life struggle

Wu Xiaojun was taken aback for a moment, wondering what this woman was going to do, and stared at Sun Huiying with strange eyes, Sun Huiying said with a sullen face, "Yijia, when Xiaojun was looking for a job, he put 500 yuan in your place. We can't owe others, let him take this opportunity!"

Bai Yijia hurriedly said, "Yes, yes, yes, if you don't tell me that I almost forgot, I will withdraw the money and give it to Xiaojun." As he spoke, he took the money from the back room and handed it to Wu Xiaojun.

Wu Xiaojun thought for a while, he was so poor that he only had money for the trip home, not even money for drinking water and food on the road, it was really timely.Deliberately decline, then think again, take it and take it, who knows who you are when you leave this house, take it without hesitation, put it in your pocket, and walk out of the house without saying anything.

After all, I have come here more than once before, and Wu Xiaojun still has some nostalgia in his heart when he is about to leave.He walked out of the village and came to a high place. He looked around, looking for the places he and Bai Lingyan had walked, and said silently, "Farewell, Siyuanpo!" Get on the tricycle bound for Siyuan Town.

The town is surrounded by mountains and located at the bottom of the valley, built on the basis of Liugou in Dacun.Later, the Siyuanpo Water Conservancy Project started, and a large number of immigrants moved here. In order to develop tourism resources and gather popularity, Liugou Township was renamed Siyuan Township with the help of Siyuanpo being under the administrative jurisdiction of Liugou Township.Along the two sides of the main road, there are more than a dozen new immigrant villages, large and small. It is said that there are 5 to [-] people living in them. The infrastructure is complete, and it has the color of a modern new town.

The town middle school is located at the foot of the mountain on the south side of the town, half a kilometer from the main street of the main road. It is relatively remote and surrounded by houses on all sides.Wu Xiaojun found the school after inquiring about five or six villagers along the small road in the village with seven turns and eight turns.On an ancient street in front of the school gate, there are many old-fashioned buildings dotted around. Signs such as Xiangyang Photo Studio and Minsheng Supply and Marketing Cooperative still exist. People’s Commune is good, and the slogan "Learn from Daqing in industry, learn from Dazhai in agriculture" still remains on the wall of the house , There are a lot of vendors hawking and selling, and there are many people coming and going, which is very lively.

The eldest sister Bai Lingyan, the eldest brother-in-law and the second sister are all teachers in the middle school in the town. The eldest sister and the eldest brother-in-law live in the town and do not live in the school.

Wu Xiaojun wandered here unintentionally, passed through the crowd, and walked directly into the school. The gatekeeper was very enthusiastic and led him to Bai Lingwan's residence with a big smile on his face. Seeing that the door was locked, he said sorry, "Oh, young man, people I'm old and my memory is bad, so I remembered that today is the day of the meeting in the town, and Teacher Bai and her sister went out half an hour ago. Why don't you wait for them here for a while!"

Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "Master, thank you, go ahead, I'll wait for them for a while."

Seeing that it was almost noon, Wu Xiaojun waited for more than an hour, but no sister Bai Lingwan was seen. He was a little anxious and had a quick bite to eat at the snack bar outside the school, but the two sisters still did not return.Secretly thought, I don’t know where they went, whether they can come back, the fate is over, it doesn’t matter if you see them or not, don’t wait, don’t miss the train at night, leave the school with a little bit of regret, bow your head and turn towards the main street walk slowly.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly felt a figure standing in front of him, before raising his head, a familiar voice asked excitedly, "Xiaojun, why are you here?" shoulders.

Wu Xiaojun was startled, and retreated uncontrollably. When he raised his eyes, he saw Bai Lingyan wearing a light blue dress that he had never seen before. Her face was full of depression and haggard, her eyes were dull and lifeless. Staring at himself with slightly dull and joyful eyes, Sui smiled slightly, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I was about to rush back to Pingxi, but I didn't expect to meet you here."

Bai Lingwan glanced at Wu Xiaojun lightly, with a rather complicated look on her face, and said in a low voice, "Come here, Swallow is nagging you every day, this is not a place to talk, go back to school!"

When the three of them returned to school, Bai Lingwan turned on the electric fan, poured a glass of boiling water, sat down softly and said worriedly, "Seeing Yanzi wandering around all day like losing his soul, my sister is very distressed. I can't say who is right about the two of you." Who's wrong, you can run all the way to see Yanzi, which means you still have intentions for her, and I understand you very much. It's not that I blame you, you should never do things behind your parents' backs, even if you both told me in advance I will try my best to convince my parents if I reveal the slightest bit of rumors, and I won’t bring the matter to this point. I don’t worry about anything else. I only worry about how Yanzi will marry in the future, how to face a new boyfriend, and how to win her own. Happiness."

Bai Lingwan said with a sad face, "Sister, don't worry about my affairs, let alone complain about Xiaojun, even if I become a nun in the future, it has nothing to do with Xiaojun."

Wu Xiaojun said with a dejected expression, "It's all my fault that I'm useless. I couldn't find a place to stay in Pingxi, and I lost the opportunity to care for Lingyan for the rest of my life. I will do my best to make up for and atone for those who owe Lingyan if I have the opportunity."

