life struggle

Wu Xiaojun looked up at the lake, with a slight smile, and watched Shao Yingying arrive, "Mei Xiang's family had an accident, and after she and her mother disappeared, it was the time when I was most melancholy, confused and helpless, and I was about to collapse completely during that time , It was you who gave me a lot of comfort, let me get out of the predicament and get through the period of depression, that is, at that time I felt your heart is full of tenderness and fiery side. 【】When I am lonely and frustrated and helpless, you are like dust The erratic figure, just like the flowers blooming in the rain, always comes unexpectedly in the deepest part of the dream. The hazy and misty gives me some kind of magical power, which makes me feel refreshed and clear-headed. However, when you wake up from the dream, you Leave quietly, leaving me with a string of good memories.”

Shao Yingying said, "After all, what you are talking about is a kind of dream, which can only give people spiritual enjoyment. In real life, you and I do not have the dramatic color of the movie. After all, there is an uncrossed road between you and me." An insurmountable chasm."

Wu Xiaojun said, "The more dreams you have, the faster your position in my heart rises, almost to the point where I can't get rid of it. Although I don't know what will happen in the future, I don't know where you and I are going. Seeing you treat me again and again When there is a misunderstanding, I feel very uneasy in my heart, and sometimes I can’t sleep at night. Instead of speculating about your mood anxiously, it’s better to tell you the complicated emotions I’ve been hiding in my heart and tell you what I’ve been wanting to say for a long time, so as to relieve the pain of the past. Let yourself relax from the burden of depression in your heart."

Shao Yingying was a little puzzled to explain, "You have to say so much, I still don't understand what you want to say?"

Wu Xiaojun stood up suddenly, looked at her seriously and said, "Don't feel abrupt, don't mind my presumptuousness, and don't feel naive, ridiculous and uneasy. I'm serious. Frankly speaking, I would like to fly with you and walk together. The road of struggle in life is full of difficulties and ups and downs, I hope you can think twice."

Wu Xiaojun expressed his feelings, eloquently, completely opened his heart, and uttered all the hidden inner thoughts without hiding and concealing, feeling like a donkey that has been unloaded, relieved and relaxed.

Hearing this, Shao Yingying was stunned for a moment, her heart sank immediately, she was speechless, she got up and walked to the lakeside, looking at the sparkling lake water under the sunlight, she stretched out her hand and folded a tender green wicker, and kept waving Shaking hands.At this moment, everything seems to have stopped, and the mind is blank as if frozen.Xiaojun's words were really sincere and moved me very much.To say that I didn't have the slightest affection and affection for him would be deceiving myself, but it was more of gratitude and gratitude.This kind of hazy emotion buried in the bottom of my heart is so complicated and disorderly.On the surface, he is an extroverted person who is dedicated to doing things and unwilling to be lonely, but what kind of person he is in his heart is always unpredictable, and he can't believe his eyes and judgment.He suddenly said from the bottom of his heart, what should I do?If you accept it readily, it is indeed a bit abrupt. In the future, if you have such a person by your side, you will feel uneasy and lack a sense of security.If he categorically refuses, it will definitely hurt his self-esteem. It is really a stone that stirs up thousands of waves, and it is difficult to make an emotional choice.

Wu Xiaojun saw her standing by the lake, feeling dignified and at a loss, walked up to her quietly, and said softly, "Yingzi, I just told you what I wanted to say, please don't have any psychological burden, you have more Time to consider, I will respect your choice."

Shao Yingying turned around and looked at Wu Xiaojun with a half-smile and raised her eyebrows, "Actually, it's nothing. You've shown your affection for me, but it's really hard to answer you now. I hope you can understand me."

Wu Xiaojun glanced around, and said slowly, "It's okay, I don't want to think about the love of my children at all now, I just want to do something that I think is meaningful. I just want to tell you that you are in my heart I always occupy a certain position, and I don’t want you to feel unhappy because of some appearances that misunderstand me, and make me uneasy.”

Shao Yingying said, "I understand, please believe me, I won't say anything to irritate you in the future. I hope you can take care of yourself and be my good brother."

