life struggle

Wu Xiaojun immediately restrained his smile, and smiled thoughtfully, "Your words are golden words, of course you will keep them in your heart. Don't rush me to answer your questions. You came here on the tenth day of the lunar new year. Tell me why you suddenly changed your mind." ?”

Bai Lingyan said with a gloomy face, "I just feel uncomfortable and don't want to stay at home?"

Wu Xiaojun stared at her and said, "No way, you must have something on your mind."

Bai Lingyan gently smoothed the long hair that was scattered on her forehead with her hands, and said a little embarrassedly, "It's really all right."

Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "Your expression has already told me that you are lying. If there is something you can't say, stop hiding it!"

Bai Lingyan pondered for a long time, then said flatly, "My mother insisted on letting me go on a blind date, and I didn't like it, so I came back."

Wu Xiaojun smiled calmly, "Blind date? It's a good thing, how can you not be happy, your mother is really doing it for your own good, isn't it hurting her heart?"

Bai Lingyan said, "I just didn't want her to force me to do something I didn't want to do, so I got angry. I'm very tired and upset at home, but when I'm with you now, I feel calm and at ease, very relaxed and happy."

Wu Xiaojun said, "I don't think you should refuse your mother's choice to escape, it's two different things."

Bai Lingyan said impatiently, "Okay, let's not talk about these boring and embarrassing things. Tell me what you think?"

Wu Xiaojun said calmly, "After making up my mind, I will first develop in Pingxi, and I really can't pack up and leave."

Bai Lingyan asked eagerly, "What about her? Are you giving up the relationship between you easily?"

Wu Xiaojun chuckled, "We can't talk about real feelings, but more of family affection and kindness. Naturally, we are a good little girl in Pingxi!"

A hint of excitement appeared on Bai Lingyan's face, "This is a solemn choice on your life path. I'm really happy for you to see you being so relaxed."

Wu Xiaojun said disapprovingly, "It's just a wish and imagination, who knows what the future will be like, there is nothing to be happy about."

Bai Lingyan smiled sweetly, "It's up to people to plan things, but it's up to God to make things happen. Only by firmly grasping your destiny in your own hands can you have the motivation to achieve your destiny and career. I have great confidence in you and I will definitely be able to achieve your stage." life goals."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Let me borrow your good words, I hope so."

Bai Lingyan said sadly, "I'm different from you. I'm really at a loss as to what the road ahead is and how I should go."

Wu Xiaojun said, "There must be a way for the car to reach the mountain, and the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. There is nothing to be confused about. The right time, place and people are both in your hands. Pingxi is your future shelter. Maybe you will still do it as you do now." My confidante in Pingxi."

Bai Lingyan blushed suddenly, and said coyly, "The wording is inappropriate, what a confidante, it's so ugly!"

Wu Xiaojun half-jokingly said, "To be honest, I have always regarded you as a confidante, but it's a pity that I have no chance to treat you as a bosom lover!"

Bai Lingyan was agitated, and blurted out, "Why do you think there is no chance!" Feeling that she had slipped a word, her face immediately became embarrassed, she lowered her head shyly, and said nothing, but her heart was very sweet.

Wu Xiaojun smiled awkwardly and helplessly, "Life has been playing jokes on me all the time. It is the result of this kind of joke that we have not been able to take a step forward for such a long time."

Bai Lingyan raised her head slowly, with tears in her eyes, stared at him affectionately, and said in a low voice, "Don't you have any feelings for me? Don't prevaricate, just speak from your heart!"

Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "You are a very good girl, just like a precious and beautiful vase. I especially admire you, like you, and cherish you. Being with you sometimes feels beyond the scope of a lover. But I can't go to From this point of view, I can neither deceive your feelings, nor be sorry for Qin Meixiang and Luo Xiao, and there must be no impurity in getting along with you."

Bai Lingyan said empathetically, "There is too much sadness because I can't bear it; there is too much love because I can't give it. I understand what you mean, understand your situation and mood, and never want to interfere with your life , no matter what you did, I didn't mind or take it too seriously."

Wu Xiaojun said, "This is not only the difference between you and others, but also the basis for us to maintain a good relationship."

Listening to Wu Xiaojun's sincere words from the bottom of her heart, Bai Lingyan's heart was filled with warm joy, a trace of indescribable feeling immediately rose in her heart, an unprecedented sense of happiness flooded her whole body, and she couldn't help but see a burst of happiness on her face. Flushed, with a calm and indifferent expression, exuding eager light, watching Wu Xiaojun affectionately, gently moving his thin lips, slowly closing his eyes, tears of emotion slowly flowing from his eyelashes dripping.

Wu Xiaojun saw the intoxication on her face, her shy charm, and seductive demeanor. He felt that the blood and cells in his whole body were throbbing violently, and his spirit also became excited. He stared blankly at the other party, his mind blank.Suddenly, an uncontrollable excitement was impulsive, pulling her into his arms, holding her tightly, unwilling to let go, and kissing her deeply on the touching cherry lips, wrapping her in his arms Kissed loudly.

