life struggle

The woman flicked her hair back slightly, revealing her real face. Under the dim candlelight, she looked very haggard, her brows were slightly frowned, without the slightest stretch, and without the delicate and delicate spirit of the past. 【 】

Wu Xiaojun took a closer look and couldn't believe his eyes. Is this real? How could it be her? He couldn't help but took two steps back, took a deep breath of the heat in the air, and tried his best to calm down his nervousness. Standing in a daze for a long time, my heart seemed to have overturned the five-flavored bottle, and the ups and downs of sweet, bitter, spicy and salty rushed to my heart. In an instant, tears burst into tears, unable to restrain the frenzied passion from my heart, and walked to the mother and daughter in ecstasy. , grabbed the woman's shoulders, and kept shaking them vigorously. Even though there were thousands of words, I didn't know where to start, "Mei Xiang, you left others aside and walked away without a sound, which made me worry to death. , It was so hard to find you! Why on earth is this, please tell me at least."

Qin Meixiang did not have the enthusiasm of the past, slowly raised her hand, pushed Wu Xiaojun's hand, and said flatly, "Please let go, don't scare my child. The past is over, don't mention it again." And. I have already started my new life. I have my own home and children. I live a peaceful life. I don’t want anyone to disturb me. By the way, although my Daqiang is seven or eight years older than me I worked as a porter in another town and came back once every ten and a half months, but it was very good to me and my mother.”

The old woman put down the cattail fan in her hand, stood up and said, "You two have a good chat, I'll go outside to have a look." After speaking, she went out.

Wu Xiaojun hugged Qin Meixiang excitedly, burst into tears, and said distressedly, "Meixiang, what is the big deal that made you torture yourself like this? Where is this? Why did you and your mother become so embarrassed?" Unbearable, what happened in the meantime, I am almost dying of anxiety, please tell me quickly!"

"What are you talking about? I don't have anything to say, so don't ask any more questions. The college student and the mayor's wife you saw before are long gone. There are only village women Meixiang and Zhao Shuting here. You fainted today because you were too tired to walk. Behind my house, my mother and I accidentally rescued you, sleep well tonight, and leave early tomorrow morning while the weather is cool, as if nothing happened."

"No, no, I must take you out of here this time."

"I don't want to ask you where you are from, where you are going, and don't tell me what you are doing. If you still remember me, it is worthwhile for you and me to get along. I am satisfied with today's unexpected encounter. Don't waste your time, I don't want my stable life to be disturbed by you."

"Mei Xiang, you still have a lot of things to do, and you still have a bright future. You can't sink like this, and bury your great youth in the mountains and wilderness for nothing. You have to be strong, cheer up, and regain your wit, intelligence, and strength of the past. , go out quickly and live the good life that should belong to you. Stop being stubborn, be obedient, and come with me tomorrow, okay, please."

"Don't say anything. I have a mother, a child and a husband. I'm used to everything here. I can't do it at all. Don't talk about it. Please, can you hug my child?"

Wu Xiaojun nodded hoarsely and said, "Yes", and then carefully picked up the child.

The child has a tiger head and a tiger head, with a round face, rosy and tender, sleeping very peacefully and sweetly, breathing rhythmically and evenly from his nose, like a peaceful lamb, very cute.

Wu Xiaojun was so touched, with a sense of intimacy, he gently kissed the child on the forehead a few times, feeling his breath to his heart's content, then turned to Qin Meixiang and asked, "What's the child's name?"

Qin Meixiang said with a slight smile, "I named the child Qin Wangzhen."

"Qin Wangzhen, does it mean to forget the true essence? What is his father's surname? Why doesn't it follow his father's nature and take your surname?"

Qin Meixiang nodded, and then said, "Yes, it is natural for my child to take my surname, but it is a little unfair to the child's father." She said with tears in her eyes and lowered her head.

"If you do this, doesn't the child's father have no objection? Isn't it a bit too selfish?"

"The child's father understood my difficulties and my eagerness to protect the calf, so he agreed. Let's not talk about it. My biggest wish is to marry my sister-in-law home as soon as possible, live my life well, and do a good job in my career. It's getting late , I’m sleepy too, go to bed quickly.” He opened his arms, took the child from Wu Xiaojun, put him on the bed, and fell asleep.

