life struggle

Wu Xiaojun did not expect Bai Lingyan to appear on the dance floor. 【-】Looking at the dress, it is also specially modified to get rid of the addiction to dancing. The jet-black hair is allowed to hang down naturally, and the white short-sleeved addas shirt is paired with a black skirt.After standing and watching a song, Bai Lingyan sat uneasy not far from him, so he walked up to say hello, then walked outside to get some air and then returned to the venue.

Next, Bai Lingyan and Jiang Shoujia danced two songs and four steps. Maybe it was because their dancing skills were too poor and out of tune, or maybe it was because they were restless and lacked interest, so they stopped and stood aside, watching Jiang Shoujia and other girls dancing leisurely and naturally. di.

Wu Xiaojun walked up to her and asked, "How is the dance, isn't it very enjoyable?"

Bai Lingyan said embarrassingly, "I haven't learned it before, I can't dance well."

Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, "I'm born deaf and tone deaf to dancing, and I'm not interested in these entertainment activities. In my opinion, if you can't dance well, don't dance anymore, lest you feel awkward and feel uncomfortable all over."

Bai Lingyan didn't seem to hear him, and stood there quietly.Wu Xiaojun felt that she was going to continue to have fun, so he looked around and found that there were many boys and girls in the venue, maybe it was because they had no dance partners that they were standing alone.Looking up, he found Liu Youcai and Yang Shuli sitting beside him eating melon seeds, so he discussed with Yang Shuli that Liu Youcai should accompany her to a song.Liu Youcai looked at Yang Shuli, smiled and reluctantly agreed, and before Bai Lingyan could speak, she ran away in a fit of inexplicable anger, embarrassing the three of them.

Wu Xiaojun felt that Bai Lingyan was acting weird, and indeed she was abnormal, so in order to understand, she immediately walked out of the dance floor and followed her to the dormitory.

He knocked lightly on the half-closed dormitory door a few times, after a while Bai Lingyan opened the door, and said with a painful expression after being stunned for a long time, "Come in!" Turning around, she fell on the bed and cried for a while, slowly Slowly raised his head and asked, "When did you come back?"

Seeing her in a trance, her eyes seemed a little dull, implying cloudy sadness, her tearful eyes were fixed on her face motionlessly,

Feeling flustered and uneasy in my heart, I said in a deep voice, "Around four o'clock this afternoon, you look very tired and haggard. Is there something bothering you?"

"You don't know" she replied weakly on the bed.

Wu Xiaojun found that she had never been so depressed in front of him before, and after thinking about it, he had never done anything to hurt her. What made her heartache so much, what injury made her so unbearable, she couldn't figure it out.After a long while, she raised her face. She didn't know whether it was tears or sweat covering her face. She wiped her face listlessly with a pillow towel, stood up and asked, "Do you want to drink water?" , found that only the last one had water in it, so he poured half a glass, then lay on his back on the bed and asked, "How is the wheat in your place?"

Under such circumstances, Wu Xiaojun didn't have any intention of drinking water. He only felt that the room was empty, hot and dry, like sitting on pins and needles, so stuffy that people couldn't breathe, and his whole body was very uncomfortable. Situation, liven up the suffocating air.He stood up gently, put his hands on the table, looked out of the window and thought for a moment, then said lightly, "Very good, much better than last year. See how hot you are, why don't you go down and take a walk to get some air?" Let's blow some cool air."

She was expressionless and said nothing.

"You are bored and uncomfortable staying in the room by yourself, you should go down for a while!" Wu Xiaojun said again, looking at her wet and pale face with strange but pleading eyes.She still lay quietly without any response, and it took a long time before she said weakly, "Go down, I want to be alone and quiet."

Wu Xiaojun sat down again and remained silent for a while. Seeing her say it twice in a row, he said softly, "Can't you go down for a walk?"

"Go down, I don't want to go out."

Seeing her feeling pity, sympathy and loneliness, she was so preoccupied and unwilling to go downstairs, Wu Xiaojun got up and walked out. When she was about to go downstairs, she suddenly asked behind her back, "Why didn't you come back on Wednesday? Why didn't you come back? Why didn't you come back?" not coming back?"

