fairy wife

This time into meditation... intermittently.Qiuqiu always stopped from time to time and stared at her stomach for a long time.

At the beginning, the stomach was of course plain, nothing could be seen—of course, she didn’t have x-ray eyes, so it doesn’t mean that everyone can cultivate Sun Houzi’s piercing eyes, who can see through clothes and flesh, Look straight at everything inside.

And if she is really full of demons and trapped in a mental barrier, then everything she sees is likely to be an illusion, what she hears is an auditory hallucination, and everything she touches is just a strange sensation born of illusion.

She counted with her fingers.

On the [-]th day of retreat, she found that her stomach seemed to be a little bulging.

Qiuqiu told herself desperately in her heart, this is not true, this is not true... But her hand touched it out of her control.

Round, the feel is not the same as before.

When I touched my belly before, it was flat, smooth and soft.

Now touch, slightly convex, smooth, not soft.

There seems to be something hard at hand.

Not too hard, but not as flat as before.

how to say?

This feeling is so complicated that I can't describe it.

Qiuqiu's hands touched and touched her belly, and she was reluctant to let go.

How could she have children?I have practiced the Ziyu Pavilion mental method, although the time is not too long, but...

But this illusion is wonderful.

Qiuqiu almost wants to indulge in this hallucination for the rest of her life, and it is better not to wake up.

It was as if there were two villains in my heart, facing each other fiercely.One yelled: "Wake up. Don't be trapped by demons." Another yelled: "How can this be true? Even if you can remember things from your previous life, it's not impossible to have a child ah?"

Qiuqiu shook her head and shook the two little people away.

Anyway, the current situation is that she decided not to make a fuss, but to observe first.Isn't there something to say, don't be surprised if you don't see it, the blame will defeat itself.

Anyway, she only observed...well, touched it, and she didn't do anything else.It won't cause any trouble.

This stomach, as if a child was really conceived inside, became more and more bulging day by day.Qiuqiu thought, this illusion is too real.Every time she practices the exercises, she can even feel a breathing and heartbeating little thing in her stomach.Accompanying her silently.She exhaled, and he exhaled.She inhales, and he inhales.She practiced kung fu, and he seemed to know how to practice. He rolled himself into a small ball and swayed around for a while.After a while, I was very engaged and enjoying it.

Wait until the 210th day of her retreat.Her stomach was already like a bulging ball.

Very round.

Qiuqiu patted the big watermelon-shaped stomach and scratched her head.

This heart demon will actually grow up.

If this continues, what will happen to her when it really comes to fruition?

Will the inner demon suddenly explode and devour her in one gulp?

Qiuqiu was a little panicked.

But more is reluctance.

She began to understand.

Day by day, she struggled with contradictions every day.

On the one hand, he clearly told himself that this was just a demon and an illusion.

But on the one hand, she couldn't help being addicted.

If the inner demon is to let people satisfy the most craved desire in their hearts.And then drowning in this sense of happiness, then Qiuqiu has to admit it.

It won.

She was reluctant to wake up from this illusion.

She stroked her round belly.

Demon...is that the case?

It's no wonder that countless ancestors have retreated from the level of inner demons.The body dies and the soul dies.

Perhaps they are not unrecognizable, nor are they unbearable.

But they indulged willingly.

Qiuqiu hugged her belly and sat on the stone couch.

She was so...so in love with the child.

He loves so much that he is willing to give up his own life, and he is not willing to hurt him at all.

Even knowing that he might just be the product of a demon, Qiuqiu is still willing to hold on to a ten-thousandth chance.

What if he was really her child?She and Shi'er were together, the proof of love, and the continuation of their lives.

How could she hurt him?

She would rather die by herself.

My stomach suddenly moved.

Through the thin dress, Qiuqiu could even clearly see that her stomach vibrated.

Reaching out to touch it, you can feel a clear, small fist.

Is he protesting her?

Or was he announcing his presence to her?

Qiuqiu smiled.

She has never felt as real and happy as this moment.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. I won't hurt you...and I won't let others hurt you."

The smile was still on the corner of his mouth, tears were rolling in his eyes, and the child in his stomach became honest again, and became well-behaved and quiet again.

Yeah, so true.

Qiuqiu blinked her eyes vigorously, and the tears faded with her movements.

After saving Shi'er with the Ruyi ring last time, she felt that way again.

Nine deaths without regret.

Suddenly there was a warm feeling on the neck.

Qiuqiu sat up straight and stretched out her hand to touch it.

Inside the neck, the wishful ring was slightly warming.

Qiuqiu pulled Ruyihuan out of the skirt in surprise.

A faint crystal light flashed, like a drop of water falling into the lake, causing ripples and ripples.

Those round circles of light spread out from the middle of the Ruyi ring circle after circle.

How is this going?

