life struggle

Wu Xiaojun shuddered cleverly, and immediately came to his senses, turned his face and saw Bai Lingyan was looking at him with a smile, and said a little embarrassedly, "Who am I? I was shocked, what are you doing here? "

"You, it's a noble person who forgets things. I told you a long time ago that the first stop of my internship is gastroenterology."

Wu Xiaojun patted his head, "Look at my poor memory, I forgot you were here."

"You look listless and exhausted, what's the matter, is there something on your mind?"

"No, no, I chatted with a few guys last night and slept late. No, I came here to report on the first day. I was afraid that being late would leave a bad impression on others, so I came early."

"It's great that you are also doing an internship in this department. Now I have company. You see, the department director is here. I'll take you to meet him and see which teacher he will arrange for you."

"thank you!"

"Are you still being polite with me? It's all right."

Bai Lingyan brought Wu Xiaojun to the office of director Ruan of the department. Director Ruan was about 50 years old, not tall, well-dressed, wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, and looked very energetic and easy-going. When he saw the two people coming, he greeted them warmly and gave up their seats. .After listening to Wu Xiaojun's self-introduction sincerely, he nodded slightly, and said with a smile, "Young man, it's very good. We have fewer teachers and more intern students here. You should be mentally prepared. After the morning session Yes, I will explain to Director Jiang Yuxia, and you will follow her."

Upon hearing this, Bai Lingyan said excitedly, "Director Ruan is so kind, Xiaojun really met a good teacher this time."

Director Ruan said, "Don't say that first, whether the teacher is good or not depends entirely on the teacher, the key is how the students are. If the students are not willing to work hard, no matter how good the teacher is, they will not be able to bring out good students."

Wu Xiaojun said, "The director's teaching is correct. I will definitely study hard and do the work assigned by Teacher Jiang on time."

After leaving the door, Wu Xiaojun quietly asked Bai Lingyan, "How is this Teacher Jiang? He is irresponsible, whether he teaches students or not."

"Don't worry, Mrs. Jiang is not only the most beautiful in the department, but she is definitely a career-oriented person, and she is also very good to students. Everyone likes her. However, there is one thing you should pay attention to. She is very demanding of new students. Yan, he loses his temper and reprimands others at every turn, as long as the first ten days pass, the rain will pass and the sun will shine brightly."

"Really, there are people like this. According to what you said, I feel much more at ease. Thanks to you reminding me in time, otherwise, I may be so clumsy as to be in bad luck."

According to Corey's regulations, 50:40 a.m. on a normal working day is the day when shifts will be handed over.When the time came, the meeting room of more than [-] square meters was full of people.Director Ruan sat in the center at the innermost end of the conference table, and sat around the table according to the doctor's position from near to far. Except for the head nurse, other advanced training doctors, intern doctors and nurses seemed to know their positions and consciously leaned closer. Stand side by side.Although there were more than [-] people, everyone did not whisper to each other, and stood quietly in a very orderly manner. The meeting room seemed very quiet.

Wu Xiaojun was new here, he didn't know where to stand, so he cautiously stood behind everyone near the door.He kept scanning everything in the room and everyone's expressions back and forth. The fifth place on Director Ruan's right was empty, and it seemed that no one had arrived yet.Each doctor lowered his head, looked serious, and flipped through the cases in his hands. At first glance, they were all the same. There was no one who was the most beautiful as Bai Lingyan said. They were wondering which one was their teacher.

Director Ruan signed a few cases on hand, looked up and glanced around, looked at the wall clock on the wall facing him, and said suddenly, "It's time, the morning meeting begins." Following his metamorphosis, the sitting people Immediately they stood up in unison, and the standing people also stood at attention, and the atmosphere in the entire conference room immediately became tense and serious.

It was the first time for Wu Xiaojun to experience this kind of scene, and he felt a little funny in his heart. These people really know how to make troubles. As for what, they were nervous and so formal, which was similar to that of the generals in the past.I thought so in my heart, but I never dared to move or lose my voice.

Director Ruan coughed twice, and said unhurriedly, "Director Sun, let's get started."

Everyone immediately focused their attention on Director Sun, and saw that he picked up the shift record from the table in front of him, and was about to speak when Wu Xiaojun felt the door behind him being pushed hard, and subconsciously stepped aside.Immediately after the door was pushed open, a female doctor walked past him like a white cloud with slight panting, walked straight to the empty seat, smiled at Director Ruan and stood there.