Wu Xiaojun didn't think too much about it, and didn't realize what she meant by her question. He stopped and turned around and said casually, "The wheat at home is confiscated. There are too many things to deal with." After speaking, he went downstairs and returned to the dormitory, only to see Zhao Gang A person was there and asked, "Did Bai Lingyan look for me on Wednesday?"

"She just comes to our classroom for evening self-study every day, and she didn't hear anyone say what she asked you!"

Hu Lei came back after the ball was over, and when he saw Wu Xiaojun, he said, "Bai Lingyan walked around the dance floor a few times just now, she seems to have something to do with you."

Wu Xiaojun knew that she was definitely not looking for herself, maybe she was looking for someone else to say something, because it didn't matter who she was looking for, so she didn't take it to heart.

The next morning, on the way to the classroom, I happened to be on the same road with Liu Xiaoxia and Liu Yunhui. Liu Yunhui smiled mysteriously and said, "In the past few days when you came home, that girl Bai Lingyan from the women's and children's class has not seen you like a day. After three autumns, I am very concerned and never forget. She came to our dormitory three times nervously and asked where you have been and when you are coming back? We asked her what was the matter and she still refused to say anything. It is particularly strange that she said that your personality suits her , her personality suits you, it seems that the relationship between you two is different!"

"Jing nonsense, don't make fun of me, what kind of unusual relationship can I have with her, it's not just like you, it's just that we share the same taste, you can say whatever you want, carefree, scruples, and reservations. "

"Come on, I don't have the same smell as you. To be honest, I heard that she didn't find you, so I went to Jiang Shoujia from Class [-]. She even called him out of the classroom the night before. I stayed by the playground for a long time, do you need to ask clearly?"

"I have nothing to do with other people's personal affairs. I'll ask her what these are. One more thing is worse than one less thing. Let's save worry."

Wu Xiaojun missed his class for a week when he went home, so he had to hurry up and make up for it. After dinner, he came to the classroom early for self-study.I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly felt the chair on the back vibrate as if someone had kicked it with my foot. Looking back, Bai Lingyan and Deng Hongli were sitting behind and looking at her with a smile. Deng Hongli said, "You really are Concentrate enough, we have been here for more than half an hour, and we haven't seen you raise your head and move around, so I'm not afraid that your neck will hurt after a long time, I can't do it."

"I don't feel much. A strong boy is different from Miss Jiao in your boudoir. They don't pay so much attention, so there won't be any problems."

Bai Lingyan watched the two chattering anxiously, then gave him a wink and said, "You guys talk, I'll go to the bathroom."

After about ten minutes, Wu Xiaojun came out of the classroom. Seeing Bai Lingyan standing at the entrance of the building, he said with a smile, "Sorry, I kept you waiting. Let's walk around on the playground."

The two walked along the playground track for a long time without saying a word, just swaying in silence, Wu Xiaojun suddenly asked in puzzlement, "What can I do for you? What happened last night? So unhappy?"

Bai Lingyan sighed and said, "It's nothing, everything is over, since you don't know, there's no need to know."

"Seeing that you are hesitating and slurring your words, there must be something inside, can you reveal a little bit?"

"Unexpected thing, I fell out with my boyfriend."

Wu Xiaojun was a little puzzled, he hadn't heard her mention it before, it was really strange why a boyfriend suddenly appeared out of nowhere.Maybe this is someone's desire and secret, it's not convenient to say it, and it's not easy to ask too much, so he comforted me with kind words, "This is a normal thing, those who should come will definitely come, and those who shouldn't come can't stay, Don't take it seriously. During the time when Qin Meixiang disappeared suddenly, I just couldn't let go of the sincere relationship I had built up with her. I suddenly got into a dead end and couldn't extricate myself. I was haggard and depressed all day, and I was about to collapse completely It took a lot of effort to get out of the shadows, but I found that no matter how big the matter is, as long as it is no longer so important, I will let go of the burden and be relieved. Looking back, a person's energy is very limited after all. We have to face all kinds of people and all kinds of things. We care about everything and never forget it. Even hard-working people can’t bear it. So some things can’t be taken too seriously. When it’s time to let go , what should be discarded must be discarded, only by letting go will we usher in another bright sky."

"It's reasonable, everything is like this."

