Living with a beauty

I never thought that I would shed tears so easily, and the petite figure not far away also stood still and looked towards me from a distance.

Originally, the distance between each other was not very far, but for some reason, it felt so far away from each other at this moment.

The thick fog around me seemed to cover everything around, and everything looked white and foggy.

I have imagined the picture of Xiao Hanyin appearing in front of me countless times, and I have told myself countless times that when that time comes, I must rush forward to hug her, and then say everything I have wanted to say to her for so long tell her.

But when all this really came, I couldn't move a little bit of my body, and I couldn't say anything.

In this long silence, all memories are revived.

All the memories about her in my mind are like a book that has been dusty for a long time. At this time, someone wiped off the dust with their hands.

Finally, after an unknown amount of time, the figure in front of him moved and turned around as if trying to escape from here.

I came back to my senses, and ran over quickly involuntarily, stopping in front of her body.

The moment I stopped Xiao Hanyin, I felt a tingle in my heart, because I noticed that her long hair was gone, replaced by short hair that just reached her chin.

At this time, Xiao Hanyin's body shook slightly, and she slowly raised her head and looked at me.

As if in a lifetime, my nose started to feel sore again.

And Xiao Hanyin stared at me for a while, then moved her mouth and said in a low voice

: "What a coincidence..."

The very calm tone seemed to wake up the needle piercing the heart.

I moved my mouth, tried my best to hide my panic, and asked her

: "You... when did you come back?"

There were too many things I wanted to ask her, but when it came to my mouth, it turned into such an insignificant sentence.

Xiao Hanyin's eyes flickered for a moment, then she answered me slowly and said:

: "Today, just arrived."

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and looked at the company beside her, as if she was talking to herself and added:

"I wanted to come here to take a look, but I didn't expect to meet you by such a coincidence..."

Xiao Hanyin's words made my heart tremble, no wonder she appeared here at this time, presumably she also deliberately waited until there were fewer people after get off work, so she wanted to come to the company to take a look, but I didn't expect that I would leave so late because of overtime , I just ran into her when I went out.

Xiao Hanyin seems to be quieter, and I can't seem to see her former lively appearance from her body.

And after finishing speaking, Xiao Hanyin seemed to think of something again, and asked me with a faint smile

: "You...why did you leave so late..."

I looked at her and replied softly

"Working overtime, I just finished my work."

After answering, there was a long silence between each other, like two old friends who are unwilling to bring up the past.

In the end, I gritted my teeth and mustered up the courage to speak.

: "Have you eaten? Let's have a meal together.."

There are too many words piled up in my heart, and I don't want to miss this opportunity.

Xiao Hanyin hesitated for a while after listening to my words, and then she smiled slightly and nodded.

"Okay...you can treat me to porridge..."

When I heard this, the picture in my memory was awakened. When I first met her, she stood in front of me like this and said to me: "Please buy me porridge."

I nodded, and the hand that was holding the car key in my pocket paused for a moment, but let it go.

When we walked to the porridge shop together, the seat we sat before happened to be empty.

They didn't speak to each other along the way, as if they both had their own concerns.

After I sat down, I saw her clearly under the light, and the face that was always full of vitality became a little haggard.

This made me feel distressed for a while, and I couldn't help but say,

"you lost weight.."

Quickly got a response "You are fat.."

Embarrassed, I still asked, "Your hair..?"

Seeing Xiao Hanyin stretch out his hand to touch it, the corner of his mouth smiled slightly.

"Cut it off...it was cut shortly after I went back."

Looking at her smiling face, I was a little silent. I could feel that her acting skills were not outstanding, and everything was a deliberate forced smile.

And I don't know whether I should pierce this layer of mask, I don't know anything now, I don't know why she came back, and I don't know how to face her now.

Thinking of this, I hesitated for a while, but put on a calm face and said:

: "That's it.. You.. come back to Beijing. What are you doing? Still... are you going?"

Xiao Hanyin pushed the menu towards me, looked at me with her head tilted and said

: "Let's go, the company is going on a business trip, and when passing by Beijing, I just remembered that I haven't picked up something, so I came here to stay for one night."

What Xiao Hanyin said made my heart skip a beat. My original dream that one day she would return to the company like Hu Wenbin was shattered.

I sighed softly, and asked with some reluctance: "You...have you found a new job? What didn't you take?"

Xiao Hanyin smiled at me, and answered me: "Rabbit, I was too anxious when I went back, so I left it with the landlord. This time I just have the opportunity, so I plan to take it back."

Xiao Hanyin's words reminded me of the rabbit that I used to love, and also of the landlord who lived opposite her when she left.

