life struggle

Bai Lingyan and her cousin Niu Shuxian were strolling along the bank of the Green River, and accidentally found Wu Xiaojun and Shao Yingying smiling and talking, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

Seeing that her excited expression suddenly dimmed, Niu Shuxian asked suspiciously, "Swallow, what's the matter, are you tired from walking?"

Bai Lingyan said absent-mindedly, "I'm not tired, I don't know why, but I'm in a panic."

Niu Shuxian looked at her and said with a smile, "Why are you acting like a child, you can change as you say, you paid back just now haha, suddenly cloudy, or, let's go back now." As she spoke, she suddenly saw Wu Xiaojun's side She immediately understood why she changed her face.

Out of curiosity, Niu Shuxian asked, "Yanzi, why does the person in front look like Wu Xiaojun to me, who is that beautiful girl with him?"

Bai Lingyan felt that she had lost her composure. She looked at the sparkling river and changed the subject, "Sister, look at how beautiful the river is. The water and the sky are the same color. It's so beautiful that it's a feast for the eyes."

Niu Shuxian is short-tempered, and Yanzi is very sensitive to Wu Xiaojun walking with other girls based on a woman's intuition. Could it be that there is something really awkward between them? Let me ask you a question, who is that girl with Wu Xiaojun? Do you know her?"

Bai Lingyan said lightly, "Old lover."

Niu Shuxian smiled softly, "Swallow, be serious, don't prevaricate sister, I don't think so, if the lover has already walked shoulder to shoulder and hugging each other, you can see that the distance between the two of them can be more than two people, there is such a Lover. Tell me quickly."

Bai Lingyan said a little impatiently, "Sister, why are you so curious about him, he is a traditional and serious person, and his mind is not open, it's okay."

Niu Shuxian said seriously, "Don't be sour, I can see that you are uneasy, tell me honestly, what's going on?"

Seeing that she couldn't escape, Bai Lingyan had no choice but to tell the whole story, Niu Shuxian was very surprised and said, "So, you two are really not in a relationship, I always treat you two as Looking at it as a lover, I never thought it was so complicated."

"I told you earlier that the two of us are not what you imagined. Believe it this time."

"Every man has a common problem. Good horses don't turn back, and you don't think about it. The two of them are completely useless. Swallow, don't hesitate any longer. When it's time to make a move, make a move. Don't leave any regrets. If you feel embarrassed, you will If the window paper is broken, I will let my sister help you."

"Sister, you must not say that, you can neither force this matter nor rush it, just let it take its course!"

"You son of a bitch, you have missed so many opportunities, and you still don't know how to cherish them. I wish I could kick you a few times."

"Sister, I don't want to play anymore, let's go back!"

"I'm not afraid of your jokes. When I was in love with your brother-in-law, we didn't see each other for a day, and my heart was like a cat scratching. All I could think about was him. The feeling of scratching the heart and scratching the liver was worse than drinking medicine." Still uncomfortable. You are not in the mood now, which means you have him in your heart, you care about him, your heart beats for him, your heart beats for him, and you have truly fallen in love with him. Others of the opposite sex are so sensitive and annoying when they get along, this is love and passion. Don't look forward and backward, seize the opportunity, dare to love and hate, cherish it!"

Shao Yingying got out of the shadow of pain and frustration and regained her strength. Wu Xiaojun was happy from the bottom of her heart.

With the help of Lu Jianmin, Liu Xiaoxia and others, Director Jiang's book was sold out in less than half a month, and a problem in his mind was completely resolved, and he felt relaxed and comfortable all over.

Director Jiang looked at the banknote in his hand, full of joy, and his mouth was closed from ear to ear, "Xiaojun, you have helped me a lot. I am really sorry if you don't show your heart. Find a time these few days and bring your friend. Come to my house and have a good time."

Wu Xiaojun quickly declined, "Director, this is what I should do, it's a trivial matter, don't bother."

Director Jiang said in an imperative tone, "This is a private matter. Don't be embarrassed. It's rare for us sisters to have fun and relax together. I'm off night shift on Sunday. You and Bai Lingyan will go there together. It's settled."

Wu Xiaojun could see that Director Jiang was serious, and there was no room for maneuver. Unexpectedly, she was so serious about a word that he agreed to casually.This is a difficult time, what should I do, Bai Lingyan is not my girlfriend, how can I tell her, and let her play tricks to save me from the siege, how dare I say this.After much deliberation, I decided to talk to her and fool Director Jiang.

Since seeing Wu Xiaojun on the bank of the Green River last time, Bai Lingyan felt a great change in her heart. The calm and natural state of mind before suddenly seemed to have disappeared. She and him were no longer as pure and relaxed as the friendship between classmates. Either step into love with him, or go back to the past, there is no longer any middle choice.For a long time, Bai Lingyan deliberately avoided the memory of the past with Wu Xiaojun, and deliberately avoided him.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly appeared in front of him, as if seeing someone he was familiar with, without the slightest enthusiasm and excitement before, but with a more guarded mentality, he asked calmly, "Is there something wrong?"

