Alien love

The carriage galloped on the way to Beichuan country, and the scenery on both sides of the official road gradually became desolate and silent. Where the carriage passed by, dust and gravel swirled in mid-air, and finally dissipated slowly.With the scorching sun outside, you can see some emaciated and ragged refugees everywhere.The sun shines on their faces, emitting a dazzling golden color. Their smiles seem to be completely unable to see the sadness brought about by the subjugation of the country. They seem to be expecting a powerful country to take over their land. After being heavily exploited, they can live a prosperous life like the people of Xuanguo.

Yue Ming leaned against a corner of the carriage, his eyes closed tightly, as if he was resting his mind, but I knew he was just feeling uncomfortable and struggling.For him, I have infinite guilt and helplessness, and I may not be able to repay his debt of love in this life.Hey, I couldn't help but secretly sighed in my heart: "There has been love and infatuation in life since ancient times, and this hatred has nothing to do with the wind and the moon!"

I lay down by the window, watching the scenery on both sides of the official road drifting back quickly, and my thoughts also flew quickly:

That day I went to Qianhua Hall alone to find Li Zixin. He was reviewing the memorial. The bright sunlight shone on his golden dragon robe, reflecting a faint brilliance. He looked up at me, his clear and bright eyes were full of surprise, It was only for a moment that a dissolute smile appeared on Qing Juan's face.

I explained the purpose of my visit lightly, but I didn't want the vermilion pen in his hand to land on the imperial case with a bang, and the vermilion ink splashed on the white paper, like blossoming bright red plums.

His face turned pale in an instant, and he asked puzzledly, "Why?"

I looked into his pupils.Tell him I've changed my mind and I'm going to find Ye.For various reasons, I still can't let him go completely, so I'm going to find him.

There was unbelievable surprise in his eyes, as well as unbearable pain.But he didn't treat me as rudely as Yue Ming.His hands hanging by his side were tightly clenched, and I could hear the crackling sound of his joints as he endured the utmost restraint.I stood quietly and waited for a long time, and he showed a wry smile: "These days are the happiest years I have ever lived in my life. I can't forget to visit the folks, pick melons and fruits, and watch wrestling with you." Those happy times. Xiaowei, you know my heart for you. If I beg you to stay, can you..."

beg me?I looked at him in astonishment.Is this something that an emperor who rules the world can easily say?

Li Zixin's peaceful and silent voice sounded slowly in my ears, his smile and slightly warm eyes seemed to be withdrawn from this world, just like what I heard in my ears, it was ethereal and emptiness: " The first time I saw you was not the time when you and Ye came to Li Country to accompany me on an expedition, but on the day I and Xueer got married. On the noisy royal road of the imperial city, I met a snowy moon in plain clothes A woman like her. It took only one glance, and I really understood the meaning of the heart-wrenching mentioned in the book. Just one glance. That woman is deeply engraved in my heart. As long as I think of her, my heartbeat will inexplicably speed up From childhood to adulthood. Even as the heir of the emperor, I have to rely on my own efforts to get anything, whether it is the supreme throne or the attention and love of my father. As long as I rely on my own efforts, nothing is impossible But that day I really tasted the taste of loss. Because there is another better person by your side, I envy him, but more of envy. I suppressed my emotions and said to myself again and again After all, it is one step too late. With only one step, we have missed our whole life. But there is nothing I can do. Until I heard that you are leaving Ling Ye, although I was shocked, I was secretly happy, because in this case, we will have a chance I have told myself countless times in my heart to let go, but this time, I am never willing to let go of your hand! Xiaowei, I love you, can you stay?"

I slowly widened my eyes and looked at the slightly humble king in front of me, feeling indescribably shocked in my heart.The slack and sad light in his eyes slowly condensed, and finally returned to the original clarity, he took me into his arms, and said lightly: "Ling Ye is no longer the only one in your heart who will be a couple forever! Let me come Love you, okay?"

I struggled to leave his embrace, only to feel a sudden pain in my chest, and I could hardly stand still, the bitterness and guilt in my heart rippled like a broken lake.It was I who pushed Ye away. Do I have any right to question why he married someone else and broke the promise we made?If the principle I have always adhered to becomes a stumbling block for me to go back to find Ye, then let that principle go to hell.

