life struggle

Feng Weiwei watched Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan being very intimate in front of her, chatting and laughing happily, joking with each other, making fun of each other, and touching their hands from time to time, which was quite natural and casual, and felt very uncomfortable in her heart. 【 】

No wonder I can't walk into his inner world and integrate into her life. If I have such a gentle, virtuous, considerate, careful, talented and beautiful woman to accompany me, I won't tolerate others in my heart.Thinking of this, I have more understanding, respect and tolerance towards Wu Xiaojun, and I feel despicable and indecent when I capture Wu Xiaojun's love by designing kidnapping and other means like a sneaky villain, and I suddenly feel ashamed and uneasy.At first, the lively atmosphere in the private room that I led quickly turned into a stage for the two of them to show their love. The words were obviously much less. I wanted to prolong the extended time, but I hoped that it would end as soon as possible and get out of the sight of the two of them as soon as possible. .

After the individual guests left, Feng Weiwei accompanied Wu Xiaojun and the two to finish their meal with a bitter heart, and watched them leave holding hands and cuddling until they disappeared into the vast crowd. Fang took Haoxiang back home and fell asleep until noon the next day.

Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan walked a long way away from Feng Weiwei, looked back to see that she was not there, then let go of their hands, looked at each other and laughed, "Lingyan, I really didn't see it, the acting is good, very successful"

"You still know how to laugh. I'm so nervous that I can help you lie to me. When I think of Feng Weiwei's ugly face and fidgeting and pitiful appearance, I feel a sense of guilt."

"It's okay, don't think too much, thank you for helping me solve a big problem."

"It's not enough to solve a problem. If you do something immoral that hurts others and doesn't benefit yourself, thank God as long as it doesn't spoil your good deed. In fact, I think Feng Weiwei is quite a good person, and she treats you so well, so you shouldn't alienate her. Besides, You don't have a girlfriend either, if you get along well with her, maybe one day you will be able to stay in Pingxi to develop, your family and business will have a good harvest, and the best of both worlds is such a beautiful thing, why are you so stubborn."

"Ideals and reality are always far apart. Affected by various factors, I don't dare to get involved in making a girlfriend in society, especially in Pingxi, a city where people's thoughts are active and changing quickly. I will cause unnecessary troubles." .Even if you want to have a girlfriend, you have to find someone who you can trust and like-minded from a familiar school.”

"That's right. I often hear that students in the school get hurt physically and mentally because they fall in love with people in the society outside the school. Well, let's not talk about that, my mission has been completed today. As for whether I can achieve the result you want, It's none of my business whether your baby, infatuated Weiwei, can let you go, but you must thank me some other day."

"sure."

The two broke up in front of the campus gate on Da'an Road. Wu Xiaojun couldn't help but return to the classroom, feeling relieved, and relaxed all over his body.Thankfully, a wish finally came true.Seeing that Shao Yingying and Liu Xiaoxia were reading a book with their heads down, they sat quietly behind them.

Wu Xiaojun had something on his mind, so he couldn't read the book at all. He sat bored for more than an hour before trying to prick her back lightly with the tip of the pen.Shao Yingying thought it was mosquitoes biting, and muttered, "Mosquitoes are everywhere, everywhere..." She took a picture and felt that she was caught on the pen holder, she was taken aback, and turned around to see Wu Xiao bowed his head on the desk and stole it. Le, said in a low voice with a sullen face, "What are you doing, it's not good for others to see you with your hands and feet."

"I met a good thing today, do you want to go out and listen?"

Shao Yingying thought for a while and said, "Okay."

"I'll wait for you by the playground."

Shao Yingying came to Wu Xiaojun and asked, "Is there anything good that I'm interested in? You insist on telling me so mysteriously."

"I finally got rid of Feng Weiwei today, and I don't have to worry about her anymore in the future."

"Tell me, how can I say goodbye?"

"It's a coincidence that I met Bai Lingyan this afternoon and had a meal with Feng Weiwei, and the problem was solved."

"What did I think? You should feel like a failure. Why are you happy?"

"Why?"

"When Bai Lingyan appeared, Feng Weiwei immediately lost confidence in chasing you. First, it shows that she and Bai Lingyan have a certain gap and feel ashamed. Second, she doesn't really treat you as someone she can rely on. You Haven't really been able to occupy the position in her heart. Three times to prove that you have been sitting on pins and needles for her for many days is superfluous. It is pure wishful thinking and self-love. Don't you think it is a failure! Be sober, don't think too noble of yourself , In fact, I am not the object of pursuit of every girl at all."

