fairy wife

Waking up like this, Qiuqiu looked at the top of the cave in front of her, and couldn't remember where she was for a while.

Oh yes, she's in retreat.

He actually fell asleep while soaking in the water.

Qiuqiu got up from the water and flicked his sleeves.Crystal drops of water splashed back to the surface of the water, and the clothes dried instantly.

There are so many benefits to cultivating.

Qiuqiu took out the comb with emotion, combed her hair smoothly, and then tied it up.

It seemed like a dream just now?

But she couldn't remember what happened in the dream.

Qiuqiu's hand stopped for a moment.

She vaguely felt that the dream just now seemed very important and should not be forgotten.

But I really can't remember anything.

Forget it, if you can't think of it, don't want it, just let it happen.

When retreating into concentration, it is difficult to notice the passage of time, so Qiuqiu put a star disk by her side to count the hours.It took seven days to formally settle in for the first time.The second time was much longer, 31 days.

In the interval between the two samadhis, Qiuqiu drank some water, took a few pills, and even flipped through the books, so there was probably only one day free.

But when she started to meditate for the third time, Qiuqiu always had a... weird feeling.

I don't know what's going on, but the feeling is different from the previous two times.

Qiuqiu opened her eyes and looked at her hands.

Nothing unusual.

Could it be that she is eager for success?

Obviously not.

But why did she feel that something...something was approaching her when she wanted to start practicing kung fu.

It's like someone gently scratching her palm with a dog's tail grass, gently.Itchy.

Of course, this feeling is just a metaphor.

Qiuqiu stood up.

She was the only one in this cave, and this Qiuqiu was certain.

Shi'er sent her in, and then closed the stone door.

Qiuqiu activated the protective formation from the inside, and Shi'er must have put a restraint on the outside as well.

Not to mention people, even a fly and ant can't get in.

But Qiuqiu always has a feeling... that she is not the only one here.

This feeling is really unscientific.

It will never be haunted.

No god, or ghost, has ever been seen.

As for mountain spirits, tree monsters, fox monsters, etc., there are in the world.

But it doesn't matter if it's a person.Whether they are non-human races, they are equally powerless between life and death.

Life and death are beyond anyone's control.

A person cannot choose where, when, or when he is born.Who are the biological parents and what are their qualifications? These belong to the birth.

And die...whether it's the end of life, or an untimely death.Whether it is prepared or encountered suddenly... death is never irresistible and inescapable.

And those who practice hard work and look forward to it.It is nothing more than trying to understand the mystery of these two words.

Who can transcend life and death?

Qiuqiu felt that there must be something here.

but.what is it then?

Where is it?

Can you see it?Can you touch it?

She felt no danger or anxiety.

The unknown is always disturbing, but Qiuqiu has no such feeling at all.

Just now, when something touched her senses, what she felt at that moment...was kindness.

Soft, gracious, and not at all threatening.

It's an intuition.

Qiuqiu stretched out her hand and fumbled in the air blankly.

Her palms are spread out.Close again.

But she touched nothing, and held nothing.

too weird.

Qiuqiu flipped through the books in her bag.Most of the books that Shi'er stuffed in were related to her retreat. Of course, there were also one or two books for gossip.

Qiuqiu took out a book about the state of mind during retreat.

People will experience various situations during retreat. Some people will have strange sensations, some will see hallucinations, and some will have auditory hallucinations. There are too many.

Did she also feel a sense of uneasiness?Always feel that she is not the only one here?

Could this feeling be a hallucination caused by unstable mood?

may be.

After all, it is really impossible for a second creature to appear here.

Qiuqiu took a deep breath.

The letter said that when this feeling occurs, one must stick to one's heart and not be confused by external factors.

Looking further down, there are one, two or three options.

She read aloud softly: "You can take Qingxi pills to block the five senses..."

Qiuqiu thought about it, she didn't smell any strange smell, nor heard any strange sound, of course, she didn't see any phantom, so this choice should not be suitable for her.

Look at the second article.

"You can practice according to the following formulas to calm down the restlessness of your spiritual power..."

Qiuqiu thinks about it, her spiritual power is not restless.

It appears that the second rule does not apply to her situation either.

Article [-].

Hey, the third idea is really a different way.

The third article says that strange feelings will not appear for no reason, there must be a reason.For example, the phantom someone once saw was the person he had killed by mistake.The auditory hallucination heard by someone is the goal I am most eager to achieve.There are also people who have a strange feeling that they have suffered from old injuries. Although the injuries have healed, the long recovery process has left him with a sense of fear, and he always feels that the wounds have a strange feeling.

To be honest, Qiuqiu thinks the third statement makes sense.

She also felt that strange feelings would not appear for no reason, there must be a reason.

If you want to understand it, you need to feel it again.

Qiuqiu sat down again and closed her eyes.

The eyes could no longer see, and the surroundings were once again silent.

