life struggle

Lu Jianmin sighed, "Xiaojun, it seems that I thought of you too simply. I didn't expect there to be so many tear-jerking stories."

Wu Xiaojun said drunkenly, "Jianmin, it's really uncomfortable to hold these words in my stomach. I have never told anyone that you are my good buddy and I believe in you. Facing Shao Yingying, facing Bai Lingyan, facing My parents, what do you think I should do? It’s not my character to choose to escape. Every step forward is like stepping on a mine. liquor!"

Seeing that Wu Xiaojun was drinking too much, Lu Jianmin tried to persuade him, "Xiaojun, I've already drank two bottles, don't drink any more! Look, we are the only ones left in the shop. Don't disturb the shopkeeper's rest. Let's go back. Bar!"

Wu Xiaojun felt dizzy, stood up lightly, and walked out with scissor steps.

Lu Jianmin hastily paid the bill and rushed up, "Xiaojun, how are you doing, can you go?"

"Small...meaning, no...problem, I'm...sober...very. Jianmin...what do you mean...how...what's going on...my fate...fate is so...not good, nothing...everything... Let me spread it out. Today, brother... I will fight... be careful, we two brothers will... rush to stay... the city to fight... hard, I don't believe that we can't make... Zi Chouyin... Maolai."

Lu Jianmin nodded and agreed, "Yes, I can! Although we are rural people, we are no worse than others. What we can do, their urbanites may not be able to do."

Wu Xiaojun chuckled, "Jian...min, I...love...listen to this, you...know...what I...are most afraid of...what?"

Lu Jianmin said without thinking, "I don't know."

"To tell you the truth, I am most afraid of making...girlfriends and falling in love. I can't afford to hurt you! Before...Deng Hongli from the obstetrics class called me a...sangmen star. I didn't think...however, now In retrospect, it was...really...that's what happened. Any...girl who has a good... relationship with me, she's going to have...this thing or...that thing, none of them will be safe and sound, talk about one...it's terrible An accident, an inexplicable and bizarre loss, an injury and a blow... once, physically and mentally haggard and exhausted."

"Things happen for a reason, and it's not your fault. Don't take everything on yourself."

"Now... now facing a new... choice, I really... don't know what... to do?"

"If you should come, you can't hide, and if you shouldn't come, no matter how demanding you are, it's useless, just let nature take its course!"

"Fart...you're talking...nonsense. Help me analyze...how should I...treat Shao Yingying and Bai Lingyan?"

"This..." Lu Jianmin hesitated for a while, and said lightly, "It mainly depends on your relationship with them?"

Wu Xiaojun was in a hurry, pointed at Lu Jianmin's nose and said, "Jianmin, you are really not good enough for a buddy, you don't mean, you don't want to tell the truth to your brother."

Lu Jianmin hurriedly said, "No, no, I serve the army, don't get me wrong, let me tell you, both of you are pretty good, in terms of emotional foundation, you and Shao Yingying have gone through ups and downs, you know each other better, and you have the recognition and support of your family , the most suitable, and it will be smooth sailing in the future. Bai Lingyan will be more helpful to you in terms of life and career in the future, but the relationship between you is only based on ordinary classmates, and has not risen to a certain height. It is relatively fragile , It is prone to twists and turns, and there are regional differences. It is easy to be interfered and constrained by the families of both parties. There will be many difficulties in the future, and the possibility of getting together is unlikely. I think you should cherish and maintain the relationship with Shao Yingying."

Wu Xiaojun laughed after hearing Chonglu Jianmin, staggered back to the dormitory and fell asleep.

Since Bai Lingyan received a letter from a boy she was close to in high school, she was very happy to introduce to her that she had a girlfriend.

When mentioning this boy, Bai Lingyan felt an indescribable special affection.Both of them are from the same hometown, and they are also old school friends who have been in the same class for six consecutive years. Both of them are top students in the class.Later, he was admitted to Xijing University, and he himself was admitted to Pingxi Medical College due to physical reasons.Although the two places are thousands of miles apart, and there is no chance to meet each other, the two cherish the friendship they established before, and the correspondence between them has never been interrupted.

Seeing the news suddenly, Bai Lingyan couldn't be happy. Instead, she felt a sense of loss. An unknown fire filled her heart, and she was extremely restless.

Finally looking forward to the weekend, I wanted to go out to chat with Wu Xiaojun to relieve boredom. Unexpectedly, when I looked up at the stairs, I saw Wu Xiaojun and Shao Yingying seemed to be going out together, carrying bags, talking and laughing with luggage, coming from outside.He became nervous all of a sudden, and secretly scolded Wu Xiaojun for being duplicity and telling the truth. He said earlier that he had no close contact with her, so how can this be explained.Out of curiosity, I quietly hid aside to see where they were going.

Bai Lingyan saw them walking up to the boys' dormitory side by side, and couldn't help feeling resentful, didn't you all want to have a close relationship, okay, I might as well add fire and salt to you, mix it up, and make you feel uncomfortable.Thinking of this, he paused for a while, and went directly to Wu Xiaojun's dormitory to say a few words.