I froze, and said softly

: "Then.. you will go back tomorrow, right.. where do you live tonight?"

Xiao Hanyin nodded, and answered me truthfully, "I'll just stay in that hotel, um, I'll go back at noon tomorrow..."

I was stunned when I heard her words, thinking about it, if Xiao Hanyin really came to get the rabbit, naturally I can only find a hotel nearby to stay.

At this time, the waiter came over and asked if the two of us had decided on something.

The waiter seemed to recognize Xiao Hanyin, and even greeted him politely and said

: "I haven't seen you for a long time, is this your boyfriend?"

There was embarrassment on my face, and this embarrassment turned into a sharp pain when I saw Xiao Hanyin shaking her head at the waiter.

I suddenly realized that even though she is sitting in front of me now, she is not the same woman when we were together, and I am not the same me when we were together.

Although the time is short, it is enough for things to change.

At this time, the waiter walked away a little embarrassed, and Xiao Hanyin turned to look at me, and asked slowly after a pause

:"How are you recently?"

It was originally what I wanted to keep asking, but she preempted it.

I nodded: "It's okay, how about you?"

Xiao Hanyin smiled: "I'm fine too, how about Sister Xiaoxue and the others? Are they all fine..."

When two people who are obviously familiar with each other start talking about the people around them, everything changes.

Xiao Hanyin and I started chatting word by word, most of the time she was asking questions and I was answering.

And my heart began to become tense as time went by, and there was a voice in my mind that kept ringing, as if reminding me, "It's not like this, it shouldn't be like this."

But even though I think so, I still don't know how to say what is in my heart, I can only look at Xiao Hanyin, see her demeanor as usual, and listen to what she says as usual.

Finally, when the porridge was almost finished, Xiao Hanyin took out her mobile phone.

I saw her looking down at the screen, raised her head and said to me

: "It's late, you go back, or you won't be able to catch the last bus."

I didn't expect the time to pass so quickly, so I couldn't help but took out my phone and took a look. The time displayed on it was indeed the same.

I feel a little sad thinking that Xiao Hanyin will still think about me at this time, but the sad thing is that I don't have to catch the last bus anymore.

I gritted my teeth, and saw Xiao Hanyin standing up and continuing to say

: "I just want to go back to the hotel, let's go."

I followed her to get up and pay the bill, and slowly walked out the door.

After going out, the cold came, and I saw Xiao Hanyin shrank his neck involuntarily, then turned his head to look at me and said

: "I won't see you off, I'll go this way."

After she finished speaking, she stretched out her hand and pointed to the direction to the right.

This was the first time in her memory that she said she would not send me off. Before, she always insisted on sending me in spite of my objection.

Suddenly I couldn't hold back my emotions, lowered my head and raised my voice a little bit and said

: "Enough.. Don't do this.. Okay?"

Xiao Hanyin's expression froze for a moment, her hand was still raised in the air and she didn't let it go, her eyes looked at me with a little laxity.

And I burst out of the backlog of emotions from just now, and said to her in a sad tone

: "Why..Why do you and I have to pretend to be so plain..Why do we have to sit here and talk about these irrelevant things..Why I obviously have a lot of things I want to say to you, but I can only pile them up In my heart..why is that?"

"Obviously I... have been waiting for the day when you come back! But why do I look like this after seeing you..."

The more I talked, the more sad I became, and I could hardly control my emotions.

Obviously when I saw her, all the thoughts accumulated in my heart for a long time came out, but when I didn't know why I had to put on a hypocritical face, I couldn't tell whether I was avoiding or unwilling to face it what to face.

At this time, Xiao Hanyin slowly let go of her hand, and saw her take a small step towards me, lowered her head and said in a faint voice

: "I'm sorry..I..I really shouldn't...appear in front of you again.."

Xiao Hanyin's words made my heart tremble, I looked at her, and couldn't help reaching out to grab her arm, and said in a tone full of self-blame

: "I'm sorry... I should be the one to say I'm sorry.. I've been to Houhai.. I read what you wrote there.."

"The wrong person has always been me...it's all because of my selfishness that caused you harm...but I...haven't noticed it for so long...it's all because of me that I became like this..."

"So..I've always wanted to tell you...I'm sorry for you..I really didn't realize it at the time. I've been making that mistake all the time..After you left I just..."

Before I could finish my sentence, I felt someone grab my wrist.

I raised my head and saw Xiao Hanyin looking at me, with a hand gently on my wrist.

"It's okay... I.. From the beginning to the end.. Never blamed you.."