life struggle

Bai Lingyan sneered, "Look at the ambiguous expressions of the two of you, it's not what you said at all. Make it up, keep making it up, if you don't have ghosts in your heart, if she is not willing, she will never be like that! It's not honest at all. , not at all ashamed."

Wu Xiaojun said with a playful smile, "Really, I didn't lie to you. Don't say it was her. Even if you were injured, I would be the same. As long as you are honest in your heart, it doesn't matter what you look like on the outside. You should have heard what happened later. She was almost not framed. This punishment, after hard work and finding out the facts, it is considered that she is innocent."

Bai Lingyan said, "You've put in so much effort to help her restore her reputation, yet she still doesn't throw your gratitude and admiration into her arms, and make out with you."

Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "She is my younger sister, don't insult her personality, don't say such things again, let alone make such silly jokes."

Seeing Wu Xiaojun's anxious look, Bai Lingyan lowered her head and thought about it. It should be from the bottom of her heart. It's pointless to argue with him any longer. It's better to just go downhill, and said with a soft smile, "Look at your urgency. So, what do you have to do with me. If you don’t mention it, don’t mention it, let’s talk about something else. "

Wu Xiaojun laughed, "That's about the same!"

Bai Lingyan asked with a secretive smile, "The other day you asked me to read a letter. I was in a bad mood and didn't read it carefully. Who sent it and what does it mean!"

Wu Xiaojun said, "It's from Mei Xiang, and the photo is from his son."

Bai Lingyan was surprised, "What? She's married and has a son!"

Wu Xiaojun nodded with a "huh".

"My god, it's unbelievable that she got married and had children so early."

"Perhaps it is forced by the environment and life!"

"When she was studying in school, she became a housewife. Mei Xiang is really pitiful. It was all the fault of his goddamn father who ruined her youth and career. Where is she now and what is she doing?" Did you say something?"

"Nothing, not even the address of a city. When I saw her letter, I didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow, and I felt terribly uncomfortable. For some reason, I wanted to share it with you, but you..." Wu Xiaojun wanted He stopped talking and did not continue to speak.

Bai Lingyan said, "I was in a bad mood and got mad at you. I'm sorry. Love itself is a bet. If you win the bet, you will get a lifetime of happiness. If you lose the bet, you will have to pay a painful price. There is no heartless person, only The ruthless reality; there are no traces that cannot be erased, only memories that cannot be erased; love is not a game, it is a sincere dedication, no matter what the result is, it will leave a pure beauty in the bottom of your heart, you take this unfavorable love as beauty memory!"

Wu Xiaojun said sadly, "I used to think that love was too illusory. I once failed the person who loved me the most and hurt the person who cared about me the most. When I faced the sudden love again, I was afraid that I would suffer the same harm. I was afraid of experiencing the pain of separation again, so I spared no effort to choose to escape. Now that I think about it, some people, some things, it is very difficult to completely let go."

Bai Lingyan said, "Everyone will have love, but the way they express it varies greatly. For example, they love each other deeply, but they can't express it. They want to give up, but they can't give up. They know it's suffering, but they can't let it go. Once you suddenly find yourself deeply in love with someone, is it joy? Is it sadness? It’s hard to express in words, and it’s impossible to let go and forget, otherwise it can’t be called love. Me and you As I said, there used to be a male classmate who fascinated me in high school. Although he had a girlfriend in Xijing University, and the two of them flew together, and both of them passed the postgraduate examination of this school this year, the relationship established between us Still can't let go, this is a kind of unfavorable love buried in the bottom of my heart."

Wu Xiaojun suddenly smiled, "Okay, let's not talk about these heavy topics, and relax tonight."

Bai Lingyan echoed, "Yes, it's depressing to think about it all day long. Why bother? You need to relax from time to time. By the way, there is something I almost forgot to tell you. I told you before , I have a classmate at Xijing University, "

Wu Xiaojun tried his best, fought hard according to reason, and cleared himself of his crimes. Once again, Shao Yingying felt his sincere and selfless care for her. With him by his side, she really felt at ease and relaxed in her heart.I will only cause him trouble, and I owe him too much. I have never given him help and comfort when he encounters difficulties and setbacks. I have lost too many emotional opportunities. What's more, it's completely hopeless. I really don't know how to go home and report to my mother. I should take care of it and make up for it.

After dinner that day, Shao Yingying couldn't hold back her excitement, and without any hesitation, she went directly to the boys' dormitory building, knocked on the half-covered door of Wu Xiaojun's dormitory, and saw that Liu Youcai was lying on the bed with Liu Qingqing from the talent class. After being intimate on the bed, I couldn't help but blush, and said awkwardly, "Is Xiaojun not here, pay attention to lock the door!" He lowered his head and stepped back.