Bai Lingyan returned to the dormitory, thought about it carefully, but regretted it again, her classmates in high school obviously didn't take herself seriously when they made a girlfriend, and she was worried about what happened to Wu Xiaojun and Shao Yingying, it was too immoral to make trouble for others How can you do stupid things.Whether it is a high school male student or Wu Xiaojun, as long as they really have a good impression of themselves, they will take the initiative to confess and confide in themselves. If someone has another girlfriend, it means that they don't have you in their hearts, so why bother to be sentimental, jealous and complain about others!After thinking about it, I still felt that I was not good, and half of the resentment disappeared.

Half a month later, Wu Xiaojun didn't take the initiative to explain to Bai Lingyan and Shao Yingying, and went to work as usual, but he couldn't let go of that night.

At around six o'clock in the afternoon, Bai Lingyan came out of the obstetrics department after finishing her work, and Wu Xiaojun suddenly called her from behind, "Lingyan, why are you leaving get off work so late?"

Bai Lingyan was startled at first, then smiled and said, "The obstetrics department is like this. There are always a lot of patients, and patients are often brought in when it's almost the end of get off work."

Wu Xiaojun saw that her reaction was very flat, and she didn't show dissatisfaction with him at all. He felt more at ease and said with a smile, "You guys have worked really hard. Don't be too nervous and tire yourself out. Let's go, I invite you tonight Eat, comfort and comfort you."

Bai Lingyan suddenly exclaimed, "I can't, I'm just treating you like a cock. Is the sun coming out from the west, or are you talking nonsense with a fever? Is there something wrong with you?"

Wu Xiaojun shook his head and pursed his lips and said with a smile, "No, no, it's rare that I have some free time, so it's okay to have a get-together!"

Bai Lingyan replied straightforwardly, "Okay, it's better to be respectful than to obey, and I will kill you severely today."

It was said to be eating, but it was actually just an excuse and a cover. The two simply ate a bowl of braised noodles and went to the cinema to watch a movie.

The two of them seem to be separated by a layer of window paper, speculating on each other's thoughts, and have no intention of watching movies at all.Especially Bai Lingyan, always felt that Wu Xiaojun was a little abnormal, why suddenly invited him to dinner and made an appointment to watch a movie, which had never happened before.After watching less than half of the movie, I don't want to continue watching it.

The two were walking on Beijing Road, when Bai Lingyan suddenly asked, "Xiaojun, is there something on your mind?"

Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "No, I haven't chatted with Yiyi for a long time, and I feel empty in my heart."

Bai Lingyan said in amazement, "I can't, I don't have such a great charm to make you feel this way."

Wu Xiaojun said sincerely, "Really, what I'm telling is the truth, the truth."

Bai Lingyan said nonchalantly, "I thought you were accompanied by a gentle, intelligent, beautiful, and old lover. You had already forgotten about me. How could you think of me, an outsider."

Wu Xiaojun smiled embarrassedly, "You're making fun of me, picking my reason. Everything is not as complicated as you think."

Bai Lingyan said with a bit of sarcasm, "Come on, congratulations, the old dream has come true, and the broken mirror has been reunited. In the future, when I see Yingzi, should I consider changing my words and call her Wusao, Xiaojunsao?"

Wu Xiaojun smiled wryly, "What nonsense are you talking about? I told you that she and I are just brother and sister. We don't talk about anything else. Don't you believe me?"

Bai Lingyan stared at Wu Xiaojun suddenly and said, "Really, who is it? The husband and wife have already returned the house, saw the mother-in-law and the father-in-law, and returned the relationship between brothers and sisters. Don't you think it's funny? All right, don't stare." The eyes are lying and deceiving!"

Wu Xiaojun lowered his face and said solemnly, "Lingyan, no matter what you think, what I said is true. Yes, Yingziniang has a good impression of me. She asked me to come to her house to give Luo Xiao's father that day. It's my birthday. You know the relationship between me and Luo Xiao. She passed away not long ago. How painful her parents are. You shouldn't refuse to break their hearts!"

Bai Lingyan was a little stunned, but instead asked, "It's not just for these, is there anything else?"

Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "You are right. Yingziniang mentioned to me that Yingzi and I should start over again. Whether it is family affection or kindness, no jokes can be made on this kind of thing. Even feelings No matter how good the foundation is, I won't do such a thing! If I promise her, don't I have no dignity at all, and let them toss as much as they want, just like turning over sesame cakes, who do you think Wu Xiaojun is!"

Bai Lingyan saw that Wu Xiaojun was talking more and more vigorously, so she hurriedly interrupted him, and tentatively said with a smile, "Xiaojun, he just said it casually, it seems to excite you, I believe you. However, I think Ying Ziniang said It's very reasonable, it's rare for you two to have such a good foundation, it's a good thing to start again, there is no personality or no personality, and it is really ill-considered to refuse flatly."