Alien love

"This rainstorm really came and went in such a hurry!" I stood on the promenade of Yuwei Temple, reaching out to catch the crystal-like rain and dew hanging from the eaves.Drops of water rolled down my palm, it was cold.

"The closer I get to the day of the Nine Stars, the more excited I am. Xiao Wei, where do you think we should go to celebrate when we go back? I decided to go to the nightclub after I go back. What do you think of making up for the lost time in a few years?" Yue Ming was lazily leaning on the imperial concubine's couch in the hall, with a naughty smile on his face.

"I have no ambitions!" I rebuked softly without a word.

"Yes, it's perfectly normal for me to be a masculine man without big ambitions. Unlike others, as a woman, if she doesn't even grow up as she should, that's called having no ambitions." Yue Ming He squinted his eyes and stared at my chest, and deliberately said that big character with special emphasis.

This shameless guy, I subconsciously covered my chest with both hands, blushed and cursed: "Pervert!"

"Why are you perverted? Don't forget that we are modern people, and modern times are not the age when talking about sex changes like in ancient times. Hey, it seems that Xiao Wei has stayed in this time and space for too long, and you can't even have the hearty and cheerful The openness is worn out!" Yue Ming stood up and let out a long sigh as if he was deeply moved.

"Even in Hong Kong, I don't casually talk about sexual issues with people, okay? This lady is a very conservative person in her bones. So please don't make such jokes with me in the future!" I replied angrily , turned and walked into the inner hall.Picking up the medicine box on the dressing table, she prepared to go to Zhaoyang Palace to ask for Lingxue's pulse.

"Okay, if you don't say it, don't say it, cheapskate. Uh, where are you going?" Yue Ming asked when he saw me pick up the medicine box and jumped off the imperial concubine.

"Oh, I originally wanted to go to Zhaoyang Palace to get the empress's pulse. When I encountered this heavy rain, I had to wait for the rain to stop before going there. And I want to tell the queen that we are leaving the country of Li by the way. We always Can't you just leave without an explanation?" I smiled and lifted the medicine box, put up the oil-paper umbrella, and walked straight out of Yuwei Hall.

Yue Ming stood there in a daze as he watched the woman in a flowing blue palace dress calmly walk away on the imperial road, feeling a little uneasy in his heart.Just like what I told her just now, the closer the date of going back, the stronger the feeling of uneasiness in my heart.What exactly is going on?Are you thinking too much?Or are you overexcited?

After the rain, the imperial garden is filled with the fresh smell of soil, and there is still some water on the imperial road, which wets the embroidered shoes on my feet.I carefully lifted the corner of the skirt, thinking about the place where the stagnant water settled with my toes.The sapphire bracelet on my hand emitted a faint blue light, I stared at it nervously, why did it flash suddenly?Isn't it the day of Jiuxing Lianzhu?

He looked up at the blue sky.A colorful rainbow appeared above the head, so beautiful!

Is the light of the rainbow to the bracelet.Is that why the faint blue just now appeared?I thought to myself, but kept walking forward.

Zi'er stood at the gate of Zhaoyang Palace smiling and beckoning to me.I smiled back and walked forward quickly.

"My servant saw that the rain had stopped, so I figured that you should be here, girl. I didn't want to meet her right after I came out!" Zi'er took the oil-paper umbrella from my hand and led me inside.

"Hehe. That's right. I was about to come after packing up. I didn't want to be delayed by the rainstorm. How is your majesty today?" I asked with a smile.

Violet nodded.Empress Lingxue came out from the inner hall, her steps were still light. Although she was six months pregnant, she didn't look bulky at all, but her cheeks were a little plumper than before.

"See..." Before I even had time to greet him, Ling Xue pretended to be angry and said, "Are you going to meet me?"

"Ah?" I looked at her in astonishment, and saw her phoenix eyes twinkle, and said with a chuckle, "I told you, we are sisters in private, so there is no need to be polite!"

I smiled and said, "Understood, next time I'll just say Xue'er, I'm coming to see you. Is this going to work?"

"Well, I still like the way we were free from each other when we first met you." Ling Xue said thoughtfully.

The first time we met was when Ye and I came to Li country to prepare for the expedition.It seems that the time is not long, but in the blink of an eye, things have changed.Ye, how is he doing?Is he and his concubine as affectionate as Li Zixin and Ling Xue?If he lives happily, I think I can go back without any regrets or worries!