Director Ruan gave her a hard look, and said casually, "Director Jiang, you are late again today, and you must pay more attention in the future."

There was an imperceptible twitch on Director Jiang's face, and he nodded slightly.

Director Ruan continued, "Director Sun, tell me."

Wu Xiaojun is used to being free and unrestrained at ordinary times. Seeing all the people standing upright one by one, with serious expressions, and attentively listening to Director Sun, the head nurse and Director Ruan's speeches on the shift, he didn't take it seriously at first, but gradually felt that this was the normal practice of a large hospital. Local governments must be serious and cautious in conducting scientific research and treating patients. Without iron discipline and meticulous spirit, it is absolutely impossible.

Everyone's speeches were concise, not procrastinating, and orderly. The entire morning meeting took less than 10 minutes, and everyone was busy with rounds, wills, and medical records.

After the meeting, Director Ruan briefly explained to Director Jiang, and then went to the outpatient clinic.

Director Jiang Yuxia seems to be about 30 years old. She has a tall figure, a handsome face, an extraordinary temperament, a plain face, no gouache, and a calm and restrained personality. She knows that she has received a good higher education, giving people a very mature and connotative a feeling of.

Wu Xiaojun sighed secretly, being so young and beautiful to become the deputy director of a department in a hospital full of talents shows that she has profound knowledge and superb medical skills, which are definitely beyond the reach of ordinary people. Seeing her look up and down with cold and aura-filled eyes, my heart suddenly rises. Feeling in awe, he didn't dare to say a word, lowered his head unnaturally, and listened to the teacher's arrangement anxiously.

After a while, Director Jiang said indifferently, "You young man is very pious and humble, like a doctor. Since Corey arranged for you to follow me, everything must be done according to the rules, and you must not be lazy or slippery. Others. Familiarize yourself with the patients and cases first, carefully read the books related to the undergraduate course, and get into the state as soon as possible, don’t pass three months and know nothing.” After finishing speaking, he turned his face and walked out of the conference room and went straight to the ward. Everyone followed her like a swarm, leaving Wu Xiaojun there.

Classmates Zhang Qiao'e and Huang Yanhui saw Wu Xiaojun standing there in a daze, and hurriedly gave him a wink, and smiled quietly, "Director Jiang is going to do a ward round, why don't you hurry up and come with us."

Only then did Wu Xiaojun understand what was going on, and hurriedly said, "That's right, I'm new here, I really don't know what's going on."

Director Jiang was in front, and a large group of attending doctors, residents, and training interns followed behind him, a total of ten or so.Every time we entered a room, it was immediately crowded with people. In order to see Director Jiang examine patients and inquire about their condition at a close distance, everyone wanted to lean forward. behind others.

Director Jiang always has a friendly smile in front of the patient, asks for his health, and understands the patient's condition easily and inadvertently. For special patients, he analyzes and explains carefully, patiently, and eloquently. In every sentence, Wu Xiaojun Listen with gusto.

It was already past ten o'clock in the morning after the ward check, and when we returned to the office, the doctors at all levels immediately got busy, prescribing medical orders, handling discharges, and writing medical records.But Wu Xiaojun was very unfamiliar with these things, he didn't understand anything, and he didn't know anything, so he just flipped through the medical records aimlessly, picked up paper and took notes to write down some basic things, and passed the whole morning like this in a daze.

After get off work, most people have already left, Bai Lingyan is still writing the discharge record, Wu Xiaojun walked up to her and Xiaowen said, "I'm still writing, it's time to go."

Bai Lingyan smiled, and then closed the case sheet, "I've done four discharges today, and I'm finally finished." As she spoke, she stood up, put the medical records on the shelf, took off her white coat in the doctor's duty room, and carried a small bag When he came to Wu Xiaojun, he whispered, "Let's go."

After the two left the hospital, Wu Xiaojun said, "The difference between the hospital and the school is really big, but they are different. Watching them hand in hand, I feel both funny and uncomfortable. Is it like this every day?"

"You're right. It's like this every day. It's a practice. Strictly speaking, it's a system. Don't underestimate these people. The hierarchy is very strict. There are rules for who should sit and where to stand. Everyone Its authority cannot be challenged by others, here not only can you learn a lot of things technically, but also a lot of things that you can’t learn in books, and you will naturally know it slowly.”

"Seeing that everyone else has something to do, my eyes are dark, I don't understand anything, I don't know anything, I can't do anything in a hurry, what should I do after you tell me?"