"Looking at your painful expression last night, I couldn't give you any spiritual comfort. I felt very guilty. When you went downstairs, you kept asking me why I didn't come on Wednesday. What did you mean? Did you say that a few days ago? Went to Shao Yingying's dormitory? Did you say anything special?"

"I'm only acquainted with Shao Yingying in their dormitory. The purpose of asking you was just to ask you about someone, but you didn't come back, and you didn't say anything else."

"You know the situation between me and Yingzi, just don't say anything else, who do you need to ask, do I know you?"

"Jiang Shoujia from the student union suddenly said that he wanted to make friends with me. I found that he was quite good at talking, which made me dizzy. I just wanted to know what kind of person he is and what kind of character he is through you. , can you make friends with him?

Wu Xiaojun didn't even think about it, and said directly, "I can't understand him very well. He is a standard dude, son, and the number one slicker in the school. Jiang Zhentao is slightly inferior in front of him. Relying on himself The cadre family has two money, but they are very good at speculating and doing crooked ways without doing a few things. They eat, drink, solicit connections, coax and lie to Lishantou, which messes up the entire student union. Many activities cannot be carried out smoothly. Take the last cultural festival. In fact, in order to overwhelm the second class and defeat our class, they conspired with Chai Yuhu, the life committee member of the life minister's class, to plot a plan to determine the scoring and appearance order. The plan was finalized and reported, and I wanted to forcefully break through the barriers in the student union with lightning speed, and pass it through the student office and the youth league committee. Their shameful despicable tricks were exposed by me on the spot at the general meeting of the student union, so that the art performance can be held in an open and fair manner. It went smoothly under a fair environment. Because I exposed Jiang Shoujia and Chai Yuhu’s corrupting of Kou Yinfang and Li Qiaoli watching the all-night video, the two of them were very embarrassed and couldn’t get off the stage. They hated me for a long time, and then gradually figured it out On the contrary, they are very polite and respectful when they meet.”

"I don't care about anything, I am ignorant, and I have never heard of such a thing in the middle."

"What's more, even though he didn't succeed that time, he was willing to bow down. Seeing that I let go of my cruel words later, he must play me and earn back the shame. Since he wants to play, let him play. It doesn't matter, as long as I am doing my best, so forgive him for not being able to do anything to me. Besides these, he wants to use Chai Yuhu to suppress the classroom hygiene performance of our class. Lu Jianmin and I did our part to fight with them in front of the students of the two classes. He fought two battles. Now he has been working secretly to isolate Yuan Xijie, the chairman of the student union. Xiao Yuan is also very helpless. Chairman Wang Peng, Sports Minister Wu Yongzheng from your class, Life Minister Chai Yuhu, Organization Department Director Zou Enming, and Learning Director Liu Hongjian are five of his best friends.

Bai Lingyan was a little surprised and asked, "They are all in the same group. Is there any mistake? I asked Wu Yongzheng and Jiang Shoujia how he was, and he said he was very good-natured, easy to make friends, and very loyal. So I asked wrongly." People. This damn Wu Yongzheng is also lying to me. It’s really embarrassing. Fortunately, I turned against him early, and if I was late, I would be fooled by him.” She obviously became excited, and her mood was better than before. There are many, and the words have begun to increase.

Wu Xiaojun went on to say, "Ask these five people like asking yourself. You can ask anyone else, including Li Qiaoli and Kou Yinfang. Regarding Jiang Shoujia's attitude and way of life, his sentiment and character, any member of the student union who knows him Both my teacher and my heart are like a mirror, clear and clear."

"We got to know each other very quickly and fell out quickly. Now there is no need to ask any more. I really didn't expect him to be such a person. It seems that I know too little. However, you should also pay attention in the future, don't talk about it all the time." I was accidentally tricked by him."

"It's true that you don't know much. Speaking of which, I know more about many things than Lu Jianmin. The relationship between the student union and the various classes is quite delicate and complicated. You will gradually see clearly in the future."

"I came into contact with him twice. The first time I felt that he was eloquent and had a great sense of humor. The second time I found that there were many things wrong with him. First of all, he didn't want to walk with me. He said that he would let the student office know that he was in love. I can’t join the party, and said that in the future, I must go to Pingnan to lead a team for an internship. I want to make friends with you just to save face in front of others, etc. I think he is playing me on purpose. turn."