Wu Xiaojun retreated helplessly and closed the door gently. Zhao Shuting hurriedly said, "Xiaojun, Daqiang is back. I have heard his footsteps. Daqiang should be suspicious when he sees a young man here. We I’m already sorry for you, I can’t burden Daqiang any more, I’m sorry for him. The night is cool, and you are much more energetic, hurry up and walk along the road behind the mountain, and you can reach the national highway within five miles.” Push Wu Xiaojun hard.Wu Xiaojun saw the matter so far, quietly walked out of the courtyard door and hid under a peach tree, quietly waiting for Daqiang's arrival.

After a while, a middle-aged man walked into the yard with a woven bag and a big watermelon in his hand. Seeing Zhao Shuting sitting on a stone bench waiting for him, he said with a smile, "Mom, you haven't slept yet." Well, Mei Xiang and Wang Zhen are both asleep!"

"Daqiang, what are you doing when you come back so late? What if something happens to you? Hurry up and wash your face. There is still some food left in the evening. You can simply eat and rest."

"Okay, Mom, you go to bed quickly."

After a while, Daqiang entered Meixiang's house and turned off the lights.

Wu Xiaojun thought about Mei Xiang, a beautiful girl who should belong to him, but slept with a country man. It was really flowers inserted into the cow dung. It was too cheap for him. own a few mouths.Seeing their family living in poverty in the mountains, but full of warmth and harmony, I have to admit the reality.Everyone has their own destiny, and since it has become a fact that cannot be undone, let them live their own lives, and I should go away quietly.Thinking of this, I walked out of the peach grove, left the small courtyard in the mountain, and walked towards the light of fireflies in the distance. Unexpectedly, my foot suddenly missed, and I screamed "Oh my god", and fell into the sky. abyss.

Waking up suddenly, I broke out in a cold sweat, but it turned out to be a dream.

Wu Xiaojun doesn't believe in gods or ghosts, but he does believe in telepathy.Secretly thought that this was a sensory message from Mei Xiang, who was far away in a foreign land, that she no longer belonged to me, so she let herself completely stop thinking about it, start a new life, keep her eyes open, and find her true love.

Yan Gaofeng tossed and turned all night and couldn't sleep well, always thinking about what Wu Xiaojun was going to say, whether it could bring him a new turning point, every day at dawn, he lay on the edge of the bed and called Wu Xiaojun, "Xiaojun, wake up, tell me quickly What I was going to say last night."

Wu Xiaojun didn't close his eyes almost all night. He just fell asleep when he was woken up by Yan Gaofeng. He said very angrily, "What's your name? I'm so sleepy. Let me tell you that Han Hongxing, one of the eleven of you, will be ordered to drop out of school." Tell his parents that his mother died of a heart attack on the spot, and you can think about what will happen next." Before finishing speaking, he fell asleep again, and slept until lunch time.

At around five o'clock in the afternoon, Wu Xiaojun called Shao Yingying out of the dormitory, and the two came to the shore of Baihu Lake.

The willows on the shore of the lake are emerald green, and a row of new willows is yellow in color.The willows are fresh and green. It breaks the silence of winter, squeezes away the coldness of winter, and pulls out slender branches, which are full of vitality, elegant and dignified. The green branches and leaves flutter gently under the breeze, as soft as a girl's hair. Gently spreading its figure, performing the dance of its life to its heart's content, it brings infinite hope, infinite longing and the artistic conception of "the willows are dark and the flowers brighten another village" to the people who are looking forward to it in the warm and cold season.

Wu Xiaojun pointed to the tender green willows and said, "Yingzi, spring is good. Look how beautiful the willows are by the lake."

Shao Yingying said with a cold face full of displeasure, "Don't interrupt, don't have nothing to say, you didn't say a word along the way, you called me here, just to tell me these things, you are not interested."

Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "What's the matter, you are as cold as ice, and you still misunderstood me about what happened last night. I wanted to explain to you yesterday, but you didn't give me a chance to talk. That's what happened." I said it all over again, " You should understand this time."

