life struggle

"There are factors of both. [^] Originally, I wanted to get along with him and observe him for a while, but now it seems meaningless. Since the past has passed, it is as if nothing happened. Through this incident This incident made me feel extremely stupid, stupid, and I must keep my eyes open and keep a clear head in the future, and never do such ridiculous and boring things again."

"I would also like to advise you that there is no rush in matters of relationship. It cannot be achieved overnight. It needs to be cooked and cultivated slowly. Love at first sight can only be a story in a novel, and it is difficult to find it in reality. Just like Liang Yuhua rashly mentioned to me on the spur of the moment, regardless of my feelings and thoughts, she always wanted to pester me for nothing. For some people, this is a kind of romance, but for me, it is a kind of romance. Shame and burden, doomed to fail."

As soon as the two talked about it, and as soon as the matter was clarified, the mood was naturally comfortable and bright, and they chatted about some unimportant things before returning to the classroom.Wu Xiaojun's seemingly ordinary conversation caused quite a shock in Bai Lingyan's inner world. Since then, she has been quietly planning and designing her own life direction.

The selection exams for each school's junior high school will start soon, which is the critical time to test the effectiveness of your tutoring.Wu Xiaojun put a lot of effort into analyzing Tong Haoxiang's learning status, existing defects and deficiencies, specially formulated a set of research counseling plan, and made a detailed introduction to Manager Tong and his wife in advance.Mrs. Tong, Feng Yudi, was very satisfied after hearing this, and said with a smile on her face, "Xiao Wu, you have been working hard during this period. Hao Xiang's father and I usually have a lot of things in the work unit, and we are on business trips every three days, so we have no time to take care of Hao Xiang." I always feel sorry for the child in my heart. Fortunately, I met you, and we feel more at ease. Some good school admissions exams will start soon, and time is running out. Can you work hard and give him extra lessons? Give him good guidance and help him sprint harder."

Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "Madam Tong, you are too polite, it's okay."

Manager Tong said, "Three days ago, we suddenly received a notice from the factory that we would go to Anshan Iron and Steel to participate in a skill competition and technical exchange activities for about a month. In this way, it is really worrying to leave the child alone at home." , it was better during school, the key is that on Saturdays and Sundays I am afraid that he will play and watch TV instead of studying, so I plan to ask you to come over these two days to tutor him and supervise him by the way. Of course, I have already reported to him Three schools that require exams, please take him to attend on time, how about it?"

Wu Xiaojun said, "Okay, to tell you the truth, during this period of time, Haoxiang and Haoxiang have been getting along like their own little brothers, so you can rest assured."

Feng Yudi said, "During the time we were away, I also explained to the child's aunt Weiwei that she would often come to take care of the child when there is nothing to do. With the two of you, I feel at ease when we are outside, so please."

When Wu Xiaojun heard the word "Weiwei", he felt a little flustered in his heart, and hurriedly concealed his fear and uneasiness and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I will definitely take good care of Haoxiang."

Manager Tong said, "It's not easy for your students to go abroad, and money is tight. I will discuss it with Yudi and leave 500 yuan. I will spend it where I need it." Then, he took out the money and put it in Wu Xiaojun's before.

Wu Xiaojun quickly waved his hands and said, "No, no, I brought money from home. When I need to spend money for Haoxiang, I will spend it."

Feng Yudi said with a smile, "Take it, in case you need it, even if you don't need it, can it still be your labor reward at that time!"

Manager Tong and his wife arranged the family affairs and left on Friday night. In order to take care of Haoxiang's daily life, Feng Weiwei lived in their home logically.Due to the unfeeling relationship between the two some time ago, Wu Xiaojun had to face the reality of meeting and dealing with her. How to get along with her became an unavoidable problem before him.

Wu Xiaojun lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to make up his mind after much deliberation, so he could only wait and see what happened.

Wu Xiaojun came to Manager Tong's house at nine o'clock on Saturday morning. Feng Weiwei was naturally generous and showed no coyness. She just looked him up and down, then pursed her lips and smiled and said, "I've been home for a few days. Mentally strong. I have prepared boiling water for you, and you will be with Haoxiang during the day for these two days."

Wu Xiaojun didn't dare to look her in the eye, nodded lightly and said, "Okay, you can do whatever you need to do."

