life struggle

Early the next morning, Feng Weiwei tidied up her luggage carefully, then sat down and said very seriously, "Xiaojun, we will meet again at some point today. It's not easy for you to stay away from your parents. Don’t be too tired and wrong yourself.”

"Weiwei, I've always been fine, don't worry about it."

"I'm much better now than before. I have a career, I'm paid well, and I'm much more convenient than you in all aspects. The money I sent you last time was returned to me for some reason, which made me very sad and happy." Disappointed. I'm leaving soon, and I can't leave you anything else. Here is 3000 yuan. I hope you don't refuse any more. It's my kindness." The entourage took the money out of the bag and handed it to Wu Xiaojun.

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly pushed her hand away, "Weiwei, you can't do it, you can't do it, you go abroad, you are alone, you have no one to rely on, and there are many places where you need money, not to mention that I don't need money now." money!"

Feng Weiwei said disdainfully, "Okay, this small amount of money is dispensable to me, and it won't be of much use. It's different for you, at least one year's living expenses are not a problem. Hurry up and put it away, just treat me as a Wouldn't it be enough to show some kindness and help a poor college student!" He said and stuffed it directly into Wu Xiaojun's jacket pocket.

Wu Xiaojun's self-esteem was seriously hurt for a moment, his face flushed with shame, and he was anxious, he took out the money angrily and threw it on the ground, staring and said, "Weiwei, it's only natural for girls to spend money from boys, and it's only natural for girls to spend money on boys. A child is a shame, do you look down on me, or do you want to use this to buy off our relationship?"

Feng Weiwei lowered her face and said displeasedly, "How can you speak so meanly? Don't be so forceful. I am a person who is rewarded for my work, and you are a student who doesn't grow a blade of grass. Ever since we met, you thought I was I don’t know, your life is very difficult, and you mainly rely on part-time work to study. You have always wanted to help you, but you have never done anything for you. Is this little thought too much, and it will hurt your self-esteem ."

"How long have you been in the south, and you've been abroad and throwing out a lot of money. Could it be that there are banknotes everywhere, and you can pick them up by bending over? Where did you get so much money?"

"What do you mean, do you think my money is dirty or unclean? Tell you, my money is not earned by selling my body, but by my own ability and wisdom. Please respect my personality. Besides, we The two are not in a romantic relationship. As for buying out in this way, even if you buy out, you can buy it out, let alone me. I don't want to argue with you over this trivial matter, let alone spoil the current mood, you Whether you accept it or not, you can decide for yourself."

Wu Xiaojun saw Feng Weiwei's angry face turned blue, he didn't need to get angry with her any more, he quickly picked up the money from the ground, and coaxed her with a playful smile, "Weiwei, don't get excited, don't get angry, I'm a Boy, I can't accept you doing this for a while, and I feel very uncomfortable. I feel that you deliberately show off in front of me and humiliate me, and I always feel that it is inappropriate to spend your hard-earned money. Impulsive, inappropriate words stimulated You, my lord don’t care about villains, the prime minister can pull a boat in his belly, don’t be as knowledgeable as me, I don’t know how to flatter, I’m not a thing, I’m a stupid pig, I should be slaughtered, that’s all right.” Then he made a gesture at him grimace.

"We are just passers-by, don't say you are a pig, even a donkey, it has nothing to do with me."

Seeing that she was still angry, Wu Xiaojun teased her, "Be good, baby, open your smile. If you don't, I'll call you grandma." He approached her and gently touched her moist and beautiful face with his hand.

Feng Weiwei couldn't help but chuckled, "Look at your faceless face, everything you say turns sour in your mouth, you move your grandma out, and you can't cry even if you want to, I really can't help you. The time is almost up, I'm going to the airport, let's go!"

Wu Xiaojun suddenly remembered that the people he loved left one by one, and everything returned to the original point. He felt heavy in his heart, indifferently feeling lonely and lost, and stared at her intently, not hearing what she said at all.

Feng Weiwei saw him standing in a daze, with a look of reluctance on his face, she stepped forward and pulled his hand, and said softly, "Honey, I'm going abroad, not going to the front line to fight, don't be so dignified, like parting from life to death." Like."

Wu Xiaojun didn't say anything, but suddenly hugged her, hugged her tightly, stared at her for a long time, kissed her deeply, and said softly, "Weiwei, you are so kind to me, you are so beautiful, You are so kind, I will always remember you, and I hope you can come back to see me in the future." After speaking, he let go of his hand, pulled up the suitcase, and walked straight to the elevator door.

What lovers pay attention to is the love that is as gluey as paint.For students and couples who are passionately in love, the off-site internship is undoubtedly a very painful thing, and their love is facing a severe test.

