life struggle

Wu Xiaojun was worried that he would make the same mistakes again, and couldn't bear to hurt Bai Lingyan's pure white and pure heart without confidence. Withdrew from the body.

Wu Xiaojun was shocked like a deserter who had lost a battle, his heart was beating violently, he didn't dare to look back at Bai Lingyan's expression at this moment, facing the dim lights on the street outside the window, he kept panting heavily, He tapped the table in front of him repeatedly to calm his trembling mood.

The air in the hut froze immediately, except for the gasps and heartbeats of the two, it was so silent and dull.

Bai Lingyan looked at Wu Xiaojun, who was dazed and staring, and slowly sat up, gently zipping the half-open long skirt, covering the delicate and fragrant sweat, and the two towering crispy eyes that were ready to come out. He stretched his chest, bowed his body, sat shyly on the edge of the bed, picked up the comb, and combed the messy and wet long hair in a dull and stagnant movement, then walked to the basin to clean his hands and face.

Wu Xiaojun was silent for a long time before he regained his composure, turned around slightly, looked at Bai Lingyan, who had a pink complexion and a strange expression, and said in a deep tone, "I have to hurry tomorrow morning, let's go back early!",

Bai Lingyan said with some reluctance, "I can't live without you, I must come back soon!"

"Don't worry, I'll be back as soon as I finish handling the family affairs."

The next day, when Wu Xiaojun arrived at Xiangzhou University, it was already [-] noon.He went to the school cafeteria to buy food, found a seat near the main gate and sat down. While eating, he stared intently at the students coming in and out, hoping that Qin Meixiang's familiar but strange figure would appear here.

About half an hour later, a girl with a ponytail, delicate features, a pair of silver-white gold-rimmed glasses, and a grass-green dress was holding a rice bowl, and walked past Wu Xiaojun with a smile, shoulder to shoulder with another girl. Seeing her walking like Fang Qiao in Qin Meixiang's dormitory, his eyes light up and he is secretly happy.

After all, I hadn't seen her for three years, and I didn't see clearly, and I wasn't sure, so Wu Xiaojun didn't dare to strike up a conversation, so he could only stare at her secretly and went to eat.

It was time to eat, and there were few people in the cafeteria. The two girls quickly turned around and walked towards Wu Xiaojun with their bowls in hand.

The girl raised her eyes and met Wu Xiaojun's strange eyes. She frowned slightly, whispered to the girl beside her, walked straight towards Wu Xiaojun, and asked with a smile, "Are you sister Meixiang's man?" Friends, Wu Xiaojun from Pingxi Medical College, right?"

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly stood up and said excitedly, "You are Fang Qiao, Mei Xiang's best friend. You have a really good memory. I haven't seen you for three years. You have changed so much that I didn't dare to recognize you easily. I haven't eaten so late. , sit down, sit down."

Fang Qiao smiled and said, "You must have an impression of this one, she is Ji Yanping from our dormitory."

Ji Yanping smiled lightly, and said cheerfully, "Wu Xiaojun, we met in the dormitory. You are more handsome and chic than before. No wonder sister Mei Xiang was so excited when she mentioned you before. When did you come? You haven't eaten yet, have you?" , or I'll get you a serving."

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly stopped and said, "No, no, I just finished eating and I'm about to get up and go! You're here, you eat! You eat!"

Fang Qiao and Ji Yanping didn't seem unfamiliar with Wu Xiaojun, sat down without hesitation, put the bowl in front of them, no matter what kind of eyes Wu Xiaojun looked at them eating, picked up chopsticks and ate slowly from the bowl Liangpi.

Fang Qiao babbled and said while eating, "You came here with sister Mei Xiang, I'm not saying bad things about her in front of you, she's really mean, since she left school and had an accident at home, she put us These sisters forgot everything, and didn't even come to a letter."

Wu Xiaojun tentatively said, "No way, how could he not write to you, this is not her character."

Fang Qiao said seriously, "Really, I won't lie to you, there isn't even a single letter. We don't even know where she is or what she does. Yanping, is that right?"

Yan Ping looked at Wu Xiaojun and said, "Sister Fang, in our dormitory, you are her hard-core friend, and you don't even have one, let alone those of us who stand behind. You are her boyfriend, and you must tell her that we are special." Miss her and let her meet us!"

Wu Xiaojun smiled wryly and said, "Actually, like you, I know nothing about her situation."

Fang Qiao asked suspiciously, "You really haven't seen her, haven't you had any contact with her?"

Wu Xiaojun nodded, "Really. Since then, I have searched almost every possible place for her. She seems to have disappeared from the world without a trace. During the Spring Festival this year, I heard from fellow villager Wang Suzhen that her student status is in the The school is still reserved, and you are about to graduate soon, so I came here hoping to meet her."

Fang Qiao said, "It's really hard for you. As far as I know, the school does reserve her student status for her. She has the test scores for each semester. As for when, where, and how to take the test, we don't know." Clear."

