life struggle

Wu Xiaojun pondered for a long time, "What is the form of your internship, and when will it start?"

Qin Meixiang counted the time and said, "Our internship site selection has two forms, one is arranged by the school, and the other is contacted by the unit. 【 】Starting from the beginning of April next year, it will be a year and a half in total, and the remaining half year Time to write internship reports, graduation thesis defense, and graduation exams. The most difficult bone during this period is that you must pass the CET-[-] in order to get a degree in English, and the time is tight enough." Just as I was talking, I suddenly seemed to understand something, "Hey, you Why are you asking this, are you playing some crooked idea again?"

Wu Xiaojun whispered in Qin Meixiang's ear, "You're right, I just want to make a mistake. If we have our own son, will there be time to protect him from being ruthlessly strangled?"

Qin Meixiang's face sank, "You must not have such thoughts. If you are really pregnant, you must get rid of him. Otherwise, how can you go to class in the classroom with a big belly? Not only the classmates laugh at me, but the school I won’t agree, how can I be a human being in front of everyone.”

Wu Xiaojun said affectionately, "This summer vacation, I met a girl from a neighboring village who just graduated from Pingnan Teachers College. She was riding a bicycle, and there was a very cute baby who was nearly half a year old sitting on the child seat behind her. I thought she was bringing someone else's child, but I was surprised when I found out that it was her own during the meeting and greetings. Later, I thought, what does it matter, it's normal to go out and come back three times, nothing What a waste of time."

Qin Meixiang suddenly sat up shirtless, pulled the quilt lightly to cover it, and asked with staring eyes, "What do you mean, you really want to keep the evil seed, it's too selfish, it's really like that, you I was afraid that my butt could leave, so I got a little tail instead, and followed me wherever I went, and I couldn't do anything, so it didn't hurt me."

Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "Don't get excited. I'm just saying casually. Even if you want to stay, you have to meet the conditions. It's not impossible. Think about it, it's only a few months before your internship. It’s not as obvious as it is. Ask your dad to clear up the relationship and find a unit in the county party committee or the county government or a larger enterprise. If you want to go, you can stay at home if you don’t want to. There are no restrictions, and you can come and go freely. It is a good choice to have both body and childbirth. By the time of graduation, the little guy will be more than one year old, bigger than the ones in the neighboring villages."

Qin Meixiang pointed at Wu Xiaojun's nose and said, "You are really bad, you are so wicked, you lead my family by the nose, you have to follow your ass. Man, I really became a shopkeeper, and went outside to play with my heart. Not only did my parents lose face for you, they couldn't lift their heads in front of others, and they also had to bear the humiliation and bear the burden of raising a child for you with tears in your eyes. Don't do it."

Wu Xiaojun chuckled softly, "If they don't want to take care of their children, there will still be my parents."

Qin Meixiang turned her face away, "I can't bear to give my child to your parents, the country people are uneducated, and the conditions are poor, and they suffer only if they suffer. I don't know what they can do to their children. I feel so distressed. .”

Wu Xiaojun said, "Isn't this done? It's well deserved to hand it over to your parents."

Qin Meixiang smiled and said, "Fuck you, after all the talking, I was dragged in by you again, and you were right before and after. But, let's talk and laugh, now we are both students, we have just started our studies, and our career We haven't started yet, and there will be many things to do in the future, and if we have a little life, we really can't have it."

Wu Xiaojun said, "For me, it really doesn't matter whether I want it or not now. It's best if I don't get pregnant. Even if I do, I can do everything according to your own ideas and deal with it according to the situation. Oh, no, we two Talking about it and dragging it to the children are all things that are based on speculation, even if the dumplings are cooked in a pressure cooker, they should not be cooked quickly, isn't it a bit too early. "

Qin Meixiang murmured, "Didn't you bring up your son first to draw the conversation out?"

Wu Xiaojun couldn't help but said, "Talking about my son suddenly felt very interesting, and I was very happy. Let's not talk about this, go to bed and dream to see the child."

Qin Meixiang turned over and climbed onto Wu Xiaojun's chest, gently touched his face with her hands, and said tenderly, "Xiaojun, it's rare to have such a good opportunity and mood, anyway, tomorrow is Saturday and I'm fine, so let's come I don’t have any sleep tonight, so don’t sleep, open your heart and have a hearty chat, please, please.”

Some people say that at night after dawn, the soul can transcend all existence and wander in the peace of the only remaining world.There is no intrigue, no intrigue, no deceit, no lies, no worries, no worries, no worldly clutter and dullness, lying quietly on the top of the mountain, releasing so empty, like the breeze, like the clouds, like the rising sun.Tranquil, serene yet beautiful!Here, the wind will clear the mist in Guo Qing's mind, and the rain will wash away the tired body.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly seemed to come to a real paradise where he tasted the trickling streams, ate harsh wild vegetables, admired the faint moonlight, counted the stars, made company with the earth, made friends with small fish, and breathed in fresh air. Inhale pure oxygen, accompany the sun to rise slowly, and watch the sunset slowly set in the west.Immediately, my mind was as calm as water, my heart was very excited, full of energy, and I didn't feel tired at all. I wanted to cherish every minute and every moment here.He held Qin Meixiang tightly to his chest with both hands, and put his head lightly against her face, quietly feeling her even breathing and rhythmic heartbeat, and said softly and tenderly, "Xiaoxiang, are you really happy?" Well, I only hope that time will not move forward, stagnant at this moment will not wander away, I only hope that there will be no tomorrow, and we will always stay together like this silently."

Qin Meixiang said softly, "Me too. Every time I see you, it's like seeing myself. I always feel in advance what you want to say and do. Many things coincide with each other. Life is one person. In the past, every time we were together, we felt relieved and happy. For some reason, this time I was always uneasy, uneasy, suspicious, and the thoughts of the last night kept popping up in my mind. I am very worried that there will never be such a peaceful and sweet time in the future, I am very afraid of leaving you and the days without your company, I just want you to talk to me more, even if it is a fierce quarrel with each other, I am willing."

Wu Xiaojun said melancholy, "People who have no long-term considerations must have near-term worries. We can't just think about good things. Everything is so smooth and natural, but all kinds of omens are already approaching, from the anxiety that our two hearts are connected to the unimaginable reality. It’s a bit strange to talk about the children with great interest, and then to the tiredness after the passion in the past to the abnormal spirit now. All these seem to come naturally, but they seem to indicate something. I am also very worried and afraid.”