Tears flashed in Bai Lingwan's eyes, "It's all suffering for Yan Zi, what's the use of talking about it!"

Wu Xiaojun watched the two sisters cry sadly, his nose was sore and he couldn't help sobbing, he was so ashamed that he wanted to find a crack in the ground to escape from this sad house, and said with a sob, "Swallow, second sister, although we didn't end up Being able to be a family, but getting to know each other once is also the greatest fate, let’s say goodbye today, I hope there will be a chance to meet again in the future, so I won’t bother you any more.” Get up and walk out.

Bai Lingyan suddenly lost her mind and said, "Xiaojun, wait for me, I'll see you off!"

Bai Lingwan shed tears, seeing that the two of them went out and did not move, but said something concerned, "Swallow, come back early!"

After leaving the school gate, Bai Lingyan grabbed Wu Xiaojun's arm and snuggled up to him like a bird, crying excitedly, without saying a word for a long time.

The two walked in silence for a while, and Wu Xiaojun said sadly, "Lingyan, I left in a hurry that day without even saying goodbye. Do you know how desperate I was? Do you know how I got here all this time? Do you know how much pain I have endured? I am full of grievances and resentments but have nowhere to vent, no one to tell, what is it like to be in torment and torment all day long? I can see you for the last time today, I'm relieved too."

Bai Lingyan said bitterly, "I'm not like this. When I saw my mother, I felt like I saw a fierce devil. My head was big. My second sister loved me very much. She made me delicious food and bought new clothes to wear. She tried every means to make me happy, but she couldn't untie the dead knot in my heart, couldn't make up for the flaws in my heart, and couldn't relieve my resentment for my mother's domineering personality and violent temper. Xiaojun, I hate this family now , I don’t want to stay at home for a moment, I just want to go far away, to a quiet place. Can you take me away? "

Wu Xiaojun said in astonishment, "What are you talking about? How could I take you away? Didn't you want my life!"

Bai Lingyan said disappointedly, "You only know how to think about yourself, and you are afraid that I will affect your future search for a girlfriend or date. Since you don't want to take me away, I won't force you, but I am determined not to stay with you." Stay at home, let alone report to that crappy hospital. You go, I will go to Xijing to find Zhao Qiang tomorrow, stay with him for a while, find something to do, and never come back."

Wu Xiaojun knew that the relationship between Bai Lingyan and Zhao Qiang was unusual, and after so many years, he still couldn't forget that he and Bai Lingyan could fall in love, which had a lot to do with Zhao Qiang's sudden girlfriend and Bai Lingyan's disappointment. When Zhao Qiang and his girlfriend are together sweetly, they will feel even more uncomfortable in love, and their mood will be even worse.In addition, Zhao Qiang's girlfriend would feel left out if she saw the two of them together every day, maybe something would happen to them.More importantly, it is still unacceptable for the woman I love to be with someone else.

Wu Xiaojun felt jealous and uneasy after thinking about it, looked at Bai Lingyan helplessly and asked, "You really think so?"

Bai Lingyan nodded vigorously.

Wu Xiaojun sighed, "Since this is the case, I don't care about anything, so I will carry through the mistake to the end and take you back. Let's go back and say hello to your second sister!"

Bai Lingyan insisted, "If I don't tell her, I have to decide my own affairs, and I will never let others interfere."

Wu Xiaojun said anxiously, "How can this happen? They will go crazy, and they can't do the thing of killing first and playing later. If something happens, I can't afford it."

Bai Lingyan said angrily, "They don't care about my life or death. If they can kill me first, then I will do them a favor. What else do I want to do! Do I have to force me to death to be willing!"

Wu Xiaojun was already in a daze, and there was no need to think about anything else, being with the one he loved was the greatest happiness, he gritted his teeth, "Okay, let's go to the station."

Ever since Wu Xiaojun left, Zhu Chunyan has been restless, worried and blamed herself.Xiaojun is young and energetic, and he is in the despair of losing his love. If he sees Bai Lingyan's family lose their minds and embark on the criminal path of murder, he will not only ruin himself, but also Bai Ling. In the Yan family, the second elder in the family will inevitably have accidents.That's true, she is a big sinner, the more she thinks about it, the more she regrets, the more worried and afraid she is, always hoping that nothing will happen to Wu Xiaojun and he will come back quickly.

Seeing that three days had passed and there was still no news of Wu Xiaojun, Zhu Chunyan's fear multiplied, and she could no longer hide it, so she had to go home and tell her grandma.He had just packed up his things and was about to push his bicycle to go out when the door slammed and he saw Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan walking hand in hand, he couldn't help being stunned, "You guys are..."

Bai Lingyan smiled slightly, and said softly, "Sister-in-law, I'm back again, I hope you can allow me to live here for a while."

Zhu Chunyan, as if waking up from a dream, hurriedly smiled and said, "Lingyan, whatever you want to say, just come back, just come back. Did you come back by train or long-distance bus? Are you exhausted?" She said and took two bottles Mineral water was stuffed into the hands of the two of them.

Wu Xiaojun said with a playful smile, "Sister-in-law, am I causing trouble for the family again!"