"To be honest, I really look down on you now. The Wu Xiaojun in my mind suddenly disappeared, and he became inattentive in his studies and neglected his job. He spent all day hanging out with a group of girls and was useless. If this continues, he will reach a peak sooner or later. I was particularly disappointed when I waited for the mistakes of eleven students."

"Although what I said was a little serious, the reminder is very correct. I humbly accept the immediate correction. I will definitely not disappoint your expectations, and my image in your heart will grow bigger and bigger."

"That's your own business, and it has nothing to do with me. Boys should behave like boys, and they should be straightforward in everything they do. They can't be indecisive all day long."

"I know my shortcomings. Some appearances often cause misunderstandings to others. Many times I think too much about what I want to do and don't have the courage to do it. I lose many opportunities and leave a lot of regrets."

"You are no longer the pure you, and you are becoming more and more incomprehensible and incomprehensible. There is a sense of uneasiness in the invisible, and you want to avoid it."

"I have also noticed this, and I am trying to correct it. I think you understand me, know my heart, know what I do, and know what I want. Please don't have any worries. If you find something wrong with me, you can give me a timely reminder And correct me. By the way, I had a dream last night, guess who I dreamed of?"

"Bai Lingyan."

"No, it's Mei Xiang. I dreamed that she was in the deep mountains, leading her precious son to live the life of an ordinary village woman in the mountains. I was very sad. I wanted to bring her out, but she still refused."

"This is a tragedy. It's good to have her in your heart, but it implies that you should stop living in her shadow, walk out your own path, and do what you want to do to the prospects you want. "

"I also tell you without hesitation that I have also figured it out for a while. What is lost will never come back, and what should be won must not be missed again. Because of Luo Xiao, when I linked your name with you When we were together, I felt so familiar and kind, and it has gradually entered my state of mind. With the gradual deepening of the relationship, a series of coincidences, and a deeper understanding of you. Although you are introverted, you are not good in front of everyone. Talking, but your quiet face, calm personality, gentle and elegant charm, quiet and noble temperament, mellow and simple words, all left a deep impression on me. Your love for life and diligent pursuit of future career , the longing for the future life touched my heart even more deeply. I feel that it is a special taste to talk about life ideals and imagine future life with you. "

Shao Yingying smiled brightly, "It's an exaggeration. I'm introverted and not sociable, which is an obvious weakness and a major obstacle in making friends. I really want to get rid of it in my heart, but it's easy to change, and it's hard to change my nature. Few people can get close to me except you. Except for a few familiar roommates, even my fellow countrymen say that I am a bit elusive. You don't really know me, you just see the surface of me , a bit idealized, I can't accept your evaluation of me, I can't stand praise, I long for ordinary, because I am ordinary."

Wu Xiaojun said a little hesitantly, "Seeing that you are always as cold as ice, and the cold air strikes you, when I talked to you before, I always had a special expression. Every time I was in front of you, I didn't want to show my love and liking for you. I always thought I had a lot to say." I told you, but I didn’t know where to speak, my tongue was short, and my words were incoherent, so I had to pass the time in my silence. However, the more I restrained, the more I developed a good impression, I have been watching you silently, always paying attention to you, eager to get close You, deliberately avoiding you, timid and cowardly, afraid of hurting your self-esteem, dare not confess to you directly." Wu Xiaojun said with a gloomy face, and paused for a long time looking down.

"People say that girls are always more sensitive and observant than boys. I really didn't notice what you said at the time, let alone care about it. I always treat you as a classmate, and of course you are more A member of the friendship dormitory, it is said that he knows better than other boys in the class."

Wu Xiaojun continued, "The appearance of Meixiang in Pingxi suddenly heated up the blank relationship between us, and it got out of hand. A series of coincidences made us a real couple. It is her hostile enthusiasm for you and her love for you. Your observation led to the reunion of your family. Facing Meixiang, I had to keep a certain distance from you. Your mother’s hints made me terrified, and I always strongly controlled my feelings for you in my heart. Treat it like your own sister. Your expression tells me that you care about my every move, and there have been many misunderstandings, but I didn't really take it to heart."

Shao Yingying listened quietly, and said with a heavy heart, "I know this. I did misunderstand you a few times, and I felt unhappy, especially uncomfortable, and my words to you were sarcasm."