"Everyone is the same when they first come here. As long as you are familiar with the situation, as long as you are willing to work hard, you don't have to worry about having nothing to do or not learning something."

"Next, you have to give me good advice, or I will go crazy."

"It's not that serious. There are usually few things to do in the afternoon. I'll give you the main points of a few standardized cases. You read it first, and after careful consideration, you'll know how to write and what to write."

"Thank you so much, I will treat you to dinner another day."

The days are very fulfilling, and Director Jiang favors him.

These days, with Bai Lingyan's careful guidance, Wu Xiaojun quickly got into the mood, spending all day in the department. He wanted to use this method to release the depressed depression in his heart.The more so, the greater the pressure in my heart, unconsciously revealing a haggard and tired face.Familiar people felt that he suddenly seemed to be a different person, reticent, rarely said a word to others, or made jokes. A feeling of isolation, indifference, and indifference.So many heart-wrenching and painful incidents broke out in a short period of time, even those who don't pretend to be cheerful can hardly get out of the shadows quickly, let alone Wu Xiaojun suffered such a psychological blow, how can he forget it.

It happened to be the weekend, and he felt extremely bored. He didn't like anything, and he didn't want to do anything. When he saw Zhao Xiaozhou, Liu Youcai and others playing poker together, the room burst into laughter from time to time, and a kind of unknown fire surged in his heart. He reached out to pick up the kettle under the table and threw it to the door, only to hear a "snap" and it fell to pieces, and then walked out angrily.

Wu Xiaojun's inexplicable behavior made several people in the room look astonished, Liu Youcai asked, "What's the matter with Xiaojun, none of us messed with him, so he got so angry for no reason?"

Zhao Xiaozhou said, "Since he came back from home, he has a gloomy face all day long, but he has never smiled a bit. Is there something wrong with his family?"

Liu Cai said, "I don't know. A few days ago, I heard from a fellow in Xiangzhou that two female students who were interns in a factory at Xiangzhou University of Technology were raped by the factory manager and committed suicide by jumping off the building, which led to a series of major rape cases. , Even the deputy mayor and director were arrested.”

Zhao Gang interrupted him from the side and said, "You are talented, why are your words becoming more and more unreliable, everyone is talking about serving the army, why did you go to Xiangzhou without thinking, it's something you can't do , What does this have to do with serving the army?"

Liu Youcai said, "Listen to me first. Think about it, is Xiaojun's girlfriend at Xiangzhou University of Technology? Is it Shao Yingying's half-sister? Did he and Shao Yingying leave school for a long time? Time, if I’m not mistaken, Shao Yingying has just come back for less than a week, no matter how coincidental, it’s unlikely that she came to that person’s house at the same time. Besides, when I met Shao Yingying a few days ago, her complexion, her mental strength The army is still poor, you analyze and analyze, will it be related?"

Zhao Xiaozhou thought for a while, then suddenly said, "You are talented, you careless guy, what do you mean, you don't want to say that the girl who was raped by the factory director and jumped to death is Xiaojun's girlfriend, you are too wicked It's impossible."

Liu Youcai said, "Based on my observation and understanding of broken-hearted men, it is absolutely impossible to say that there is nothing wrong between Xiaojun and Sister Shao Yingying."

Zhao Xiaozhou said with a heavy heart, "Hearing what you said, I also feel the seriousness of the matter. Xiaojun has been away from school for such a long time, something must happen, and it's not a good thing. In any case, let's not provoke him during this time, and give him more time." Give him some comfort, let him get out of the predicament as soon as possible."

Smoking may be an effective way for men to get rid of their depressed mind and dignified mood.Wu Xiaojun doesn't know how to smoke, and has never smoked before. Suddenly, he felt a sense of collapse in his heart. He walked out of the dormitory, bought a pack of cigarettes at the canteen, and went straight to the canal in front of the building. Next, sitting alone quietly with his head bowed, smoking a stuffy cigarette.

Gradually, the sun sets over the western mountains, and the blood-like sunset glow fills the sky.Cigarette butts were thrown into the water one by one, and the sound of coughing echoed around.Wu Xiaojun sat there for an unknown amount of time, without the slightest intention of turning back. He reached into his pocket, took out the last cigarette, lighted it lightly, and took a deep breath, which made him cough continuously, with tears in his eyes, and was about to raise his hand to wipe his cigarette. With tears streaming down his face, someone snatched the cigarette in his hand suddenly.