Living with a beauty

As soon as I said this, there was a sudden silence in the yard, and the atmosphere became strange for a while.

And Liu Xue obviously didn't expect me to say such a thing, and a surprised expression appeared on his face.

However, my attention at this time was not on Liu Xue, but on her mother. Looking at the expression on Liu's mother's face, she was undoubtedly more surprised than Liu Xue.

Strictly speaking, Mother Liu is the one who wants to take Liu Xue away, and I said to Liu Xue in front of her at this time that I don't want her to go. Is it clearly a challenge to her authority?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel guilty for a while, thinking that my brother planned to say this sentence to Liu Xue alone during this trip, but somehow he broadcast it in public.

And at this moment, Liu Xue came back to his senses first, and saw her cheeks flushed suddenly, and said a little awkwardly

: "You..Did you come here just to tell me this..."

Suddenly, I was about to nod to Liu Xue, when I saw Liu's mother stepping forward, and said between me and Liu Xue

: "Zhang Ming, right? I heard Xuexue said that you usually take good care of her, but the matter of letting her go home with me is a plan I discussed with her father. I know you are very good friends, don't you I hope she will go, but this matter still needs to be considered far away, she is a girl, unlike your boys who have time to fight hard, and Xue Xue has just decided to go back with me."

Mother Liu's words were undoubtedly a bolt from the blue to me. I immediately put on an expression that was more surprised than any of them just now, and then looked at Liu Xue with some disbelief, hoping that Liu Xue could smile at my mother. You are fooling me.

But Liu Xue's face became blurred, and her red lips were tightly closed, not wanting to speak.

My heart felt cold, and I asked in a breathless whisper, "You...you decided to leave?"

Liu Xue looked at me indifferently, and nodded slowly.

Seeing Liu Xue nodding, my heart clicked, as if something was broken.

I couldn't accept it for a while, bit my lip unwillingly, and asked incoherently: "Why...you...are you leaving? Have you really...considered it?"

I don't know how to describe my mood, I didn't expect Liu Xue to make such a decision so quickly.

Liu Xue was silent for a while after listening to my words, and then said softly: "Yes."

A simple word seems to be mixed with many emotions, but it is hard to distinguish.

At this time, Mother Liu nodded in satisfaction, then looked at me and said, "It's okay, if you have time, you can ask the other two girls to come to our place to learn and play together, isn't the high-speed rail now very convenient. .”

At this time, I didn't listen to what Liu's mother said at all. I just stood there and looked at Liu Xue, hoping to see something from her face.

But Liu Xue just looked at me very calmly. For the first time, I couldn't see any emotion in her eyes, as if looking at a boundless darkness.

At this time, the landlady who had been standing by the side took a step forward, looked at us and said, "Come on, don't stand outside, go inside first, it's so cold outside, Xiao Zhang, you also come in later Bar."

What the landlady said brought me back to my senses. I froze for a moment, shook my head with a heavy heart, and said in a disappointed tone.

: "Ah..I..I won't go in.."

"I'd better go back first..."

After I finished speaking, I glanced at Mama Liu, then avoided her gaze, turned around after thinking about it, and dragged my heavy legs towards the door.

Every step I took was like stepping on a swamp, so soft that I couldn't stand upright.

And there seemed to be a stinging gaze from behind, I stood still for a moment, then sighed and walked out the door.

After going out, I almost forgot how I walked home in a trance. When I came back to my senses, I found myself standing at the door of the building. He took out the key.

When I opened the door, although the TV was still on, there seemed to be no one on the sofa. I walked a few steps forward, only to find that Xiaoxue was lying on the sofa somehow, with a sound of deep sleep on her face.

I froze for a moment and remained silent without speaking.

Usually only Liu Xuehui lay here, and Xiaoxue was hardly seen lying down and falling asleep on the sofa, and judging from her peaceful expression, she must be tired.

I stood there looking at the sleeping Xiaoxue for a while, then walked back to my room gently.

Back in my room, I sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window in despair.

A huge moon hung in the sky, and the lonely and indifferent moonlight shone on my face through the window.

As if I was waiting for the end of the world, my heart was full of ice, so cold that I couldn't speak.

I don't know how long I sat there, when suddenly there was the sound of the door opening behind me.

