life struggle

Luo Xiao lay on his back on the bed, seeing Wu Xiaojun sleeping soundly, he felt both funny and distressed, and couldn't help but fell into deep thought. ╠ Chinese? Chinese ╣

The scenes that I have experienced with him are all vivid in my mind, whether touched, deep, or sad, and more often I don’t know how I feel, how many times I have liked and moved my heart for him, and I have restrained it every time It is difficult to avoid the feeling of being a couple with him.There is indeed a charm in him that attracts girls, no wonder Qin Meixiang is so devoted to him, Liang Yuhua and Feng Weiwei wholeheartedly extended their love hands to him, Bai Lingyan has a good impression of him, even her own sister Shao Yingying He was very reluctant.It's a pity that Meixiang and him were a tragedy, and Yingzi was hindered by him and had to retreat and bury the love in his heart.According to one's own intuition, the more subtle and deeply hidden a person is, the harder it is to deal with and clean up once an outbreak occurs.If I don't consolidate and cherish this belated relationship, it's easy for her to snatch it away.Among the people who had direct contact with him or confessed or hinted at him, he faintly felt that his biggest competitor was that Bai Lingyan.Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing to myself, how come a person who can't beat her suddenly became jealous of her, isn't it ridiculous?

Luo Xiao fell asleep after thinking about it, she squinted her eyes sideways and slept for an unknown amount of time, when Wu Xiaojun's rapid breathing woke her up.In a daze, she felt that the voice was wrong, so she sat up quickly, and was startled when she looked up.Wu Xiaojun was facing up, his upper lip was swollen and red, and turned outwards, almost blocking his nostrils.She immediately got out of bed, walked up to Wu Xiaojun, pushed hard, but there was no response, she broke out in a cold sweat in a hurry, and kept shouting, "Xiaojun, wake up, Xiaojun, wake up!" Don't scare me!"

After yelling for a long time, Wu Xiaojun turned over lightly, murmuring, not knowing what to say.Luo Xiao pushed and shouted, "Xiaojun, wake up quickly, your mouth is infected, get up and go to the hospital."

"Well, what hospital are you going to? Luo Xiao has already returned, what are you doing there?" Wu Xiaojun was talking nonsense.

Luo Xiao was in a hurry, and didn't care about wasting words with him, so she called Fang Qiao over, and the two stretched out their hands to pull him up, "Hurry up, go to the hospital, it will be too late."

Wu Xiaojun struggled to breathe, panting heavily, and was carried to the hospital by two girls.The doctor hurriedly sent him to the outpatient operating room, where he was debrided and bandaged, and then infused with fluid for observation.

After staying in the hospital all afternoon, Wu Xiaojun felt much better.After the infusion, I went to the outpatient hall to look in the mirror. The upper lip was wrapped in white gauze, with white tape on both sides, like a mustache, almost ugly, so ugly.Can't help being stunned, and froze for a long time.Afraid of being seen by classmate Luo Xiao, she said that she never wanted to go back to her dormitory, and insisted on going back to Pingxi overnight.

Luo Xiao saw that it was getting late, and it would be more than twelve o'clock in the morning when he arrived in Pingxi at the earliest. He was worried that he would be unsafe on Pingxi Road at night, so he advised him to stay and leave after dawn.

Wu Xiaojun was indeed tired, his head was groggy, his whole body felt uncomfortable, his limbs had no strength, and he felt powerless.Thinking about it again, most of the trains from Xiangzhou to Pingxi are passing cars, and I was afraid that I would not be able to control my fatigue and sleep through the station, and it would not be worthwhile if there were some accidents, so I hesitated for a while and nodded in agreement.

The two went to the first floor of the school hostel and asked for a single room. Wu Xiaojun said falteringly, "Sister Xiao, look at this incident. You are still sick and very weak. I should have taken good care of you, but instead I gave you a room." You made trouble and made you feel sorry for me, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry."

Luo Xiao made the bed for him, and said, "Your mouth is almost like a pig's mouth, and you can't speak clearly, so don't be polite to me. In fact, I am also very guilty. What happened last night, Nurse Lu I told me that not only did you run back and forth between the hospital and the dormitory for me, but you were also beaten and injured, which made you tormented. After hearing this, I felt very sad, regretful and afraid. If I won't let you get off the car here, nothing will happen, if something happens to you, what should I do!" As he spoke, tears rolled down his face.

"Sister Xiao, don't cry. This has nothing to do with you. It's all caused by my carelessness. It's a trivial matter, but it's not a big problem. It will be fine in two days. As long as you take care of your body at ease, I will rest assured gone."

