life struggle

Niu Shuxian was stunned for a moment, then turned around and went out. After a while, she and Bai Lingyan walked in.

Bai Lingyan just got off work, wearing a skirt and no work clothes. When she entered the door, a foul smell came to her nostrils. She hurriedly fanned the foul smell with her hands. She was already coughing several times because of choking. She bent over and shed tears. He came out and looked at Wu Xiaojun and Niu Shuxian with a shocked and depressed expression.

Niu Shuxian hurriedly said, "I didn't expect you to be brought in without a mask on. It's all my fault, all my fault! You'd better go out!"

Bai Lingyan saw Wu Xiaojun lowered his head, sweating nervously, and the resentment that had arisen immediately subsided a lot, "Sister, since you're here, get me a set of disposable work clothes and a mask hat!"

After Bai Lingyan was fully armed, she came to Wu Xiaojun's side and said in a low voice, "Is it very hard, and it takes a lot of effort to pick it up. Don't worry, take your time."

Someone was watching from behind, and his heart felt at ease. Wu Xiaojun slightly raised his head and gave her a grateful look, "Thank you!"

Bai Lingyan nodded, picked up the plastic trash can and put it where he could easily find it.

The patient was in excruciating pain, and every time Wu Xiaojun moved his hand, he roared like a pig being slaughtered, and Wu Xiaojun felt a little more fear and worry in his heart.The sweat on his face kept flowing down like washing with water, and Bai Lingyan wiped it off for him from time to time.

As the hard feces were pulled out of the intestinal cavity piece by piece, the patient's roar became smaller and smaller.

After half an hour, the last piece was finally taken out, and the patient let out a long sigh of relief, "Little doctor, it's much more comfortable."

Wu Xiaojun's legs had long been numb from the weight of his body. After the battle, he slumped down on the ground. He was lifted up by Bai Lingyan and Niu Shuxian and escorted to the corridor outside to rest, take a breath, and soothe his nervous heart.

Sitting beside him, Bai Lingyan said distressedly, "Look how dangerous it is to make you nervous. It's liver disease. If you accidentally break your gloves, it's too late to infect yourself. That’s what you can do.”

Wu Xiaojun smiled slightly, "In a hurry, if I don't do it, whoever will do it, don't tell me it's not appropriate to let those two little nurses do it or let your cousin do it. I don't think it's a big deal, it's very A sense of accomplishment."

"As long as you show off your abilities, there is really nothing you can do about it."

At this time, Niu Shuxian changed her clothes and stepped out, looked at the two of them and joked, "You two really get along well, what word can I use to describe it, oh, yes, you are called a husband and a wife."

Bai Lingyan blushed, "Xianzi, fuck you, you can't speak properly, get off work, let's go out for dinner together."

Niu Shuxian immediately restrained her smile, "Thinking about the scene just now, I feel sick and want to vomit. I don't have any appetite to eat. I can't survive for three days. The patient has been sent back to the ward by the nurse. I have to go back and wash my body to get rid of the bad luck." , I won’t go with you two.” After finishing speaking, he left.

Wu Xiaojun stood up slowly, "Let's go, although the time isn't too long, it's really tiring. I don't seem to have any strength in my body."

"You deserve it, you're asking for trouble." Seeing him shaking a few times and almost falling, he hurried forward to grab his hand and pull him up.

Wu Xiaojun smiled unnaturally, "Thank you!"

After he stood still, Bai Lingyan said cordially, "You squatted for too long and suddenly got up and couldn't get used to it. I'll help you come over after a while."

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly said, "I'm not a patient, I can walk, how can I let you help me, no need." He walked forward a few steps, only felt a little dizzy and nauseous, and stopped.

Bai Lingyan smiled and said, "Okay, don't hold on." Then he took his right arm, and the two walked out of the hospital slowly.

Being supported by Bai Lingyan to walk, at first Wu Xiaojun didn't feel peaceful and natural with Qin Meixiang, Luo Xiao, and Feng Weiwei. He felt very awkward and uncomfortable, and was always worried about being seen by other students, so he didn't go far , and gently pushed her hand away, "Don't help me anymore, I feel much better when I go outside to get some breath. Thanks to you today, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have a clue in my heart. Come on, woohoo, I'm completely finished."

"Now that I think about it, I'm afraid. To be honest, if it weren't for seeing you, I wouldn't want to be there stupidly. However, seeing your focused, serious and meticulous expression and the anxious and sweaty appearance are both funny and very fun. Son."

Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "I thought you had revolutionary sympathy, but it turned out that you were watching how I made a fool of myself, and how poisonous my intentions are."

Bai Lingyan smiled smugly, "Although the purpose is absurd, it ended up helping you! You still deserve this kind of love."

Wu Xiaojun prodded her on purpose, "For your unfriendly purpose, I won't accept any favors, and smelling the stench counts as your experience of life."

Bai Lingyan pursed her lips into a smile, and tapped his forehead with her finger, "Speaking really hurts, isn't it when you're excited, the scar is healed and you forget the pain."

