life struggle

Wu Xiaojun's seemingly joking words really made Bai Lingyan fantasize and excited for many days.Maybe my belated love is right in front of me.For this day to come, Bai Lingyan has been looking forward to it for a long time. During this period, she has been worried, hurt, worried, cried, heartbroken, helpless to escape, scared, and deceived herself, comforting herself with the joy of others Pass.

She longed to hear Wu Xiaojun say to her personally, "I love you!" Even if it was a joke, he hadn't been able to say it respectfully for many years.She hinted again and again, but did not get him a warm word of love, which made her very disappointed.Whenever at the right time, at a critical juncture, when I plucked up the courage to confess to him, there would always be Zhang San, Li Si, etc. suddenly appearing, and I had to retreat with hatred. No supplement.

Maybe it's for a glimmer of hope, maybe it's for a pure friendship, not to be moved by everything he has done, not to give up because he loves others.I can't let go of the friendship with him and the hidden emotion of letting go. When I'm not together, I silently bless and care for him, and I can't help but help him when he needs it.What he said implicitly may be a kind of temptation. He told himself intuitively that he had thought carefully and seriously, and perhaps he was driven by the current reality and situation. In any case, he finally got the hang of it and took the initiative to move forward. Take the first step.What should I do, should I easily agree to talk about my relationship with him, or ignore him for a while, and wait and see how he treats me?After much deliberation, don't act too hastily, just leave him alone for a while, so that he can feel that true love is not so easy to get, so that he can cherish himself better in the future.

For a long time after that, Bai Lingyan chose to remain silent and did not take the initiative to pay attention to Wu Xiaojun.

Wu Xiaojun comforted Shao Yingying, felt relieved, and began to live a monotonous and fulfilling life day after day, gradually putting the two of them behind, almost to the point of forgetting.

Seeing that the Spring Festival is approaching, they have to go their separate ways, but there is still no sign of Wu Xiaojun.Bai Lingyan suddenly felt that she was very naive, and she kept thinking about a joke he said that didn't hurt or itch.I secretly rejoiced that I did the right thing, didn't accept his proposal in time, and wasn't rejected by him face to face.If he didn't come to look for him before he left, it would prove that he didn't take himself seriously in his heart at all, and everything else was out of the question.

Wu Xiaojun always kept his mind clear at critical junctures. Before leaving, he went to Shao Yingying's dormitory. The people in the dormitory had long regarded him as a future brother-in-law who cared about his sister-in-law. What a subtle change.After discussing some things with each other, making some instructions and instructions, Wu Xiaojun sent her to the bus home and returned in a happy mood.

I planned to go directly to Bai Lingyan's dormitory, but unexpectedly on the way back, I saw Bai Lingyan struggling towards her father's residence with a heavy suitcase alone, so I hurried up to greet her and asked with concern, "Lingyan, what are you doing?" It’s about moving, why don’t you tell me in advance that you can carry such a heavy thing by yourself, and I’ll help you carry it!”

Bai Lingyan said with a wry smile, "No sink, I can come by myself, why bother you!"

Wu Xiaojun reached out and grabbed the handle of the suitcase, and said with a smile, "Don't be stubborn, you've just walked for such a long distance, and your head is sweating, are you going to your father's place?"

Bai Lingyan nodded lightly, "Yes".

Wu Xiaojun hesitated for a moment, and asked weakly, "Is your father there, or should I take you downstairs?"

Bai Lingyan said with a calm expression, "My dad has been back for more than ten days, and it's not too far away. Let's work on you!"

A boy and her father suddenly met inappropriate. Hearing that he was not there, Wu Xiaojun had confidence in his heart, and insisted with a smile, "Who are you and who? Don't see outsiders. It's easy for me. I'll do it." Bring it up." Not allowing Bai Lingyan to speak, she picked up the box and walked forward.

Bai Lingyan wanted to stop her, but felt that it was inappropriate to gossip on the street, so she followed closely behind without saying anything.

Wu Xiaojun stood at the door holding the box in his hand, quietly watching Bai Lingyan open the door deftly, and saw the small bed that he was very familiar with, painting the walls and the whole room with Feng Weiwei, and the warm and hearty scene appeared before his eyes again , a little stunned for a moment, stood still.

Bai Lingyan pushed the door wide open, and gave way with a smile on her face, "Come in, the house is small, and it's quite messy inside, don't be surprised!"

Wu Xiaojun entered the room, put the box under the table, patted his hands lightly, bent over and brushed the dirt on his body, looked at Bai Lingyan and asked, "You won't take all these things back, will you? "

Bai Lingyan said, "Just put it here, it's troublesome to carry around, and there's no need for that!" Then she put the stool in front of Wu Xiaojun, "Sit down and rest for a while, my father is not here, and the coal fire has stopped , It’s too late to light the fire to boil the water, I don’t care about letting you drink water, don’t mind it!”

Wu Xiaojun sat down unceremoniously, and said with a slight smile, "Why are you so polite, you seem so extravagant, I feel a little embarrassed."