"It's very good, and the lesson is. I can see that you have never taken me seriously in your heart, and I have never been able to walk into your life. I will work harder in the future to correct my shortcomings. , make up for the shortcomings, and strive to win your heart as soon as possible."

"Stop it, say this again, and talk about these boring topics, and I will never talk to you again." Shao Yingying suddenly said angrily.

"Don't mention it, don't mention it, don't be angry, okay, didn't you come here in a hurry. I took you as the standard and model for future girlfriends. If you have a lower standard than yours, don't talk about it. It's quite important. Think about it, it’s always okay to work hard.”

"The evil heart is never dead, don't waste your time in obsession. Love is nothing more than to be happy. It is not painful to give up someone who loves you very much; it is more painful to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you. If two people can't be happy, it's better A person is happy. If there is a destiny, time and space are not distance. If there is no destiny, we will eventually meet and we will not be able to understand each other. Don’t pay too much attention to everything, let alone force it. You also talked about your thoughts more than once, but we are destined to be together No chance to get together, no matter how much you pursue deliberately, it will be in vain, you should give up this idea completely, think about doing something meaningful, and find someone who is destined to depend on you, I will silently bless you, Brother Xiaojun .” After speaking, he turned and left.

On this day, Wu Xiaojun received a letter from Luo Xiao, and he put in a lot of effort to solicit his opinions. He had a long talk, with clear views and clear attitudes. Urged him to wake up, especially his crush on Shao Yingying was even more emotional, and severely reprimanded him without showing any mercy, saying that he was ignorant of current affairs and an idiot.Looking at her letter and thinking about Yingzi's attitude towards her, I couldn't help but feel that I was on par with Liang Yuhua and Feng Weiwei, equally perverted, childish and funny.It seems that it is time to let go of the mind and cultivate the mind, so that the future campus life will be spent in the whirlpool without the love of children and emotional entanglements.

More than 20 days passed in a flash, and the summer vacation was coming. Manager Tong and his wife also returned home after their business trip. Seeing that Tong Haoxiang was successfully admitted to the No. [-] Middle School of the factory with a good grade of tenth, they were very happy. The painstaking efforts and sweat put into Haoxiang's study put a table of thanksgiving at the Cultural Hotel, which also marked the end of Wu Xiaojun's experience as a tutor in his life.

At the beginning of the evening, the banquet officially began. Manager Tong and his wife regarded Wu Xiaojun as the honored guest and asked him to sit in the middle.Due to Tong's position, he usually socialized a lot, so naturally he drank beer with Wu Xiaojun, and sisters Feng Yudi and Hao Xiang had drinks instead.Manager Tong was very polite, and he picked up the wine glass and clinked three glasses with Wu Xiaojun in a row, which made his face turn red, and he said hurriedly, "Manager Tong, I don't drink too much, I can't drink too much." "Brother, this is beer , the degree is small, it doesn’t matter, young people will have to experience many scenes in the future, how can they do it without drinking some wine.” He poured another glass full, “Brother, you can take such good care of Haoxiang, Brother is very grateful. Brother sees that you are also a real person. You are meticulous in doing things and have a bright future. I am very happy to be able to make friends with people like you. If there is anything that I can use in the future, just speak up. Come on Come on, for your good future, let us have a toast." He drank it down in one gulp, and flashed the cup in front of Wu Xiaojun, "Brother, let's do it first." Wu Xiaojun couldn't shirk it and had to drink it up.After drinking a few more glasses, I felt a little overwhelmed.

Feng Yudi picked up the glass to toast him, but was stopped by Feng Weiwei, "Sister, don't let Xiaojun drink anymore, you can see that he is so uncomfortable that he can't hold it anymore."

"Mom, Teacher Wu can't drink, last time..." Feng Weiwei gave him a hard look in the middle of the sentence, stuck out her tongue and stopped talking.

Feng Yudi was taken aback when he heard this, and asked with staring eyes, "Haoxiang, how do you know that Teacher Wu can't drink, what happened last time, let's talk about it."

Haoxiang glanced at Feng Weiwei and said, "The last time I drank less than a bottle with my aunt, he threw up in the bathroom."

Feng Yudi asked, "Weiwei, what's going on?"

Feng Weiwei pretended to be calm and smiled, "Sister, it's like this, the last time Haoxiang took the No. [-] middle school exam, it was very hot, Xiaojun waited for her outside the school all afternoon, it was hard enough, so I took the two of them to have a simple meal Two bottles of beer, he really can't drink, so don't make things difficult for him."