Luo Xiao couldn't restrain her emotions, threw herself into Wu Xiaojun's arms, choked up and said, "Xiaojun, you are so kind to me, I have never felt anyone treat me so kindly, it's really hard for you, what you did for me I remember everything in my heart, rot in my stomach, and I will never forget it.”

Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "Sister Xiao, don't say that, it's always been my wish to do something for you, and it's what I should do."

"Me too. I used to see the twists and turns of other people's love stories. I was very afraid of love affairs and love. I was always worried that I would repeat the mistakes of others. I always took an evasive attitude towards those who pursued me. Later, I couldn't help it. I have a lot of thoughts and concerns about you. I feel that the original feelings are slowly sprouting unconsciously. Instead, I feel very wonderful and happy. When I think of the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the two of us together, I always feel flustered and excited. I was overwhelmed. I found that you have become an indispensable part of my life, no matter where I go, you are always by my side."

"In these years, whether you know it or not, you have never left my heart, never walked out of the valley of my heart. Although I have experienced some ups and downs in my relationship, I have vowed many times to stay away from the love that tortures a person's body and mind, but you calmly Standing in front of me, it strongly aroused my yearning and pursuit of love. To be honest, during the days when I and Meixiang started the love of the two cities, we thought about each other in our hearts, missed each other, and put Confiding and sharing the happiness and sorrows in my heart to the other party is the most peaceful and practical day in my heart, and the most beautiful, happy and sweet day in my life. I especially long for that kind of mood and day when she suddenly disappeared from sight , made me fall into confusion and depression for a while, and with your gradual appearance, I saw new hope and dawn. I secretly made up my mind to do my best to interpret this love story full of sunshine and rain with you, and cherish this late love story very much. A love that comes and is rare, until it blossoms and bears fruit, until the end of time."

"Thank you for your crazy love for me. As long as our hearts are happy, we don't need to care about whether we stay together day and night. We will have a good love between two cities in the future. We will encourage and support each other. What's the joy? Talk to each other about your troubles to relieve your worries, live each day happily, complete your studies better, and look forward to a better life in the future." He looked at him affectionately and slowly closed his eyes.

Wu Xiaojun couldn't bear the momentary passion, hugged her tightly in his arms and kissed her deeply, then gently pushed her away, and said happily, "Sister Xiao, it's getting late, and you haven't slept well for two days I feel that I am tired after another serious illness, go back and have an early rest. I will go directly to the station tomorrow morning, don’t come here, and recover your body as soon as possible. I will often write to you to report my thoughts and come to see you.”

Luo Xiao said contentedly, "Me too, I won't bother you, don't let your imagination run wild, and sleep well."

At noon the next day, Wu Xiaojun returned to Pingxi School wearing a "mask". He met Shao Yingying outside at the gate of the dormitory area. Seeing his special appearance, he couldn't help laughing, "Xiaojun, what's the matter with you? When will you paint?" Dressed up?"

Wu Xiaojun smiled wryly, "Yingzi, don't make fun of me. I've been so miserable these two days that I dare not see anyone. By the way, Luo Xiao asked me to say hello to you and Auntie on her behalf. How is Auntie doing now?"

"My mother is fine now. I heard that my sister's journey back home was not going well last time. She was so worried that she didn't eat for two days. When did you meet my sister? Did she tell you what happened on the way?"

Wu Xiaojun's heart skipped a beat when he heard it, and he immediately understood that Luo Xiao didn't let them know that he was going back with him, so he had to be more careful in what he said. Thinking of this, he smiled lightly, "Say it, it's nothing serious, the car first Those who were robbed on the road did not suffer any losses. Later, there was a heavy rain in the mountains and landslides blocked the road. The car broke down and repaired the car and was delayed for several hours. Therefore, when I came the day before yesterday, I didn’t dare to take a long-distance bus. I took the train to the school of."

"Oh, that's right, it's fine. So, you two came together this time."

"No, yes, no..." Wu Xiaojun slipped his mouth for a while, he hesitated and couldn't explain clearly.

"Okay, don't pretend anymore, what happened to one piece, isn't it normal. As long as she is happy in her heart, it doesn't matter what you do." She said with a heavy face, turned her head and walked away.

Wu Xiaojun watched Shao Yingying leave angrily, felt very uncomfortable, shook his head and returned to the dormitory helplessly.