Wu Xiaojun froze for a moment, grabbed her hand, "Just talk, don't do anything."

For the first time in her life, Bai Lingyan's hand was held by a boy, and there was an extremely hot feeling on her cheeks, which was extremely embarrassing, she couldn't help but blushed, and quickly retracted it.Changing the topic, "The cafeteria should be closed long ago, what should I have for dinner?"

"I don't care, I can eat anything, the simpler and faster the better, now I just want to sleep well."

"Let's go, make a living, and go to the front to eat three skins."

The two of them ordered rice noodles from Zhangji on Da'an Road, and each ordered a cold noodle. They just sat down and were about to start eating. When they looked up, they saw Liu Youcai and a girl happily walking in from the outside, holding hands, and went straight to the bar. "Waiter, here are two bowls of rice noodles with shrimp and chicken nuggets." As he said that, he pulled the girl and went straight to the second floor.

Bai Lingyan quietly asked Wu Xiaojun, "Doesn't Liu Youcai have a girlfriend, Yang Shuli? Who is that girl with him? It seems that they have an unusual relationship."

Wu Xiaojun curled his lips lightly, "Youcai and Yang Shuli are a pair of people who will lose their souls without the company of the opposite sex. I heard that Yang Shuli went to Pingnan for an internship, and within half a month she had sex with a boy from the second class." No, as soon as Yang Shuli left, Liu Youcai knew that it must be meat buns beating dogs and never returning. After less than a week of internship in the department, he was good at pleasing girls, and he got along with six or seven girls in the practical talent class. The girl named Yu Canrui was together with the birds just now, inseparable."

Bai Lingyan smiled and said, "Liu Youcai is really talented in front of girls. He likes girls when he sees them, and he can fall in love with them as soon as he likes them. He can be called the monitor of the girls' class."

Wu Xiaojun chuckled, "What you said is inappropriate. To use a word that is more popular now, it should be the king of picking up girls."

Bai Lingyan burst into a covered smile, "The King of Picking Up Girls, it's unbelievable, it's surprising that you lack humor, have no interest, keep a prim and cold face all day long, and know the King of Picking Up Girls!"

"We have been in the same dormitory for many years, listening to some flamboyant stories and humorous words all day long, and it is hard to think that it is not modern. However, Youcai and Yang Shuli have been together for a long time after all, and it is false to have no feelings at all. It is purely for It's not appropriate to kill time and make fun of each other. When you heard that Yang Shuli had made a new boyfriend, Youcai suddenly became distraught, and played the pipa and sang lovebirds at night, almost driving people to death."

"If you don't have it, you will try your best to pursue it. If you get it, you don't care and cherish it. If you lose it, you will regret it. This is human nature, but there is no medicine for regret in the world."

"A lot of things must be serious when they should be serious. If you treat it as a joke, you will suffer if you play around."

"Speak clearly and honestly. If you are too serious and care too much, you will suffer more. You have the most right to speak about this. I think that no matter what you can afford, you can let it go, and you don't stick to it for a while. Only by right and wrong can you face every day correctly and live every day well. This is the truth I have learned from your painful experiences in the past few years."

"Okay, you said that Liu Youcai went around me, and you tricked me into it. Well, talk less and do more practical things. I think it's better to settle the meal in front of me first."

When the two came out of the store, Wu Xiaojun saw that Bai Lingyan was in high spirits, he was embarrassed to spoil her interest, and said happily, "It's been a long time since we watched the stars together, let's go for a walk."

Bai Lingyan agreed with all her mouth, "Okay, I feel a sense of accomplishment after digging out a big dung. It seems that you are in a good mood today. I will accompany you for a while."

Although it is the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, people do not feel a little taste of autumn. There are still many people on the street who go out with their families to cool off.

The two of them were in a peaceful and calm state of mind, without the psychological burden of transcending friendship, and they spoke freely, freely, and at ease.After walking aimlessly around the Chrysanthemum Square, I felt a little tired, so I sat down under a small pavilion.Bai Lingyan suddenly asked, "I think you are always avoiding me, why?"

"No, why should I hide from you!"

"No, since Luo Xiao's accident, I feel that you often walk alone and are very vigilant, as if you are worried and afraid of everything, isn't that so?"

"Nothing can be hidden from your eyes. To be honest, I have a sense of fear for the past experience. I don't want to recall the feeling at that time. I even feel a little disgusted when I see men and women. After all, men and women are different. Letting go will cause others to criticize me, but what worries me the most is breaking through the boundaries of normal friendship for many years and falling into the vortex of love again. I am already exhausted physically and mentally about love, and I can’t afford to be hurt anymore. I can keep a certain distance from you , It’s more at ease to maintain a normal friendship.”

"You are called love phobia. You can tell that there is a ghost in your heart as soon as you guess it. If you don't have ghosts, you won't have such thoughts. You are too sensitive. The two of you treat each other as confidants, so you don't have to worry about hurting each other. It’s the best thing to talk about your heart, talk about happy things, and share your worries, so why bother about small details.”