"Xue'er, I want to say sorry to you. I don't think I can stay in Li country to accompany you to wait for delivery!" I looked at Ling Xue with some embarrassment and said.

"Why? Xiaowei, didn't you say that you would stay and watch our baby's birth? Didn't you promise to be my baby's godmother? Where are you going to leave Li Country?" Ling Xue stood nervously got up and asked.

I hurriedly helped her sit down and explained: "I'm sorry Xue'er, I can't stay. I plan to go back to our hometown with Yue Ming. Maybe I won't come back after I leave. But I will definitely I will miss you all. During this period of time, all of you took care of me and our relationship with each other is the most precious memory in my life."

"Okay, why did you just leave? Will you never come again? Xiaowei, can you tell me the reason?" Ling Xue asked as if she couldn't understand what I said.

"I don't even know what to tell you. The reason I stayed here for so long was because I couldn't find my way back. Now, Yue Ming has finally found it. I can go home with him to meet my father. Brother, this makes me really happy. It’s been too long since I’ve been separated from them, and I miss them very much. So, forgive my presumptuousness, Xue’er!” I said sadly, after more than a year, I also I don't know how my father and brother are doing.

Ling Xue's hands were tightly clasped together, and she was struggling with contradictions in her heart.Brother Ye fell ill because of her, what kind of devotion, what kind of destructive love can make himself bruised all over.But Xiao Wei actually wanted to leave him and go home, leaving brother Ye alone in the abyss of pain.No, Xiaowei can't be so selfish.

"Xiaowei, something is pressing on my heart like a big stone, and I can't breathe. I have been struggling in my heart, should I tell you?" Ling Xue's eyes were faintly shining, and the corners of her mouth were twitching. Consciously shaking.It was a sad expression.

I looked at her in astonishment, and asked in a deep voice: "Xue'er, what happened?"

"Brother Ye!" Ling Xue looked into my pupils.Squeeze out three words with a look of pain on his face.

That's the name I've been desperately trying to forget all this time. The three words without warning fell into my heart like a boulder, and my heart suddenly surged: "Ye? What's wrong with Ye?"

"Father's family letter said that brother Ye became sick from overwork and vomited blood several times. His condition is not optimistic!" Ling Xue took out a letter from her sleeve pocket and handed it to me, saying word by word.

My heart suddenly seemed to be torn in two.Tears fell down involuntarily, how could this happen, I don't believe it.How could Ye be so sick?

"Xue'er, is what you said true?" I stared at her blankly, tears falling down drop by drop.

"How could I make fun of Brother Ye's body? Ever since he thought you were dead, he seemed to be a different person. He devoted himself to government affairs. He squandered his body desperately, and even led soldiers in spite of his illness a few days ago. Expedition to Beichuan Kingdom. Xiaowei. Brother Ye was not like this before. Now no one can save him except you. Even if the imperial physician in the palace can try his best to heal his body, but he can't save his heart? Heart disease You still need heart medicine and medicine, and you are the good medicine for brother Ye. How can you bear to leave brother Ye and go back alone? Xiaowei, if I beg you, please save my brother Ye!" Ling Xue persuaded with teary eyes.

What should I do?My heart is like a mess of hemp, and I keep cutting and straightening it out.All this is my fault.If it wasn't for my selfishness, if it wasn't for being too attached to Ye's tenderness back then.How could I let him be so doomed?

I don't know how I got back to the Yuwei Palace. Along the way, the emotions I have been suppressing are surging like a river that has broken its embankment. The images that flash in my mind are every detail of my relationship with Ye , to what extent has such an excellent person been hurt by me to make him abandon himself like this?

I sat by the bed, unable to suppress the sadness in my heart any longer, and burst into tears.My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.The words my mother said when I was a child rang in my ears: "Every woman has a man in her heart who makes her cry when she thinks of it. Of course, only when you really love will you know this. The truth of the words."

I really understand, and I really love it.Yue Ming, I'm sorry, for the sake of the one I love, I want to be selfish again!

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"What? You want to go back to Xuanguo? Are you crazy? We can go back in less than a month. Are you going to give up this opportunity?" Yue Ming looked at me incredulously, his eyes were turbulent Angry, this is the first time I've seen him angry.

I nodded, looked at Yue Ming resolutely and said: "Yue Ming, I'm sorry, I've already made up my mind. I must go to Ye, I can't let him die, you know?"

