corner, I still stood still and turned my head to look at Liu Xue.

At this moment, Liu Xue was sitting alone on the sofa, and he saw her with her head down, her long hair drooping straight.

But under the light, her figure looked extremely haggard and thin.

I gritted my teeth and walked back to my room in a daze.

Lying on the bed in the room, it was as if my brain had been given anesthesia. I could only feel that everything around me was spinning, making it impossible to calm down.

I absolutely don't want Liu Xue to leave from the bottom of my heart, but the sad thing is that I can't find a reason for her to stay.

What Liu Xue said is quite right, she is not young anymore, she must think about her future.

If Mother Liu asked her to go back to help, as a daughter, what reason could she use to reject her mother?

Thinking of this, my heart felt sour for a while, and that feeling of powerlessness filled my body again.

But at this moment, the sound of opening and closing the door suddenly sounded, my chest tightened, and I quickly stood up, opened the door and walked out.

When I saw the empty sofa in the living room, my nose was sore, and all the strength was drained from my whole body.

After a while, in front of the sofa where I left, I sat down on it limply.

I didn't move my body until Xiaoxue came back. I was like a doll full of cracks all over my body. If I moved a little, it would immediately fall apart.

After Xiaoxue entered the room, she didn't notice anything unusual at first, but she immediately realized something from my downcast face.

I didn't know what to say to Xiaoxue, so I could only tell her in a daze that Mother Liu was going to take Liu Xue back.

Xiaoxue was obviously very surprised by this matter, seeing her looking at me, she asked in disbelief

: "How...why did she take Liu Xue back when she was so good?"

I was silent for a while, then answered Xiaoxue and said, "She said that she was too busy with some things at home, so she wanted Liu Xue to go back and help her."

After I said this, Xiaoxue paused for a moment, and then muttered softly: "Is that so... I want to go back to work..."

But soon Xiaoxue looked at me again and asked, "Then... what about Liu Xue? What did she say?"

I shook my head, "She said she didn't know what to do, so she wanted to be alone."

When I said this, I felt sad for a while, and I couldn't help but added with some self-deprecation: "I always thought that Liu Xue lived happily every day, but just now I discovered that she is not so happy... It's just that she usually puts the things in her heart Emotions are all hidden... you women... are all equally good at this..."

Xiaoxue was taken aback when she heard me say that, then shook her head lightly and said

: "There are often reasons why women are reluctant to say things that are difficult to say."

After finishing speaking, Xiaoxue paused, walked over and put her face in front of me and said, "Xiao Zhang, can I ask you a question?"

I looked at Xiaoxue, and although the words just now reminded me of her holding the exhibition clothes, I still nodded slightly.

:"what is the problem?"

Xiaoxue thought for a while, and asked, "Do you want Liu Xue to leave?"

I couldn't help being surprised for a while, and immediately replied: "Of course not, why would I want her to let her go!"

My voice was a bit loud, I don't understand why Xiaoxue would ask such a question.

What surprised me was that Xiaoxue's expression changed slightly when she heard me say that, and she smiled slightly and said,

: "That's right.. I think you shouldn't tell me the answer to the question.. You should tell Liu Xue..."

Xiaoxue's words awakened the person in the dream, and made me wake up in an instant.

Seeing my expression, Xiaoxue stood up straight and continued to speak slowly

: "Don't be dazed. Didn't I tell you a long time ago that you just need to be worthy of your own heart? I believe that if you tell Liu Xue that you want her to stay, she will definitely think about it."

After saying that, Xiaoxue stepped aside, as if telling me to go quickly.

Seeing this, I stood up in a panic and walked towards the door without any hesitation.

Xiaoxue is right, I really should let Liu Xue know what I think, I don't want her to leave, even if it's a selfish idea, but I really don't want her to leave.

I went to the door and twisted it open, came back to my senses and stood still, turned to look at Xiaoxue and said, "Xiaoxue, thank you."

Xiaoxue smiled and waved her hands, motioning for me to go quickly.

I nodded and walked out the door quickly.

Xiaoxue looked at me walking out of the room, her eyes suddenly became a little complicated, at this time Xiaoqiuqiu came to her side, and called softly, Xiaoxue lowered her head, bent down and hugged Xiaoqiuqiu into her arms.

"Only you are with me again."

Xiaoxue touched Xiao Qiuqiu's head, and muttered to herself.

The pupils of the little ball in her arms reflected her disappointed face, and her long hair was already shoulder-length, but no one knew about it.

After I went downstairs, I almost ran all the way, and ran straight to the landlady.

I don't know why, but I just feel that there are so many things I want to say in my heart, and I want to say it to Liu Xue.

But when I walked to the landlord's house, I felt a sense of guilt again, a feeling of wanting to get cold feet.

But a voice seems to ring in my heart, if I shrink back, I will definitely suffer deeply for this for the rest of my life.

I thought about it, took a deep breath and walked in the door.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw that the lights in the side room were on. I hesitated for a while, and walked over.

Through the glass, I saw that the landlord's sister and Liu's mother were there, and at this moment, Liu Xue was sitting by the side with his back to the window.

I slowly raised my hand and tapped the glass lightly.

The people in the room quickly looked towards me, and Liu Xue also turned his head slowly, with a surprised expression on his face soon.

I waved my hand to Liu Xue under Liu's mother's suspicious gaze, signaling her to come out.

Liu Xue understood what I meant, and quickly stood up and walked towards the door.

I took a small step back, and saw the door on the side open, and Liu Xue asked suspiciously as he walked out.

: "Little Zhang... you... why are you here!?"

I was a little flustered when Liu Xue asked me this question. After thinking about it, I mustered up the courage to look at her and said:

: "I..I came to tell you..I don't.."

Before I could finish speaking, the door on the side opened again suddenly, and I saw Liu's mother and the landlord's eldest sister coming out together.

I was taken aback by this situation, and then I heard the landlady look at me and say, "Xiao Zhang, why are you here?"

My heart trembled, and I suddenly felt that something bad was going to happen. The landlord sister knew that Liu Xue and I were living together. If I missed the point, let alone Liu Xue didn't want to leave, wouldn't her mother tie her back?

I forced a smile, and said, "I...I have something to do with Liu Xue..."

Mother Liu was obviously very interested in this matter, and kept staring at me closely.

Under her gaze, I only felt that I was not there anywhere in my body, and I wished I could turn around and run back to the building now.

Unexpectedly, Liu Xue paused at this time, and still asked in doubt: "Xiao Xiaozhang, you...what do you want to tell me?"

I was in a dilemma for a while, not knowing what to do.

But when I thought of the lonely figure of Liu Xue just sitting on the sofa, I gritted my teeth, raised my head and said boldly

: "I came to tell you, I don't want you to go!!"