I turned around quickly, and my heart darkened again after seeing Xiaoxue who entered the door.

Xiaoxue stood at the door and looked at me. After a while, she whispered, "When did you... come back?"

I sighed, shook my head and said, "It's been a while."

Seemingly hearing the chill in my tone, Xiaoxue hesitated for a while before asking: "Have you seen Liu Xue? She...why hasn't she come back yet?"

Xiaoxue's words made me suddenly feel irritated, I continued to shake my head a little anxiously, and said in a bad tone: "I see, maybe... maybe she won't come back..."

I don't know if I'm speaking to Xiaoxue or to myself, the moment I said the words, my heart ached as if being pinched severely by someone.

And Xiaoxue immediately understood what I meant, and her voice became quieter.

"Is that so...that's right..."

The room became silent, and Xiaoxue was still standing at the door of my room, neither speaking nor moving.

After a while, I lowered my head in a dull voice, and said in a voice that only I could hear

: "I.. am I incompetent.."

"I have always been living a mediocre life.. I have no ability to live. I have no money. Sometimes I will be full of jealousy and yearning when I see other people's lives, but I don't know how to do it Be that kind of person."

Speaking of this, I looked at Xiaoxue with a face full of disappointment, and said in a leisurely tone: "Even you, I have always looked up... I always think that one day I can become as outstanding as you... In that case... Walking by your side will not meet other people's strange eyes again."

"But I feel more and more that we are people living in two worlds. Everything you do has your own ideas and reasons, but I just follow life blindly, living a life that I can't even tell myself apart. day."

"Even you all want to leave me one by one now... But I can't do anything..My life like this...is it really a failure..."

Having said that, I no longer had the courage to look at Xiaoxue, so I could only lower my head weakly, and my nose gradually became sore.

It's just a thought that has been buried in my heart for a long time. I don't know why I can't suppress it at this time, and I have spoken out all these secrets that originally belonged to me alone.

At this time, tears began to roll in my eyes. I never thought that I was a person who loved to cry, but at this moment, the weakness that a man would have began to flow out.

Just when I lowered my head and felt like a knife was stabbing my heart, suddenly a figure squatted down beside me.

I raised my head slowly, and saw Xiaoxue looking at me with a different kind of tenderness in her eyes.

Before I could speak, Xiaoxue suddenly reached out and held my hand, and said slowly

: "Isn't there still me.. here?"

Xiaoxue's words made my heart tremble, and the warmth of her palm came from the back of my hand.

My jaw trembled slightly, and tears rolled down my eyes.

At this time, Xiaoxue showed a distressed smile on her face, and she heard her ethereal voice say

: "Actually.. we are all the same ordinary people.. but we play different roles.. so we have different lives.."

"When you are envious of others, maybe others are also envious of you...at least I never think you are an incompetent person. On the contrary, I always think you are a very unique existence."

"There are things in you that many people don't have.. As I said.. It is you who have not clearly recognized yourself.. I will always remember.. You stood in front of me to block me when I was in danger My appearance...so...you shouldn't be like this...the Zhang Ming I know...is kind and brave...a person who has always had his own ideas."

Speaking of which, Xiaoxue shook my hand slightly, and said word by word

: "Let's throw it away.. You should too.. Open up."

After Xiaoxue finished speaking, she smiled at me, then stood up, and walked out of my room slowly.

I looked down at the hand I had just been held by her..a tear just flowed down my face and into my mouth..salty and bitter..

But gradually, it seemed as if something had been awakened... I raised my head abruptly, and my body also stood up from the bed.

At this time, it was as if something sounded in my head, almost uncontrollable, I opened the door and walked out quickly.

After going out, I went straight to the door, opened the door and ran downstairs..

There were no pedestrians on the road anymore. As I was walking, what Xiaoxue said to me just now was ringing in my head.. I walked faster and faster.. At the end I started to run..

Just when I was about to run to the home of the landlord's eldest sister, a figure appeared in front of me. I gasped and stopped, and saw Liu Xuezheng walking towards me alone.

As if seeing me, Liu Xue stood still, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes, but it quickly disappeared and said softly: "Xiao Xiaozhang...you...why are you here..."

I gasped.. I hardly thought about it. I stepped forward and grabbed Liu Xue's hand. I said, "Accompany me to a place!"