Living with a beauty

Xiao Hanyin's words made my heart feel like a knife, and tears kept rolling in my eyes.

At this time, she looked at me quietly, her eyes were full of tenderness.

It's still that familiar face, and it's still her who can tolerate all my mistakes.

Under her gaze, I felt even more sad, as if a huge hole had been opened in my heart, the pain kept gushing out from it.

If Xiao Hanyin had scolded me or scolded me severely at this time, maybe I wouldn't be as sad as I am now.

But she still used her own way to tell me that it was okay, she never blamed me.

It seems that there will be such a person in everyone's life, she is not your parents, not your relatives, but she is always like your closest person, no matter what you do wrong, she will tell you" It doesn't matter"

This is a kind of great tolerance, a kind of tolerance that belongs only to those who are most important to you.

I couldn't help trembling my chin, and slowly raised my other hand, trying to take her in front of me into my arms.

But just when I was about to touch her, Liu Xue's appearance flashed before my eyes.

My body trembled involuntarily, and my hands froze in mid-air.

At this time, Xiao Hanyin also noticed my actions, and saw her look at my hand with a little blurred eyes, and then gently let go of the palm that had just held my wrist.

My body became limp, and my hands hung down feebly.

Already, there is no reason to hug her, and I can no longer hug her.

There was a time when I had everything she had for granted, but at that time I never thought of embracing her, but after I lost her, I realized that what I owed her was not just a simple love. Embrace.

At this time, Xiao Hanyin took a small step back, and saw her smile, and her voice slowly sounded around

: "Go back, I'm leaving too..."

I looked at her, hesitated for some reason, and said

: "You.. What time will you leave at noon tomorrow? When the time comes.. Shall I see you off?"

Obviously a little surprised, Xiao Hanyin looked at me with a slight change in expression.

"No need, I can go alone. You should have to go to work tomorrow..."

I shook my head and said firmly

: "It's okay, I'll see you off."

Maybe he noticed the serious expression on my face, maybe he knew that he would probably never see me again, Xiao Hanyin thought for a while, then nodded slightly.

"1 o'clock, I'll wait for you at the subway entrance near here."

I froze for a moment, and nodded to her in a panic.

After seeing me nodding, Xiao Hanyin waved at me, turned around and walked forward without looking back.

And I have been standing in place watching her, watching her little figure go farther and farther, watching her little figure become blurred, and until her figure disappeared into the thick night, she He didn't stand still and turn around.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that she had gone far away, far away in my life.

I don't know how long it took me to come back to my senses, I lowered my head sadly, turned around and walked towards the company with my weak body.

When driving back, because I was absent-minded all the time, I was almost taken away by black and white impermanence several times.

It was past ten o'clock when I got home, and there were hardly any pedestrians on the street.

I went upstairs and opened the door, only to find that the TV was still dimly lit, and Liu Xue was sitting there watching the TV.

Seeing that I was back, Liu Xue stood up from the sofa, then looked at me and said

: "Little Zhang, are you back? Did you work overtime so late? I knew that I would go to the company to help you after Xiaoxue fell asleep during the day.."

After hearing Liu Xue's words, I didn't speak, but stood still and looked at her, feeling a little hesitant in my heart.

Liu Xue didn't realize that I was wrong, walked towards me, and continued to say

: "Do you still want to eat? I ate with Xiaoxue, she has fallen asleep, if you want to eat, I will warm it up for you..."

Said Liu Xue has already walked to the side, turned on the light, and stood in front of me.

I looked up at her, only to feel that some words were stuck in my throat, and it was difficult to swallow for a while, and I couldn't speak them out.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Liu Xue seemed to have sensed something, and asked cautiously

: "What's the matter? Yes.. What's the matter?"

I looked at Liu Xue, gritted my teeth and said

:"She has come back."

Liu Xue didn't understand what I said for a while, but she looked at me suspiciously before she seemed to react, and her body shook accordingly.

"Hanyin..she's back..yeah."

I don't know what kind of expression to use to face Liu Xue at this time, so I can only lower my head and answer softly

: "I.. met her at the entrance of the company when I got off work.. She will leave at noon tomorrow.."

Having said that, I paused for a moment, and forced out the rest of the words.

"I... want to send her off tomorrow."

In fact, I don't know why I told Liu Xue about this at all. I know that even if I don't tell Liu Xue, if I just find a reason to go out at noon tomorrow to send Xiao Hanyin away, Liu Xue might not know about it. The moment I went home and saw Liu Xue, I had the idea to tell her about it.

And sure enough, Liu Xue had a look of surprise on his face when he heard me say that.

But soon this expression disappeared, Liu Xue looked at me with a faint smile on his face

: "Okay, it's okay, I don't mind."

For a while, I lost the ability to distinguish between truth and lies, so I couldn't hear Liu Xuezhen's thoughts.

