life struggle

With a sullen face, Wu Xiaojun suddenly picked up his wine glass and said, "Don't talk about it, come on, let's clink glasses, drink, and eat!"

Seeing Wu Xiaojun's displeased expression, Bai Lingyan may have touched his sore spot and caused him annoyance, so she quickly raised her glass and smiled brightly, "clink!"

The two clinked glasses with each other, Bai Lingyan took a sip, stared at Wu Xiaojun and raised his neck, "gudongdong" drank half of the glass of wine like cold water, blushing immediately on the face, put down the glass , sighed a few times, and gave Bai Lingyan a painful smile.

Bai Lingyan picked up a piece of beef with her chopsticks and handed it to Wu Xiaojun, and said with a smile, "I'm drinking too much now, eat some vegetables, eat some vegetables!"

Just as Wu Xiaojun opened his mouth and was about to speak, Bai Lingyan stretched his chopsticks forward a little, and a piece of beef was sent into his mouth. Before he could swallow it, he suddenly heard a clear and familiar laughing voice from behind, "Oh, wonderful, wonderful, It’s so wonderful, a pair of lovers are so tender, they love each other, they love each other more, serving the army is so blissful, they even have someone to feed them when they eat, envy, envy, envy!"

Wu Xiaojun looked back subconsciously, and immediately blushed, with a look of astonishment and embarrassment on his face, the beef contained in his mouth couldn't help but spit it out, and asked tongue-tiedly, "Weiwei, why are you here? "

Feng Weiwei couldn't stop laughing, "I see you're excited, I'm not welcome, didn't I disturb your elegant mood?"

Wu Xiaojun smiled wryly, "What are you talking about, I didn't expect you to appear here, hurry up and sit down."

Bai Lingyan's joyful face suddenly turned dark, she stood up in embarrassment, pulled a chair from her side, forced a smile and said, "Sister Weiwei, what a coincidence, please sit down." Turning around, she called the waiter over, " Please add tableware."

Feng Weiwei stopped her, "Sister Lingyan, don't be too busy, I've already had dinner, seeing you are here, come and say hello!"

After all, the two had such a passionate time, and they hadn't seen each other for a long time. Wu Xiaojun was very surprised by Feng Weiwei's sudden appearance.She has a ruddy complexion, is full of energy, is well dressed, and has a noble and elegant demeanor, giving off a natural, mature beauty.

Bai Lingyan said with a gloomy face on purpose, "Look at your useless eyes, you can't get enough of Sister Weiwei, why don't you know me!"

Feng Weiwei smiled lightly and said, "Xiaojun, sister Lingyan is so kind to you, she is not happy to see the opposite sex. I have something else to do, so I won't bother you. Sister, I'm sorry, please come out and let me talk to him Is it okay?"

In front of Feng Weiwei, Bai Lingyan's identity was Wu Xiaojun's girlfriend. She wanted to play this role well. Seeing Feng Weiwei jokingly asking herself, she just smiled helplessly, turned her face away and remained silent.

A disappointed expression flashed across Feng Weiwei's face, she cast her eyes on Wu Xiaojun, paused for a moment, turned around and walked out the door.

Wu Xiaojun saw the unspeakable embarrassment on the faces of the two, and their words, actions and expressions were extremely out of sync. He was quite complicated and contradictory at the moment, hesitated for a moment, and followed Feng Weiwei out.

"Vivi, stop!"

When Feng Weiwei heard Wu Xiaojun's voice, she immediately stopped in her tracks, turned her back to Wu Xiaojun and said coldly, "I'm coming back this time to go through immigration procedures in Canada, and I'm leaving soon. I have a lot of things to do during the day. I completely forgot, so please go to room 1608 of the Chrysanthemum Building at [-]:[-] tomorrow night, I will wait for you there, I won’t say anything else, lest your girlfriend misunderstand and make trouble when you go back.” After finishing speaking, he disappeared into the dim room without looking back. in the light.

Feng Weiwei's sudden appearance put Wu Xiaojun in no mood at all. He returned to the table dejectedly, picked up his cup and drank it down, "It's getting late, let's go!"

The dinner that Bai Lingyan specially prepared hadn't been enjoyed yet, so it ended hastily like this, and she felt very unhappy, "Let's go!" She picked up her bag and came to the bar, and said angrily, "Waiter, check out at table 6." .”

The waiter smiled and said, "Miss, someone has settled your account."

The two of them came out of the shop, neither of them spoke, they just hurriedly walked all the way with their heads bowed, and when they approached Da'an Road, Bai Lingyan felt very depressed and couldn't help but said, "What's the matter with you today, like You're like a dumb person, you're going to give me a face when you meet your old lover, what do you mean!"

Wu Xiaojun was depressed and resentful, naturally showing depression and not saying a word, but these had nothing to do with Bai Lingyan, and it was too much for her to accompany him to suffer grievances.Hearing her gurgling, she suddenly came to her senses and said guiltily, "Lingyan, I'm sorry, although I'm bitter and tired, I shouldn't be angry in front of you, please don't mind!"