"Xiaowei, we finally waited for a chance to go back. We don't belong to this world at all, and the illusory future between you is really depressing, so we have to choose to forget. The past is not the beauty of the past, but the present Since it can't last forever, don't do unnecessary struggles, let go and be good to each other. Time will not fade the memory, but it can wash away the sadness, and slowly dilute the inner emotions. Come back to Hong Kong with me!" Yue Ming earnestly persuaded.

I know everything he said is true, and I know he's doing it for my own good.But I can't ignore that person. That person is the only one in my heart, the person I love deeply, how can I let him go and let him struggle in pain.His life has never been warm and lonely, how can I bear to see him live in despair?

"Yue Ming, go back by yourself, I can't abandon him knowing that he is in danger. I can't be so selfish. I'm going to save him!" I said choked up.

"As the prince of Xuanguo, so many people can take care of his body, why do you rush back? Where is your insistence? Didn't you say that your principle of choosing a spouse must be a couple for life? He has a princess now, do you want to be the third party?" Yue Ming excitedly grabbed my shoulder and growled.

"Let go of me!" I struggled.Yue Ming grabbed my shoulder tightly and didn't let go, as if he wanted to wring my hands off. "Yue Ming, you hurt me, let me go."

Yue Ming stared at me with a face full of pain, and suddenly bowed his head and covered my lips. For a moment, my breath seemed to be taken away, the hot and domineering breath rushed towards my face, and the cold lips pressed me tightly, tossing and turning.I looked at him in horror, my body struggling non-stop.I suddenly wanted to swear, but just as I was about to open my mouth, he took advantage of the opportunity to pry open my white teeth, and the spirit tongue drove straight in, chasing the tip of my tongue, with a very domineering possessive desire.I was tightly embedded in his arms, his big hands groped up and down my body, free, and my breathing gradually became heavy.My mind went blank, how could this be?Yue Ming, how could you treat me like this?

I closed my eyes and bit his lips hard.

"Well..." He stared at me with wide eyes in pain, and gradually let go of me.

I slumped against the desk and panted heavily, with a faint smell of blood in my mouth.I looked at the corner of his mouth, the wound with the distinct teeth marks was the one I bit hard on just now.

"Xiao Wei, yes, I'm sorry!" Yue Ming wiped away the blood from the corner of his mouth, and all the ** that had been hidden in his eyes just now had disappeared, his eyes filled with helplessness and sadness.

"Yue Ming, since when did you..." I stared at him blankly.

"I don't know, maybe it was the first time we met, maybe I came to this world for a few years just waiting for your appearance. Xiaowei, let go of everything here and come back to Hong Kong with me, I will love you well , not to let you suffer any harm. Just like I promised you in Xiyue, I will spend my whole life protecting you and loving you! Okay?"

Yue Ming, how good would it be to say that you were the first person I met after I came to ancient times?But my heart has been completely given to Ye. I am very touched by everything you have done for me, but how can I accept your love selfishly because of being moved?It's not fair to you.

"Yue Ming, I'm sorry. I can't let Ye go. Can you let me go back? If Ling Ye really doesn't need me anymore, I will give up and go back to Hong Kong to start a new life."

"Don't you think about me at all?" Yue Ming asked in a hoarse voice with a sad expression.

I remained silent for a long time before uttering a few words that seemed extremely heartless to him: "Put me down and go back to Hong Kong, because of the fetters, I can't let him go."

"Okay, since you insist on this, then I will stay with you!" Yue Ming looked at me and said firmly: "As you said, because of the fetters, I can't let you go alone!"

"Yue Ming! I don't deserve you to do this, you know, I have no way to respond to you, why do you do this?" I shook my head, tears streaming down my face.

"It's up to me to decide whether it's worth it or not. Relationships are not equal, and you don't need to get what you pay for. As long as you are happy, this place won't hurt so much! Let me protect you until one day you push away Me, tell me until you don't need me anymore, okay?" He pointed his slender fingers at the position of his heart, his eyes sparkled softly, making me unable to say any more heartless words.

My nose is so sore, I think it must be ugly for me to cry at this moment, he hugged me into his arms, stroked my back with his big hands, and said with a smile: "Did no one tell you, you cry It’s so ugly, so in the future, you still have to smile more and don’t cry!” (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

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