Director's growth history

The belt is getting wider and I don't regret it, and I am haggard because of Yixiao. 【*】

Dong Mei did not go to the hospital.When Yao Changqing's Chen Weiguo was about to drag Dong Mei to the hospital, Dong Mei firmly stopped him: "I'm fine, just go home and rest."

When they got downstairs, after saying a few words of thanks, Dong Mei moved towards her home with leaden steps, every step was so difficult, every step felt like she was going to fall down and couldn't get up again, I don't know How did she open the door, enter the room, and after closing the door, Dong Mei slumped on the ground with a "plop", without any strength left.

In the past few days, Dong Mei felt that her health was not very good, and her mind and body were exhausted, so that she was listless in doing anything.In order not to let her already sensible daughter worry about herself, she half-coaxed and half-persuaded her daughter to her grandma's house, and gave her mother 1000 yuan.Without much explanation, I just said that I have been busy with work recently, I am afraid I have to work overtime, and I am worried that the child will not be able to eat well and rest well.Although the old man was fussy about money, his daughter was his daughter after all, and his granddaughter had her own flesh and blood after all. Now that his daughter gave him money, he naturally readily agreed.

So when Dong Mei came home today, the house was even more empty, without any anger.Dong Mei just curled up on the floor, forgetting that her clothes had been stained by the dust on the floor and that the floor was cold.Thinking of pouring a glass of water to drink, it seemed that he didn't have the strength to support himself to get up.What's wrong with me?Why does it feel like the world is going to collapse?There is nothing more sad than death, why do I feel this way now - what is the purpose of living?What's the point of being alive?

"Fangyuan, Fangyuan! Fangyuan!!" Dong Mei cried out in her heart: "Don't leave me, don't abandon me, I don't ask you anything, I just hope you can hug me when I'm lonely, and when I'm sick Pour me a glass of water and cook a meal. I don’t care whether I have a status or whether I want to get married! You can marry Kong Shuanghua, and I will sincerely wish you both! I just hope that you will marry Kong Shuanghua When enjoying sweet love, you can still think about me sometimes, think about this old woman who is much older than you, but is also attracted by you and falls in love with you!"

"Ring ring ring, ring ring ring." The phone in Dong Mei's bag rang.Dong Mei struggled, raised her head vigorously, leaned on her elbow, and with the other hand struggled to open her handbag and took out her mobile phone.Dong Mei is disappointed, this is not Fangyuan's call, but her boss Yao Changqing.

"Principal Yao!" Dong Mei was weak.

"Principal Dong! I hear your voice, you are very haggard! You are seriously ill, go to the hospital quickly."

"Thank you, Principal Yao, for your concern. I'm fine, but I feel a little tired and lack energy."

"Principal Dong, it's all because I don't care enough. I only add to your burden, but don't relieve you. In the month of Fangyuan's preparations, you have been busy with both teaching management and Fangyuan's two classes, and you have to go out frequently. A meeting, I'm exhausting you!"

Dong Mei choked up: "Thank you, Principal Yao, for your understanding. Although the work is a bit tiring, I am very happy. I am very happy that the school has achieved such good results."

"Principal Dong, your contribution is the greatest. So, I would like to inform you of the results of the conference research: the school's 10 bonus, you get 5000, the school's vice-principal level plus Director Su, Fang Shujuan, and Letian get 2000, and the rest The lower middle class and the head teachers of Classes 1000, 500, and [-], all head teachers of grades [-], Chinese teachers, and two computer teachers received [-] yuan, and all teachers in the school received [-] yuan each. President Dong, go and check your body quickly, recover as soon as possible, and the money will be sent to you directly when you arrive at the school."

"Principal Yao, I can't take the lead. Your principal is a good leader. You should take the lead."

"Whoever contributed the most during the national class period this time, everyone's eyes are discerning, so it's not my personal idea, but everyone's opinion that you get 5000 yuan! President Dong, you take the first prize, is it right?" As it should be!"

Dong Mei felt some comfort in her heart, but she continued to think paranoidly: Fang Yuan doesn't like me anymore, so what's the point of giving me more money?

Perhaps with a little strength, Dong Mei climbed up from the floor with difficulty, took a large bucket of mineral water, and gulped it down.After taking off her coat, she changed into her pajamas, and felt urgent to urinate, Dong Mei stuck her head on the bed and remained motionless.Two voices were arguing fiercely in Dong Mei's heart:

"Dong Mei, don't you know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth. How old are you and how big is your family? It's normal for people to leave you." A voice was menacing.

"What's wrong with me? Although I'm a little older, my personality is very gentle, and my body is well maintained. Besides, I don't ask too much. I don't ask Fangyuan to marry me, I just want him not to marry me. Leaving me, being able to comfort me when I am sad, and taking care of me when I am sick is enough." Although this voice is not loud, it is stubborn and persistent.

"Dong Mei, don't you like Fangyuan? If you like Fangyuan, you have to think about Fangyuan. Fangyuan is married to Kong Shuanghua, and her career is on the highway. If Fangyuan's future is ruined because of her unclear relationship with you, Then Fang Yuan's marriage was also ruined, so are you happy? Satisfied?"

"I like Fangyuan, to be precise, I am in love with Fangyuan, but I will keep it a secret, and will not let others know that there is such a relationship between me and Fangyuan."

"Dong Mei, there is no impenetrable wall in the world. If you want people to know, you have to do nothing about it. Do you think it's enough for you to keep it a secret? Fang Yuan and Song Sisi had nothing to do back then, and rumors spread all over the city, not to mention There is still a substantial relationship between you and Fangyuan. Think about the way you usually look at Fangyuan. It is full of affection. It is not like the way a colleague looks at a colleague, and it is not like the way a superior looks at a subordinate. It is clearly in the eyes of a lover. Shih Tzu!"

"When I looked at Fangyuan, I didn't know how to look at it!"

The melee of the two voices made Dong Mei's mind feel like a mess. She could no longer restrain the sadness in her heart, and began to cry.Turned around, looking up to the sky, looking at the white ceiling, just like the cloth covered on the body of a person who is not breathing in the hospital mortuary, and now, I am lying on this bed, my eyesight is blurred, my thoughts are completely absent, although I am still breathing , but the heart... is dead.