More than a month passed in a blink of an eye. On this day, Wu Xiaojun received a notice from his counselor, Qiao Yulin, to let him and Liu Haiyan participate in a one-week training class for school party activists.This means that Wu Xiaojun will be developed into a party member in the organization, and the wish that he didn't even dare to think about before will soon become a reality. For him, it is indeed a great and happy event, and he is simply happy.

The training class officially started on Monday morning. The lecturers were all professor-level teachers from the Marxist-Leninist College. They were humorous and could mobilize the atmosphere of the scene.They closely combine theory with reality, and many typical cases are very vivid and incisive, and their analysis is particularly thorough, which is very appealing.It feels like studying with a happy mood, it feels good, and it benefits a lot!

After class on Wednesday afternoon, Wu Xiaojun walked out of the teaching area and came to Da'an Road. He looked up and saw a young lady sitting in front of the newsstand across the road reading the "Pingxi Evening News". Although her face was covered by the newspaper, she looked very similar to Feng Weiwei, why is she here?With doubts, he couldn't help walking up to him, and casually shouted, "Weiwei, what are you doing here?".

Feng Weiwei raised her head suddenly, and said with a smile on her face, "Xiaojun, get out of class is over, I'm waiting for you! I haven't seen you for a few months, have you forgotten me?"

Wu Xiaojun was startled suddenly, what could she do if she came to me, wouldn't she come here again to make trouble, and apologized, "It's an old friend, how could I forget you. It's not night and night, it's that The gust of wind has blown you over, what can I do for you?"

Feng Weiwei laughed awkwardly, "Why, if you don't come to see me, I can't come to see you if I have nothing to do. You are too petty and unreasonable."

"What are you talking about? You must have something to do. If you need me to run errands, just say it!"

"This is not a place to talk, come with me." Feng Weiwei stood up and smiled at Wu Xiaojun mysteriously, then turned and walked towards Wenhua Road.

Wu Xiaojun saw that she was just walking without saying a word, walking lightly in front of her, so he could only follow behind anxiously.Along the way, my heart was full of ups and downs, facing her with an unspeakable difficulty, whether it was love or hate, my brain kept turning, guessing what she was going to do, and why I asked myself out.When he arrived at the gate of the Pingxi Machinery Manufacturing Factory on Wenhua Road, he felt that the momentum was not right, and he felt more timid when he was closer to the nostalgia, so he stopped, called Feng Weiwei and said, "Weiwei, you are going to take me to Where are you going? If you have anything to say, talk around here!"

Feng Weiwei turned around and said, "Go to my house, I have something important to tell you, so just come with me."

Wu Xiaojun said, "It's not appropriate to go to your house." Instantly remembering the situation with her, he couldn't help shivering, and the ups and downs rushed to his heart. He was a little scared, and felt very strange to Feng Weiwei in front of him. I dare not even take a step forward, let alone think about that single room full of warmth, passion, joy and guilt.

"Why, why don't you leave? Are you still afraid that I will eat you up? Don't worry, don't hesitate, let's go." He gently pulled Wu Xiaojun's hand with displeasure.

Seeing her sincere and serious appearance, her heart beat even harder, she was very nervous and uneasy.A nameless emotion welled up in his heart, and he couldn't bear to let her feel down and depressed. Unable to restrain his sour and complicated emotions, he followed her into the long-lost love nest with heavy steps.

Wu Xiaojun stood upright behind the door, and glanced at the familiar room, which was very clean and tidy, and the warm and happy moment when the two of them painted the walls and wiped the glass appeared in front of them... Feeling uneasy.

Seeing his demented and absent-minded appearance, Feng Weiwei put down the poured water glass and said with a smile, "What's the matter, what are you thinking, come in and sit down."

Wu Xiaojun quickly brought his thoughts back, and said incoherently, "You tidy up very neatly, the room is so clean, no, nothing." He took a few steps forward, pulled a stool over and sat down.

Feng Weiwei sat on the edge of the bed, weeping sadly, sighed, and said slowly, "Xiaojun, I haven't seen you in such a long time that I'm so anxious. I've been dreaming about you lately. I don't know if you miss me?"

Wu Xiaojun was confused and couldn't figure out what she was going to say, so he didn't make any answer, just nodded "um".

"I miss every moment of being with you very much. With you by my side, I feel very at ease and peaceful in my heart. This is all based on the fear and pain in your heart. I know I was selfish at the time, You won't really talk about friends with me, we can't talk about friends at all. I'm leaving soon, and we won't meet like before. I called you today to tell you a story that has been hidden for many years. Personal secrets that are not shared with others."