Bai Lingyan said angrily on purpose, "Do you think I'm a little cold towards Feng Weiwei, which makes you unhappy? You have to know that in her eyes, I am your girlfriend. Since I am a girlfriend, it is very warm to meet a rival in love. Do you think it's normal? If you think I've done a little too much, next time I'll tell her directly, so as not to be thankless and do some immoral things!"

Wu Xiaojun said with a cold face, "Lingyan, I didn't mean that, and it has nothing to do with you. During this time, I have experienced many things, and my heart feels so empty."

Bai Lingyan sneered and said, "If you don't do anything wrong with your heart, you won't be afraid of ghosts calling your door. You deserve what you suffer. You suffer on your own. What can you do to vent your anger on others? I've already seen that you have something on your mind, but you have a gloomy face all day long, and you seem to be in debt to everyone you see." My enemy, if you are suffocated to death, no one will care about you. I want to help you with good intentions, pull you a hand, not only do not appreciate it, but also retaliate against me and feel aggrieved. You can live in the life you made up."

Wu Xiaojun was scolded by Bai Lingyan, his heart became clearer, and he apologized again and again, "Lingyan, don't be angry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, don't be as knowledgeable as me!"

Bai Lingyan seemed to have been greatly wronged, and said with a mournful face, "If you have anything on your mind, you can tell me now, and see if I can relieve your worries and share."

Wu Xiaojun looked up at the starry sky, hesitated for a long time, tears filled his eyes suddenly, and sighed, "Oh, it's a long story, it's really hard to describe!" From the beginning to the end, he told Bai Lingyan everything that happened before and after without concealing it. .

Bai Lingyan wiped her tears while listening, and said with a sob, "Xiaojun, I didn't expect you to suffer so much pain and torture, and my heart was suppressed for so long. I blamed you just now. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

Wu Xiaojun said, "How can I say this, who can I tell it to, so what if I don't bury it in my heart!"

Bai Lingyan comforted, "I understand your current mood very well. If you had the courage to choose at the beginning, you should also have the courage to bear the consequences. After all, the matter has passed, and it will never be undone. You must learn to forget your troubles, don't be sentimental, and don't worry about it again." Indulge in the lingering past, don't destroy yourself because your emotions fall to the bottom for a while, you have to cheer up and regain your self-confidence."

That night, the two talked very late, and Wu Xiaojun's long-suppressed lonely mood was finally completely released, looking forward to the day when the rain will pass and the sky will clear.He quietly returned to the dormitory, listening to his roommate's familiar sound of sound sleep, thinking of Feng Weiwei who had been missing for a long time, his throbbing and contradictory heart prevented him from falling asleep.Weiwei is sincere and sincere to herself. It is her indifference and ruthlessness that hurt her heart, and she feels more guilty. Will regret for life.After such a long time, I don't know what has changed in her now, what is she thinking in her heart, seeing her frosty expression tonight, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, and I fell asleep unknowingly.

The next day, Wu Xiaojun had nothing to do in the afternoon. He lay down on the bed, feeling dizzy and weak, and fell asleep in a daze within 5 minutes.When he woke up, it was already dim outside, and the lights had just come on. When he saw that the time was approaching 08:30, he was startled, and almost forgot about meeting Feng Weiwei. Feeling that it was not too late, he got up from the bed, After tidying up hastily, I went straight to the Chrysanthemum Building.

The Chrysanthemum Building is the most upscale hotel in the city, and it is also a landmark building in the city. It is only a 20-minute walk from the school.

Wu Xiaojun trotted all the way to the building. A dozen young ladies on both sides of the gate bent over to greet them with smiles. They stepped into the elevator nervously, and walked on the soft red carpet with heavy legs like lead. One step, two steps. One step, three steps, each step feels particularly strenuous, approaching, approaching, 1608 is right in front of my eyes, but my heart is beating even harder, and I suddenly have the idea of ​​wanting to escape.He stopped in front of the door, hesitated for a long time, finally made up his mind, mustered up the courage, raised his right hand and knocked on the door lightly.

Soon, I heard a familiar light footstep approaching from far away, the door was gently opened, and a familiar smell of perfume came in. Feng Weiwei had rosy eye circles, tears in her eyes, frowning, and said unhappily, "Why are you here, come in!"

Wu Xiaojun stepped into the room cautiously, closed the door behind him, and stared at Feng Weiwei hesitantly, "Weiwei, I'm sorry, I'm late and kept you waiting!"

Feng Weiwei sat lightly by the bed, brushed her long flowing hair, and said eccentrically, "With Bai Lingyan by your side like glue all day long, I am worthless in your eyes. I have already forgotten about it, so what are you saying sorry for?" .”

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly said, "Weiwei, when I saw you last night, I was so excited that I didn't sleep well all night. I just finished my work in the department, so I ran over to see you non-stop. I hope you can understand."

With tears in her eyes, Feng Weiwei's facial muscles twitched slightly, and she said sadly, "Sit down, I thought you wouldn't come, I feel very uncomfortable."

Wu Xiaojun said anxiously, "Weiwei, I have been thinking about you and looking forward to your well-being. Since you are back, how can I not see you!"

Feng Weiwei moved slightly, "Finally, we didn't meet and love each other for nothing, my heart is enough."