Qiuqiu was extremely curious.

Ruyihuan maintained its own rhythm and regularity. When the last circle of light disappeared, Qiuqiu was shocked to find that Ruyihuan...

It, it becomes complete.

Just like when Shi'er first gave it to her.

The wishful ring is smooth and complete, and all the cracks when it was reassembled magically disappeared.

No no, appearance is one aspect.

The important thing is that Qiuqiu can feel the warm spiritual power emanating from the Ruyi ring again.

Although... not as powerful as before.

For example, Qiuqiu thinks.Ruyihuan, it seems... reincarnated?

It now fits all new things, immaculate, full of promise and potential—

Of course, another major feature of new things is that they are quite weak.

For example, Qiuqiu has regained a life, but her current cultivation base is all in pieces, not even one-third of her previous life.

The same seems to be the case with Ruyi Ring.

The spiritual power on it has weakened.

I want to go back to how I was when Qiuqiu first saw it in my previous life.It is estimated that 80 years cannot be changed.

Maybe it took Qian'er 800 years to make it.

But what does that matter.

Qiuqiu looked at the Ruyi ring from left to right, and from the front.

She couldn't believe anything now, did Ruyihuan really change back?Wouldn't this be an illusion created by the demons in her mind?

Heart Demon is really considerate, considerate service, buy one get one free.

Not only did it satisfy her greatest desire, but it also made up for her regret of Ruyihuan.

Qiuqiu put the ruyi ring back on and touched her stomach again.

Look at the big belly like this.According to her common sense, the ripening period is not far away.

Although she lived two lives... Ah, maybe three, four or five lives, anyway, she has never given birth to a child after all these years.But she has never eaten pork, but she has seen pigs run away. She has seen a scholar woman conceive and give birth to a child.little sister.My younger brother, all of them were conceived in October and gave birth.She has seen it all and knows it all.

The belly is so big that it's really time to give birth.

At that time, it may be... the end of everything.

Or maybe, a fresh start.

Qiuqiu brushed off the corners of her clothes, she had changed all of her clothes, otherwise.I really can't bear this stomach.

For this retreat, we can only go here first.

She has to go back.

Qiuqiu stood up.He turned his head and glanced at the stone chamber.

It's quiet, dry, warm, and silent here.

This place makes her feel sad and miss.

Qiuqiu is sincerely grateful to this place where she has lived for more than a hundred days and nights.

She turned and walked out.

The stone door that had been closed for several months slowly opened.The lights and shadows of various formations flickered on the door.

Qiuqiu knew that as soon as the door opened, Shi'er would definitely get a sense immediately, and then he would definitely come over immediately.

Qiuqiu took a deep breath.

The sun was shining brightly outside the stone gate. After so long in seclusion, Qiuqiu almost forgot the current world, and it was difficult to tell what season was outside.

"Autumn……"

It wasn't Qiuqiu who spoke out first, nor was it Shi'er who came as soon as Qiuqiu expected.

It was two disciples who happened to walk nearby.

The matter of Qiuqiu's closed-door retreat is not big news, but the elders and palm masters all know about it, so it's not a secret.

These two disciples must have passed by here before, knowing that there are people in retreat nearby.

But Qiuqiu was also stunned by the ghostly expressions on their faces.

What happened to these two people?

Why do you seem to be frightened by her?

Ah, she felt the familiar sword energy.

Shi'er is here.

Qiuqiu raised her head, and the sunlight made her instinctively squint her eyes.

Shi'er's figure suddenly approached from far away, and the appearance of her clothes in the wind filled her eyes in an instant.

Qiuqiu called out with some hesitation: "Shi'er?"

Shi'er didn't make a sound, his lips parted slightly, and he stared at her blankly, as if seeing the most incredible spectacle in the world.

Qiuqiu had never seen him lose his composure like this.

"Shi'er?"

"Qiuqiu?"

Well, not completely stupid.

He took a step forward, put his hands on her shoulders, and seemed to want to hug her, but he didn't know why he stopped halfway through this movement.

The distance between the two was only one step away, and Shi'er's hand was still on her shoulder, but he lowered his head and looked down.

—on her stomach.

"This……"

He stood there in a daze for a long time, and then, as if he had just woken up from a dream, his hand, as stiff as a fossil, moved away from Qiuqiu's shoulder, very slowly and solemnly, and gently covered her stomach.

Qiuqiu's eyes moved with his hands.

...How could Shi'er touch her stomach?

Is she really out?Was it really Shi'er standing in front of her?Could it be that she was trapped by demons at all, she didn't leave the gate at all, and she didn't see Shi'er...

But no matter how realistic the mental barriers and illusions are, Qiuqiu doesn't think she will fail to recognize Shi'er. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

ps: You can only take a shower so diligently, why do you still have small bumps on your back?