Liu Youcai and Yang Shuli, who had been close to each other for three years, were separated from each other because Yang Shuli was sent to Pingnan Central Hospital. Liu Youcai was mentally shocked, as if something was missing. The energy and smiles of yesteryear.

During this time, Liu Youcai often played his piercing pipa at night and sang Lin Yilun's "Love Bird":

"There was a bird on the tree, what kind of bird, whirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... The person I love has flown away, but the personrer who loves me has not yet arrived! This lovebird has flown away Oh, my lovebird hasn't arrived yet!...Because the person I love has disappeared..."

Listening to Liu Youcai's hesitant and confused elegy, Wu Xiaojun himself felt the same way, sad, sad, and full of melancholy.

That night, I poured out the anger and sorrow I had suffered from the pain of losing my lover for many days, and poured out to Bai Lingyan without reservation, venting out the troubles, resentment, and sadness, with a kind of feeling A feeling of relief.

There is too much sadness, because it is unbearable; there is too much love, because it cannot be given.I have experienced love, hate, love and hatred in my life, and I am used to seeing joys and sorrows, what else can't let go?

However, Bai Lingyan was surprised by his confession.He buried the pain of love deeply in his heart, and silently endured the precious feeling of being hard to part with his lover.For a lost lover, under special circumstances, with a grateful heart, he can take care of her parents and family members, which is not something ordinary people can do.The loneliness of the soul makes him appear extraordinarily fragile, but this fragility is extremely touching. I feel flesh and blood, full of emotion and mature charm, and I feel even more cute.He hides the unknown fragility deep in his heart, and hopes that someone will feel his mood, give understanding and comfort, and release the suppressed emotions. He should help him get through this emotional crisis.

From then on, Bai Lingyan went to Wu Xiaojun's department from time to time to chat with him and spy on his mood.

The love Wu Xiaojun has experienced is not insignificant. Only he knows what he has paid for each relationship. After falling in love, he will never go back to the past. He loves the other party more than the other party loves himself. Sudden loss of each other, psychological blow and trauma.He suddenly felt that everything was false, not as pure and eternal as others imagined.After experiencing countless ups and downs, he has a fresh feeling of going beyond himself and returning to nature.

Over the past few years, I have been neither far nor close to Bai Lingyan, we have treated each other with sincerity and honesty, talked about everything, no entanglement in love, no troubles in love, happy and joyful, whenever I am lonely and confused, I can always see Seeing her calm and tolerant smiling face, it can be said that she is a real confidante.In the face of her enthusiasm, my heart is filled with infinite gratitude, a sincere gratitude to my friends from the heart.I really can't afford to be hurt anymore. While continuing this sincere friendship, I feel that I can't send it into the whirlpool of love. Otherwise, I really don't have any friends and become a lonely family.

Three months passed in a blink of an eye. This afternoon, Wu Xiaojun and two nurses were pushing a patient with severe liver cirrhosis to the B-ultrasound room for liver color ultrasound. They happened to meet Bai Lingyan's cousin Niu Shuxian.

Wu Xiaojun was very happy to see that he was an acquaintance, and he stepped forward to say hello, "Sister Niu, you are on duty. This is a patient treated by my tutor. You should check carefully!"

Niu Shuxian smiled, "Don't worry, you're here, you will definitely do it carefully."

The patient's complexion was sallow, and the humming sound was particularly harsh. Just as he was put on the examination bed and lay down, Niu Shuxian picked up the probe and before she had time to put it on her upper abdomen, the patient suddenly let out a loud fart, and the room was filled with stench , Niu Shuxian sneezed a few times because of the choking, and the two nurses hurriedly covered their mouths tightly.

The patient yelled in pain, "Doctor, I can't take it anymore, I need to have a bowel movement, hum..."

Niu Shuxian and the nurse were very embarrassed, you looked at me and I looked at you, but no one responded, Wu Xiaojun said, "Good thing, this patient hasn't had a bowel movement for nearly ten days, and the teacher is also very worried, how about this, he can't walk, we Help him down, let him pull right here!"

When encountering such a serious patient, Niu Shuxian had no choice but to nod.

The long-term internal heat has already absorbed the stool water accumulated in the intestinal cavity, and the patient's weak body could not pass it out after squatting for a long time.

Seeing this situation, Wu Xiaojun became anxious, and put the patient on the bed to lie on his side again. He opened the patient's anus and was surprised. The two little nurses said, "You two support him, and I will help him defecate." As they spoke, they brought the trash can to him, put on gloves, and put one hand into the anus.

At this time, a small voice shouted outside the door, "Is Shuxian in there? It's time to get off work."

When Wu Xiaojun heard that it was Bai Lingyan's voice, he was overjoyed. He came at the right time, and finally had a helper. He raised his head and blinked at Niu Shuxian, "It's Bai Lingyan, please come in and help me."