I said lightly: "I'm sorry, Your Majesty! The only thing in this world that cannot be forced is love. You should know this better than anyone else. My heart has been filled and I can't hold anyone anymore. Therefore, I want Back to him, I can't let him live alone in despair. He always hides his sadness with coldness in front of others, but turns around and licks his wound alone, so no matter what, I can't do it again Abandon him. But you are different, there are so many people who love you by your side, Your Majesty, cherish the people around you. Also, you promised me that if I want to leave one day, you will let me go Yes. You are not joking, I hope the emperor will think twice!"

He was stunned on the spot, something meaningful was surging in his eyes.

Time seemed to have stood still, and the huge Qianhua Hall looked unusually quiet and eerie.My heart fluttered, and I was really afraid that what happened to me in Xiyue would happen again.But in the end he just sighed deeply, and said to me solemnly as if he had made a lot of determination: "I remember what you said to Yekel. Loving someone is not imprisoning, but hoping that she can really Happy. I will let Yu Shuang take you there, I am worried about you alone! Xiao Wei, the door of Li Country is always open for you, if Ling Ye dares to bully you, I will definitely not let him go!"

I smiled knowingly and nodded.Looking at the vast sky, my heart seemed to have wings at that moment.

Li Zixin looked at the thin but flamboyant woman in front of him, and seemed to see her gently open her arms in a daze.Flying in the bright sunshine with a smile yearning for freedom!

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The carriage suddenly bumped, and I, who was leaning against the window, almost fell out of it.What's happening?I looked ahead, and there seemed to be a cavalry galloping in the distance. The soldiers on the horses were all in black armor. The golden sunlight shone on their black armor and emitted a dazzling light, which made people dare not look straight. See.The sound of rumbling carriages and horses was deafening, Yu Shuang drove the carriage we were driving to the side of the road to avoid the oncoming army.

Dust and smoke billowed outside, and I choked a few times.Cover the curtains and hide in the compartment.

Things are sometimes so clever and helpless.If I hadn't hid in the carriage, then I shouldn't have missed the quaint carriage in the middle of the horse team.

Ling Ye was lying on the carriage with a pale face. He basically didn't close his eyes for the past few days in order to recruit Beichuan's army and deal with the aftermath of the war.The burning pain in the stomach was severe, and he vomited blood many times.Uncle Huang came after hearing the news.No matter how much he insisted, he was determined to go back to Xuanguo first, and he promised himself that he would handle the aftermath of Beichuan well.Coupled with the persuasion of Wei Feng and the others, I couldn't hold them back after all, so I had to leave first.Regarding the current dilapidated physical condition, he just gave a wry smile without words.If this continues, he will soon be able to find Wei.That's fine, I've left Wei alone for so long.

"Wei, can you wait for me?" Peerless's face raised a doting smile.

The sound of rumbling horseshoes finally faded away, and Yu Shuang drove forward again.The road was bumpy, and I was getting closer and closer to the capital of Beichuan Kingdom, and my mood also became inexplicably nervous.

The capital of Beichuan Kingdom is not as chaotic as we expected. There are many uniformly dressed soldiers on the narrow official roads, helping the common people to settle down in an orderly manner.There are some merchants who are full of copper stink for working as minions on weekdays, fearing that the huge sums of money at home will be confiscated.Carrying a box full of jewelry and jade, he fled in a hurry.A small line of soldiers was following them.

"The ones who are kind and unkind are those people who are full of oil. Since the family has wealth that can pour down the country, why don't you give it to the people who are suffering from famine earlier. Now you won't have to flee for your life because your country is annexed. The result." Yue Ming looked out of the window, with a sneer at the corner of his mouth, and murmured.

I looked in the direction of the city tower. There were a large number of Xuan Guo soldiers stationed on the city tower surrounded by lights. They were observing the situation of the entire imperial city from the tower.I couldn't help sighing a little excitedly: such strict military discipline, such a neat lineup.Is this the Tianjia Raiders trained by Ye?Compared with Li Zixin's Zongyunqi trained by himself, it's not much better, right?