Bai Lingyan simply swept the floor, dumped the rubbish into the trash can next to the sink, closed the door gently, then sat on the side of the bed, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, it's just like this gone."

Wu Xiaojun asked, "It's normal, I haven't seen you all these days, what are you busy with?"

Bai Lingyan asked back, "Isn't it the same for you? You are a busy person, and you don't follow Shao Yingying's ass all day long, forgetting about me?"

Wu Xiaojun smiled lightly, "I'm not what you said, old man, no one will forget you if you forget."

Bai Lingyan counted with her fingers, "If I remember correctly, we haven't seen each other for more than 40 days since that night!"

Wu Xiaojun was a little surprised and said, "No way, has it been such a long time!" Then he said to himself, "Oh my god, how time flies so fast, I haven't felt it for so long. Said Say, is there anything good?"

Bai Lingyan pursed her lips and smiled, "What good can I do? A male classmate with whom I had a good relationship in high school got a girlfriend, and he was almost insanely happy. It's funny to think of his little promise."

Wu Xiaojun joked, "People are happy when they are happy, and most people who are in love are like this. The two of you have always kept in touch. I have heard you mention him a lot. You haven't had a boyfriend for so long, have you? Just to wait for him!"

Bai Lingyan's face turned red all of a sudden, she lowered her head and said coyly, "I'm not! I'm not!"

Wu Xiaojun leaned forward and back with a smile, pointed at Bai Lingyan and said, "You still say no, your shy face is turning red like a monkey's ass!"

Bai Lingyan stood up suddenly, grabbed Wu Xiaojun's ear, pulled it up violently, and kept saying, "Look at you still talking nonsense! Look at you still talking nonsense! Look! Are you still talking nonsense with your stinking mouth!"

Wu Xiaojun was suddenly pulled by her ear, and retreated to the side habitually, only feeling the burning pain, and begged for mercy repeatedly, "Oh, ouch, ouch, grandma, lighten lightly, it hurts me to death! Don't talk nonsense anymore Let go now! Let go quickly!" He stood up and came face to face with Bai Lingyan.

Bai Lingyan stared at his painful expression with wide eyes, let go of her hand quickly, and said with a smile, "This is the price you pay for not keeping your mouth shut."

Wu Xiaojun covered his scorching ears, looked at her gloating face eagerly, grinned and said, "You are so vicious, you are so vicious, let me see how I deal with you!" As he spoke, he grabbed Bai Lingyan With his hands, he twisted them behind his back and pushed them up slightly.

Bai Lingyan suddenly felt a little sore in her arms, she leaned forward according to the situation, had to bend down, she couldn't help giggling and said, "Let go, let go, I can't take it anymore!"

Wu Xiaojun was teasing her, how could he take it seriously, he laughed and said, "This tastes pretty good, that's what police uncles do when they catch thieves, how about I work harder!"

Bai Lingyan said coquettishly, "Don't tell me, don't tell me, let me give in!"

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly let go of his hand, Bai Lingyan suddenly turned around, looked at Wu Xiaojun eagerly, beat his chest with both hands, and said softly, "You are good or bad, you are good or bad, you are good Bad, deliberately bullying others! Deliberately bullying others!"

Wu Xiaojun suddenly felt an itch in his heart, and looked affectionately at her bright eyes that shone like misty autumn water, patches of peach-like bright red face appeared, and her shy and cute appearance, feeling the rhythmic rhythm like a massage. Beating, couldn't restrain the joy and excitement that made his blood rush and steaming, a real and calm smile appeared on his face, while nudging her soft and boneless hands, while using provocative He said in a tone, "Try hard, hard, it feels like scratching an itch, not exciting enough!"

Bai Lingyan chattered angrily, "You're like a hooligan, you'll take advantage of me, and talk nonsense that you and I are in a hurry!"

Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "Hurry up, hurry up, let's see who can beat the other!" Suddenly he stretched out his hands and clasped her tightly to his chest.

Bai Lingyan was stunned for a moment, her heart was pounding like a deer, she immediately stopped her hands, and instinctively wanted to retreat, but he clasped himself very tightly and struggled a few times but couldn't break free.Blinking her clear and bright phoenix eyes, she met his deep and hot eyes, and looked at him in horror.

Wu Xiaojun seemed to be expressing a thousand words to her with gentle and focused emotions, almost rushing towards her face, within reach, just listening to him softly said word by word, "Lingyan, you are so beautiful, you are just like a big star." Generally, people are obsessed and crazy for you."

Wu Xiaojun's sudden firmness made Bai Lingyan unexpected, she felt an inexplicable warm current rushing through her limbs and bones like lightning, she was in a daze, and her mind went blank.

After a long time, she held her breath, slowly closed her blushing eyes, gently raised her snow-white and creamy neck, and gently squirmed her two fresh, pink and soft lips, accompanied by the rhythmic ups and downs of her chest. heartbeat, quietly waiting for the arrival of his deep kiss.