But soon Liu Xue moved closer to me, his face was almost pressed against mine and said

: "You can tell me about this, I'm already very happy.. Hanyin she.. is a good girl.."

"So.. whatever decision you make tomorrow.. I will support you."

After speaking, Liu Xue took a small step back, stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of my clothes and said

: "Remember to dress smarter tomorrow, I guess you should have eaten, then I'll go back to sleep..."

Before I could speak, Liu Xue had already walked back to his room and closed the door gently.

I stood there for a while, then turned my head and looked towards Liu Xue's door.

Although the door was closed tightly, I seemed to be able to see her face at this moment.

After a while, I sighed softly and walked back to my room.

No sleep for one night.

When I woke up in the morning, I opened the cabinet next to my bed.

I took out the dusty box from inside and opened it carefully.

Inside the box was quietly placed the Tibetan silver bracelet, and the two neatly stacked notes, on which a shell was pressed.

I sat on the bed and took out these things one by one and put them in front of my eyes for a while, then put them back gently.

The moment the lid was put back on, the balance that had been in my heart for a long time tilted to the side, and everything had an answer.

After leaving the door of the room, Liu Xue had already got up, and I couldn't help being stunned when I saw her.

But soon Liu Xue looked at me with a calm face, indicating that Xiaoxue didn't seem to be recovering, so today she will stay with Xiaoxue for another day.

I nodded when I heard Liu Xue say that, and started to walk out the door.

The moment I opened the anti-theft door, I turned my head and glanced at Liu Xue, and saw her standing there quietly. The sun that had just risen just happened to shine in through the window, and the sunlight overlapped with her eyes. the warmth.

When I arrived at the company, I spent the whole morning looking at the lower right corner of the computer.

After finally getting through to 12:[-], I stood up and hurriedly walked downstairs to the company.

It's not very far from the subway entrance, 15 minutes' walk is enough, I don't want to be late, so I should arrive ten minutes earlier in my calculation.

But as soon as he got to the place, he saw Xiao Hanyin standing there from a distance.

Before she approached her, she turned her head and looked at me with a faint smile on her face.

This smile raged back and forth in my heart, making me stand still involuntarily.

In the distance, she was dragging a small box, her petite figure still looked so thin in the crowd.

I was stunned for a while before I set off and walked in front of her, then tried my best to hide my sad emotions and said

: "When did you arrive? Where's your rabbit..."

Xiao Hanyin nodded, and her hair trembling could no longer be seen.

"Just arrived, it's in here" said Xiao Hanyin and pointed to the box in his hand.

I paused and continued to ask: "What time is the train? Have you had lunch?"

Xiao Hanyin smiled: "I've eaten, it's 3 o'clock, let's go."

I was startled, and took a step forward to take the box in her hand, and led her into the subway.

Along the way, Xiao Hanyin didn't say much, just stood by my side all the time, feeling like a little bird clinging to me.

At the same time, because of the crowded subway, I was very close to her, so close that I could smell the familiar smell on her body.

When we got to the train station, the scene of crowds of people appeared in front of us again.

Everything seemed to be repeating the same process as last time. I carried her luggage and squeezed her into the waiting room.

After staying for a while after entering, the news of ticket inspection came from the radio, and I squeezed into the platform with her again.

It's still the familiar bullet train, but at a different time.

After stepping off the high platform, Xiao Hanyin's voice suddenly came from behind him

: "Okay, let's send it here."

I turned to look at her, and she looked at me with a very peaceful smile on her face.

At this time, she came forward, took her luggage from my hand, and then said softly

: "Thank you for coming to see me off after such a long journey."

I didn't speak, I still looked at her in a daze.

Little Hanyin dodged my eyes a little, looked to both sides, and added:

: "Then.. you go.. I'm going to get in the car too.."

I shivered, and nodded dumbly.

Xiao Hanyin sighed softly, turned around with a smile and carried her luggage to the carriage.

I watched her back as she walked away step by step, and suddenly something welled up in my heart.

He moved his mouth involuntarily, and shouted loudly at her.

: "Xiaoyin."

Xiao Hanyin stood still and turned around slowly.

I looked at her, bit my lip hard... and said loudly

"I...I like Liu Xue.."

"But..just looking at you..my heart is shaken.."

"So..I can't see you anymore.."

"I.. can't see you again in the future.."

The more I spoke, the lower my voice became. Every word that came out of my mouth seemed to be pulling my heart hard.

Xiao Hanyin not far away was still looking at me calmly. After a while, she put down her luggage and walked towards me.

I looked at her and saw her walking towards me when I first saw her.

Before I came back to my senses, she had already come over and hugged me gently, pressing her head tightly against my chin.

My heart trembled, and for the first time, I stretched out my hand and hugged her tightly without hesitation.

At the same time, her gentle voice sounded in her ear.

"it does not matter"

"In the next life, please, you must find me first."