"Since this is the case, let him not drink. Old Tong, Xiaojun is still a student, and you can't treat him with the standard of entertaining customers. Stop drinking, let him eat and chat."

Wu Xiaojun was indeed almost drunk, "Manager Tong, sister-in-law, thank you for looking up to me so much. After meeting you for such a long time, I admire your conduct and handling of things, and I feel very at ease."

"Xiaojun, dating and making friends are very popular in colleges and universities now. I want to ask, do you have a girlfriend now? If not, how about my Weiwei?" Feng Yudi said and glanced at Feng Weiwei beside her. .

Feng Weiwei blushed and lowered her head and whispered, "Sister, what are you talking about, people have been talking about girlfriends for a long time."

Feng Yudi felt that the two of them were a little weird all night, and they basically didn't say anything. Hearing what she said, he became suspicious, and asked suspiciously, "Weiwei, I didn't ask you, how do you know he has a daughter?" Friends?"

Wu Xiaojun said, "Sister, Weiwei is right. I already have a girlfriend. She is a classmate now. Her father is a worker in your factory."

"Really, what's her father's name? Do you know the relationship between the two of you?"

"Her father's surname is Bai, and I'm not ashamed to tell him yet."

"My surname is Bai. There are about a hundred people in the factory. I really don't know whose family it is. Let's not talk about it, Mr. Wu. If you have nothing to do, you can come to my house for a sit-down. Don't forget about us."

"Don't forget, I will do it."

After the dinner was over, Wu Xiaojun walked out of the hotel gate, saying nothing to let Manager Tong and his wife see him off. He staggered forward on the side of the road alone, in a slightly dim corner, and couldn't hold on anymore. He squatted down to pee, followed by a burst of hoarse vomiting, feeling dizzy that someone kept patting himself on the back, trying to see what kind of head was so big that he couldn't lift it up.

"Who are you? Why are you filming me?"

"Xiaojun, you drank too much, I'm Weiwei."

"Vivi, I've never heard of it."

Feng Weiwei provoked him on purpose, and said loudly, "I'm Bai Lingyan, get up and go back, don't embarrass yourself here."

"Who is Bai Lingyan, a stupid girl, how can she compare with Yingying. Yingying, Yingying is a big bastard, not worth mentioning."

After Wu Xiaojun stumbled away, Feng Weiwei couldn't feel relieved, and walked halfway with her sister's family, then turned around and walked back along the road with excuses, and saw Wu Xiaojun crouching on the ground throwing up against the wall from a distance, so she hurried over, and before she got close There was a foul smell of urine and stomach contents.He covered his nose with one hand and patted his back lightly with the other, so that he could wake up quickly after vomiting.Who knew that this guy was really drunk, talking nonsense, and he didn't know what he was talking about.He said helplessly, "Okay, okay, don't drink so much if you can't drink, it looks very uncomfortable. Get up and go." He said, pulling him up, using his shoulders to support his arms away from the corner slowly Go to your own residence.It took a lot of effort to help him upstairs, open the door, and throw him on the bed.

Feng Weiwei turned around and was about to go out to fetch water with the washbasin when he moved his body and vomited on the floor with a "wow", splashing all over his trouser legs, and kept yelling, "Mei Xiang, I can't take it anymore, hurry up!" Help me bring a glass of water!" Listening to his nonsense, scolding Yingying for a while, calling Mei Xiang for a while, I thought that he must have a lot of unhappy things hidden in his heart, and now he is too confused to ask more questions, and he will wake up later Besides.Then he poured a glass of cold water, supported his shoulders, and said distressedly, "Xiaojun, drink some water to moisten your throat."

Wu Xiaojun stretched his neck towards the cup tremblingly, opened his mouth and took a sip, "Mei Xiang, you are the best to me, we are the closest, the rest is her mother's nonsense." Said to Feng Weiwei's face I kissed him.

"Stop talking nonsense, lie down and rest for a while, and see if you understand the house as a pig's nest."

"Pig nest, okay, I can raise a lot of piglets. Mei Xiang, with you here, I feel more at ease, and I won't be disturbed by a group of little foxes pestering me anymore."

"It's all the same, it's irrelevant." Feng Weiwei muttered, gently helped him onto the bed, took off his trousers, put them in the basin, washed them with washing powder, and smelled them No smell, hang it outside the window to dry.Then he picked up a mop to clean up the spitting filth, and sprayed some perfume in the room, then sat weakly on the edge of the bed and put his hands on his thighs, slowly admiring his drunken demeanor of thunderous snoring and rapid breathing.