"Miss Xiaowei, we've arrived at the gate of the city. Are we going in?" Yu Shuang stopped the carriage and asked softly.

I glanced at Yue Ming, his eyes were a little absent-minded.He replied indifferently: "General Yu, please ask the soldiers guarding the city to see if Prince Rui is in the city!"

Yu Shuang said with a smile: "Okay, girl, wait inside for a while, then go and ask!"

I opened the curtain of the carriage and watched Yu Shuang striding towards the city gate.

Standing at the gate of the city are dozens of lean and capable soldiers. They all have dark skin, but their eyes are full of sharp light. I can see them staring vigilantly at the strange man who is slowly approaching, and they are full of hair. With a fierce murderous intent.

People who practice martial arts are the most sensitive, and Yu Shuang can already feel the solemnity of the atmosphere.

One of the soldiers came out with a stern face, looked up and down Yu Shuang in plain clothes and long robes, and asked coldly, "Who are you? What's your business here?"

With a gentle smile on both sides, Yu replied politely: "I am from Li country, and I have met His Royal Highness Prince Rui, the Prince of Xuan Kingdom several times. Now I heard that His Highness took over Beichuan, so I happened to pass by, so I came here to visit His Highness. I hope the military master will notify you!"

Hearing this, the soldier chuckled, showing a row of neat and white teeth, and said: "These days, the merchants and nobles in the city are trying to curry favor with His Highness for various reasons. Hmph, Your Highness, can you see me whenever you want?" Arrived? Let's go!"

I waited anxiously in the carriage, and saw Yu Shuang chatting with the soldier guarding the city, but the soldier seemed unwilling to let us enter the imperial city.

"Why so long?" I muttered to myself while leaning against the window.

"Can't you wait for a moment? So many days have passed, so wait a little longer!" Yue Ming interjected impatiently.

"Yue Ming, I feel a little uneasy, what if that soldier or we go into the city?" I looked back at him and said helplessly.

"Don't worry, even if he doesn't let us enter the city openly, I will take you to visit Beichuan City at night!" Yue Ming said comfortingly, finally showing a smile on his face.

Yu Shuang came back with a sullen face, met my expectant eyes, shook his head sadly, and said: "The brother who guarded the city finally let go of his mouth and said: His Royal Highness Prince Rui has left Beichuan this morning, return to Tianyi City! Xiaowei, we are one step late!"

Like a bolt from the blue, I stared wide-eyed in disbelief and asked, "How is it possible? Could it be that he made up a lie to prevent us from entering the city?"

Yu Shuang avoided my eyes and said: "I showed the waist card given to me by the emperor. That soldier should have heard about the relationship between the emperor and His Highness. He definitely doesn't have the guts to deceive us. He passed us this morning. The cavalry that passed by is exactly His Royal Highness Prince Rui's carriage!"

God, did Ye and I miss it again?His nose was sore, tears fell involuntarily, and his hands were trembling.

街 上 满 是 的 人群

为何 看 不 见 的 身影

茫茫 人 海 爱 难寻

我 的 心痛 有 来 抚平

老天 为何 要 造物 弄人

突然 没有 了 的 音讯

孤单 时 时刻 人 爱怜

留下 我 这 个 的 人

多 想 回到 的 昨天

我 会 爱 你 如 从前

remember us rubbing shoulders again

My tears are spreading silently

我 错过 了 缘分 了 你

你 的 温柔 从此 在 梦 里

Yue Ming patted me on the back lightly, and comforted me: "We can still go to Xuanguo to find him. It's just a little late!"

I nodded, grabbed Yu Shuang's hand and asked, "General Yu, shall we set off right away? Let's go back to Xuanguo now."

Yu Shuang looked at the sky, and said with some embarrassment: "Xiaowei, it's getting late, why don't you rest for one night and start your journey tomorrow?"

I looked up at the night sky, lost among the dots of stars.I remembered the beauty that Ye and I had missed, how many days and nights we were under the same sky and looked at the same bright moon.Because of my selfishness, I abandoned the beauty that once belonged to us.I suddenly realized that we had lost so much inadvertently.

Ye, please wait for me! (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

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