Ji Yanping said suddenly, "I remembered, the day before yesterday I handed in my graduation thesis at the Office of Academic Affairs, and after a quick flip through the papers in our department, I accidentally found that her thesis was also in it. At first I didn't believe it. It was written by her, but I don’t know when she handed it in.”

Wu Xiaojun asked in surprise, "You can't read it wrong, is it really her handwriting?"

Ji Yanping said with certainty, "Her handwriting is small and exquisite, and her handwriting is beautiful. It is a good calligraphy recognized by our department. I can tell it at a glance. There is absolutely no mistake."

A trace of surprise appeared on Wu Xiaojun's face, "It seems that she came back. Have you asked the teacher in the office when she handed it in?"

Ji Yanping shook her head regretfully, "I didn't ask."

Fang Qiao complained, "Why are you so careless, she is the mysterious figure of our sisters, you don't want to investigate some clues."

Ji Yanping said a little aggrieved, "At that time, I was already late, and I was worried that I would be criticized by the teacher. I didn't think about it so much!"

Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll go to the Academic Affairs Office to inquire in the afternoon!"

After coming out of the cafeteria, Wu Xiaojun broke up with Fang Qiao and Ji Yanping. With joy, he came to the door of Wang Suzhen's dormitory and knocked lightly on the door.

After a while, the door opened slightly, and a person poked his head out and asked in a low voice, "Who is it?"

Wu Xiaojun saw that the person who opened the door had loose hair, was wearing a nightgown, and was kicking slippers. It was Wang Suzhen. He stepped forward, "Suzhen, it's me, Wu Xiaojun. I thought you weren't here!"

Wang Suzhen was a little surprised and said, "Xiaojun, when did you come? I thought you wouldn't come. It's coming soon..." After talking halfway, she looked back into the room, and changed her words with a smile, "They They're all taking a nap, it's not convenient for you to go in, let's go outside after I change into my clothes."

Wu Xiaojun smiled lightly, "I'm sorry to trouble you, to bother you."

Wang Suzhen smiled slightly, "You're welcome." She turned and went back to her room.

Wang Suzhen and Wu Xiaojun went downstairs, walked along the corridor in the courtyard to a bamboo forest, and sat down under the gazebo.

Wang Suzhen said with a smile, "Xiaojun, let me tell you the happy event that interests you the most. I saw Mei Xiang three days ago!"

Wu Xiaojun asked excitedly, "How is she doing, where is she now?"

Wang Suzhen pretended, "Don't get excited, listen to me slowly. At noon three days ago, I met her outside a supermarket on Yingxiong Street in front of the school gate. She has changed a lot. From her tone of voice and It can be seen in her eyes that she has experienced many hardships and pains. She is not like a vigorous student who has not yet left the campus, but a mature and stable professional woman and a mother. However, she is still as strong as before, Very stubborn."

Wu Xiaojun asked eagerly, "Have you asked, where is she now and what is she doing?"

Wang Suzhen said regretfully, "I asked all of these, and I told her especially that you miss her so much and have been inquiring about her whereabouts all the time, and asked her to tell me her current situation. No matter how you say it, I just knelt down with her, She just refused to tell me, and specifically told me that I must not tell you that I met her. Then she left in a hurry. I don’t know if you two had such a good relationship before, and she was so hostile to you. Is there any relationship between you? What unresolved dead knot?"

Wu Xiaojun said disappointedly, "There is nothing between us, and I don't understand what happened to her. Do you know where she went after that?"

Wang Suzhen sighed, "I followed her quietly for a while, and she stopped a taxi and disappeared in a blink of an eye."

The sliver of hope that Wu Xiaojun had just now was instantly shattered, and he felt very uncomfortable and lost. He was stunned for a while, and asked with a sob, "Do you think she will come back?"

Wang Suzhen said, "Next is the time for the graduation exam and the formalities for leaving school. She should come back. I think you should stay here for a while. How about leaving when the students don't see her after they leave school?"

Wu Xiaojun said, "That's the only way to go."

Wang Suzhen said, "Since you are not in a hurry to leave, it is not convenient to live outside. Let me talk to Cui Wenbin and you will live with him."

Wu Xiaojun said embarrassingly, "It's not good, it's not good!"

Wang Suzhen said, "No problem, he is very easy-going. I almost forgot to tell you that the work units of both of us have been confirmed, and we can officially go to work after completing the registration procedures in August."

"It's really fast, what unit is it?"

"The unit is not bad. Wen Bin's father is the deputy director of the Municipal Engineering Department. They are short of professional counterparts. The two of us are not bad in both school and education. It didn't take much effort to settle the matter."

"Congratulations, it's really good. For the sake of our hometown and old classmates, if you need help in the future, don't refuse!"

"Whatever to say, just say what you need!" Wang Suzhen's face was full of contented and joyful smile.

"Since she has been in touch with the school, I think the student office should know about her situation. Is Xiao Cui familiar with the people in the student office? I plan to ask the student office to see if Xiao Cui can contact the acquaintances in the office. "