The two didn't have much interaction in the past two days, each time they just exchanged simple greetings and went their own way without disturbing each other.Wu Xiaojun's always tense heart relaxed a lot, and he became more at ease.

Since Luo Xiao made a hasty trip to Pingxi last time, the two of them passed several letters.In the letter, she did not send some lingering signals like other girls, but mostly put forward some ideas and opinions for the future, and asked Wu Xiaojun for his opinions on some unavoidable issues in the future.The two exchanged letters, reminiscing about the past and talking about the future through the air.I found it very interesting, and gradually got used to this way of communication. If there is no letter from Luo Xiao after a while, Wu Xiaojun will feel as if something is missing.

The weather was very hot that night, and the dormitory was like a steamer. Some students who seldom go to evening self-study also went to the classroom early to sit under the flying ceiling fan or read a book in peace, or chat with each other in a low voice. , or couples in love whispering and talking about love, enjoying the rare summer coolness.However, some students with no fans were extremely hot, and some girls kept wiping the crystal clear sweat beads on their foreheads with handkerchiefs.

Wu Xiaojun came to the classroom a little later, so he didn't enjoy the coolness. Soon after reading, his eyes were dazzled and his mind was disturbed. Looking back, he saw the backs of Shao Yingying and Wang Xin walking out with the textbooks in their arms, and suddenly remembered this period of time I was so busy that I forgot to answer Luo Xiao's two letters.So regardless of the unstoppable flow of sweat, he picked up a pen to vividly write what happened some time ago, and asked her for her opinion.Some places didn't feel right, so I revised it many times and finally finalized the draft. I smiled contentedly and sent it to the mailbox.

After observing quietly for a period of time, Shao Yingying did not see much pain caused to Wu Xiaojun by her indifference and ruthlessness. It seems that his psychological endurance has improved a lot compared to before, and the situation is not as complicated as he imagined. Relieved to gradually mature, but also guilty of his emotional attitude that made him difficult to accept.From the heart, he no longer intentionally alienated him, and when they met, they were no longer as cold and nervous as enemies who had fought, and a smile began to appear on their faces, and they became more relaxed.

In the afternoon of this day, Wu Xiaojun came to Manager Tong’s house to teach Haoxiang. When he entered the door, he saw Feng Weiwei’s smooth hair and a shawl. She was wearing a low-necked white casual silk short-sleeved shirt. Except for the two peaks on the chest covered by a yellow embroidered bra, it was elastic. Her firm and fat muscles are clearly visible. She is wearing camel-colored cotton casual shorts, a wide brown leather belt and a flower bow in front of her lower abdomen, which is very fashionable. Her two exquisitely carved, moist and well-proportioned legs are exposed, exuding a seductive look. An invitation to seduce people.I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and stopped to take a closer look.

Seeing Wu Xiaojun staring at her with wide eyes, Feng Weiwei blushed immediately, like the shy red leaves dotted on the edge of the city, immediately lowered her head shyly and said, "Don't be stupid, come in quickly." After he walked into the living room and closed the door, he said, "I bought a seedless watermelon at noon, it's sandy and very sweet, please sit down first, I'll come over to the refrigerator for you to try. "

Wu Xiaojun let out an "um" and sat down on the couch, restless with many worries, and gently stroked the tea table in front of him with one hand.

After a while, Feng Weiwei put a bright red sandy soil watermelon on the coffee table on a fruit tray, reached out and picked up a piece and handed it to Wu Xiaojun, saying happily, "Come on, how about a piece of watermelon?" He also picked up a piece and sat down on the single sofa, bowed his head and took a bite.

Wu Xiaojun took the watermelon in her hand and asked, "Is Hao Xiang still taking a nap, why didn't he hear his voice?"

With a watermelon in her mouth, Feng Weiwei looked up at Wu Xiaojun and said, "This kid, he looks like a different person when his parents are not at home. He is disobedient. He was called away by his classmates after lunch. Why don't you go to the factory swimming pool for a swim?" .I think the children have been studying hard enough during this time, so let them play for a while if they want to play, and they will come back around 04:30."

Wu Xiaojun took two mouthfuls of watermelon, "Why didn't he say anything this morning? If he did, I'll come back later."

Feng Weiwei blinked her eyes, and said with a mysterious giggle, "He didn't tell me in advance, he was called out by a classmate at the last minute, since he's gone, just leave him alone, is the taste okay?"