Other senses became sharper instead.

Just now she started to adjust her breath and practice her exercises as before.

It didn't bother me at first.

Spiritual power flows slowly through the meridians, warm and soft, like water.No, softer than water.

Like a diffuse fog.

It is the light mist that rises in the morning among the lush mountains and forests.Light, ethereal, with the fragrance of forest trees.Such mist will gradually disappear after the sun rises and redistribute into the forest.

Just after the spiritual power goes through the body for a week.When it is time to return to Dantian.

Qiuqiu's eyelashes moved slightly.

That feeling came back.

Same as before, light and erratic.

Just like poplars and willows flying every now and then in spring, they are so soft that they can't be grasped even if they are erratic.

This kind of full vitality is definitely not her illusion.

There is a spiritual, sentient companion who is in the same space as her.

Who is this?

Qiuqiu's perception stretched forward, gently and gently embracing this uninvited guest.I'm afraid that if the noise is too loud, he will be startled away.

Could it be the natural creatures in the mountains?

Is it a spirit bird?What little creature is it?Could it even be a plant, a flower?

Although Qiuqiu's movements were light, the little creature who appeared suddenly shrank back as if frightened.

its trajectory...

Qiuqiu stood there in amazement.

After a while, the feeling no longer appeared, and Qiuqiu opened her eyes.

Her hand pressed gently on the lower abdomen.

How could it be in her body?

This is... what's going on here?

Qiuqiu looked blank.

She had a vague guess.

But... this is too far-fetched to be possible.

But.How to explain this situation now?

Her palms overlapped, and the palms gently covered her lower abdomen.

In fact, it is not difficult to determine this matter.

But she hesitated.

Shouldn't it be...

Should not be.

She's always been related, and her situation is unlikely...

Qiuqiu has been denying her possible conjectures, but she holds a thousand percent, no, a ten-thousandth hope.

What if it is true?

It's easy to prove.

But she was too scared to go any further.

she is afraid...

disappointment.

She is afraid not.

She is not.Are you really going to go crazy?

What was stated in the handbook just now is very clear, and there is a strange feeling in the samadhi.Most of the time it is a sign of madness.

The feeling of strangeness is likely to be psychological.

Is it because she wants...too much, that's why she had this hallucination?

If it is really an illusion...

Just thinking about it like this, Qiuqiu felt his chest was cold, empty, and extremely uncomfortable.

Mostly hallucinations.

But she was still reluctant to let go of her hand against her belly.

Even if it is an illusion, it is also an illusion of happiness.

Although she has embarked on the path of comprehension, she still has the mentality of an ordinary person in her previous life.

And hit it off.Of course expect an outcome.

There is a testimony, as well.continue.

Every life has the instinct of continuation.A tree grows, blossoms, bears fruit.People want to find a partner, have children, and pass on their blood and family name.

But she has lost this ability.

This made her feel a huge sense of regret.

Qiuqiu's heart was in a mess.

Is it hallucinations due to shortcomings and longings?

Maybe, that one in ten thousand possibility will come true?

Her hand was gently pressed there, cautiously, as if she was afraid of making a big noise and frightening someone.

How she wished it was true.

But she herself couldn't be sure.

If it is really an illusion, and the illusion is so real, she will use various methods to convince and fool herself into believing it.

The way now is to find someone else to make sure for her.

Qiuqiu looked up.

If you want to find someone else, you have to...

It is to end the retreat.

Ending retreat for something like this...

As long as she leaves the customs, Shi'er will definitely sense it immediately and come here immediately.

How can I tell him the reason for ending the retreat?

No, can't say.

If not, Shi'er must be disappointed too, right?

Even if he doesn't say it, he will definitely be disappointed in his heart.

How can you lie to him about the military situation when you are not sure about it?

It's not that if you don't go out...

Qiuqiu was in a dilemma, thinking before and after.

Otherwise, continue to retreat as planned?

As for this strange feeling, ignore it for now.

Anyway, she didn't plan to retreat for ten or eight years this time, it would probably end in a few months, or within a year.

If not, you will definitely get nothing by then.

in the case of……

Alas, the possibility of this is too slim.

Qiuqiu made up her mind and took a deep breath.

Well, it's such a happy decision.

Qiuqiu stood up and stretched.

Take another pill?

As soon as this thought popped up, it was immediately pushed aside by another thought.

The medicine is three-point poisonous... It is better to take less medicine if you can.

She would never admit that she was doing it to take care of her... belly.

There's nothing to take care of at all, and it's definitely not because of an uncertain guess that I didn't take the pill.

Of course, she did not admit that when she meditated cross-legged again, her movements became more careful and cautious than before. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

ps: I saw some book friends left a message saying that all elephants are called beasts. .This, this is a coincidence. When this article was written, Xing Xing’s drama hadn’t come out yet. . tot