For Yan Gaofeng, the new week is a day that determines the fate of his life, and it is a day that feels like a year.He was depressed and had no face to sit in the classroom with other students and listen to the teacher's lectures. On other days, when he was in class, he would either lie in the dormitory and sleep, or wander aimlessly on the street.All he has to do is to report to the offices of the counselor Qiao Yulin, the grade director Jia Mingsheng, and the student director Zhu Zonghui during the breaks and after-school hours to display his stalking skills.Three days passed in a flash, and the kung fu did not work. Zhu Zonghui and Jia Mingsheng showed no signs of letting go. The most they wanted to say was, "This is a matter decided by the school. We really have no choice. You should hurry up and apply for withdrawal." Let's go through the formalities, if it's too late, you won't even have your student status, and the nearly two years of study will be completely useless."

When he was at his wit's end, Han Hongxing's "Letter of Confession to the Teachers and Students of the School—Han Hongxing Leaving School with Tears" gave him a new turn for his reluctance to drop out of school.This letter caused an uproar in the whole school. The sudden sudden death of Han Hongxing's mother was caused by his being ordered to drop out of school. This is a human tragedy that no one wants to see. Most of the students still focus on education, so it is too much to give such severe punishment.This incident aroused the attention of the school leaders, who sent special personnel to Han Hongxing's home to investigate and condolences, and made it clear that he would be given a chance to study hard and reform. Started a new life path, never went back to school, and wrote a letter of confession with tears in my eyes.There are also eight people who have this kind of psychology and make such decisions.

When Yan Gaofeng found Zhu Zonghui, the director of the student department, his attitude changed significantly. "You write an application and a letter of guarantee and submit it yourself. Report it to the school's leaders for research to see if you can not drop out of school." These are just sayings. Since he didn't want to drop out of school, he didn't force it.Yan Gaofeng finally passed the test.

This incident is not a glorious thing for the individual or the class. The impact is very deep, and it has caused a lot of shock to some students who usually pay less attention to study and play.Soon the class returned to calm, there was a significant decrease in absenteeism, and a significant increase in the number of people studying at night.

However, the good times didn't last long. Within half a month, two girls in the class had an accident again, and it quickly spread throughout the campus. 5' Zhuang Wenjing and Wu Zhenjie in the dormitory did not return to the dormitory for three days in a row, which aroused the suspicion of the head of the dormitory, Zhang Qiao'e. Worried that something might happen, she told the monitor, Lu Jianmin.Lu Jianmin and Wu Xiaojun came to the counselor Qiao Yulin's office and told her that Teacher Qiao became furious and said angrily, "I really don't know what's wrong, we have so many classes, and some people in the class were ordered to drop out by the school. Zhuang Wenjing and Wu Zhenjie, two unruly girls, were caught by the police last night and taken to the police station, and the school was notified early in the morning to pick them up. So far, Director Zhu and Director Jia haven't come back, so I'm really mad. "

Lu Jianmin asked in surprise, "Why were the two of them arrested at the police station?"

Teacher Qiao shook her head helplessly, "It's hard to say that there are many more difficult students in the family than the two of them, and they can go to school with peace of mind, but these two people are obsessed with evil, and they can't study well if they don't. It's not good to do something in a work-study program, but I hang out with dubious people in the society. Every night, I go to Jiahe Building to work as a waiter for a woman. They were blocked in the room and arrested. Except for the eleven people who were arrested in the practical talent class, there were only two of them in the ordinary class. Our class is a well-known class in the whole school. It is really embarrassing and embarrassing for such a thing to happen. Now, if you don’t catch it well next time, maybe something will happen.”

Wu Xiaojun said, "The two of them have not been doing this kind of thing for a month or two, at least for more than a year. The students in the same dormitory have great opinions. They worry that they have too many contacts with the idle people in the society, and they are worried about getting along with them. Their stalemate will cause threats and revenge, so they have to swallow their anger and not say anything. They also feel that it has a bad influence on other people. It was probably in early December last year. They found me and Jianmin and insisted on moving out to rent a house. , Considering that if something happens outside, the school can’t get rid of the responsibility, so I didn’t dare to promise them, so I asked them to tell you. I think they will definitely not tell you. But I didn’t expect it to become more and more out of line. "

Teacher Qiao said, "Speaking of which, after all, the two of them are still young, and they have a long way to go in the future, and they have to take care of their affection. Besides, this is not an honorable thing. It should be handled in a low-key manner, and it is not appropriate to make it public. The more you know The smaller the better."