Bai Lingyan blushed instantly, but she didn't dodge, didn't break free, seemed a little nervous, closed her eyes tightly, stretched out her hands to hook Wu Xiaojun's neck, and opened her red lips to meet his deep kiss.Wu Xiaojun hadn't experienced the feeling of happiness and warmth for a long time. His instinctive impulse and hungering desire drove him to frantically stick the tip of his tongue into her mouth and keep writhing. Immersed in the kiss, sucking each other constantly, no part of the sensitive mouth was let go, the scorching breath, the fierce and deep kiss made people suffocate.

The two enjoyed the quiet and warm atmosphere to their heart's content, kissed deeply for a long time, and then parted breathlessly, turning into a knowing smile, ending this passionate kiss that was out of control.

Wu Xiaojun watched Bai Lingyan's mouth reveal a faint smile, for the first time a little woman's blushing face appeared, and she gasped softly. At this moment, she was as beautiful as a newly blooming peony, shy and ready to let go. There is Qin Meixiang's innocence and liveliness, and Luo Xiao's calmness and gentleness, his eyes can't help but look straight, a little demented.

Bai Lingyan said softly, "Don't look at it, it seems like you haven't seen it for many years!"

Wu Xiaojun smiled contentedly, "I have never seen you so beautiful, so beautiful, like a fairy."

Bai Lingyan smiled sweetly, "Just say nice words of insincere thank you, and make fun of them. Bully them, take away their first kiss, do whatever you want, this time get carried away!"

Wu Xiaojun giggled with a playful smile, "I can't extricate myself from being seduced by your beauty and tenderness. I am the real innocent victim!"

With a red face, Bai Lingyan tore at the corner of Wu Xiaojun's mouth, "If you get it cheap, you'll be a good boy, watch me tear your stinky mouth apart!"

Wu Xiaojun shrank his head quickly and begged, "A gentleman uses his mouth but not his hands, don't use violence, don't use violence!"

Bai Lingyan let go of her hand and smiled happily, "It's late, and you're tired enough, stop making trouble, I'll clean up the room opposite, and don't go back to school."

Wu Xiaojun was already exhausted, his eyelids were tight and he was jumping and jumping non-stop, he joked lazily, "Thank you for your kindness, I am sorry that you made my bed for me, if I can sleep on the same bed with you, it will not be troublesome but also very comfortable, That's refreshing!"

Bai Lingyan patted him embarrassingly, "The glib tongue is not straight, and if you talk nonsense again, I will let you go outside to drink the northwest wind."

Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan played and romped all night, feeling very happy and comfortable.After calming down and lying on the bed, I suddenly felt uneasy, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.The joke was a bit too much, beyond my bottom line and scope, but I couldn't promise her anything.

If it weren't for Qin Meixiang's sudden news, everything was still at a loss, and I might feel more at ease in my heart.Although I don't know where she is working hard now, the information from her old classmates has confirmed that she has not completely given up her studies.Whether my repeated dreams of her and that naughty little boy were a fantasy dream, or had an inextricable connection with reality, really made me feel uneasy.With Qin Meixiang's stubborn and stubborn character, she will not easily give up that unforgettable and regretful relationship. Once she suddenly appears one day, what should she do? If she falls into the gap between her and Bai Lingyan At that time, I will be the real culprit in the war between people, and it will not end.

The thing between men and women is trouble, absurdity and reality.At present, games with Bai Lingyan are games, jokes are jokes, they must not be taken seriously, maintaining a good relationship with a confidante is the best choice.

Thinking of this, I feel a lot more relaxed in my heart, secretly cursing myself for not being quiet, for doing some messy and embarrassing things at ordinary times, purely asking for trouble, lifting a rock and hitting myself in the foot, I deserve it, no one has mercy .

It was night, and Bai Lingyan completely lost sleep. This was the first time in her life that she kissed the opposite sex. It was like turning on an emotional switch. She was so excited that she couldn't finish it.

She vented all her hatred towards Zhao Qiang and her mother's grievance through the crazy kiss with Wu Xiaojun, and released them all.I didn't expect the feeling of kissing to be so wonderful, so soul-stirring, so lingering and warm, which made me feel the happy feeling of being discharged and being charged for the first time in my life!Just the heart shock brought by the first kiss is enough to make me have endless aftertaste.

The young girl's love and hard work hidden in my heart for many years finally ushered in the dawn, and the door of love is approaching me step by step. Thinking of this, all the worries and troubles are like a dark night slowly disappearing with the arrival of the dawn , my heart is full of infinite comfort and the joy of looking forward to the future.

For a period of time after that, Wu Xiaojun still kept his original calm and distance from Bai Lingyan, instead of being as close and hot as imagined.Bai Lingyan was very disappointed in not being able to taste the good taste of first love, and felt that she was being teased and deceived.