Director's growth history

The past month has been really depressing. 【 】Work is normal, but life is so boring.She usually lives in a villa, and once in a while when she goes home for dinner, Ni Runqing will break up with her parents. She originally wanted to sleep in her boudoir for one night, but her parents' "untimely" worries about her life-long events made Ni Runqing I couldn't help arguing with my parents, and then I had to slam the door and leave.Sitting in her Lexus car, Ni Runqing couldn't help crying, a little bit wronged, a little bitter, a little helpless, a little sad.This complicated emotion was like a fish's, tightening bit by bit, wrapping around her heart, squeezing Ni Runqing so much that there was no one to confide in.The man has not been here for more than a month. Although he has made a few phone calls to greet him, he can't quench his thirst. Although so much money has been put into the bank card early, sometimes money can't drive away the emptiness in his heart.As a man's woman, Ni Runqing knows that she can't contact with the opposite sex casually, and she dare not entertain with the opposite sex in the middle of the night in karaoke halls, dance halls, nightclubs, clubs, and bars; but in Nuo Da's villa, there is no one to talk to except the nanny. Chatting, there is no common language between the nanny and the nanny. The nanny is an honest person with little culture. In order for the children in Sichuan to go to school, she is willing to come to this villa to be a private nanny. A month is a considerable income for Sichuan farmers.

**DVD can be used to relieve boredom, but after watching too much, besides being more empty, more eager, and more lonely, Ni Runqing also feels sick.After every frantic sexual intercourse, my whole body is paralyzed, but my heart is full of regret and confusion. It seems that, isn't that what happens between men and women?This feeling was never felt in 2006, more precisely, before March 2007; but now, this feeling is getting stronger and stronger.Where is your future?What kind of life is your current life?In the eyes of outsiders, she is an enviable female golden collar. As the number one beauty reporter and host of Dongzhou TV Station, her status in Dongzhou TV Station is much higher than that of Wang Xiaoya in CCTV.Appearing in front of the screen every day, people in the whole city can see her beauty and smiling face. I don’t know how many men have long regarded her as the lover of their dreams; driving a Toyota Lexus every day in the streets and alleys of the city has increased the number of turning heads. Let the people who come and go pay attention to the beautiful women and luxury cars; the fashion on his body has always been leading the trend of Dongzhou TV Station. Whenever Ni Runqing wears a new fashion and enters the TV building to work, the so-called ladies of the TV station, young and old, will Pay special attention, and then go all over the world to find clothes with similar styles to Ni Runqing's fashion; wherever he goes, Ni Runqing hears praise;In the eyes of outsiders, this can really be called infinite scenery!How many young daughters-in-law and young girls in Dongzhou TV have all kinds of complex emotions of envy, jealousy, imitation, following and slander towards Ni Runqing.And professional habits make Ni Runqing used to showing her best and most beautiful side in the crowd. In Dongzhou TV Station, Ni Runqing is the proudest princess and the most beautiful scenery!

However, when Ni Runqing was alone in the villa, another feeling suddenly hit his heart.What kind of person are you?If you want a happy family, no; if you want a cute baby, no; if you want a husband who loves you, you can’t count as a man; if you want to enjoy the warm family atmosphere of reunion every day, it’s even more like a wishful dream.Although you can sing, practice yoga, and watch DVDs in the villa, the loneliness and loneliness deep in your heart cannot be expressed clearly in words.I have been with a man for more than two years, and during these two years, he has loved her very much. Money is endless; fashion, she can buy as much as she wishes; car, of course, is the best Yes, she likes Toyota, so the man gave her Toyota's top car Lexus (also known as Lexus); living, in the eyes of many people, is a dream that can never be realized in a lifetime, that is a three-story villa of 400 square meters!But why do all these thousands of pets make me unable to see hope and future?The man said that he would not divorce, although he and his wife had lost much affection.Many men in politics are like this. They obviously have no communication with their original spouse, no common language, and no interest in sex, but the marriage must be maintained. Women are unwilling to leave because men can bring women benefits. A lot of dignity and superior living conditions; men don’t want to leave because leaving their original wife often means that their political future will be greatly reduced. Can a man who is not loyal to his marriage be loyal to his leaders and superiors? ?What should I do?Have you always maintained this ambiguous life with men like this?When this kind of life will be the end, Ni Runqing himself can't tell.I once thought about leaving a man, but I just thought about it for a while, how dare I implement it?Where does the money come from without the man?Where does fashion come from?What's more, I dare not imagine how a man would treat her.A man of status, if a woman betrays him, the result is often very tragic.What's more, if she really left the man, her current position in the TV station might immediately become a thing of the past, no one will pay attention to her again, and those who hate her will pop out from every corner, and then on her body, her Stomp on my heart!She is used to flowers, smiling faces, radiance, unlimited scenery, beautiful fashion, and life praised by others, can she return to the life of the ugly duckling who was unknown before?