As soon as he arrived downstairs, he saw Wu Xiaojun coming back from the outside with a book in his hand, so he hurriedly stopped him, "Xiaojun!"

Wu Xiaojun looked up at her, and asked with a smile, "Why are you here?"

Shao Yingying smiled slightly, "I'll wait for you!"

Wu Xiaojun looked at her relaxedly and said, "You haven't really been to our dormitory yet, this is not a place to talk, let's sit in the dormitory for a while."

Shao Yingying hurriedly stopped him, and whispered secretively, "Don't go back, there is something wrong with your dormitory, Liu Youcai and Liu Qingqing are..."

Wu Xiaojun immediately understood, "Go for a walk on the shore of Baihu Lake."

The two walked for a while, and sat down on a piece of green grass. Shao Yingying asked uneasily, "You are so kind to me. Thanks to you this time, otherwise I would not be able to wash myself off even if I jumped into the Yellow River."

Wu Xiaojun shook his head, and said with a faint smile, "It's their fault, and it's not the way to shirk responsibility. Besides, they don't treat our interns as human beings. Of course, we can't admit it easily. We must give them some color. have a look."

Shao Yingying said with a smile, "You have achieved your goal, don't you feel a sense of accomplishment, very happy and satisfied?"

Wu Xiaojun said proudly, "At that time, of course, seeing Wu Xianghui's unlucky appearance and relieved your hatred, I felt very happy in my heart. There is no need to say that kind of refreshment."

Shao Yingying laughed and said, "I didn't expect you to be so vicious and insidious in your heart. I hope you don't let this kind of evil eye move on your girlfriend in the future."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Actually, I hate those people who stick to small details. As long as everything doesn't touch the bottom line, don't worry about everything, otherwise you will be exhausted."

Shao Yingying said in a low voice, "I have a sentence that I have been bored in my heart for a long time, but I am too embarrassed to say it. I am very at ease with you protecting me by my side. Can you still like and love me like before?" After finishing speaking Looking at Wu Xiaojun's face with longing eyes.

Wu Xiaojun was shocked suddenly. Yesterday he reached a tacit understanding with Bai Lingyan, formally ending and maintaining the relationship of confidante for many years, and opening a new door of love.Based on Yingzi's character, today she must have gone through a fierce ideological struggle, deliberation and mustering courage before she took the initiative to speak out. If she directly explained that she and Bai Lingyan had officially confirmed their relationship, it would definitely hurt her fragile heart.Concealing it will only allow her to continue to have fantasies.Forget it, don't tell her yet, just avoid it for a while, thinking of this, he laughed and said, "You are my sister, of course I like you and love you."

Shao Yingying said guiltily, "I treated you like that before, don't you really hate me?"

Wu Xiaojun chuckled, "I definitely don't hold grudges. If I do, can we sit here and talk today! Will I still take your matter to heart? Silly girl, don't think about anything, study hard, and you will give me a lot of money in the future." Find a good brother-in-law that suits my heart and marry a good family, and I will be completely relieved."

Shao Yingying asked shyly, "Then if I want to fight with you, will you still refuse?"

Wu Xiaojun said with a wry smile, "I'm just kidding, I have gone through a series of difficulties and twists and turns, and now I understand a lot of things. I feel that I was relatively simple and naive back then, and everything followed my feelings, which led to many absurd things happening to me. .From the present and the future, as well as considering your future, I can no longer regret to let you down."

Shao Yingying heard that Wu Xiaojun declined her politely, and said a little disappointed, "Stop talking, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Wu Xiaojun comforted, "Yingzi, I know that I have always been in my heart. Auntie and Uncle Luo have treated me very well. Although the relationship I have established with your family is not a family relationship, it is better than a family relationship. In my heart, you are my relative. Sister, this point has never changed no matter what I have experienced, I think you will understand and see it. No matter where you and I are in the future, it will not change. This is not only my promise to you, but also my deepest promise. Where the affection lies."

Shao Yingying choked with sobs, "Love cannot be forced. We are destined to have no marriage. Let's each cherish this rare relationship!"

In the blink of an eye, May was about to pass, and Wu Xiaojun suddenly received a letter from Wang Suzhen on this day, and he couldn't help feeling a burst of joy in his heart.In her letter, she specifically stated that there has been no news about Qin Meixiang. If possible, she will return to school in mid-June. At that time, the students who are doing internships will return to school one after another for graduation thesis defense and graduation exams. Handle graduation and school leaving procedures.

Wu Xiaojun saw the hope of seeing Qin Meixiang who once made him so fascinated and dreamed of day and night again. The impulsiveness and excitement of that year suddenly appeared, and he immediately regained his spirit. No matter what she is now or what she is doing, To be able to see each other, this is the greatest happiness.Thinking of this, he was so excited that he couldn't sleep well for a few days, counting the coming days with his fingers.