"Well, it's not bad, it's delicious. It's rare. I haven't eaten such a pure-tasting melon for several years. Do you usually like to buy fruits and eat them? You have already gained experience in eating them."

"Hearing what you said doesn't sound like you're praising me. Why do I feel that I like to eat my mouth in disguise?"

"It's all the truth, it's all the truth, don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean that."

"How do you feel when you go home this time? Are you very tired? Is it very hot? Your skin color is much heavier than before. When I was a child, I also worked in the fields in my hometown. I envy the rural scenery and the farmers. She was sweating and busy, but it was a pity that when she was ten years old, her parents fell ill and passed away one after another, and she left home to go to my sister's place to study in junior high school, high school, and college until she started working and never did farm work again."

"I do it every year. I am just anxious to return the grains that I want to harvest to the warehouse as soon as possible, and plant the ones that need to be planted as soon as possible, so as not to delay the season. I don't feel that there is anything worthy of envy and nostalgia."

"You have been numb after working for a long time and have no freshness. Of course you feel boring. If you stop doing it in three to five years, you won't think so."

"Maybe."

The two chatted while eating. Wu Xiaojun unconsciously ate two-thirds of a plate of watermelon. He looked up at the wall clock on the wall. It was only a quarter past three. He stood up and said, "Take a break, I'll go out , come back at 04:30."

"It's very hot outside, don't rush to go. I just bought an electric fan yesterday, and I haven't had time to install it in the room. Please help me install it."

It took the two of them less than 10 minutes to install the electric fan and put it on the desk in front of the window. After trying it, the speed was even, the sound was small, and the wind was strong.Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "Okay, you don't have to worry about the heat at night, you can sleep soundly." After speaking, he turned and walked out.

Feng Weiwei jumped in front of him to block his way, closed the door casually, stared at him eagerly and said, "What are you doing, you're out of your wits, you walk away for a while, can't you sit down calmly and talk to me for a while? !"

Wu Xiaojun saw her longing face, she looked so gentle and lovely, and smiled slightly, "Let's let the road open and let me go out, I feel very awkward and uncomfortable here."

Feng Weiwei said coquettishly, "I don't, I don't, I just won't let you go out. I think you have evil intentions in your heart, otherwise you won't be awkward and uncomfortable."

Wu Xiaojun stared at her face and said, "Please, miss, please spare me!"

"Why are you not even as good as a girl? Be a little manly, okay? If you force yourself out, I won't stop you, and I won't open the door for you in the future. I can't teach Haoxiang how to deal with my sister." He lay down on the embroidered pillowcase at the head of the bed and sobbed.

Wu Xiaojun couldn't bear to let her cry alone, so he walked up to her gently, reached out and tapped her shoulder, teasingly said, "Miss, I just don't want to leave, don't cry, if you cry again, your frog-skinned face will be ashamed." It would be ugly to turn into a toad."

Feng Weiwei put her head down and chuckled, raised her face and wiped her tears, "Bah, bah, crow's mouth, it's really disgusting." She suddenly got up and hugged Wu Xiaojun by the waist, looking at his face affectionately, her cheeks were pink, and she was talking Said, "Xiaojun, don't reject me, let me feel the breath on your body, please!" Slowly closed his eyes, dragged Wu Xiaojun back little by little, and sat on the edge of the bed.

Wu Xiaojun was held tightly in his arms and couldn't get rid of it. He panicked and said, "Weiwei, don't do this, don't do this, you should cherish and respect yourself, but also think about me, we can't be sorry for others. thing."

"Now I don't care about other things, all I want is to be worthy of myself." Opening the clear and bright eyes full of love, I leaned back on the bed forcefully, pressing his whole body under my own, and suddenly felt a burst of blood boiling .

The distance between the two bodies was so close that there was almost no gap. Her red cheeks buried her head deeply in front of his chest, her tongue was wriggling slightly, and her lips were slightly opened, full of charming temptation.The plump, soft, bulging, shrugging and delicate body is like a powerful warm current that stimulates the hormones in his body to rise sharply, reaching a peak in an instant.The blood in his whole body quickly became tense, flowing like magma.He suddenly opened her tightly intertwined jade hands behind her back, quickly loosened the chains that wrapped her chest, and lifted the soft shirt over her head, like a ferocious beast hungrily on her icy skin and snowy skin with an affectionate madness The kiss made her whole body tremble, **.