It's almost Friday.At this time last year, she accompanied a man who was still the deputy secretary of the municipal party committee to a place on the Pacific Ocean for vacation.This US-occupied territory is located in the southeast of Taiwan. It was once a fierce battlefield in World War II. The US Army once severely damaged the Japanese army on this island, turning World War II from the stage of strategic stalemate to the stage of strategic counter-offensive. .Ni Runqing clearly remembered that she was holding a man's arm, strolling on the path or on the beach, enjoying the rippling sunshine and admiring the beautiful scenery, that feeling made Ni Runqing so happy that she wished her daily life was like this.In □□, Ni Runqing accompanied the man to play a round of golf; accompanied the man, visited all the World War II sites, including the World War II museum, the World War II Japanese tank site, Suicide Cliff, the last command post of the World War II Japanese army, etc.; accompanied the man , went to Long live Cliff, went to Blue Cave, went to Wangniaotai.When standing on Suicide Cliff, looking at the vast Pacific Ocean, feeling the turbulent waves hitting the steep cliff, the man once said with deep emotion: "Since ancient times, the winner is the king, and the loser is the king. If Hitler ruled Germany The West is ruled by Japan, and the history of this world will be re-recorded. History has always been written for the victors, and they all reflect the will of the victors; the losers have no history, and if there is, it is also a memory of humiliation and pain What is a just war? There is no just war! All wars are battles for interests, and the ultimate pie of interests must be divided by the winner according to the size of his contribution and the size of his fist. The loser has no right to speak, and the winner The winner will not give you the right to speak. The same is true of being a human being. You can never be a loser at any time, because once you become a loser, you will be trampled on the soles of your feet by the winner. It is difficult to stand up and be a human being. Japan Although he is rich now, he has no army of his own so far, and the victor still has 20 troops stationed on the mainland of Japan and the Liuqiu Islands in China that were occupied by Japan!" Ni Runqing didn't fully understand what the man meant, but The man spoke impassionedly, obviously expressing his inner feelings.At this time, women are often simple-minded and unwilling to think too much.Even Su Shi stood on the red cliff and looked at the surging Yangtze River, and he could express the emotion of "the great river goes east, the waves wash away, and a romantic man through the ages", let alone a man?A man can think whatever he likes, as long as he is happy. □□, such a beautiful place, let yourself enjoy its pleasant style!In the □□hotel, the man and Ni Runqing enjoyed the joy of love between men and women to the fullest. Ni Runqing mobilized almost all the enthusiasm of the man with her beauty and coquettishness!The man said that in □□, the most beautiful scenery is not the island scenery with the same color of sea and sky, but her Ni Runqing!

This trip left fond memories for Ni Runqing.How to spend this year's May Day?Ni Runqing was full of expectations, but until April 4, he still hadn't heard of Song Yunsheng's arrangement.Tomorrow is May Day, whether it is to apply for a visa to go abroad or to go through travel procedures, I am afraid it will be too late.Hope was dying out bit by bit, and Song Yunsheng didn't call, Ni Runqing's heart became anxious.She was expecting Song Yunsheng to give her a surprise, but the surprise never came.After dinner in the villa, there was still no news of the man, so Ni Runqing couldn't help calling the man.The man's voice was tired: "Qingqing, have you had dinner yet?" Ni Runqing said, "I have." The man said, "Take good care of yourself. This afternoon, I arranged for someone to credit your bank card for you." 30 yuan, during May Day, if you want to go out to relax, just go and relax. This 5 yuan is enough. If it is not convenient for one person, you can call your close friend, which is enough. "Ni Runqing immediately understood the meaning of the man, and was very disappointed: "What about you?" Song Yunsheng said: "Tomorrow, I will visit the homes of several national and provincial model workers, and then I will go to the power plant and the water company to see Look at the comrades who stick to their posts during the holidays. Tomorrow afternoon, I will go back to the provincial capital. My son is about to take the college entrance examination. I have to go back and have a look to encourage my son! It would be best if he can be admitted to Tsinghua University or Peking University , if you can’t get into these two universities, you can go to Qingjiang University in our province. You have to make a lot of preparations, what if your grades are not satisfactory? I went back to the provincial capital to get together with my classmates from Qingjiang University. Qingqing , let's go out and relax. I know you have been suffering recently, but you don't know the suffering in my heart. The work of the mayor is very tiring. I really need to think about how to do the work in the future. I am May 5 Back to Dongzhou on the 5th, if you travel, it’s best to come back on the 6th.” Ni Runqing said: “Got it.” Putting down the phone, Ni Runqing couldn’t help but burst into tears. She didn’t know why she was crying, but it seemed that only crying could make her My emotions have been vented to a certain extent - can such a life still survive?

The door of the room was pushed open, and the nanny came in and asked with concern: "Miss, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong? Do you want me to call and send you to the hospital?" Ni Runqing was most annoyed that others seemed to see My own thoughts, at this moment, don't look like a lady, I turned around and threw a pillow over: "Get out, get out! Get out!"