At this moment, Jia Ming walked over from the outside angrily, and said loudly as soon as he entered the door, "I have grown up so big, I have seen all kinds of people, but I have never seen Zhuang Wenjing and Wu Zhenjie in your class like this." A shameless person. I have done depraved things that are hard to see people being caught, and I am still in the police station with a look of indifference. I even have a cheeky smile, and brazenly tease the director, and let them forgive me. I should educate you, admit your mistake If you repent and write a pledge, you can come out, which is good, the crime will be aggravated, each person will be fined [-] yuan, and they will be detained for half a month in administrative detention."

Lu Jianmin tried to ask, "Director Jia, can't it be so serious?"

Jia Mingsheng stared and said angrily, "This is still light. If they are convicted of prostitution and whoring, they will be sentenced to two or three years. I don't understand why they can't study hard. It is unbelievable to engage in these morally corrupt, shameless and obscene activities, which have tarnished the sacred hall of the university and the reputation of the students. How did you class leaders, both of them have degenerated to this point, don’t you Did you not notice and know about it at all? Why didn’t you report it in advance? Let the school do ideological work to save them, so that they won’t develop to this point. You are seriously dereliction of duty and irresponsible to your classmates. In terms of concern and management, you have a lot to review and must strengthen in the future.”

Lu Jianmin said ashamedly, "What Director Jia criticized was that he really didn't have a good grasp of the mental state of the students in the class. However, for the two of them, due to the complexity of the situation, if there is no conclusive evidence for such a thing, no one will I won’t admit it, let alone explain it directly to him, so I ignore it.”

Jia Mingsheng sat down on the chair and said with a sigh, "Your class is completely famous. Just after Yan Gaofeng's matter was resolved, these two people were detained again. How to pay the fine is a headache. If you don’t get released, you won’t be able to give people peace, and I’m really pissed off.”

Before the words were finished, the door slammed, and Zhuang Wenjing and Wu Zhenjie walked in with stylish pocket bags and smiles on their faces. The three of them didn't know the reason, and immediately looked at each other dumbfounded.

Zhuang Wenjing looked around at the three of them, and asked disdainfully, "You all look like mourning mourners, what's the matter?" Then she slowly took off her satchel, and took out the letter issued by the police station to ask the school to give discipline and education The proposal was put in front of Director Jia without any hesitation, and he said boldly, "Director Jia, I'm sorry, it was us who made you and Director Zhu go to the police station. Don't worry, it's nothing serious, the gang at the police station People do one thing in person and another in the back, they are all virtuous, and they look virtuous, but there is nothing good about it. Director Jia, the Director Qiu who is talking to you, watching him blow his beard and stare, is actually a flower. They come to our place every three days to have fun with their sisters, but they never pay us for the loss of time. The arrest of us is nothing more than a show for the higher-ups to see. Of course, they also want to take the opportunity to knock some money Let us serve him better. After you left, as soon as we served him, we obediently let us come back."

Director Jia's face turned blue with anger, he slapped the table suddenly, pointed at the two of them and said, "That's enough, Zhuang Wenjing, stop talking. Your parents have worked hard to raise you up, and they are looking forward to You are a promising person, are you worthy of their painstaking efforts, worthy of the title of college student, worthy of yourselves? Don’t you know that this is a crime, and are you not afraid of being arrested by the police? To you Not only was my behavior shameless, but I was proud of it, and I also talked about your things happily without shame, and I feel sad and sorry for you." He said and slammed his fist on the table a few times.

Wu Zhenjie looked at Director Jia and said, "Director, don't get angry, it seems that you don't know enough about the outside world. In the era of market economy, people like us are needed to provide services. For us, others buy happiness with money. , We use our youth to get money, and we each get what we need. It’s good to do this now, money comes easily, people are free, and they wear beautiful clothes, and there are people who pick them up when they go in and out. What kind of business will be better than this. Taking advantage of youth, Earn more money and reduce the burden on the family."

Zhuang Wenjing said nonchalantly, "We don't have to worry about being arrested at all. The boss is a representative of the Municipal People's Congress, and the relationship between the upper and lower levels is unimpeded. We only care about business and don't worry about other things. Isn't there such a saying? Who are we? The money serves whoever, and the lawyer speaks for whoever gives the money. The same way of making money, although the means of making a living are different, everyone is the same. Don’t think that anyone is better than the other. Besides, we are used to this way, and we cannot do without it. Money and men."