Wu Xiaojun looked at her calm and serious expression, a little stunned, what's the matter with her, she seemed to be a different person, half-jokingly said, "I haven't seen you for a while, I feel very itchy, and I want to talk to you."

Bai Lingyan didn't even look at him, and said sullenly, "There's nothing to talk about, you go, I have something to do!" Saying this, he left Wu Xiaojun indoors, picked up his bag and went outside the dormitory Let's go, Wu Xiaojun, the second monk, was puzzled and embarrassed, and asked Deng Hongli, "What's the matter with her, she looks very unhappy, do you know what's going on?"

Deng Hongli said, "I don't know why she is like this. During this period of time, she is always worried and frowning. She feels very worried. It is rare to see her smiling face. You should ask her directly."

Wu Xiaojun said "Mm", "Thank you, Hongli!" Then he chased him out of the dormitory.

When they got downstairs, Wu Xiaojun hurried forward and stopped her, "Lingyan, what's wrong with you, you're depressed, what happened?"

Bai Lingyan ignored him, walked forward with a sullen face and bowed her head. Wu Xiaojun didn't know where she was going, so he followed her silently.

When she reached the intersection of Da'an Road and Beijing Road, Bai Lingyan stopped suddenly, turned her head and frowned and said, "Didn't I tell you that I have something to do, why are you still following me, are you annoying?"

Wu Xiaojun took two steps forward, fixed his eyes on her cold face, and said seriously, "If you ask me anything, you don't say anything, you look nervous and hurried, can you not worry? We are friends and buddies, don't you even I don’t trust it either, if there’s anything I can’t say, why do I have to bear it alone in my heart.”

Bai Lingyan hesitated for a moment, blinked her eyes, and said thoughtfully, "It's nothing, what do you ask me to say. It's just that I feel uncomfortable. I'm so bored in the dormitory. I want to go out for a walk and enjoy the cool breeze." .”

Wu Xiaojun heaved a sigh of relief, and said with a wry smile, "Let me have a false alarm. I've never seen a cold face before. It's so scary when I see it suddenly. I'm so shocked that I dare not even speak. Since I want to blow a cool breeze, I have plenty of time to accompany you, and you can go wherever you say."

Bai Lingyan said insincerely, "I'll be quiet by myself, so I don't bother you, let's go!"

Wu Xiaojun asked in confusion, "What's the matter with you?"

Bai Lingyan lowered her head, swayed her body slightly, and whispered, "It's nothing, don't worry about my own affairs."

Seeing her hesitating, Wu Xiaojun became anxious, and said seriously, "Okay, don't tell me, I will follow you today until you return to the dormitory."

Bai Lingyan came to Chrysanthemum Square aimlessly, sat down under a small pavilion, remained silent for a long time, and asked, "Did you seek me for something?"

Wu Xiaojun said, "I can't find you if I have nothing to do. Since you asked, I won't hide anything anymore and just say it straight. Director Jiang invited us to her house for dinner on Sunday morning, and I'm just telling you."

Bai Lingyan asked suspiciously, "I don't know her well, so why go there for no apparent reason."

Wu Xiaojun said, "She saw through your review of the manuscript, and kept asking who it was, so I had no choice but to tell her that you reviewed it for me. It's as simple as that."

Bai Lingyan was stunned for a while, then slowly said, "I'm helping you, and you should be the one she wants to invite. I can't go, and I definitely won't go."

Wu Xiaojun said earnestly, "You really have to go, she specifically told me that I must take you there."

Bai Lingyan said with displeasure on her face, "Who is she who must be after me? What right do you have to take me? Even if I don't go, she can still eat me."

Wu Xiaojun saw that he couldn't fool her, but it aroused her temper. He quickly calmed down and said with a smile, "You get anxious before I finish talking. It's unreasonable, you might as well go out to socialize!"

Seeing his playful smile, Bai Lingyan muttered and said, "I will socialize when I have to socialize. I don't feel at ease when I eat unclear meals. Whether you go or not is your business, and it has nothing to do with me."

Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "Don't do this, just treat it as helping me once."

Bai Lingyan glared at him, "Help you, what are you helping me with, what do you need help with, do you still need help for a meal!"

Wu Xiaojun hesitated and said, "Yes, alas, no, don't get me wrong, things are not as simple as you think, and I really need your help this time."

Bai Lingyan saw that he had something on his mind, and urged, "If it's a grand banquet, who will do anything to you if you don't go? Don't cover it up, speak clearly."

Wu Xiaojun saw that it was impossible to hide, thought for a while, and said shyly with a blushing face, "She said that we are lovers, otherwise no one would work so hard to work with me. I couldn't convince her, so I had to nod in acquiescence, so She called for you to attend. She has always been very serious in her work, if you don't go, I can't do business with her."